Chapter 54: This is the end for me
GAVIN HAWKINS POV
The sun had dipped lower in the sky by the time I arrived at her house after practice. I couldn’t wait until the next day to talk to her—to make things right.
I didn’t fully understand what I was feeling, but I knew one thing: I wanted to see her again. The thought of her hating me didn’t sit right.
Stepping out of my Jeep, I hurried toward the Spencers’ front door. The garden was in full bloom, fresh flowers sprouting up from the neatly kept beds. The neighborhood was lively with the distant sound of dogs barking, the occasional chatter from passing pedestrians.
When I reached the porch, I noticed the door was slightly ajar. I raised my hand to knock but froze. The thought of turning back echoed in my head. Instead, I stayed.
Something felt off.
Cautiously, I pushed the door open, its slow creak sending an eerie chill down my spine.
The moment I stepped inside, an instinctual alarm went off in my head. Without thinking, I ducked—just in time—as a frying pan soared over me, crashing against the wall behind me.
“Gosh!” Lyric’s aunt gasped, her shoulders slumping in relief as her chest heaved. She lowered the pan, letting out a shaky laugh. “I thought you were someone else.”
I stood up straight, trying to steady my own breathing. “I’m sorry. The door was open, and I came in without knocking,” I admitted, guilt creeping up at the startled look on her face.
She waved a dismissive hand, wiping beads of sweat from her forehead with the sleeve of her shirt. “It’s fine. I should be the one apologizing for nearly knocking you unconscious.”
I let out a nervous chuckle. “It’s nothing. I guess I had it coming.”
She quirked a brow, sizing me up. “But those reflexes though… Are you a spy or something?”
I laughed awkwardly, mouthing, Hockey.
“Ohh,” she said, nodding in realization. “I forgot. No wonder you’re so built. You’re like a damn wall, kid.”
“Uh… Thanks?” I replied, unsure if that was a compliment.
My gaze drifted around the living room, and that’s when I finally took in the mess. It wasn’t just a normal mess—it was the kind of destruction that looked like someone had ransacked the place.
“What happened here?” I asked, frowning.
Lyric’s aunt let out a deep sigh and sank into a chair, motioning for me to take the one across from her. I hesitated before sitting down.
“Debt collectors,” she muttered.
A sinking feeling settled in my stomach. “Alessio’s men?”
She nodded grimly. “Yes.”
“Is he out of the hospital?”
“He is,” she confirmed, her voice shaking slightly. “And he’s out for revenge. He wants me to pay for my husband’s debts… with my husband’s life.”
I clenched my fists. “He did this?”
“His men did.” She gestured vaguely at the wreckage around us. “They came searching for my husband and the million dollars he owed them.”
A heavy silence settled between us. Her face turned red, her features scrunching up as if she were trying to hold back tears. But then, suddenly, she broke.
A sob tore from her throat, and she palmed her face. “I’ve never seen that much money in my life, kid. How am I supposed to come up with that? By selling a kidney?” She let out a bitter laugh before sucking in a shaky breath. “I don’t know what to do. His men came to my office this morning, and I got fired from my job. They even went after my kids.”
My stomach twisted. “You sent them somewhere?”
“To my mother’s in the neighboring town,” she said, sniffling. “She told me some men followed her in Target, and now she’s too afraid to leave her house.”
I hesitated before asking, “And Lyric?”
Her expression darkened. “She went to find her uncle… and got beaten up. Some strange man brought her to my doorstep—unconscious.”
A cold rage settled in my chest. Someone had hit Lyric. That explained the bruises on her face.
“I don’t have anything to my name,” she continued, her voice cracking. “Nothing. This house technically belongs to Lyric, even though it was in her uncle’s name at the time. My children’s lives are at risk. I have no money, no place to go.” She shook her head in despair. “This is the end for me.”
I had never been in a situation like this before—comforting someone who was completely breaking down. I didn’t know what to say or do. I felt helpless.
But one thing was certain. That bastard had left his family in shambles and in debt. I was going to find him and hand him over to Alessio myself.
“You can’t stay here tonight,” I said firmly.
She let out a humorless laugh. “I have nowhere else to go. My father has a house in Boston, but it’s a long trip by bus.”
“It’s not safe here,” I said, shaking my head. “Come stay at my place.”
She blinked at me. “Huh?”
“My house is on the outskirts of town. Barely anyone goes there. Even if it’s just for a night or two—until you figure out a way to leave for Boston.”
She hesitated. “I can’t. Your parents—”
“I don’t have parents, ma’am,” I interrupted gently. “My grandma left me the house when she passed.”
Her lips parted as if to argue, but she hesitated. “Still… I just can’t—”
“Please,” I insisted. “I want to help in any way I can. Lyric is a friend of mine, and I can’t just stand by and watch this happen.”
