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2021-09-13 04:21:10I didn’t want to think that Bay might not love me, that he’d never love me. I had less doubt, I knew that there was no room for maneuver but, I love him, I have given myself to him as well as taken from him.
In school, Bay and Claire were always together all the time. I’d be lucky to catch a glimpse of him in the hallway. We don’t talk. We’ve never had an actual conversation except when he is whispering naughty things into my ears.In his grumpiness Claire was still able to make him laugh… a soft laugh, enough to expose his sparkling white orderly set of teeth. I am not able to compete with that… I was just stuck.The Day breezed by and I was almost done with my share of punishment when Emily entered the auditorium. She shook her head, the smile she gave me completely humorless. I gave her a squeezable look in return and she stalked up to me. “what are you doing here?&rdRelated chapters
FATAL DESIRE Indecisive heart
I stepped out of the school compound and head towards the bus station when I saw Jake leaning on his back beside his car patiently waiting. He looked exhausted, like he’s been waiting for a long time. I wanted to snuck behind a car in the parking lot but he glanced up at me just in time.My blood pounded through my veins at the intense of his gaze. My heart leaped to my chest, my nerve-ending tingles as I hold his gaze for some seconds before looking away. There might just be a tiny possibility that what I feel for him is more than attraction. I swallowed hard, and hesitantly walk up to him. “Hey!” his voice tinged with glint of huskiness as his boyish smile gleamed in the rays of the sun, reveling his weakness. Under those thick masculine body is a masked softness and naivety that gives me strength over him.He wore a sleeveless shirt and a short, leaving his nicely shaped legs exposed. He looked even hotter in his cowboy h
Last Updated : 2021-09-14FATAL DESIRE Vulnerability
“I heard you are sick?” Bay asked, handing me a cup of coffee. “You good now? “Yes… I feel better… thanks for the coffee” I said and started blowing air into the cup to cool off the coffee a bit before sipping.He looks me from up to down and snorted before sliding on top a stool, twirling the cup of coffee in his hand. His face blank and unreadable.As I draw sips from the cup, I was waiting for his reaction. I expected he'd still be furious about what happened in the auditorium but he looked very calm and resolved. That bothered me. Bay is not the type to zip his emotions. He’d often get aggressive while expressing his pain… Bay made it clear that he’d kill the next man that dares to touch me and he is not the type to bluff… And he suddenly isn’t confrontational? Something was definitely off. “Nice shirt” he said as he trailed his ey
Last Updated : 2021-09-15FATAL DESIRE Broken heart
Bay left me in the kitchen completely speechless and shattered. Who is Jake married to and why is he really in Fothoman? This questions kept ringing in my head. I’d fallen in love with a sly who had charmed his way into my heart.Many times I tried to ignore my feeling for Jake but my damned pheromones just weren’t cooperating. My heart was hammering in my chest and I was having a hard time catching my breath. I crawled out of the kitchen to the porch to get a fresh air.I slumped into an old mini sofa and glanced up at my Dad who was whistling as he mends the wooden railing fence. Standing back, he admired his handwork. He’d completed one side of the railing. Two sides, the worst of the lot were left. He is working so hard and has lost a couple of pounds.It must be hard for him navigating the shark-infested waters of politics and working in the ranch at the same time. Even if Mr. Hayes become a multi millionaire he’d still not be
Last Updated : 2021-09-15FATAL DESIRE Irresistible Attraction
I watched Jake talk about his relationship with Jennet and all I wanted to do was to absorb all his pain through a warm embrace. Attracted to him as I was, this was an impossible situation for me to find myself. All I’d do was remember that Jake was exactly the sort of man I had no intention of being attracted to, and that might just be enough to nullify the physical awareness.No one deserves to be separated from their Loved ones. I understand his pain, I Know how hard it was for me knowing that I have a mother who didn’t give a fuck about me. Jake deserves to be loved, he deserves to be in his child’s life. He is too good to be treated with no ounce of regard.I raised an eyebrow and waited patiently for him to finish talking. I had a lot to say as well but I’d let him finish first. The guilt that I misjudged him churned in my stomach but I was still slightly angry that he hid such a sensitive information from me.Jake ran his han
Last Updated : 2021-09-19FATAL DESIRE Cupcakes
Jake walked several feet behind me as we made our way back to the ranch. He shot me a flirtatiously wink and darted towards the railing fencing where Mr. Schuyler is having a conversation with two men in suit… either they are bankers or investors. They were looking over the large pasture, where cows are calmly grazing over many acres.I stalked into the stables to see my horse, Burly because I haven’t seen her in days. I wanted to make sure she was in good health and being feed well. I walked into my father shoveling the floor. He wiped the sweat on his brow and scanned the stables as if everything in it was a puzzle, each piece a game to be mastered. He’s been doing this half of his life but the confusion on his face recently shows a considerable retirement or could it be that Mr. Schuyler is considering selling the ranch?Bay was never interested in running the Ranch, hence the reason Mr. Schuyler may want to sell the it, in order to dabble fully
