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Chapter 26: In the rain

Author: Mokhethea
last update Last Updated: 2023-07-03 19:58:44

DANELLE'S POV

I really really didn't know why seeing Anushka in pain bothered me so much..No ,it literally felt like I was actually feeling the same pain she was feeling..My heart ached seeing tears in those beautiful eyes..The last time somebody else's emotions affected me like that was when I was with Alice..Damn,whenever she was upset or sad or hurt ,I felt it too..I always liked to believe that she was my better half and that we were soulmates and all because honestly there was no explaining how insanely in love I was with that girl ..

Yes I know ,I was a fool ..There is no such thing called better half and soulmates..

It was all bullshit

Though many people were too naive and still are to actually understand that ,it didn't matter if I was alone on that thought..I only wanted what was best for myself and that was to never ever fall in love again..I had buried all the emotions ,everything ,had nothing to share with anybody anymore and that was ho
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