CHAPTER 10✍
️ “I felt something I had tried so much to bury for the past 2years, pain, anger. Heaven knows how much I had tried to forgive Charles, but I just couldn’t. He left me at my most vulnerable time without looking back. He didn’t even care I caught him cheating, he just….,” I stopped cause I couldn’t bear to stand there with him for even two seconds more, so I threw his hands off mine and slapped him across his cranky face. “Don’t you fucking dare touch me, you bastard,” I told him, pointing my fingers at him, my eyes shooting daggers. If eyes could kill, I’m sure he’d be six feet below by now. He touched his cheeks with his head down, before he looked up to look me in the eye. “Starr please, let me explain,” He said, his voice cracking from stuttering. But I didn’t care, all I wanted was for him to go back into the dark just like he did 2years ago. “I don’t care what you have to say, Charles,” I told him, my voice laced with anger and firmness. Never again send me what you sent at the restaurant, and I never want to see your annoying face again.” I noticed a car pull out in front of our gate, and Lizzy and Tania rushed out, but Lizzy was racing steadily to meet me. She got in front of us and was shocked to see Charles in front of me. “You bastard, what the hell are you doing here?” She asked him hurriedly. “Lizzy, please help me convince Starr, I just want to have a conversation with her,” He said, his voice laced with something I couldn’t point out. But Lizzy attacked him immediately. She slapped him, and I loved her more that minute. He deserves those hits. “You are even more crazy than I thought you were. Really? You’ve got some nerve showing up here, after everything you put my friend through, I should speak to her on your behalf? You know I’ve always hated you, remember? So please just do the honor and leave!” She said, but I beat her to it. “I never want to see you here again, Ex, and if you ever do, I promise I’ll fucking arrest you,” I concluded, so I took Lizzy’s hands in mine, Tania and Ella were already in, so it was just easy and I added so he’d get it clearly, “ And don’t forget to say Hi to your beloved wife for me,” I added and banged the gate to his face. Immediately we got inside the house, Lizzy was so furious, and she started raining all kinds of insults at him, “That son of a bitch,” Lizzy muttered when I finished. “He thinks he can just waltz back into your life after all these years?” But I just sat there, I said nothing, just staring out into space. I did the only thing my mind could think of, question myself like an insane person. And honestly, I meant it when I said I’d arrest him, if he ever comes here again. Tania nodded in agreement. “You’re better off without him, Starr. Don’t even stress to think about him, okay?” But Ella’s expression was more thoughtful after keeping quiet for a very long time, so she finally said something.“I don’t know, guys. Maybe we should hear him out. Maybe he’s changed.” I raised an eyebrow, surprised by Ella’s defense of Charles. “You can’t be serious,” I said, feeling a surge of anger. “After everything he did to me?” What am I even saying? You won’t even understand,cause you know nothing about what happened, so I expect you to say this. So she responded after I said that. “ Yeah, I know nothing about what happened, but trust me all I care about is calling this a night, cause it has really been provoking,” she said that and ran up the stairs immediately, going to her room. And I don’t even understand why she’s being like that, since I walked into that restaurant, her expression changed but I couldn’t place my hands on it so I just took it off my mind. Moreover, my problems are my problems with no one to share them with except from Lizzy, who was there from the onset of everything. Ella’s POV I stormed off to my room, anger and jealousy simmering just below the surface. I couldn’t believe what I had witnessed at the restaurant - Seven barely even acknowledged my presence, his eyes fixed on Starr all night. It was like I was invisible. I slammed my door shut, feeling a pang of hurt and rejection. Why did Seven have to be so obvious to his interest in Starr? Didn’t he know how I felt? I thought they wouldn’t have any sort of connection, cause Starr hates men, but now seven was definitely going to go for Starr. I thought to myself. I paced back and forth in my room, trying to calm down, but my mind kept racing. I felt a surge of resentment towards Starr, which I knew wasn’t fair. I’m sure Starr doesn’t know about my feelings for Seven, but