Last Updated : 2021-09-20FATAL DESIRE Contradicting
On sighting Emily excitement rippled up my spine like chain lightening. Before I could prevent it, the memory of our stormy kiss in the auditorium curved back to weaken me. I have been avoiding her and even snuck out of school before dismissal because I figured the only way to prevent it from happening again is to give her a little space. If I’d tell her upfront that I don’t feel same way about her she’d be broken. With a guilt rippled smile on my face, I walked up to where she is waiting in the porch, her hip leaning against the railing and her arms curled around her chest.Emily is the bravest girl I know. She did the unthinkable, and opened up to Ted and her parents immediately things went down between us that she is attracted to women. Her bravery, Self realization, and honesty is awe inspiring and inspirational to say the least. I am also on self realization quest, even though mine has taken a different turn I still don’t think our sexuality
Last Updated : 2021-09-22FATAL DESIRE My rock
I led Jake by the wrist into my bedroom and jammed the door behind us. I pushed him to sit on the bed without hesitation. I sat on his lap with my both knees by the side of his thighs and snaked my arms around his neck, pulling his body to flush against mine. He could feel my heat, my dampness through the silky material as I start to slowly give him a lap dance. His hands curved on my hips, trailing down until he cupped and smacked my ass hard... my mound, my thighs moved up to meet his caress. I steadily grind my waist against his already hard cock jumping excitedly beneath his pants. He grabbed the back of my neck and pull me in to kiss my lips senseless, his kisses, the caress of his hands on my thighs and ass ragging indrawn breath from me, followed by a quivering moan. His hand moved beneath my dress to my heated center. He started throbbing hotly. I was moist and swollen, so, so slick to the touch of his fingers.Jake pulled away and looked into my longing eyes, his
Last Updated : 2021-09-22FATAL DESIRE Suspension
I shuffled my way through a mild crowd loitering in the hallway with my arms wrapped around my chest as cold emanating from the air conditioner lined over the wall buffeted against me. I’d worry less about the cold and think more on what happened between Emily and I in the auditorium. Bay didn’t mind but one person who’d never let go of her grudges is Claire Gustavo. Emily stood up to her and she’d never back down without making us pay.I’ve been experiencing relentless, persistent, and all the humiliating forms of bulling since second grade and it was mostly orchestrated by Claire. She’s been on my case for far too long… you would have thought that I’d be used to that after the way my life unfolded, but it was kind of the opposite, I was sick of it. If I didn’t know Claire to be outspoken and blunt I’d say she's torturing me because of Bay. My relationship with Bay have been a perfect secret.. she couldn’t have
Last Updated : 2021-09-24
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FATAL DESIRE Prom Night Special
Bay and i made our way through the crowd. The coach placed a glittering crown on our head. Bay cleared his throat and looked at the audience.“ I really want to thank everyone who voted for my girl and I…” he paused as the crowd cheers and claps.“ Thank you all for a the love and support… and to my team members… Lions! You all are the best" he cleared his throat and fixed me into a heated gaze. " I have some good news to share…”The hall went quite. My heart began to palpate loudly. I have had too much surprises for one night… what the hell is he about to do this time again.?My eyes caught Emily’s and she beamed a smile. I gave her the tiniest shake of my head. Why so much surprises? If I had any idea that they'd plan all this for prom, I could have been more prepared. Bay took my hand. His eyes locked on mine. “I finally met someone who gets me. Someone I can't stop thinking about. Someone who lights up the whole room with her passion... Someone who tolerated all
FATAL DESIRE Her Fall, My Reign
“ I am going to deal with you. You feared me Tammy, you should still be scared because you are obviously not aware of what I’m capable of” Claire blew hot.“ feared? Past tense” Tammy smirked mockingly. She then starts circling around Claire like a vulture who's spotted a carcass on the ground. “ I think you should be afraid because I Know you. I know a lot about you Claire Gustavo”“ What do you know?” She scoffed“ You know, that I know – that you and Brad have been sleeping together. You begged me to keep it a secret, remember? even though you were with Bay. You cheated on him with his best friend. Very shameful” Tammy shook her head.The entire crowd erupted in a jaw dropping gasp. Eyes turned to Brad who is seated across the hall. “ what? Get my name out of your mouth bitch” Brad yelled out.Claire glances around her, eyes widening as she starts to real
FATAL DESIRE Prom With Some Drama
Soon, Tammy drove us to the venue. I couldn’t shake off the thought of seeing Bay in my head. I might drop dead in the ballroom if Bay is with Claire. Bay is obsessed with being popular, he may want to enter as the prom King with Claire as his Queen – which is totally understandable if he had told me about it instead of standing me up.“Shall we?” Emily’s voicedWe walked inside to find the atrium completely transformed. Even though I had little excitement in me it was a thrilling sight to behold. Everything about the hall screams A Night Under the Stars. I felt the baby inside of me leap in excitement as well and that made me smile. " I Know baby, it's so beautiful" I said under my breath, cradling my stomach.Tammy held my wrist and pulled me to a stop. “ Hailey, whatever you see in there, please do not breakdown. I want you to carry yourself like a queen. Don’t let anyone ruin this beautiful moment f
