Often we measure happiness by something big that might make us feel better than others. We think a luxury, great rank, top position and money can guarantee our happiness. But not so. Happiness is more than that because happiness is not determined by the material but by the heart.
Happiness includes many things, even the smallest things like sunny weather and love songs can be happiness. Not big things like diamond rings, expensive brand-new bags or popularity like idols. My happiness is just something small, something enough to make me smile all time. My little joy is being able to stay aside the people I care for and see them smile.
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The day went on as natural. The air was gentle, the leaves swaying in the wind. The art class was started, this time Natty and her classmates were in the paint room and sat in a surrounding with canvas and painting tools in front of each of them. As expected, Helena was asked to sit in the middle of
“Just shut up, you are just a coward pretending to be someone strong. I'm sure the girl who gave you love letters that make you jump like a monkey must have had an eye problem, or maybe she's gone crazy. There's no way someone can admire a boy like you. “ Said Natty. Natty's words were sharp and made Drake run out of patience. Drake was eager to vent his anger, but he held it back an left. Natty always has a a plan to provoke his anger, as if they are two sides that repel each other and will never merge. Yes, they are like true enemies who will always be enemies.Natty then swung to Helena with a caring look. She knew very well that Drake's words had hurt her friend's feelings. Helena has liked Alex for a long time, and she has done many things to get her attention, but Alex never saw her. But now Alex even twisted his attention to a girl who had just arrived out of nowhere.Natty wanted to cheer up her friend, but she was not the type to easily put words of comfort to
Alex was happy to see Ruby's face look at his sketch in awe. Like smoke swept by the wind, his irritation evaporated and vanished just by hearing Ruby praise his portrait. Seeing Ruby's smiling face and admiring the painting he gave Alex happiness. Maybe that's love, makes your mood change fast. You can get irritated and jealous for minor reasons but also pleased for small reasons. Happiness doesn't always need big things if we've fallen in love. Even little things can make us happy all time long. Like Alex, who keeps smiling all day long just because Ruby praises him. *** The breeze blew and blew strands of Natty's straight brown hair. Her bright brown eyes were reading a novel while listening to music through the earphones that stuck to her ears. She also sat under a shady tree in the school garden. She was ready with her basketball shirt because she was supposed to be practicing basketball right now with the school team, but her practice schedule w
But Natty was just fooling herself. Helena only considers her a friend because her love belongs to Alex. Even if Alex already has someone else in his heart, it is still impossible for her to get Helena's attention because Natty knows Helena is a homophobic. “You're not going to that club right? I feel a little bad about the way she looks at you. It would be wrong for her to like her students, but to love her girls ?! That's so disgusting, she's the worst person in the world! Promise me you won't join that club again. “ Replied Helena with her exaggerated attitude in expressing her frustration. it is complex for Natty to hear the words of Helena who hates sexual perversion. The words that Helena spoke kept stabbing her because Natty felt as if everything Helena mentioned was for her. It is very painful for Natty to imagine what if Helena later found out about her true self? The truth about her who likes Helena, maybe the friendship
“Why did you come home so late today?” asked Mr. Collin “I was doing group work with my friends, so I came home late.” Drake said lazily. “Since when did you get home long ago because of group assignments? You're not that skillful, let alone studying. Come on, just be honest with me ... you have a girlfriend right? “ Mr. Collin asked, gasping Drake. Drake's cheeks turned red, and he started embarrassing himself. “ What? I told you I was just doing group assignments earlier. “ Replied Drake who wanted to get out of his dad's excitement, but he was already on the radar of his dad's suspicions and still couldn't escape it. “Come on, later you have to introduce it to me. Take her home and just go on a date at home. “ Replied Mr. Collin with a meaningful smile. Drake became indeed more embarrassed and his cheeks changed very red. Drake who always acted at that time changed i
“It's okay, just eat again. Oh, how can you be this skinny just by leaving for a few days ... “said Greta as she pulled Alex towards the dining table. Even though Alex refuses and says he has eaten, but it doesn't affect his mother at all. Alex can see and feel how his mom cares for him, indeed he is a little too much in showing his affection, but it makes Alex felt adored. Alex also glanced at his dad who remained standing on the edge while staring at him. His father went on silent saying nothing. He looks cold, but actually, he keeps all his joy because Eddie is not someone who can express his feelings. He just stood still, watching how his wife and children ate together with joy. Eddie kept quietly hiding his happiness, I don't know what he thought, so he couldn't show how happy he was and hid his smile. Maybe the figure of a good dad in his mind has a different image, or maybe he just has a little of pride to show it. Eddie then lef
