Chapter 18
exchange of love Mariane I don't even know what to think, I can't be cold with Henrico as I planned, and I ended up being as active as him... He's also an experienced man, and I'm not, but I need to show him that I'm not that dependent on desire, I need to learn how to be a woman who will make her feel used, I have to admit it was amazing and pleasurable, but neither that's why I'll be made a fool, even though I'm being, because he betrayed me already! I hate myself, but he enslaves me with his touch, and makes me forget everything, I just thought about the pleasure and the moment. I ended up selling my soul and my values to this relationship, which only I am being faithful to. Although I ended up being kissed by Eduardo, but what a kiss with making out, close to having sex with three people at the same time as Henrico did?! He left for work early, and he didn't even wake me up, I thought it was better that way too. However,Chapter 19 exchange of love Henrico I arrived at the mansion late already, as I arranged with Mariane at three-thirty and it was already four in the afternoon, going upstairs in a hurry is nothing like her to my surprise, so send messages on your cell phone so I would find her faster, as Nadia was already arriving when I entered. , but no Mariane, I called normal and she didn't answer either, I went down and looked for her around the house, so I ended up going to my parents' room, my father was resting in his armchair, and said that Aguinis had also disappeared, after I asked him if he knew something, dad then said that my mom probably took Mariane out with her. I then saw that I would have to turn around, because when Mom leaves, it takes hours. It's always only come back at night, so the way was to go talk to Nadia myself. I spent three hours with the ceremonial that gave me all the appropriate information for the type of event I was looking for, I a
Cap.20 exchange of love Mariane But once I failed miserably, I gave in completely and without reserve succumbing to my body's intense desire. I got up in a bad mood, and I can't hide it, I can't go on like this! He wanted so much that Henrico were different, but he doesn't have the slightest condition of it. I'm in the bathroom wrapped up, but he soon left, as I'm going to the appointment with the obstetrician. Henrico, and his mother will go with me. I got dressed and had the coffee that Henrico had already asked Mari, and soon we went down. Aguinis was already waiting for us, and then we left for the clinic, Aguinis was very excited, and said that she would make the most of the surprise of the night. When we arrived at the clinic, my care was quick, as it was by appointment, I was amazed to see my baby on the monitor, the image was so perfect. I cried with emotion, and Henrico was also well shaken. Aguinis, was the only one t
cap.21exchange of love Henrico I can not believe! As Mariane can be so short making out with Eduardo in the office, my mother was shocked by the video, thankfully it was just me and her in the living room, but I won't forgive! I went after Mariane, and I already looked in the cameras, and I saw that she entered the sauna. I went there, and I came across a hideous scene, I see her live in Eduardo's arms, so I don't go crazy, get out of there! I wasn't going to get my hands dirty with them. So I went far away and found a bar, and got drunk! But it would be the last time. Mariane, it's not worth anything! If I wasn't sure of the child's paternity, I would send him away. I thank heaven I never said she was my everything! That I love her. Crap! I love a woman who loves another man! Even though he's waiting for my daughter, he's with him. Mariane!... I drink until I lose my strength... Jonas a friend, see my situation and take me home. Carlo the driver helps me to my ro
Chapter 22 exchange of loveMariane I'm so sad to live in this situation, I feel terrible and nothing gives me encouragement, even after everything, Henrico's mother has been treating me well and insists on taking care of me. At least I have her support, Helena ended up leaving home. I felt guilty at first, but then Aguinis explained to me that the reason was really because of the college, as this was already expected. The days went by... My photos were finished, and some frames were made, and I thought it was so beautiful, and I even felt comfortable seeing my photos scattered around the store, Aguinis said he would send it to all the more than one hundred and fifty stores, to put in the baby session. and mom. I was impressed by how the photos reverberated, I ended up getting invitations for new photos from a famous clothing brand, and I accepted without thinking. On social media I received several sponsorship invitations as well. I ended up having a new job without realiz
Chap.23 exchange of loveHenrico I can't take it anymore, I'm going after Mariane, I've been like this for three months, I roll over and I don't sleep much, my mood is terrible, work isn't enough to keep me busy. Once again I'm here awake at three in the morning, due to finally kissing her, after so long, I'm thirsty and my body is boiling, I want her madly, even though I don't trust her anymore, it was pride that kept me away. But I need her body next to mine. Without thinking, I go to her, lie down on the bed, and hug her. My heart finally calms down as I feel her with me, and soon I fall into a deep sleep feeling the sweet scent of her hair. She doesn't wake up to my relief as I know she wouldn't let me touch her. The next morning I got up before she realized I slept with her. My rest was surreal, it feels like I slept for two days, sometimes just over three hours. Today I was going to start showing my parents that I am willing to try to please Mariane. I'm coming home
