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CHAPTER 21 - LITTLE BITE
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2024-10-29 19:42:56~MILLIE~
Oh, sweet mother Mary of all things godly… like… like… oh… Goddamn it!! Why can’t I think of anything godly! Thinking of Holy things was a sure way of purifying my mind, right? I needed to divert my attention off… him, but I was failing miserably. My palms started to sweat, and my unbrushed hair began to cling to the nape of my neck as my skin clammed into a tacky mess. What the hell is going on? I needed a cold shower!
I tried to move my gaze, but I couldn’t. Was I under a spell or was I just feeling hormonal? I was tired, I knew that much
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