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Chapter Ninety-Three

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ROSHNI

What happened the past few days really took a toll on me. I lost my baby. The baby I nurtured inside me for months and grew to love with all of my being, unconditionally. The baby was taken away from us in a painful manner. I stared into space on daily basis just thinking about how the baby would have looked if it didn't die. Who the baby would have looked like and whose personality he'd have taken after. I was slowly losing sanity, but Raj helped me. He helped me accept the loss. I knew Raj was equally as affected as I was. He was going through the same pain, but appeared strong in my presence to be able to console me. If he could do that for me, why couldn't I do the same for him? Why couldn't I let go the tragedy that befell us and give my husband the happiness he deserved? Those were the questions that drove me to break loose from my depression. Raj was suffering as well - I knew and that was the last thing I wanted. He was my only source of happiness in the house.

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