HAPTER 83. ROSEANNA I just heard my grandpa and smiled, "I think u remember you from somewhere. When I was kid. And that time I didn't knew that you were actually my grandpa. Only if I had known. Things would have been different in different ways, maybe I wouldn't have went with my brothers but rather would have came to you. Ask you for forgiveness or must have begged you. But I didn't. " I regretted not knowing where to actually go when I was turned in a orphan and was abandoned in an house with those kind of monsters.I just told him when he shaked his head," It's not your fault Anna, it's not. You were innocent and just a little kid.. If only I would have paid more attention on you. Things haven't been ugly like this. I was such a bad Nana!" He said as he started to hit his head. But I caught his hand. "No! Grandpa! It's not you." I told him when he nodded. "It's fate, i guess." He again said when I just nodded along. Fate. I can say this is fate. Tha
CHAPTER 84ROSEANNAI Just walked inside my new room and thought to myself, here again I am in a new set if room starting to believe that something new will begin. How many times has it already been? Since I have promised myself such thing? I wondered and laughed. Me and my funny life. Walking inside I head someone behind me, talking something that I don't feel like my mind was concentrating in listening. Though I did go on with the focus, to hear what the perosnw as blabbering. "You will have to come down for breakfast in the morning." Eithan said to me. When I just nodded to him. He looking at me wondering if I have more questions for them. But I didn't, he just watched me looking at the room. And then started to speak when I didn't question anything."Things are weird and hectic lately since your grandfather isn't looking after anything anymore. I think you will hav etp join the work from tomorrow onwards and learn them as quickly as possible. So that you ca
ROSEANNA I heard someone behind me, and the voice was too familiar for me to not be scared. My mind went blank for a second, and instantly turned around finding Noah in front of me, looking at me with his smirk." Hello, Roseanna! "He said, standing by the door. Leaning on it. With his smirk plastered on his face. And he was looking at me, so weirdly with his eyes. The way it was little fiery. Making me feel, strange and scared at the same time."Hello love?" He said as I stumbled back in my place. No Roseanna. You are not scared, you are here to fight and win and conquer all, hiding behind a person wasn't exactly your plan. And you are not going to do that. I told myself. And stiffen my back because I was ready to fight back, at any cost. He smiling as he took a step my way. Which I instantly asked him stop.."There! Stop right where you are! Who said you can come in here? This place is nit open for everyone." I warned him. When he laughed. "Do you think I cam
CHAPTER 86. Look in the eyes. ROSEANNA I saw my world crumbling before me everytime this man thrived himself inside me, while unwantedly I had lost all my power gl fight back. I didn't know how to get this man away from me wben my hands nt mind isn't working properly. I was in shock, I was scared. I was hurt. I was clueless. His evil laughter ringing above my face. When it suddenly turned jnfo a frown and soon he started to make faces that deprived that he is going to release himself in me. He stopped and slowered his pace. As soon enough he inhaled loudly and exhaled an exhausting voice, and low laughing with his eyes lingering on me. Making me feel dead at the very right moment. What did I do so wrong in my life that everything worst have happened with me in the past, why just me? Why am I the only person description have took over. Why? God! What did I ever do so wrong? If I ever had made a mistake in my life I wouldn't have gotten ang
ROSEANNAI just promised myself that I wills till fight. And that I will still take my promise of fighting back no matter what serious and I will actually fight those people. I told my self once again and gave myself power while Eithan started to help me but I flinched back in fear. It wasn't intentional, but what happened earlier it just came out of reflex he pulling apart away, as he gestured to wards the female employees as they started to come ahead to help me though I just took myself up by own. And standing up I just started to walk toward sthe elevator. I walking inside the elevator. As the elevator closed down with only one female helper inside while wad forcefully send so I don't try something stupid again, that I wasn't actually planning. I was really shocked and hurt. How can this happen to me? Was the only question ringing though my ears. While the elevator went down. The car for me was waiting for me at the door. While I looked at the car and fel
CHAPTER 88.ROSEANNAI was just shocked, that her words did really set in my head and started to make me alot better, but not that it can change anything in my life. They can sooth me. That's all, the bitter truth After all. Well, that's its for today. Was the words that she spoke to me as she stood up and started to leave. All that we talked about was just me saying one or two words and she talking and calming down. I know I should say it out loud if I really wat someone to hear my thoughts though, I believe that's not how it works does it? I just stayed back while she starts to leave finally waving me bye from the door. While I was left alone in the room, I felt someone at the door. While I wanted to stand up and go at there, but honestly something in me hot scared. I was scared to go that way. No, what did she say today? You need to deal with the fear you see before you to overcome them, running away isn't the answer it's just procrastination of