still, it hurt to see Seven so clearly interested in someone else. I flopped down on my bed, feeling miserable and alone. Why did things have to be so complicated? “I think what I need to do is dress more revealing and sexy to get his attention,” I said to myself, a hint of desperation creeping into my voice. “But I don’t even have many revealing, beautiful clothes. “I’ll just borrow some of her clothes, and maybe, just maybe, Seven will finally notice me,” It’s not like they suit her ,and I’m even more beautiful and fair skinned than she is. Her style is so... loud and tacky. But I suppose it’s effective, so I’ll just do that. I gazed longingly at my own wardrobe, feeling like it was lacking in the sultry department. I had always been content with my classic, understated style, but now I felt like I was below. It was time to shake things up. And what better way to do that, than with a little help from my fashion-forward friend, who has money and a big boutique so definitely I would be able to get fashionable dresses, and at this point I don’t care if I steal them or not, I just want Seven to be mine. My eyes narrowed as I thought about Starr’s fashion choices. I had always considered myself the more refined one, while Starr was more... flashy. But hey, if borrowing Starr’s clothes was what it took to get Seven’s attention, then so be it. “I’ll just take her clothes and make them look even better on me,” I thought, a confident smile spreading across my face. “After all, I’m the one with the real beauty and charm. Starr’s just a try-hard.” I thought, a plan forming in my mind. I smirked, the corner of my lips curving into a sinister smile, “I know exactly how to scatter everything.”chapter 11✍ Seven POV As we entered my apartment, the guys burst out laughing, still high on the drama from the restaurant. Then Gab spoke up, "Dude, what was up with Lizzy’s friend at the restaurant? She totally lost it!" I chuckled, "I'm telling you, that girl is insane!" Chris cracked up, "Yeah, what was up with her?" "I know, right? She went from zero to a hundred in seconds!" Jude joined in too laughing. "Maybe it was someone she had a thing with in the past?" Chris said, his voice rigid. But I shook my head, still chuckling, "Nah, she's just crazy!". why did she tear off the note and storm out of the restaurant like that? I think she’s insane.” I said and Gab smiled again and replied smirking. "Crazy or not, she's definitely got some spark!, and you know it.” Jude chuckled, "Yeah, and a whole lot of drama!" "Well, at least she's interesting! And really really beautiful” Chris added his face brightened with a huge grin, but he continued. “Yes, that
CHAPTER 12✍Days passed in a flurry of activity.As I walked down the hallway, I couldn’t help but overhear the excited chatter coming from Lizzy’s room. I slowed down my pace, curious about what was being discussed.“I’m telling you, girls, it’s going to be the party of the year!” Lizzy exclaimed. “My baby’s 30th birthday and they are also celebrating his best friend return too. Even though I don’t know why, But he said it has been years since seven stepped foot into Dubai, so it has to be celebrated. They’ve rented out the entire rooftop bar at the Burj Khalifa!”Ella was clearly not interested in the conversation, it was just Tania, but immediately she heard Seven’s name mentioned, she squealed with delight. “That sounds amazing! I’ve heard great things about that place you know,” She said grinning with excitement.“What’s the theme?” She added.“Black and Red tie affair,” Lizzy replied. “Gab wants everyone to dress up and make it a night to remember. And
CHAPTER 13✍Starr’s POV Immediately our eyes locked, he looked away to where Ella stood. He smiled and started walking towards me, honestly I began to wonder if there was someone else behind me, maybe his girlfriend I hoped, I thought to myself, but he beat me to my thoughts and stopped right in front of me. I didn’t know why I snapped my eyes to Ella, I saw she wasn’t taking this softly, she was all glumly and sweaty. I took my eyes back to the douchebag and I searched for something in his eyes, maybe remorse for making Ella think he’d pick her by giving her that corny smile and coming right to stand before me. He cut my thoughts shut as he stretched his hands to me and everyone started clapping waiting for me to place my hands on his. I noticed Lizzy was already standing beside me, trying to reach my hands with hers. I stood calm till the whole place fell awkwardly silent and I didn’t know what to do so I did the only thing I had always wanted to do since I w