She let out a shaky breath. Then, after a long pause, she nodded. “Thank you, son.”
I wasn’t sure how to respond to that, so I just nodded back. “Sure.”
“Lyric is in her room with the kids,” she told me.
As I made my way down the hallway toward Lyric’s room, a wave of nostalgia hit me. I had been here before. In this very room. The place where we had become… intimate.
When I reached the doorway, I heard soft giggles from inside.
I peeked in and saw Lyric sitting on the bed with the two girls, making animal shadow puppets against the wall. The kids eagerly guessed the animals she created.
“Bugs Bunny!” one of them shouted excitedly.
Lyric’s smile grew, and she gave the girl a thumbs-up.
“Auntie Lyric, I’m bored,” one of them whined. “Let’s play the magician game!”
“No!” the other one protested. “Lana, you always want to play that game! I want this one!”
“Shut up, Hanna!”
The two girls began bickering, their identical faces scrunched up in frustration. I honestly didn’t know how Lyric could tell them apart.
Lyric sighed and started signing to them.
“Fine. Auntie has decided—we’re playing Magic Treat,” she communicated.
“No fair!” the other girl pouted. “That’s not what I wanted!”
Lyric signed again, trying to convince them. It worked. Soon, both girls were grinning.
She got up and pulled open a drawer, retrieving a deck of cards. She shuffled them with practiced ease and spread them out in her hands.
“Pick a card,” she signed.
“Noooo!” one of them whined. “I don’t want to play this one! We’re too old for it! I want a real magic trick!”
“Yes! Auntie, a real magic trick!”
“A trick!”
Suddenly, it became a full-on revolution, all three girls demanding a different magic trick. Lyric stood there, completely dumbfounded.
I couldn’t help but smile. Despite everything, she still found a way to bring them joy.
Chapter 55: I Don't Care If I Crash LYRIC'S SPENCER POV The girls' voices overlapped, their demands growing louder by the second. Lana, Catherine, and Hanna bounced on the bed, their matching pajama sleeves flapping as they argued over what counted as a real magic trick. I blinked at them, momentarily overwhelmed. A real magic trick? What did they even mean by that? I could do a simple card trick, but that wasn't going to satisfy them. Just as I opened my hands to sign a compromise, a voice interrupted from the doorway. "I think I can help with that." I turned my head to find Gavin leaning casually against the doorframe, arms crossed over his chest, a smirk tugging at his lips. What was he doing here? I looked over at the clock on the wall; it was fifteen minutes past eight. The triplets immediately turned toward him, eyes wide with interest. "You can do magic?" Hannah asked skeptically, tilting her head. Gavin stepped into the room, his express
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Chapter 54: This is the end for meGAVIN HAWKINS POV The sun had dipped lower in the sky by the time I arrived at her house after practice. I couldn’t wait until the next day to talk to her—to make things right. I didn’t fully understand what I was feeling, but I knew one thing: I wanted to see her again. The thought of her hating me didn’t sit right. Stepping out of my Jeep, I hurried toward the Spencers’ front door. The garden was in full bloom, fresh flowers sprouting up from the neatly kept beds. The neighborhood was lively with the distant sound of dogs barking, the occasional chatter from passing pedestrians. When I reached the porch, I noticed the door was slightly ajar. I raised my hand to knock but froze. The thought of turning back echoed in my head. Instead, I stayed. Something felt off. Cautiously, I pushed the door open, its slow creak sending an eerie chill down my spine. The moment I stepped inside, an instinctual alarm went off in my head.