CHAPTER 89. ROSEANNA His words were really shocking me. What does he means? I want him dead? I want to one dead! I want no one hurt because of me, "No! I don't want people dead because of me. Not now, not ever?" I yelled at him, and took fast steps his way. He scoffing. "Are you stupid? That man literary hurt you. Not once! Now twice! Nut fucking several times. And yet you want to take there side? Have you gone insane?" He asked me, when I shakes my head. "I am not stupid. I know what I am doing. And killing someone is not what I want." He told me something vague and my reply was just making sense. "Those people tried to hurt you, kill you, rape you and robbed you. And you want them not to be hurt? Have you lost it? Shouldn't you be raging to kill him with your own hands?" He asked me hysterically as if he was stating the obvious. Which he wasn't. He was just so past behind that." Look, I know you are tensor hearted. But there is difference in being a t
CHAPTER 90 2 years later. ROSEANNATwo years have been passed from everything ended. I have learned and came across so many things in my life once again. Beginning with how to operate a business, how to look after a business. How to do the right things? And how tod eal with your overbearing emotions. All the people I doubted have kind of starts dto make me feel at ease, my life has turned to be much more easier then I knew about it. I have come across learning alot of things that I should have learned years ago if I actually wanted things to go on perfect in my life. Beginning from the time, when I didn't know what exactly the company was about? So I ended up learning it all with books and books. No matter how much i try. I use to fail again and again. And never make it up to what it is supposed to be. I have lived a very difficult life earlier, draining myself out of the painful memories and emotions though the failing
CHAPTER 100 - EPILOGUE 2 HOURS EARLIER ~ROSEANNADo you believe in fate? i don't. Though once I had strong believe in one and I always though that everything that happened to me so far is because of the fucking fate, but no. There is no thing as fate. Fate is fake. Destiny is fake. Nothing just happens because the earth revolves and causes it to happen. Things happen for two reasons. And neither of them is fate. The first reason is because of your deeds. You pay for what you have sow. It's what it is called Karma. And second reason is the good awaiting you. Future. Sometimes no matter what you do. And what you give up. Your deeds and what you deserve never disappears and when needed Karma will aways show up to fuck up your life. The things that happened to me. i won't define them or name them as my fate. Fate is so small to describe what I went through. Neither I will accept them just because th
CHAPTER 99.ROSEANNA I read the notes as I couldn't helo but sit down on the ground and cry my heart out. Thinking about all the things I possibly can gather in my head. I lost it all. Now it's all gone. I have disrupted everything while being selfish, I deserved to die. I want to die. I told myself as I hastily stood up. But Eithan caught me, "Where do you think you are going? You can't go anywhere do you hear me? You can't..." He said it to me. "I know, I am going now where. I am coming to you."I told him as I took his hand and kept it on my neck." Please kill me. Please choke me and kill me right here. Eithan. Please,"I begged him. Shnr he frowned at me thinking what the hell was I doing? I begged him to reply and cried to him. To kill me falling down on the ground back on again whole crying. But he didn't move. " Why acting now? Isn't this what you wanted? You wanted to kill him! That's why you acted all clue less you made him dead. Roseanna, r
ROSEANNA He dragged me out as he shoved me over. "Don't you we ethe media pouring up there? Don't you know what reputation you own now? Don't you know how to act in front of media? Crying and begging for someone's life. The controversies and problem it will pour down together. You have no idea. What and how things will turn out! "He kept yelling me over the media people and personality which I didn't give a shit about. I jerked his hands away from me, and looked at him. " What did you say? Media? Personality? Controversies? Are you stupid? " I asked him," "There is someone who is dying in there. Some one I really care about and I want to be by the side of and here you are telling me to take care of media? I asked him. He laughing."Let him die. He deserves nothing more then death. Do you hear me? You have forgiven you and yet let me tell you that he doesn't deserve that forgiveness." He warned me. As I laughed. "Fine, I hear you. I hear all the shit you