chapter 14✍️I couldn't feel anything else around us, I only felt his hands on my waist and his lips…….And with that, he slammed me against the door, his lips crashing down on mine in a fierce, possessive kiss.My mind reeled, my body frozen in shock as his kiss consumed me, leaving me breathless and wanting something I couldn’t point out. So I pushed him off of me and gave him a deafening slap.Immediately I did that, it felt like everywhere went silent, he placed his hands on his cheek rubbing it, and he gave me this long lasting smile before he disappeared into the lights of the place.I staggered back, and I glared at him, my anger boiling even after he’d disappeared from sight. I felt like my whole system couldn’t take it anymore. I wanted to go home and sleep all of this over. I felt tired. My taxi came and I left, I got to the front of my gate and I saw someone standing there. I had totally forgotten that I gave Kelvin my address to wait for me. I r
chapter 15✍️Immediately Kay heard that, I saw something that resembled hurt in his eyes, he turned his head sideways, and acted in a way I’d never seen him act. He walked away, and before I could say anything he was out of the door. And that moment Tania got home, just her, so I figured Lizzy went with her boyfriend and God knows where Ella went. She wanted to say something but I signaled her to wait.I dialed the douchebag’s number, I was glad he didn’t have a third ring before he picked. “Why the hell did you call me? Who freaking gave you my number?” I asked him my anger pitching high.He hesitated for a while before speaking, “I just want to talk.”“Is that why you are blowing up my phone? If someone doesn't pick up for the first and second time, you should know the person is doing it intentionally or busy." I said to him.There was a pause on the other end of the line before a deep, smooth voice spoke up. "Starr, it's Seven. We met last night at the par
chapter 16✍️"Can you see me in a restaurant to talk about it?" He asked, sounding calm and sincere.I refused immediately. "No way, I don't think that's a good idea. You've already said enough." And moreover, I cannot be in the same space with you that’s how much I hate you.” I said that and Lizzy looked at me begging for him with her eyes.He spoke in a gentle tone, "Please, Starr, I want to explain myself and clear the air. Can we just meet for lunch and discuss it?"I hesitated, my initial refusal softening. “Fine.”He responded hurriedly. “Okay, tomorrow?”I thought for a moment before agreeing. "Okay, fine, tomorrow then.”Immediately I got off the phone with him, Lizzy squealed and I wondered if she was insane. “What’s wrong with you Lizzy? Are you okay?” I hurriedly asked her, she looked at me giving this teasing eyes and I wondered what was in that cunning mind of hers.“I think he likes you, Starr.” She dropped the bomb and I opened my mouth to speak bu
chapter 17✍️My eyes bulged out in shock as she raised her hands and pushed me. I fell to the floor, people stared at us, especially at me and I felt embarrassed. I saw Seven rushed to us, rather to me and helped me get up from the floor. I stared at her looking into her eyes to see an atom of remorse, but I saw none, but anger flashed in her eyes. And I still tried to convince myself that it was a mistake. Then she stormed out of the restaurant with her date strolling behind her. Seven helped me up, and took me back our seats, I couldn’t look up the whole time till we got there. I grabbed my handbag to leave but the waiter came with our food, so I just had to stay while Seven kept his eyes glued on me the whole time till I was forced to say something.“Can you please stop doing that?” I asked him but he acted oblivious to the whole situation.“Stop doing what?” I didn’t respond to him, till he spoke again.“You know, you’re a good person,” he began but I still
chapter 18✍️I smirked once more then I held her hands in my own hands as I continued.My face contorted in pain, “I felt like my world had been turned upside down, like everything I thought I knew was a lie. I was consumed by rage, by hurt, by a sense of betrayal. And the worst part was, I couldn’t even confront them, because I was too broken.“My voice dropped to a whisper as I concluded “So, yes, Starr, I know what it feels like to be hurt, to be betrayed, And that’s why I’m trying to help you, because I know he isn’t worth all of this wall you’ve built.Her expression softened, her eyes filling with compassion. “Seven, I’m so sorry. I had no idea, that’s so horrible.” She said to me.My smile became brighter. “No one did. I made sure to hide it well for years, before Gabriel came along. But it’s hard to keep up the charade when your heart is shattered into a million pieces.”Her expression softened. “I know, right? Well, I’m here to listen anytime you want to