Chapter 53: lovesick idiotGAVIN HAWKINS POV I stood frozen, watching as Lyric walked away. My fingers clenched around my exam paper, but it might as well have been nothing. She had barely looked at me—barely acknowledged me. But those marks on her face? The scratches on her arms? That wasn’t nothing. Before I could think twice, my feet moved on their own. I shoved my results into my bag and followed her out the door, weaving through students who had no idea that my heart was hammering like a drum in my chest. Lyric walked briskly down the hall, her bag slung over one shoulder, her posture tense. She knew I was behind her. I could tell by the way her fingers twitched, tightening around the strap of her bag. I didn’t care. I wasn’t letting this go. “Lyric.” My voice was quiet but firm as I caught up to her. She ignored me. “Lyric, stop.” Nothing. She was heading toward the main doors—probably planning to leave. But I wasn’t letting he
Chapter 52: Stay away from her. GAVIN HAWKINS POV Today's practice sucked. I couldn’t bring myself to focus at all, no matter how hard I tried. We had a game in three days—I wasn’t supposed to be slacking off. Grabbing a bottle of water, I sat in the locker room, trying to rehydrate before heading home. My muscles ached from the drills, but my mind felt even more exhausted. The door swung open, and Aaron walked in, drenched in sweat. A towel was draped over his torso and another around his neck as he wiped his face. He was obviously heading to the showers. "You played dumb out there today. Is something on your mind?" he asked, his brows furrowing as he studied me like I was some puzzle he wanted to solve. Good luck with that. "No doubt, Sherlock," I grumbled, twisting off the cap and downing the rest of my water. The cold liquid was refreshing, but it did nothing to clear my head. Aaron scoffed, running a hand through his damp hair. "I don't even wa
Chapter 51: I could keep you Lyric's POV The streets were eerily quiet, the distant hum of traffic the only sound breaking the silence. My breath came in shaky exhales, my mind racing as I walked. Every shadow felt like a threat, every passing car made my pulse spike. I had no real plan—just a desperate need to act. I tapped my phone screen, my fingers trembling as I typed a message. Uncle, where are you? It’s urgent. No response. I tried again. And again. Still nothing. Panic tightened my chest. If Alessio’s men were after him, they had probably already tracked his usual spots. If I could think like them, maybe I could stay a step ahead. It could all be a huge waste of time, but I had no choice. But where would he go? Despite being an asshole, my uncle had a lot of friends—or frenemies. Any one of them could be harboring him. Or he could be out of town. Hell, he could be out of the country as we speak. But I had to try. I stood at the n
Chapter 50: I had to find himLYRIC SPENCER POV According to Principal Holloway, we were to start our punishment at the drama clock at five after school. I had rushed home to prepare lunch for the kids. When I arrived, my aunt was sitting on the floor in tears, her clothes torn, and the house was a mess. Water leaked from the sink, broken shards of glass covered the floor, and the stench of cigarettes filled the air. I dashed to her, falling to my knees beside her. My skin scraped against the glass, but I ignored the pain. I tapped her softly, urging her to meet my eyes. > I signed, desperate for answers. No reply. She stared blankly at the other side of the room, lost in a daze. Then, I remembered the kids. My heart pounded as I scrambled to their rooms, nearly tripping over the curtains at the door. I pushed the door open—empty. My heart sank. I clasped my palm over my mouth, my stomach twisting at the thought of
Chapter 49: What Are You Doing? The principal’s office smelled like old books and burnt coffee. The air was thick with silence, aside from the ticking clock on the wall. I sat stiffly in the chair, my injured arm stinging, but I refused to look at it. Across from me, Emilia sat with her arms crossed, her cheek still red from my slap. She didn’t look scared. If anything, she looked amused. With the power her father had over Velmont, it was expected. Gavin stood beside me. Too close. His fingers twitched like he wanted to reach for me, but I ignored him. Principal Holloway sighed, rubbing her temples. Curly gray hair touching her shoulders, "Fighting? Again?" Her tired eyes swept over all of us. "This is becoming a pattern with you, Miss Davidson." Emilia smirked. "I was attacked." I tightened my grip on my phone. Liar. Wren scoffed, leaning forward. "Oh, please. She tried to slap me first." "She’s right," Aaron added. "Lyric only defended her fri
Chapter 48: You don’t get to ask that After class, I went back to ignoring him. His phone buzzed, but instead of responding, he let out a quiet sigh. "Lyric," he said, barely above a whisper. "Please wait—" I ignored him. Grabbed my bag. Stood up. I was halfway out the door when he caught my wrist. I froze for a full minute. His touch wasn’t forceful. It wasn’t rough. But it sent a jolt through me, like my body still remembered what it felt like to be held by him. What it felt like to tremble under him, how he tasted. How badly I had bitten into his back to stifle my moans. This was messed up. I didn’t need him anymore. Slowly, I turned back. He released me the second our eyes met. I expected him to look cocky, maybe even amused. But he looked… lost. Like he didn’t know what to say. Like he wasn’t sure if he should say anything at all. It was a first for the great Gavin Hawkins. His shoulders slumped, his eyes pleading. '' Please talk to
Chapter 47: I'd Keep My Storm LYRIC SPENCER POV For the rest of the class, I refused to acknowledge him. My brush moved in frantic, sharp strokes, splattering paint with more force than necessary. Each color I chose—deep reds, bruised purples, slashes of black—felt like they bled straight from my chest. Gavin didn’t speak. He didn’t text. But I could feel him watching, like a storm brewing just out of sight. It wasn’t until the teacher announced clean-up that he finally moved. He stretched lazily, his broad shoulders rolling back as if this whole thing was just a game. "Nice painting," he murmured under his breath. I shot him a glare. It was a mistake. His eyes weren’t teasing anymore. They weren’t smug. They were searching—serious in a way that made my stomach tighten. I tore my gaze away, shoving my brushes into the cup of murky water. "Everybody, drop your brushes," Miss Lia announced. Her gaze turned stern when it met mine but relaxed wh