Youth is a time when we are very passionate about everything. We are excited to discover ourselves and find the path we want to choose in the future. The moment where we can go on anything and don't even hesitate to pick up risks. if it's about loved.We will care for with all our hearts and can do anything about it. It doesn't matter if it's right or wrong, we will keep going because for us what we feel is always right. Nothing can stop us from doing whatever we felt like, including to choose someone we love. Because youth is the peak of glory where we are ready to standalone.***Dawn came back as usual. The orange rays of the sun shone, the sound of birds chirping and the morning dew that still covered the leaves and flower petals in the hospital garden. Ruby was sitting on a park bench with her head leaning back and closing her eyes, enjoying the sunshine that greeted her body.“vitamin D ...” Ruby muttered with a big smile.“What are you doing here?” Her dad aske
Natty raised her face, dried her wet face with a handkerchief from her pocket, and then turned her gaze to Mrs. Gale. She didn't know why her art teacher was so interested in her. He was even more confused when her said something as if her knew what she was feeling. Natty's eyes trembled as she tried to deny her feelings.“ What do you mean? I don't understand at all. I have to go ... “said Natty, trying to run away from her art teacher. But Gale says something that stifles her steps.“I know very well how you felt about that person you call a friend. I'm not playing around when I say a painting can convey emotions. Everything you think is visible in your painting. “ Mrs. Gale's talks made Natty stop walkingNatty was silent for a moment. She didn't see how to respond to her teacher's words. It feels like all the secrets she keeps have all been exposed. She was confused and panicked because her teacher had touched the deepest limits of her hear
“Alex, introduce her, this is Stellar ... my girlfriend,” Drake replied with a broad grin when Alex gave him a confused look.“Girlfriend? Since when? Why did you never tell me at all? “ Asked Alex confused and it made Drake smile and blush.“Yes, it all happened so fast,” Drake said shyly.Alex smiled as he looked at Drake blushed as he scratched his nape, which didn't itch at all. This is the first time he noticed Drake so happy, Alex never thought his best friend could love a girl so much because he acts like a playboy and plays around wherever he goes.***Alex also knows that Drake needs space to be with his girlfriend. So, he moved to the snack bar by himself because it was not good to keep standing between them and annoying a couple who wanted to be alone.Alex also sits on one chair in the snack bar while enjoying his favorite chocolate drink. Helena, who was passing by, went straight to Alex. She smiled broad
“After You’re Gone”Today is one year after you left. It doesn’t feel like I’ve been through 365 days without you. There’ are a lot of things I can’t believe, over the past year, there’s been a lot going on. Helena who’s always following now has someone else looking after her, that man named Jasper. He’s a free man and loves skateboarding, and he often wins skateboarding competitions. He looks like a punk, but strangely they seem to fit in together.Then Drake and Natty, they’re still together today. Although often quarrelsome and often want to break up, but they still end up together. They are still the same as they used to be in basketball, but recently Natty made online comics and comics very popular, even though at first she only did that as a hobby.And me? As you can see now, I’m even the same. I’m still the same Alex, Alex loves you and misses you. You saw me, didn’t you? I&rsqu
That afternoon as usual, Alex took Ruby to the park after Ruby underwent chemotherapy. Alex does that to cheer up Ruby because he knows Ruby loves seeing flowers blooming in the garden. Just looking at a blooming flower can make Ruby smile beautifully. However, Ruby asks Alex to do something she hasn’t done for a long time and that surprises Alex enough.“ What? Now? Why all of a sudden do you want me to do that?” asked a shocked Alex.“ There’s no other reason, I just want you to paint me because we haven’t done it in a while. I wish you to paint me again, can’t it?” replied Ruby with a squeal.“Of course I can do it for you, wait a minute, I’ll have someone deliver my painting material,” Alex said.Alex called his housekeeper and asked his servant to bring his painting equipment to the hospital. After waiting for a while, a waiter came with painting material and Alex sent the waitress home. Alex
“Alex, what are you doing here?” asked Ruby.Alex didn’t say anything, he kept quiet and then when the tears that were swimming on his petals fell Alex hugged Ruby. That sudden hug shocked Ruby. For a moment Ruby drowned in Alex’s arms and almost replied to Alex’s hug. But she came to her senses and tried to break free from Alex’s arms by pushing Alex. But Alex hugged her so that it was hard for Ruby to break away.“Alex, let go! Don’t hug me, let go!” said Ruby as she pushed Alex until Alex retreated a few steps away from her.“ What are you doing here? Have you forgotten what I said?! Please leave me and never see you again. Don’t ruin my relationship with Ricky. Please leave me.” Said Ruby looking at Alex with her eyes drenched in tears.“ No, I’ll never leave you. Why do you keep lying? I know that Ricky is your brother. Yes, I know, Ricky told me everything. Why? Why are you
