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Chapter 23: Dreams

Author: Mokhethea
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

ANUSHKA'S POV

It has been a week since I've last seen McKenzie..She had not been coming to the bank ever since the wedding and I've heard that she wasn't in town either..Sammy and Mr Pratab were the ones taking care of everything that had required Danelle herself but I had to put some of them on hold for until she was back..As much as I would have loved to disagree but truth was that this was the worst week of my life..

How ironic was that ?

It should have been the best week of my life since I've started working there ,but it was not..Every time this week when I stepped inside those glassy walls of D&M, it felt like something was missing and the loneliness that came with that was something I had never felt before..Even after my mother passed away I had never felt so lonely maybe that was because I still had my father and brothers with me but even they couldn't help the mood I was in this past days ..Sammy tried to cheer me up by taking me out last We
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