Supporting the tray with my right hand. I lifted my left hand and tapped on the wooden door feebly and patiently waited for the door to open or any kind of indication for me to enter, but all I got was silence even after waiting for a minute or so.Lifting my hand, I knocked again, but this time with little force after coming to the conclusion they might not have heard it. But again met with the same result; pin-drop silence.Maybe I should enter inside. As soon as the thought entered my head, it vanished instantly at the thought of Xavier getting angry. A shiver ran through my spine at the image of an angry Xavier. He doesn't appreciate me anywhere around his room, let alone inside.A sudden sadness loomed over my being. Maybe they didn't want anyone to disturb them. Of course, it's normal that he wants to spend some time alone with his baby momma. After all, this is his first baby.The baby which I wasn't able to give him. I should be happy for him, for them, but I can't seem to. Am
The room was surrounded by awkward silence. Dad had us gather in the living room to discuss what had taken place yesterday. Everyone was waiting patiently for Dad to speak up. Dad, on the other hand, didn't seem like he was going to say anything anytime soon.My eyes roamed around the room and fell on my husband's frame standing next to May. He was wearing a plain white T-shirt and dark grey sweatpants. As always, he was looking too ethereal to belong on this planet. He can wear a sack and he will still slay it.My, on the other hand, was wearing a crop top and booty short which was barely covering her ass. Her face was bare without any makeup and I would be lying if I said she wasn't glowing. The petite brunette had certainly been blessed with her share of beauty. No wonder Xavier is attracted to her.My gaze dropped to their linked hands. She was clinging onto him like a koala bear. A tint of unwanted irritation passed through my body."Xander, why are we here?" Sandra spoke up, sla
I am currently planning lunch for May and Xavier since no one bothered to come downstairs for lunch. Ruth took mom's lunch to her room as I was sure I was the last person she wanted to see right now or ever. She is already upset and I want to trouble her further.Soniya is not at the house. So that left me and dad. The lunch was filled with awkward silence. Not a single word was exchanged between us. For once, I was actually grateful for that, even though I don't normally do well with awkward silence. I don't know what I would have said if dad wanted to have a conversation."Hope," I heard dad calling me out.He almost sounded nervous, maybe even afraid of my reaction. My eyes pinched in frustration. Everything was okay. Why did he have to start a conversation suddenly?"Yes dad", I made sure to keep my tone soft.I heard him clear his throat. "You're angry with me?" Was I?Honestly speaking, I didn't know if I was or not. I didn't know how to react or feel about the sudden informatio
As usual, my eyes cracked open wide due to the loud ringing of the alarm. Letting out a groan of irritation, I reached over to slap the snooze button, putting a halt to the loud irritating sound.I got off the bed and paddled straight to the bathroom. Peeling my nightie and undergarments, I dropped them into the laundry basket. Turning the shower on, I walked down the spray when the temperature was to my liking.After I was done showering. I dressed in a simple black maxi dress. Once I was satisfied with everything, I headed to the kitchen. These days I have had to wake up extra early since May got hungry early in the morning. Honestly speaking, it irritates me since I was never an early bird, but what can be done? She is going to be a mother and she needs to eat.No matter what she has done to me, I still don't want any harm to her, especially her baby. He/She has done nothing to deserve anyone's hatred. The only people that are responsible for the mess are I, May, and Xavier.Yes, I
A familiar voice boomed, halting our heated discussion and demanding everyone's attention. In a matter of seconds, the familiar voice had taken Sandra's undivided and unwanted attention from me to him. I knew who it was even without looking at the person.Something tells me a big drama was about to happen.Unwillingly, I followed Sandra's line of vision to find the familiar sight of dad standing as anticipated. The tension in the room intensified at the view of dad's giant frame and confused swirling green orbs."I asked you something? What is happening here?" His voice had my heartbeat accelerate as if I was caught doing something I shouldn't.Before anyone could utter anything, in walked Xavier. His steps halted right beside dad, sensing the tension in the room."I'm asking for the last time. Don't make me ask again," Only when a voice snapped out of my reviver was when I comprehended I was gawking at him.My head snaps back to dad. Judging by the wrinkle lines distorting his forehe
I dragged my body out of bed and instantly met with a slight burning between my legs. I blush from head to toe remembering our passionate night. He had fucked me into submission. I could still feel his sinister hands roaming shamelessly all over my body, leaving a sizzling feeling.I move towards the bathroom, eager for the hot shower after yesterday's event. I was still covered with sweat and cum. Crossing the threshold into the bathroom, she stopped to look at herself in the mirror. My left cheek had already bruised and swelling up.Peeling my clothes, I threw them in the basket before I stepped into a warm shower. Once, I was done with the shower. I put on a random dress and limped all the way down the stairs.Right as I finished descending the stairs. I was greeted with the sight of a very happy and cheerful May and Sandra. They were engaged in some conversation. Their heads turned towards me as they felt my presence. The smile on their faces faded in a matter of seconds, making t
