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Chapter 40: Lacenated Feelings
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FIRE & ICE Chapter 41: Losing something
ANUSHKA'S POVIt was around past nine at night when Sammy finally decided that it was time for us to head back..I couldn't be more glad because ,honestly I really wanted to be anywhere else but there with him..Though I desperately tried to act like I was enjoying our time together but the facade was slowly blowing up on me and truly at this point ,I couldn't care less if he had noticed my lack of interest or not..All I wanted was to get away from him for a bit..Everything was going just fine until I let Sammy kiss me and the fact that I actually kissed him back was eating me alive inside..I was very pissed but I didn't try to lash out on Sammy because it wasn't like he forced his lips on mine ,I actually let him..And to think that I was determining to give him a chance (which was probably the whole reason why I kissed him) while his lips on me didn't even move me was very disappointing..I thought that i would feel at least a little bit of sparks or s
Last Updated : 2023-07-11FIRE & ICE Chapter 42 :Losing something (continuation)
ANUSHKA'S POV I was laying under the massive tree with the thickest stem I'd ever seen and packed leaves that bent to its sides forming something like a dome..I had curled myself like a foetus on the ground as I wailed in my agony..I had cried and screamed until I couldn't find my voice anymore and now the tears were just silently flowing off my eyes on their own..I couldn't stop them no matter how hard I tried..I was in so much pain ,the pain that nobody could ever heal ,the pain of losing someone that meant the world to you..Someone that completed your soul, someone that was figuratively a part of you and now that that part was taken away from you ;life felt useless..It had been so many days and nights since I've curled myself under the same tree ,not even moving a single muscle as I continued to drown myself in my own tears..It hurts so much that I wanted everything to end ,like literally end..I slowly opened my eyelids as I felt something gently
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DANELLE'S POVI heard everyone of them talk but it was like I was stuck deep under the water ,so I really couldn't make out the words ,only the sound that someone was talking..My whole family talked to me and even James and Josh did..Though I couldn't make out what they were saying but I could distinguish which voice was whose..I waited desperately for that one particular soft voice that made my heart do flips each time I hear it..Each time I faintly heard the door open ,I wished it was her but turns out to be someone else instead ,and that caused the ache in my heart to worsen each time I got disappointed that it wasn't her that walked in..Didn't she care about me ? Why wasn't she coming to talk to me like everyone else did? The more questions I asked myself in my head ,the more I got stressed and the more my heart pace slowed.. I could feel myself slipping away but I tried to hold on because I knew she would come for me..I just knew she would..
Last Updated : 2023-07-12FIRE & ICE Chapter 44 : I love you
DANELLE'S POV It has been exactly a week and half since I have woken up and a week and half of yet to be discharged from the hospital ,a week and half of dealing with the annoying and constant clinginess of Elizabeth ,which I only endured because the woman claimed to be carrying my unborn child..And the whole fucking week and half without seeing my source of happiness ,my sunshine ,the only woman that made my heart skip a beat..After that day when she was probably unknowingly confessing her love for me and Elizabeth had to budge in and ruin our moment and dropped us with news that Anushka obviously didn't want to hear ,she never came to the hospital again..I called and texted her everyday this past days but she never picked up and she wouldn't even reply to my texts..I was seriously going crazy..I just wanted to see her ,just a glimpse of her beautiful face and maybe talk to her for a bit..God I was missing her so freaking much..I can perfectly u
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DANELLE'S POV"W-whaat?"Anushka stammered shockingly ,her once tight grip on me loosening a bit as she squirmed in my arms"I'm in love with you Anushka"I whispered ,holding her even tighter in my arms.." I've been in love with you for a while now but I was scared to tell you because I didn't want to be rejected but when you told me you love me that day at the hospital--""Y-you heard that ?" She uttered so quietly,her soft voice barely above a whisper I nodded before slightly pulling away to look at her..My hands reached up to cup both sides of her face ,my thumbs involuntary moving to wipe off the tears that were staining down her beautiful face "I heard everything you said" I admitted hoarsely ,looking deep in her brown eyes "I-i-i..m" Anushka stammered as she averted her face away from me..Probably trying to hide the blush that creeper up on her beautiful face..I knew that she was little embarrassed about what she had said to me the other day
Last Updated : 2023-07-13FIRE & ICE Chapter 46 : Late night talks & beauty marks
ANUSHKA'S POV "McKenzie it's 2am in the morning, what are you doing here?" I asked her as I hopped in the passenger seat of her car and she just shrugged leaning back on her seat..I couldn't believe I actually sneaked out of my house in a night gown in the middle of the night to meet Danelle..God, I didn't even think twice when she called me and told me that she was outside.. "I couldn't sleep "She said, turning her head to the side to look at me "And you decided to come here and wake me up ?" I questioned " I wanted to see you..I missed you" "You were with me like eight hours ago McKenzie " I couldn't help but giggle softly as she literally pouted at me Such a child. "Well its not my fault that I'm so addicted to you..Can't help it but want to see you all the time" she admitted quietly ,grabbing my hand on hers and looked at me with those amazing eyes of hers I giggled shyly biting on my lower lip before hiding my face with my other hand t
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DANELLE'S POV I groaned ,my hands flying to grab whatever that was on top of me ,grinding on me as the pair of lips went relentless on the side of my neck ,nibbling and sucking on the soft skin..I really didn't know why but I always liked 'morning sex' even when I was still much younger..Back then it was a frequent thing for me because I had always made sure that I had someone different almost every day to fuck senseless through out the night and wake up to pound them the very same way in the morning..And somehow and for some reason the morning pound felt much better every time..So being woken up like that was turning me on ,hard..I was enjoying the whole thing until she moaned and that was definitely not the moan of my particular somebody and then instant my eyes snapped open and sure Elizabeth was on top of me and I didn't think when I literally pushed her off of me..Thankfully my bed was huge or else she would have fell off the bed too by how hard
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ANUSHKA'S POV "Aren't you supposed to be out with Danelle right now sis ?" Amaar asked flopping down on the bar stool ,already starting to help me cut the veggies"Shhh!! Why do you have to be so loud" I whisper-yelled at him"Chill ,father won't even hear" Amaar shrugged like we weren't talking about something that could possibly get me disowned Such a little brother he is..I sigh ,more out of annoyance than anything "And yes McKenzie wanted me to meet someone ,but she cancelled"So, while I was on the phone with McKenzie earlier ,she ended up telling me about what happened between her and Elizabeth..I was mad to say the least ,angry even but again I had to handle everything with maturity.. Of course I didn't appreciate Elizabeth touching McKenzie ,not even a bit but I also knew that that woman was never going to stop pursuing McKenzie even though McKenzie said that she told her that they could never be together..With everything that was going
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