FATAL DESIRE Date To Prom
The day for senior prom was finally here and I was having double feelings about it. I didn’t want to go, not after everything that happened in this past few days. But Bay was very persistent. I didn't go to junior prom so I clearly have no idea of what being to prom feels like.losing virginity on prom night is a common plot point in some of the teen movies I’ve seen but that should be for those who are still virgins, right? To me, there was really nothing there for me. I never danced before, I never thought about dancing before, I am very conscious about dancing – so there is really nothing special about this day for me. It might be for the high school sweethearts who are waiting on this day to finally mate and lose their virginity together on prom night – like Emily and Tammy.“ I never would've made it through this year without you, Ems” I told Emily who was helping me sort cloths from my wardrobe. Weird. I forgot to shop for a new ball gown.“ silly, Y
FATAL DESIRE Bleeding Heart
I finished classes for the day and Emily catches up to me at my locker.“ What time are you leaving for Okhlay?” she asked.“ I’m waiting for Bay to finish his practice” my phone vibrated in my jeans pocket and I dropped my heavy backpack on the floor, leaning it against my leg for support. I Slid out my phone and saw that it was Jake. I’ve missed several calls from him as well “ Jake?” I was surprise he’s calling at 2pm when I already told him that we’d be in Okhlay by nightfall.I answered the call and it was Uncle George “ Hailey, come to Newton Hospital… now”“What’s wrong?” I asked but my question met a dead silent from the callers end.My blood ran cold as I tucked my phone into my pocket. There's no good reason why Uncle George would be calling me from Jake’s phone. I mean, he never called me before… i slammed my locker shut and followed Emily down the hall to the gym. From the tone of my voice, Bay sensed how worried I was and followed me outside the parking lot w
FATAL DESIRE Who Is Your Date To Prom?
I picked the call and the smile on my face disappeared immediately at what I saw. Jake looked small and exhausted, his skin pale and paper thin. I could not understand how he could’ve changed so much in such a short period of time. He smiled at me, but his smile was weak and straining “ how have you been, Psych?”I couldn’t smile, I couldn’t speak… I just stared at him through the phone screen. I held back the tears in my eyes. If I let even a single tear drop from my eyes, he’d know just how scared I was – I was dead scared. I couldn’t even recognize Jake. He was completely gone – the vibrant and all bubbly Jake I fell madly love with almost looked like he was vanishing.“ psych, did you get my gift?” he asked.“ yes… they are lovely. Thank you so much” “ I’m glad you like it. I couldn’t think of anything better, I’m sorry”&ldquo
FATAL DESIRE Cards That Lift Mood
Mrs. Gupta sat back and looked at us, her face inscrutable as she considered our proposal.“ Mrs. Gupta, the music club is fallen apart because of the way Claire has been running it as the president. You won’t tell me you don’t see what she’s doing or maybe you're just turning a blind eye. She has turned the club into a zone for bullying innocent students who just want to have the opportunity to share their talents – people like me. Those with frail heart who can't keep up with her insolent and rude behavior will only walk away. The Fothoman High Glee club can't keep losing young talented students because of one person"“ The club is fragile, and if you enter it for a competition in this state – I am sorry to say this Mrs. Gupta... But I don’t think Fothoman High Glee club will make 5th position, which will be very embarrassing” Tammy added.“ no one wants to be associated with failure… not even you. I
FATAL DESIRE Break-up
Bay looked at me closely and smirked “ the coach benched me for pushing Brad, he told me to catch up with my studies"“ This has nothing to do with me, right?” I asked, studying him closely. No matter how much he’d try to hide the difficulties he was facing at that point from me, his eyes would still give him away. He looks at me differently – he was avoiding eye contact. “Tell me the truth, how do you feel about this?” of course, I am pregnant, it's okay if he feels miserable.... Afterall, who'd want to be called a teen father?He narrowed his eyes and his eyebrows tugged inwardly “ he should not have spoken to you the way he did. He had no right to do that… I should have done something about Brad earlier” he held out his hand and I placed my hand in his palm. He squeezed my hand into his tightly. Oh? Okay - he isn't mad about the pregnancy. It was his altercation with Brad that set his mode off.I li
FATAL DESIRE All Things Coming Together For Good
Emily and I found posters for prom plastered all over the hallway while we were on our way to the gym where the basketball teams are practicing. “ What’s your plan for prom? Who is taking you?” Emily asked as she tore out one of the posters from the wall. “ Just add it to the list of things I’d be missing out in” “ Bay isn’t taking you? Girl, this is your time to shine on the dance floor. You finally have a boyfriend. That's the least he can do for you, to make up for all the times he was being a dick”“ I won’t ruin his chance of wearing that golden crown again. We all know how much he loves wearing the crown and Making a dramatic speech. I’d never take that away from him”We’ve barely walked into the gym when the ball Brad was chasing bounced and landed on my feet. He placed his leg on top of it to prevent it from rolling further and placed his hands on his hips as he bl