The first thing I did after I entered the room was, dropped my butt on the mattress. My hand clasped over my mouth to stifle the pained sob spilling like heavy rainfall.Relax Hope everything is fine. Please don't cry, you are stronger than this. I kept on chanting trying to reassure myself. I don't know how long I sat there trying to console myself but my muscles, veins, and nerves felt numb.Slowly numbness left my body and a sickening emotion bubbled my gut making me feel nauseous. My head was throbbing and my throat was hoarse. I could barely breathe. I was sure I would faint any minute now. My fingers were rapidly trembling and I had to clench my fingers into a fist trying to gain control of my trembling finger and fortunately, it worked.I rose from the bed and was about to take a step towards the bathroom but the sound of the creak opening of the door got my attention. Second, later Xavier emerged from the small door.What does he want now?His presence always brought an overwh
I was so engrossed in my hiding I didn't hear someone approaching. "Why are you hiding?" A voice said from behind me, startling me.I whirled and came face to face with Elena who was gazing at me with a confused expression as to why I was hiding there as if I was a thief.Slightly relieved, my hand flew to my chest trying to even out my racing heart. "You scared me," My tone came out as an accusation rather than a statement."I'm sorry, I did mean to scare her but are you okay?" She asked, looking at my horrible state.I'm sure I must look like a witch with blood-red eyes, hair flying east-west and north and south, swollen lips and face and skin which resembled fresh red tomatoes."Yes...Yes," I lied trying my best to sound believable but clearly, it didn't work as Elena gave me a worried yet suspicious look. She has me all figured out. I bit my lower lip, suddenly feeling uneasy.Without another word I turned and walked towards the kitchen. I was relieved she did try to stop me and i
As soon as Lucas was out of my sight I swiveled around directing my gaze towards Kandel who was now struggling to get herself in her feet.I instantly rushed to her side and draped my arm around her shoulder supporting her battered and weak body. Her swollen and red eyes flickered upon me at the contact."Let me help you," I said with a forced smile on my face.She stared at me before passing a forced smile of her own. Once I helped her on her feet and led her towards the bed. Before we could reach there her ankle twisted. She almost tripped down but thankfully my reflex kicked in and my hold tightened."Careful," I softly utter."I'm sorry," she croaked out.I threw a small smile wordlessly reassuring her everything was okay before laying her in the middle of the bed. I looked at the bedside table but found the jar empty."I'll go get some water for you" Saying I bend down do grab the handle of the empty jar. My movements were restrained as a hand latched mine.Drawing my eyes toward
I absolutely hate being in his presence and here I'm kissing him. It took everything in me not to jerk away from him. Somehow, I managed to gather courage to touch my lips with his but I froze after that. Our lips were touching each other but were completely immobilized as if .I am not even exaggerating, this has to be the most awkward thing I have ever experienced in my entire life.The absence of emotions from Elijah had self-doubt creeping in once again. How did I even think I would be able to seduce him? I know I look much better than what I used to a few years back, but am I attractive? I don't think so.Feeling absolutely hopeless, I decide to drop this seduction act. It's not working anyway. I just hope I am not in trouble. This was such a bad idea in many ways. I wanted to slap myself for being so stupid.Right when I was about to retract a step back. He snaked his buff arms around my hip and jerked me forward, making me collide with his toned body. A yelp escaped me, taken a
My eyes clouded, blurring my vision as a wave of dizziness hit me.Not again....I internally huff in vexation.My stomach felt upset and a wave of nausea came over me.I wanted to pull my hair in frustration. As if my life didn't have enough problems, now I am sick too and it's been a week and there is no sign of any improvement. Instead, it's getting worse with each passing day. I am struggling to find happiness in my life. God I am being too dramatic these days. Yes, my life is a mess, but I don't have to replay misfortune when something happens.I was just thinking when someone entered the kitchen. Upon looking behind, I found one person. I had almost forgotten the whole existence of the person.Andrea.Her eyes instantly locked with mine. She seemed satisfied to see the shock in my eyes. Lowering my head, I tried to concentrate on the boiling pork meat which I was craving so badly. Even though I don't work as a maid anymore. I cook something for myself."My my I see you are still