Sighing, I bursted out into laughter. This epistle is so funny. I knew she was hurt, and that, given my weeks of silence, she probably assumed I was tired of her and wanted to break up.I narrowed my eyes back to my parents and siblings.⏰⏰⏰TWO WEEKS LATERSquinted my eyes before heaving out the deep breath that I’ve kept in for so long.“What is your woman saying, man?” I inquired, narrowing my eyes in slight anger.Groaning, I responded immediately. “I thought you told me that she said Starr would be home today. What changed?” I took another deep breath as I tried to understand what he was spurting from the other end.“So for two weeks, she has been avoiding you? Is that it?” I asked him with my jaw clenching with anger.My eyes moved around trying to read what’s going on even from the other side of the phone.“Man, I think she’s lying or stalling. Maybe Starr is upstairs. Check it out for me. Go to her room and knock. She’s supposed to be back from work.”Tugging the root of my ha
Washington, Seattle⏰Momentarily, I turned my back to my father, before tugging the root of my hair then faced him again. “No, I’m not going to reconsider anything that man uttered. All of that he said, it’s just based on his daughter’s feelings and not for the company’s alignment.”Narrowing my eyes, I spoke again. “And moreover I told you and mom that I found someone that I love already so I meant it when I clearly stated last year, that the betrothal engagement is cut of.”“I only honored this invitation because of the respect I have for him, but since he wouldn’t get it through his head via email, that is the reason I came. To let it out myself so he and his family can leave us alone dad.”Still panting, I let it all out while my father just stood staring at me till I explained everything. “Okay, son. I understand.”Finally, I was glad when that came out of his mouth. He held me by my arms and motioned that we go back inside.“Thank you Terrence for having my son and I.” Trisha’s
Tension filled the room immediately and I saw her face melt into something I couldn’t get myself to understand. “Perfect, you’re a jealous one. Just like him.”She chuckled again, although this one was a little louder, earning a huge grin on her face before she spoke again. “Oh, I now see why you two are made for each other.” She stated chuckling, and again, she checked her phone for the ninth time.I arched my chin up as I began to wonder why she constantly kept on doing that.She picked up her phone from the table and scrolled through, typing something in it. Probably sent a message before placing it down back on the table. She took her eyes to me. “I’m sorry that you found that offensive, or rather I’m that you found me in your man’s shirt. It won’t happen again.” It was my time to chuckle. And I did before taking my eyes back to her. “No, don’t take it personal. I just……”“You know what Starr? It’s totally fine. I understand.” She stated as she leaned closer and placed her arms
It was a message from Seven’s first love. Camille.Why did she send me a message? Why does she want us to meet?I rolled my eyes and took it back to Lizzy and she widened hers and shrugged her shoulders. “What?”Grouchily, I responded. “Camille wants us to meet today.”A small smile spread across her face immediately. “Why that expression?” I quickly inquired.Chuckling, she replied. “Nothing. I’m just glad she probably wants to get things off her chest with you, so it’s a good one.”Without wasting any more seconds, I gave my honest response. “Well, I’m not going.”Lizzy bursted out laughing with her hands on her chest. “Oh Starr., I know you’ll. So quit the hard girl and go meet the woman trying to get between you and your man.”Time flew in a flurry of activity, and it was early evening.I quickly wore a knee length black gown and I short heel slippers to go with it.Hesitantly, I pulled up at the small parking lot and strolled inside.The shiny light in the room was very captivati