Chap.24 exchange of love Mariane Can't understand why he did it? Henrico thinks that if he just decides that he wants to have sex with me again, everything is fine! Not even!... I'm dying of rage at being left here at the door of the mansion, and for sure having gone into the arms of someone else. I actually think that was his plan, but I won't tolerate it any longer, soon I will finally have the marriage contract completed, as I have hired a renowned lawyer here, as money is not the issue for me now. Julia said she would also find something discreet and informal but important to help me break the contract. I'm sorry for Aguinis and Errors, but I won't be able to stay here much longer! My ideal of life and marriage is something calm and happy, with smiles and love. Aguimelia will be loved, I know, and I cannot sacrifice my life for such a marriage! This conversation about not sleeping with anyone doesn't stick at all, I know how insatiable he is. My heart aches as I feel
Chap.25 exchange of love Henrico I'm here with Mariane in the hospital, it was a nightmare to see her being taken by helicopter, I was with her but I saw that she didn't even notice my presence there. When I arrived at the hospital I followed her to the operating room, the fear of something happening to her and my daughter was devastating me. I was shaking there, a surreal fear, but soon everything was done and I heard Aguimelia crying. It was a tremendous relief when it was all over, Mariane however was unconscious, but according to the doctor she was fine, finally everything worked out. I stayed with her at the hospital, even though I knew I wouldn't be here for her, my mother came with my father, and they were happy to see their granddaughter, despite the fright. My father ended up punching me, as my mother told me what caused the accident in Mariane's fall. Then Mom, she asked my dad to calm down, for fear he'd get sick, but made a point of saying that if it wasn't for t
. Chapter 26 exchange of loveMariane I just got out of the shower and Alice brought Aguimelia to breastfeed, I decided to breastfeed soon, as she was crying a lot, and I ended up wanting to wear a robe. Unfortunately earlier, out of pure anger, I ended up saying what I didn't owe to Henrico, even more now that I'm so close to Helena, and helping as much as I can, but I couldn't resist and I really talked to hurt Henrico. I can't control myself, Henrico makes me out of my mind. When I see him already react sharply, he tried to kiss me and begged me until he said he loves me. However, I already know that he only came running because Aguinis warned him of everything, I will not go back. I'm really hurt, I really feel something for him, but this limitless attraction won't get me anywhere, I've studied a lot these past few years, about the books and blogs my friends sent me, I'm feeling great, now I'm not the inexperienced Mariane who melted at his touch. Now I don't dis
Chapter 32 exchange of love Mariane I'll never complain about my life, in fact I'm happier than I ever dreamed, my unconditional love for Henrico is equally reciprocated, he's really wonderful, and every day I'm more and more surprised, he's with me at all times, and even though I'm working a lot, he always sends me messages, calls me to send me flowers... He said I changed him, but I think our love made him change, Aguimelia is starting to walk, and Henrico insisted on filming and sending me the video of his first steps, I went back to doing some modeling work, and he always stay with Aguimelia, because he can work via the internet, so we're getting through the shows, he's a super dad, that cheers me up because I really want to have more kids with him, actually for him we'll have half a dozen more, I laughed a lot at this idea of yours , but I will be very happy if we have two more children... Today I'm here taking pictures for a new gym clothes campaign, and the pictures were
Chap.31 exchange of love Mariane I'm practically in shock because I even heard the doctor's tragic report, unfortunately it was Henrico's mother who set it all up, a feeling of sadness, but at the same time it comforts me to know that it wasn't him! However, I still need to understand my feelings better. I love him! But, I can't just say that it's okay like this... Finally I looked at the time and I see that soon I will know what my daughter has. As soon as I finished thinking, the doctor came, Doctor Adreans, and then he asked me if there was any stress between me and my husband? If Aguimelia was present? I said yes, because I had a big fight with her father, and I'm even going to Brazil, which is my homeland with her, at least that's what I was going to do! - So I think you better rethink your attitudes, and if possible come to terms with your husband, because what we have here is simply emotional. Your daughter is absorbing all this stress experienced by her
Cap.30 exchange of love Mariane I'm scared to death, and I didn't understand the Doctor's reason to see Henrico immediately make an excuse and say that another doctor would see us, then I ask Henrico if he knows the Doctor, he says yes! Because their mothers are friends, I was going to ask more... But the new doctor arrives, and I wait for him to see Aguimelia's exams, I explained that I can't get pregnant yet, and I came to see how the leukemia is progressing, the doctor will continue reading and seeing the exams, he's very serious, and soon he looks at the computer, as he compares the exams with the previous one, the doctor's delay made me cry, Henrico was with me calm and holding my hand, Aguimelia is oblivious to everything, but I'm a nervous wreck myself because I feel guilty because I could already be pregnant, my comfort is to know that just yesterday we were already there, and with little luck now I will have a positive result. The doctor continue to read and compa
