CHAPTER 91. Everyone have to. ROSEANNAI just walked hearing him scream behind me, and trying to fight the cope to come ahead me and take me down by the face but once again the police caught you. "How many times? How many times you want to keep trying brother? You are failing. Things are destroying for you. Already, do you think killing me would bring any change? People who are going to deatroy you are already in the line you see." He told me. While I just gulped down, not in fear but my power to grab my power to raise my hand and did, as I ended up slapping on his face. He was shocked for a minute. And he remained silent and calmed down." You? " Remmo said from behind." A slap, is smaller then what you have done to me. You have kiled me at every step at my life. When I have thrived to live as myself. You have killed me. Now you feel bad about a slap? Well see it through, maybe it might come more wilder then your expectations. You see. I might domestica
CHAPTER 92. OVER THE TOP. ROSEANNA I warned them, and started to walk out and went towards my room back again while I sat down. And remembered the paper I have read in the car for years ago. And yet I haven't even found the person. Or who wrote it. No one took any kind of weird actions my way. I don't understand why someone wrote me something like that? And if someone actually wanted me dead, why didn't the person took action. I kept questioning the person's intention that time, while I walked everyone over the top in the room. Thinking deeply.But as I called out for Eithan, he walked inside, "Hey, you asked for me-?" He came after an hour of when I actually called him. As he walked in, "I saw your guy out there, what is he doing there?" He asked me, the question I wanted to ask him. "You said he was kidnapped. What is he doing out? Well roaming around? His family will caught him and won't even give a shit about him. Before they decided on killing him."
CHAPTER 93.ROSEANNADid I hear it right wasn't it just a mistake? What I heard. Was it? Did he really say, Heart cancer? "I have heart Cancer Rose. I am dying. I am dying every single day. One more bit. " He continued while I was just to astounded to turn or speak to him about what I hear. Heart cancer? "Are you listening to me?" He asked me, my head up to look at straight. And not turn, while I heard him. "A month ago I found out I have heart cancer. I couldn't do anything. And that I was dying in less then two months. I didn't know how to react. But I guess deserved it." He started to talk bulshit between all. "Didn't you see my email? I send you, my reports. I'm not lying. And just 35 days." He again began talking about the same thing. While for me, I was too shunned to react or act anything. I just sticked to my place and didn't reacted anything. But was just silently listening to thingMy head up high when I looked at Eithan,
CHAPTER 94. ROSEANNA i heard grandpa struggled to say it out loud, when i got little scared due to the rage he was getting in. i calming him down. While i tried to sooth my hands on his forearm." Grandpa, please don't get angry you just woke up. You need to rest down. Please," i begged him. Trying to calm him down. He still so enraged that he was trying to stand up and try to fight me and yet i couldn't do it to talk with him like this when he is so angry. "Roseanna fuck him off away!" And looking at grandpa enraging like this Eithan got very angry as he yelled at me and helped lying grandpa down. And soothe his anger, trying to calm his BP down. i kept swaying my hand back and forth, asking him to rest down. But he would through my hands away from him. While Eithan asked me to leave as well. i felt sad when everyone were trying to throw me off from the room. But giving the condition of grandpa i don't really took it on heart and started to leave,
CHAPTER 95ROSEANNAThe things he was talking about was hurting me too much while I couldn't hold back on all my tears this was hurting me so bad. I don't know why? I keep telling myself that no I don't like him. I keep telling myself that I have no feelings for him. When I keep reminding me all he have done to me. When I keep making me realise that this might all be a lie and he is dying so he have planned to kill me before he actually dies. Everything is possibility. I keep telling my heart all the thing but the fact that soon enough he will be dead if I don't find the right match for him? I am dreaded. I am scared and I want this all just to break. Like he said. As if this all was just dream. As if any between us two was dreaming this day. And that we all are just in one deep sleep. Why can't? It be like that? Why everything have to be true? I am sure I won't go back loving him ever again, but I can't hate him anymore again either. He is dying. What bi
ROSEANNAI felt very bad when I watched him walking away from here. Right now I felt guilty for so many things for talking like that to grandpa or the way Eithan said that I made a huge mistake. The way things led place when I was angry I was feeling guilty for everything. And felt like I betrayed grandpa even though he was the only nicest person in my life. I was sitting on the couch, and thinking about the day when I saw Eithan walking out from the door of his lounge room and passing by, ignoring me. "Are you really going yo act like that with me?" I asked him, being kind of sad, when he just stopped. "Why your all time favorite Kashton. Isn't here? To keep you entertained?" He asked me hysterically. When I was kind of dumbfounded. And step back. "Hey, why? He is already dying. Must you really?" I frowned. And exhaled as if I was frustrated out from them."Yes, he is dying. But we don't like him. And especially I.I hate him so much. That