Restlessly, I kept turning around in my bed. I couldn’t sleep. I kept on drifting back to the conversation Seven and I had earlier today. Was I that bad? Am I possessed? Why can’t I keep a man just like every other woman?My mind reeled off to Ella. She knew of my condition now. I’m sure she’d blackmail me with it since she has always had eyes for Seven, so there was absolutely no way I’d win this.She would definitely force me to back out for her to take my place in his life. If I truly had one.I wasn’t ready to tell him. No. I couldn’t possibly look him in the eyes and say. “Hey, I’ve a freaking medical condition and I can’t conceive.” Yeah. That’s extremely funny.I just can’t. There is no way I am doing that. So the other option is just to let him be. But my heart can’t. I love him.Sighing, I placed my hand on my chest as I continued to heave heavily and think deep.Sighing out deeply for the up tenth time, I felt my chest tightened so quickly, I grasp the duvet and threw it off
Her gawking eyes followed me till I push the door open and went outside. She didn’t bother saying anything, the same goes for me and for some unknown reasons I was grateful.I wasn’t ready for any fake love or affection.Hastily, I walked to my car and stayed in there for some time, wiping away the constant tears that were dripping down.After successfully pouring everything out, I drove home and went inside, not spending another one second out there wallowing.The instant I pushed the door open, I met Chris and Gab in the sitting room with their woman giggling and all happy.They were definitely cracking jokes and grinning from ear to ear. Faking a small smile, I greeted them and moved closer to take Chris’s outstretched hands to shake me.After the short compliments and welcoming speech, I made sure I didn’t spare a slight glance to Lizzy’s way.I just ran upstairs and banged my door hard. Few minutes later, after taking a cold shower, I heard a soft knock on the door.Quickly, I wr
Chapter 77He took a step closer to me, his eyes locked on mine. Pain and hurt instantly filled his eyes. “Gone.” I furrowed my brows in confusion as I tried to understand what he meant by “Gone.”.“What do you mean by gone?”Biting his lower lips, he sniffed in a little and spoke again. “She died. It was still birth.” My eyes bulged out in pain for him and he hurried back to the windows, staring out at it. I took a deep breath, composing myself before speaking. “You shouldn’t blame yourself for that.” I spoke out, trying to comfort him.He turned to look at me as I continued, “You got separated. So there was absolutely no way you’d have been there for her.”Sewing in his sob, he spoke. “Apparently, she got pregnant and my parent already got me betrothed to Trisha right from when we were growing up because Trisha's family are also rich and they needed that contracted marriage.”“So I’m sure Camille’s mother figured it all out. That was the reason she took her
I didn’t know what to do next. One part of me wanted to storm out and confront Lizzy, while another part of me stayed frozen in shock.I stood there, unsure of how to react, as Lizzy continued her conversation, oblivious to my presence.As I stood there, I knew that my relationship with Seven would never be the same. The secrets and lied had created a rift, and I wasn’t sure if it would be amended.My secrets to him and his to me. He knew about all of this, and he made me think that I was overreacting.With my trembling hands, I wiped my tears, and gradually, without making a noise, I went out of her room.I approached the gate, pushed it open, and went into my car. I let my tears fall because I knew it was over for me.Trying to relax my racing heart, I placed my hands on my chest to calm myself. My drugs were in my bag, so there was no way I’d stop a huge panic attack if it set in.My hands caught my steering wheel, so I puffed out the gagging air in my throat, then revved the engin
Still contemplating, tears continued to spill out of my eyes, and I quickly took my hands to wipe them out. Slowly, I turned around to look at Lizzy. She glanced at me without saying anything. Giving me the expression of, do whatever it is you want, she moved her step to reach the stairs, going up. Lizzy’s behavior dumbfounded me, because she had never acted like that before. She left me alone to face this all by myself. Sluggishly, I nodded, picked my bag from the couch and went straight to the wine cellar to get a full bottle of wine before moving to my room. Slamming the door shut, I didn’t bother to take another step. I just slumped to the floor and wrapped my knee close to my face and cried my eyes out. I was selfish. Maybe I should have trusted him and now he has left me. I did this to myself. I let anger and jealousy fuel inside me so badly that I didn’t see who he really was. How true of a man he has been to me. I stayed there, on the ground and cried for hours an