FOURTY NINE

CHAPTER FORTY NINE

LILY

I enter into the room and head straight for the bed. There are so many thoughts in my head and I have no idea what I am supposed to do with all these pent up emotions I currently have. All I want to do is sleep but then again I know my mind will not let me. I crash on the bed and lift up the pillow to my face. As I scream into it at the top of my lungs I think about my life and the past few days.

There was meeting Nickolas, the boat cruise, the revelation that my parent’s aren’t actually my parents, the meetup with my actual mother, her death at the hands of the man I call my father and now here I am lying down here with these tears in my eyes that I can’t seem to control.

My life feels like a roller-coster right now but all it is doing is just going downhill. This is definitely not how I thought the trajectory of my life would go. I mean I am the daughter of Robert Blake after all, or rather I was. That should have counted for something right. Countless peop