"Relax babe she didn't mean it. I am sure she was scared," Kendal made up trying to control the situation."No, I meant each and everything, trust me," The words fell out of my mouth in a confident tone. I don't know where I was getting the courage from, but I was proud of myself even knowing my action could be lethal.Kandel's eyes enlarged for a split second before narrowing, seemingly pleading me to shut up and let her speak. I appreciated her concern for me, but I wasn't in a mood to back down. At this point, I didn't even care that I was crossing my line. I was sick and tried of people treating me like dirt and using me as their wish.My remark was followed by Luca's humorless laugh, but for a moment before he grew serious once again. "See this bitch. I'll strip out all her attitude today,""Lucas, relax please," Kandel pleaded. She sounded close to crying."I would like to see you try," I threw back. I knew I was acting stupid, but like I mentioned, I didn't care anymore.Having
Drawing a frustrated sigh out of me, I snuggled into the comforter. It was already two in the morning and I was feeling restless. For the past five hours I have been trying and twisting, deriving no sleep. Despite the tiredness I feel, I can't sleep at night.Facing up towards the ceiling, I began thinking about my life. My life has drastically changed in a matter of a few months. Not even in my worst nightmare did I imagine I would be stuck in such a surreal situation. I somehow have to survive in this dark world and I have no idea how long I'll manage to survive.After several minutes, the sudden sound of the door creaking open had my neck twisted on its own to the direction of the door. My eyebrows drew together in confusion. How could it be sneaking inside at this time?My ear picked up an unsteady footstep entering the room. Out of the corner of my eyes I saw was a figure. The room was pitch dark, which made it impossible for me to identify the person. From the blurry bulky frame
I looked up at her. Worry lines formed on her forehead, making her gorgeous face look a bit more mature than she normally does. No matter how much her habit of constantly wanting to know my business irritates me. I have to admit this girl is an epitome of beauty and kindness. They fact she bothered to ask say what a kind soul she is."I fell?" My tone was unsure as I came up with a ridiculous excuse which screamed a lie to my own ears and on top of that, it didn't even come as a statement but rather a question."You fell?" Disbelief evident in her tone and face, suggesting she'd caught me out in some misdemeanor.Involuntarily, my eyes went to Elijah. Surprisingly, his gaze was already on me. No concern or regard, no ounce of empathy. As if nothing had happened and he had done nothing wrong. Suppressing the urge to punch him, I turned back to Kendal.God, I am so done with being interrogated every time."Yes, I fell," I answered with a short, awkward laugh.My reaction had her frown d
My eyelids fluttered in an attempt to open it but I couldn't. My eyes felt like they were carrying the weight of an elephant. After a few attempts, I successfully opened them but clenched them back instantly, when the warm and bright sunbeams fell directly on my eyes, burning them.A brief moment after, I pried my eyes open. With my blurred vision, I was incapable of distinguishing anything more than their vague shapes.I slowly hoist my tired body up into a sitting position, leaning my body against the headpost, rubbing my eyes at the same time in an endeavor to clear my cloudy vision. This time my vision was very clear but still a bit dim, so blinking rapidly, I tried to adjust to a bright ray surrounding the room.My lips parted as an unladylike yawn threatened to float out of my lips, but instead a hiss escaped my lips at the sharp pain that hit me. My jaw felt like it had been dislocated. For a second I thought I must have slept in an odd position, but then the vivid memory of y
I averted my attention back to Elijah, only to find his unwavering gaze was lingering on me. There was no gentleness in his eyes, rather annoyance.'Oh god he seems livid'Before I could apologize for zoning out, the loud ringing of Elijah's cell phone intruded the room, cutting off the tense atmosphere. Letting out a groan, he produced his phone from his jacket's pocket, checked the caller ID.Lazily swiping the screen to the left, he sticks the gadget to his left ear. "Speak," is all he says, in an impassive tone."I don't have time for it," Elijah replied after a brief second. His tone was nonchalant as always.Whatever the person on the other side of the line said had him mumbling something under his breath, seemingly pissed. It was beyond obvious he was beginning to lose his calm, judging from the ticking of his muscles."I said I don't have time," This tone was crisp.This time the calmness in his tone wavered slightly, yet he managed to shake my heart. This man scares me to my
Elijah touched her bruised cheek, making her smile fade. Her eyes dropped down for a split second as if she had been busted doing something wrong. When she looked up again, she had recovered and put on another smile, but this time it wasn't genuine. Her eyes clearly reflected her inner state, regardless of an attempt to mask it."He, did it?" Although it came across as a question, something told me he just wanted confirmation from her.And who is this he?Who is he?Brother?Father?"What do you mean?" She feigned unawareness, fidgeting her finger.She was clearly disinterred in having conversation or more like this specific discussion. Her whole behavior screamed that whoever he was, he successfully sowed deep terror in her."You know what I mean. Stop trying to dodge my question, answer before I lose my shit,""Please don't."This time she made no effort to hide the hint of gloom in her eyes. Elijah chuckled humorlessly, his eyes gleaming with a fierce frenzy."Yes, or No?" He growl