But now when Jasper comes Helena smiles a little and her eyes are also shining. It’s easy to realize that there’s something Helena feels, even though it seems Helena herself isn’t aware of it. Aware of her friends looking at her with a suspicious stare, Helena introduces Jasper as her best friend to avoid the suspicions of her friends indeed though it won’t work because everything is already visible.They chose tents and other equipment together. Drake was so happy to choose with Natty and so did Helena who looked focused on choosing with the help of Jasper, only Alex who was alone and felt not so interested. Instead of pointing his gaze at tents and camping bags, Alex prefers to look the other way, as if he’s trying to find something interesting around him.Then Alex saw someone who looked very familiar. A man who was picking out some jewelry stores in front of him. The man looks familiar until Alex squinted to see the man more. And it’
“ Who called her? Did she meet someone else that day?” Alex wondered in his heart.Alex never cared about what Helena had done before, but now he's starting to care less about Helena. I don’t know if he’s starting to think about other people, or maybe he's starting to open his heart to Helena until he wonders if Helena’s seeing another man or not.“Hello, yes, I just got home. No, I don’t think I can make it today. Nothing happened, I was just going shopping with my friends. We’re going to the shopping center to buy camping equipment. Yes, see you later .” Helena said in her soft voice and hung up.“You look so happy, who is that?” asked Alex in his usual angle tone.“Just someone I know...” Answer Helena, who doesn’t want to go any further.Seeing Helena who seemed to not wish to discuss it further made Alex stop asking questions even though he still had a lot of questions.
Alex can fool everyone, but not with Drake, who can find out that Alex is currently trying to run. However, there is no point in running because the more he runs, the more Ruby’s shadow keeps coming towards him. The more Alex tries to forget Ruby, the more he can’t forget Ruby. That’s what happens when we get heartbroken for the first time because it’s the first time so it’s very hard to forget and Alex doesn’t know that rather than forgetting its better to let it live with it.The break bell rang, Drake approached Alex and asked him to go to the cafeteria with him, but Alex refused his invitation because he wanted to go to the library and borrow new reading materials. But Drake didn’t give up straight away and kept following Alex while continuing to talk to Alex, even though Alex continued to ignore him while continuing to read the book he was holding. Until when they were in front of the library, Drake became lost his temper and snatc
“ It’s not like that. Of course, I care about our son. It’s just that I think he’s an outstanding student, he’s going to be the best student we wish to be. Don’t get mad at me like this.” Mr. Maxwell replied while rubbing his wife’s hand to assuage her anger.Gretta fell silent. Yes, she knew this was what they wanted. Ever since Alex was a kid, they kept forcing Alex to study hard even when Alex didn’t want to. They kept instilling their idealists about what Alex had to do, what he was responsible for as a first child. They continue to lead Alex to think that he must be the perfect person by carrying his surname on both shoulders.They made Alex let go of everything he liked and fulfilled the day to learn and hone himself to carry Maxwell’s name on his shoulders. But seeing Alex immerse himself in the books like someone trying to escape reality like that worries Gretta. Gretta worries that Alex is pushing himself
They tell that man and desire are one unity because in fact that desire is always in man. It could be wealth, power, respect from others, office, anything. That desire depends so much on the person, but no matter how much they have, they will never be satisfied because people are greedy.But you always say that in this life I must not be greedy, to be grateful for what I have because greed is sin. I try, I try not to be greedy. But recently, I’ve become more greedy, indeed though I know I shouldn’t be.Every day, every minute and every second I see him greed grows and pile up in my heart. Even though I’ve been trying so hard not to be greedy, but why every time I stand next to him, I keep wanting many things. I’m getting scared, every day I go with her scares me so much.I want to stay by his side, hold his hand, make him smile and when I can do everything I get more greedy, and I want to stay with him forever. I know this is wrong, even though
Like Natty said, Helena is preoccupied with something more like someone. Helena doesn’t like to wait or watch someone do something. But Jasper keeps her waiting and watching Jasper practice skateboarding and learn some new tricks for the game.Helena doesn’t want to come, and she doesn’t want to get involved with Jasper anymore, but Jasper keeps getting her to show up and watch Jasper train. Helena doesn’t want to admit it even as she keeps trying to look cocky, but in fact Jasper has carried out to make her mind change about Jasper. Maybe it was a good impression, or maybe she had been awed by Jasper.Helena doesn’t realize that there’s a lot that has changed from her since meeting Jasper. Some changes she’s felt impossible to make. Although only a few days of getting to know Jasper has managed to make Helena wait for him, even though Natty who has been friends for a long time with Helena can’t make her do that.Helena