CHAPTER 97.ROSEANNA I couldn't believe on what I just saw in front of right now. While I felt shattered in zillion peaces. How can this happen to me? Why did my life turn out to be this way? In front of my eyes. Right before me, I saw Kashton. Being driven by a truck all over him. There, he there from me ten meters away from me but I can't move from the shock and mental frozen state I am in right now. I couldn't move at all. My body was plastered, as if I was paralysed. I kept thinking again and again. The same scene I saw earlier. What was that? Why did that happen? What does that mean? I kept asking myself. Because I didn't wanted to heae what my head wanted to say. I don't want to be aware of any thing that could have happened. No! No Rose! He must be okay. You are not that weak, you can do this. Please, I begged my legs to fit love but they were just so stiff from the shock that I couldn't move no matter what I tried I kept pressuring myself t
ROSEANNA He dragged me out as he shoved me over. "Don't you we ethe media pouring up there? Don't you know what reputation you own now? Don't you know how to act in front of media? Crying and begging for someone's life. The controversies and problem it will pour down together. You have no idea. What and how things will turn out! "He kept yelling me over the media people and personality which I didn't give a shit about. I jerked his hands away from me, and looked at him. " What did you say? Media? Personality? Controversies? Are you stupid? " I asked him," "There is someone who is dying in there. Some one I really care about and I want to be by the side of and here you are telling me to take care of media? I asked him. He laughing."Let him die. He deserves nothing more then death. Do you hear me? You have forgiven you and yet let me tell you that he doesn't deserve that forgiveness." He warned me. As I laughed. "Fine, I hear you. I hear all the shit you
CHAPTER 100 - EPILOGUE 2 HOURS EARLIER ~ROSEANNADo you believe in fate? i don't. Though once I had strong believe in one and I always though that everything that happened to me so far is because of the fucking fate, but no. There is no thing as fate. Fate is fake. Destiny is fake. Nothing just happens because the earth revolves and causes it to happen. Things happen for two reasons. And neither of them is fate. The first reason is because of your deeds. You pay for what you have sow. It's what it is called Karma. And second reason is the good awaiting you. Future. Sometimes no matter what you do. And what you give up. Your deeds and what you deserve never disappears and when needed Karma will aways show up to fuck up your life. The things that happened to me. i won't define them or name them as my fate. Fate is so small to describe what I went through. Neither I will accept them just because th
CHAPTER 99.ROSEANNA I read the notes as I couldn't helo but sit down on the ground and cry my heart out. Thinking about all the things I possibly can gather in my head. I lost it all. Now it's all gone. I have disrupted everything while being selfish, I deserved to die. I want to die. I told myself as I hastily stood up. But Eithan caught me, "Where do you think you are going? You can't go anywhere do you hear me? You can't..." He said it to me. "I know, I am going now where. I am coming to you."I told him as I took his hand and kept it on my neck." Please kill me. Please choke me and kill me right here. Eithan. Please,"I begged him. Shnr he frowned at me thinking what the hell was I doing? I begged him to reply and cried to him. To kill me falling down on the ground back on again whole crying. But he didn't move. " Why acting now? Isn't this what you wanted? You wanted to kill him! That's why you acted all clue less you made him dead. Roseanna, r
ROSEANNA He dragged me out as he shoved me over. "Don't you we ethe media pouring up there? Don't you know what reputation you own now? Don't you know how to act in front of media? Crying and begging for someone's life. The controversies and problem it will pour down together. You have no idea. What and how things will turn out! "He kept yelling me over the media people and personality which I didn't give a shit about. I jerked his hands away from me, and looked at him. " What did you say? Media? Personality? Controversies? Are you stupid? " I asked him," "There is someone who is dying in there. Some one I really care about and I want to be by the side of and here you are telling me to take care of media? I asked him. He laughing."Let him die. He deserves nothing more then death. Do you hear me? You have forgiven you and yet let me tell you that he doesn't deserve that forgiveness." He warned me. As I laughed. "Fine, I hear you. I hear all the shit you