CHAPTER 97.ROSEANNA I couldn't believe on what I just saw in front of right now. While I felt shattered in zillion peaces. How can this happen to me? Why did my life turn out to be this way? In front of my eyes. Right before me, I saw Kashton. Being driven by a truck all over him. There, he there from me ten meters away from me but I can't move from the shock and mental frozen state I am in right now. I couldn't move at all. My body was plastered, as if I was paralysed. I kept thinking again and again. The same scene I saw earlier. What was that? Why did that happen? What does that mean? I kept asking myself. Because I didn't wanted to heae what my head wanted to say. I don't want to be aware of any thing that could have happened. No! No Rose! He must be okay. You are not that weak, you can do this. Please, I begged my legs to fit love but they were just so stiff from the shock that I couldn't move no matter what I tried I kept pressuring myself t
ROSEANNAI felt very bad when I watched him walking away from here. Right now I felt guilty for so many things for talking like that to grandpa or the way Eithan said that I made a huge mistake. The way things led place when I was angry I was feeling guilty for everything. And felt like I betrayed grandpa even though he was the only nicest person in my life. I was sitting on the couch, and thinking about the day when I saw Eithan walking out from the door of his lounge room and passing by, ignoring me. "Are you really going yo act like that with me?" I asked him, being kind of sad, when he just stopped. "Why your all time favorite Kashton. Isn't here? To keep you entertained?" He asked me hysterically. When I was kind of dumbfounded. And step back. "Hey, why? He is already dying. Must you really?" I frowned. And exhaled as if I was frustrated out from them."Yes, he is dying. But we don't like him. And especially I.I hate him so much. That
CHAPTER 95ROSEANNAThe things he was talking about was hurting me too much while I couldn't hold back on all my tears this was hurting me so bad. I don't know why? I keep telling myself that no I don't like him. I keep telling myself that I have no feelings for him. When I keep reminding me all he have done to me. When I keep making me realise that this might all be a lie and he is dying so he have planned to kill me before he actually dies. Everything is possibility. I keep telling my heart all the thing but the fact that soon enough he will be dead if I don't find the right match for him? I am dreaded. I am scared and I want this all just to break. Like he said. As if this all was just dream. As if any between us two was dreaming this day. And that we all are just in one deep sleep. Why can't? It be like that? Why everything have to be true? I am sure I won't go back loving him ever again, but I can't hate him anymore again either. He is dying. What bi
CHAPTER 94. ROSEANNA i heard grandpa struggled to say it out loud, when i got little scared due to the rage he was getting in. i calming him down. While i tried to sooth my hands on his forearm." Grandpa, please don't get angry you just woke up. You need to rest down. Please," i begged him. Trying to calm him down. He still so enraged that he was trying to stand up and try to fight me and yet i couldn't do it to talk with him like this when he is so angry. "Roseanna fuck him off away!" And looking at grandpa enraging like this Eithan got very angry as he yelled at me and helped lying grandpa down. And soothe his anger, trying to calm his BP down. i kept swaying my hand back and forth, asking him to rest down. But he would through my hands away from him. While Eithan asked me to leave as well. i felt sad when everyone were trying to throw me off from the room. But giving the condition of grandpa i don't really took it on heart and started to leave,
CHAPTER 93.ROSEANNADid I hear it right wasn't it just a mistake? What I heard. Was it? Did he really say, Heart cancer? "I have heart Cancer Rose. I am dying. I am dying every single day. One more bit. " He continued while I was just to astounded to turn or speak to him about what I hear. Heart cancer? "Are you listening to me?" He asked me, my head up to look at straight. And not turn, while I heard him. "A month ago I found out I have heart cancer. I couldn't do anything. And that I was dying in less then two months. I didn't know how to react. But I guess deserved it." He started to talk bulshit between all. "Didn't you see my email? I send you, my reports. I'm not lying. And just 35 days." He again began talking about the same thing. While for me, I was too shunned to react or act anything. I just sticked to my place and didn't reacted anything. But was just silently listening to thingMy head up high when I looked at Eithan,
CHAPTER 92. OVER THE TOP. ROSEANNA I warned them, and started to walk out and went towards my room back again while I sat down. And remembered the paper I have read in the car for years ago. And yet I haven't even found the person. Or who wrote it. No one took any kind of weird actions my way. I don't understand why someone wrote me something like that? And if someone actually wanted me dead, why didn't the person took action. I kept questioning the person's intention that time, while I walked everyone over the top in the room. Thinking deeply.But as I called out for Eithan, he walked inside, "Hey, you asked for me-?" He came after an hour of when I actually called him. As he walked in, "I saw your guy out there, what is he doing there?" He asked me, the question I wanted to ask him. "You said he was kidnapped. What is he doing out? Well roaming around? His family will caught him and won't even give a shit about him. Before they decided on killing him."