Chap.29 exchange of love Henrico I don't know what happened to Mariane, is she weird? I tried to talk to her, but after the episode where we ran into the model by chance, at the clinic she closed up with me, even after Aretha cleared up. She at least said that she believed the model, and said that the subject was closed to her. I tried to ask about the result of the pregnancy, Mariane just said that we would talk later. I wanted to tell her that everything would be fine, but unfortunately I'm not sure about anything. After leaving Mariane with Aguimelia I decided to go talk to my mother, because maybe she could help Mariane. Mom was with Helena, so I went to them, as soon as I walked into the room, Helena then when she saw me says it's time to take pictures of her uncle and nephew, so I took him and then she took several pictures, I was barely there with my nephew, who suddenly vomited all over my shirt, and was vomiting so much that I had to take my shirt off, I end
Chapter 28 exchange of love Mariane We're already a week back at the mansion, I ended up living here again, and I take care of my daughter, I almost don't leave her alone, I'm terrified of her getting sick as it was in the photo studio, Aguimelia is more beautiful every day smart and evolving like a normal baby, hard to believe my daughter is sick, i even talked to Henrico a few times. He's even been showing himself to be a dedicated and so wonderful father that I've come to doubt that it's him, Henrico and patient, he even manages to change diapers and bathe Aguimelia, and from his baby food, I never thought he was like that, his mother said he was. took care of her from birth, and I didn't even know. We're so good together, he takes me to heaven every time we get together, and I just understand that I'm in love with him. However, I still haven't revealed that I love him, he makes a point of saying that he loves me at all times. Today we will travel to Orlando, the Kati
Chapter 27 exchange of loveHenrico I'm going to my office after a meeting with Camila, the commercial manager, I pass in the middle of the store and I see who is recording the commercial, to my complete surprise I see Mariane there, she looks beautiful in tight jeans and a black jacket, and noticing the desire of the model at his side, I was turning over with jealousy, and left. When I arrived in my room, I even picked up the phone to call my mother, but I gave up, as I couldn't do anything, as I left her to choose the models, but she did it on purpose to show me how Mariane is so beautiful! I'm an idiot, my heart is racing, and I want to stay there and watch her. In fact, I'm pretty sure I couldn't, due to the model with her in sexy scenes, I would definitely do a jealous scene. I'm lost, Mariane is still my undoing, even after I know she's with Eduardo, I want her like crazy. I'm mad at myself so I try to work as I need to go through with the plan for the opening. I
. Chapter 26 exchange of loveMariane I just got out of the shower and Alice brought Aguimelia to breastfeed, I decided to breastfeed soon, as she was crying a lot, and I ended up wanting to wear a robe. Unfortunately earlier, out of pure anger, I ended up saying what I didn't owe to Henrico, even more now that I'm so close to Helena, and helping as much as I can, but I couldn't resist and I really talked to hurt Henrico. I can't control myself, Henrico makes me out of my mind. When I see him already react sharply, he tried to kiss me and begged me until he said he loves me. However, I already know that he only came running because Aguinis warned him of everything, I will not go back. I'm really hurt, I really feel something for him, but this limitless attraction won't get me anywhere, I've studied a lot these past few years, about the books and blogs my friends sent me, I'm feeling great, now I'm not the inexperienced Mariane who melted at his touch. Now I don't dis
Chap.25 exchange of love Henrico I'm here with Mariane in the hospital, it was a nightmare to see her being taken by helicopter, I was with her but I saw that she didn't even notice my presence there. When I arrived at the hospital I followed her to the operating room, the fear of something happening to her and my daughter was devastating me. I was shaking there, a surreal fear, but soon everything was done and I heard Aguimelia crying. It was a tremendous relief when it was all over, Mariane however was unconscious, but according to the doctor she was fine, finally everything worked out. I stayed with her at the hospital, even though I knew I wouldn't be here for her, my mother came with my father, and they were happy to see their granddaughter, despite the fright. My father ended up punching me, as my mother told me what caused the accident in Mariane's fall. Then Mom, she asked my dad to calm down, for fear he'd get sick, but made a point of saying that if it wasn't for t
Chap.24 exchange of love Mariane Can't understand why he did it? Henrico thinks that if he just decides that he wants to have sex with me again, everything is fine! Not even!... I'm dying of rage at being left here at the door of the mansion, and for sure having gone into the arms of someone else. I actually think that was his plan, but I won't tolerate it any longer, soon I will finally have the marriage contract completed, as I have hired a renowned lawyer here, as money is not the issue for me now. Julia said she would also find something discreet and informal but important to help me break the contract. I'm sorry for Aguinis and Errors, but I won't be able to stay here much longer! My ideal of life and marriage is something calm and happy, with smiles and love. Aguimelia will be loved, I know, and I cannot sacrifice my life for such a marriage! This conversation about not sleeping with anyone doesn't stick at all, I know how insatiable he is. My heart aches as I feel