CHAPTER 97.ROSEANNA I couldn't believe on what I just saw in front of right now. While I felt shattered in zillion peaces. How can this happen to me? Why did my life turn out to be this way? In front of my eyes. Right before me, I saw Kashton. Being driven by a truck all over him. There, he there from me ten meters away from me but I can't move from the shock and mental frozen state I am in right now. I couldn't move at all. My body was plastered, as if I was paralysed. I kept thinking again and again. The same scene I saw earlier. What was that? Why did that happen? What does that mean? I kept asking myself. Because I didn't wanted to heae what my head wanted to say. I don't want to be aware of any thing that could have happened. No! No Rose! He must be okay. You are not that weak, you can do this. Please, I begged my legs to fit love but they were just so stiff from the shock that I couldn't move no matter what I tried I kept pressuring myself t
ROSEANNAI felt very bad when I watched him walking away from here. Right now I felt guilty for so many things for talking like that to grandpa or the way Eithan said that I made a huge mistake. The way things led place when I was angry I was feeling guilty for everything. And felt like I betrayed grandpa even though he was the only nicest person in my life. I was sitting on the couch, and thinking about the day when I saw Eithan walking out from the door of his lounge room and passing by, ignoring me. "Are you really going yo act like that with me?" I asked him, being kind of sad, when he just stopped. "Why your all time favorite Kashton. Isn't here? To keep you entertained?" He asked me hysterically. When I was kind of dumbfounded. And step back. "Hey, why? He is already dying. Must you really?" I frowned. And exhaled as if I was frustrated out from them."Yes, he is dying. But we don't like him. And especially I.I hate him so much. That
CHAPTER 95ROSEANNAThe things he was talking about was hurting me too much while I couldn't hold back on all my tears this was hurting me so bad. I don't know why? I keep telling myself that no I don't like him. I keep telling myself that I have no feelings for him. When I keep reminding me all he have done to me. When I keep making me realise that this might all be a lie and he is dying so he have planned to kill me before he actually dies. Everything is possibility. I keep telling my heart all the thing but the fact that soon enough he will be dead if I don't find the right match for him? I am dreaded. I am scared and I want this all just to break. Like he said. As if this all was just dream. As if any between us two was dreaming this day. And that we all are just in one deep sleep. Why can't? It be like that? Why everything have to be true? I am sure I won't go back loving him ever again, but I can't hate him anymore again either. He is dying. What bi
CHAPTER 94. ROSEANNA i heard grandpa struggled to say it out loud, when i got little scared due to the rage he was getting in. i calming him down. While i tried to sooth my hands on his forearm." Grandpa, please don't get angry you just woke up. You need to rest down. Please," i begged him. Trying to calm him down. He still so enraged that he was trying to stand up and try to fight me and yet i couldn't do it to talk with him like this when he is so angry. "Roseanna fuck him off away!" And looking at grandpa enraging like this Eithan got very angry as he yelled at me and helped lying grandpa down. And soothe his anger, trying to calm his BP down. i kept swaying my hand back and forth, asking him to rest down. But he would through my hands away from him. While Eithan asked me to leave as well. i felt sad when everyone were trying to throw me off from the room. But giving the condition of grandpa i don't really took it on heart and started to leave,
CHAPTER 93.ROSEANNADid I hear it right wasn't it just a mistake? What I heard. Was it? Did he really say, Heart cancer? "I have heart Cancer Rose. I am dying. I am dying every single day. One more bit. " He continued while I was just to astounded to turn or speak to him about what I hear. Heart cancer? "Are you listening to me?" He asked me, my head up to look at straight. And not turn, while I heard him. "A month ago I found out I have heart cancer. I couldn't do anything. And that I was dying in less then two months. I didn't know how to react. But I guess deserved it." He started to talk bulshit between all. "Didn't you see my email? I send you, my reports. I'm not lying. And just 35 days." He again began talking about the same thing. While for me, I was too shunned to react or act anything. I just sticked to my place and didn't reacted anything. But was just silently listening to thingMy head up high when I looked at Eithan,
CHAPTER 92. OVER THE TOP. ROSEANNA I warned them, and started to walk out and went towards my room back again while I sat down. And remembered the paper I have read in the car for years ago. And yet I haven't even found the person. Or who wrote it. No one took any kind of weird actions my way. I don't understand why someone wrote me something like that? And if someone actually wanted me dead, why didn't the person took action. I kept questioning the person's intention that time, while I walked everyone over the top in the room. Thinking deeply.But as I called out for Eithan, he walked inside, "Hey, you asked for me-?" He came after an hour of when I actually called him. As he walked in, "I saw your guy out there, what is he doing there?" He asked me, the question I wanted to ask him. "You said he was kidnapped. What is he doing out? Well roaming around? His family will caught him and won't even give a shit about him. Before they decided on killing him."