Chapter Two
Ryan
Her pretty face scrunches up with confusion and what I figure could be anger. “Are you fucking kidding me?”
I hold a hand up, placating. “Hold up Tee, I –”
“Ryan I-is this your idea of a joke?”
“A joke? Whoa,” I give her a lopsided smile, “y’know people would pay good money to be with me yeah?”
She stares at me squarely, a brow arching with a small shake of her head.
My smile drops. “Yeah I probably shouldn’t have said that. Listen Tee, you don’t have to do it if you don’t want to.”
“I don’t w—”
“But I really want you to.”
“What – why would you want me to, Ryan? Why would I even want to date you? You’re with my sister.”
“Not anymore. I was with your sister.”
She shrugs. “Potatoe Potato. Everyone knows y’all still hook up.”
“Tee—”
“Y’all are still into each other, obviously, there’s no way in hell, I’m getting into that. Ciara loves you.”
“That’s kinda my whole point.”
She stares at me for a beat. And then it hit her. She gasps, “Oh my God.”
I try again. “Tee—”
“You want me to fake date you?”
She says it like it’s the worst thing after the fucking civil war. “Just for a week.”
“A whole week?”
“Yeah till the wedding’s over.”
She walks past me to her bedroom and I follow meekly. “What’s going on Ryan.”
She doesn’t look straight at me but I know from the sound of her voice that she’s worried. I step further into the room taking in all the dresses on the bed and the shape of her from behind. She is still slender, though a far cry from the skinny freshman I knew in college, but damn there’s nothing skinny about that ass. The right kind of curvy and plump, accentuating her hips and—
She turns sharply to look at me and catches the look on my face that all too well tells her where my eyes have been. Colour seeps into her cheeks and she looks away. “I’m not going to do it Ryan. For whatever reason, I’m not going to be your…” she searches for the right word, “back up plan.”
“Backup plan?” Has she seen herself in the mirror lately?
“Yes. That’s exactly what this is. You can’t get Ciara so you want to use me to make her jealous?”
“Partially yeah.”
“Partially?”
“Yeah.” She can’t know the other reason. Even I don’t know the other reason. Not yet at least.
“What’s the whole point of this, Ryan? She’s getting married for fuck’s sake let her go.”
“It’s not about getting her back, Tee, it’s about… getting her back.”
She looks at me like I’ve lost it. “What?”
“Getting back at her. She cheated on me, Tee, and my reputation… well you know.” She must’ve obviously seen how the media dragged the scandal when she was found with an almost seventy-year old billionaire right after we were seen together at the Macy’s Thanksgiving Day Parade. It was a blow to me, to my reputation, to my company and that wasn’t even all.
“Yeah right, Ryan, you and your fucked up ego. Like I said, y’all still hookup, I’m not getting into that.”
She is standing on the edge of her bed, facing me and momentarily my eyes drop to the points of her nipples pushing through her small top. I shake my head and prop myself on her messy bed. “We hooked up,” I correct her. “One time. And we were both drunk.”
“How recent was that?”
My eyes drift down to her nipples one more time. For fucks sake I’m acting like a freaking pervert. “A few months ago.”
She catches my wayward stare again and moves to stare out the window with her back to me. She grabs her chestnut hair in one hand and snaps a light band over it to keep it away from her face.
I don’t know why I find that sexy.
“I don’t know about that, Ryan,” she picks up a dress from a small couch and starts folding it over, “Listen, it’s really hard saying no to you—”
“Then don’t.”
“But I’ve gotta.” She turns to look me squarely in my eye, her jaw twitching, “This is Ciara we’re talking about and I don’t need all that attention and hate.”
I return her stare with mine until she blinks and drops her eyelids. “But you do, Tiara.”
“What?”
“You want all the attention.” Standing, I pick up a dress from her bed, and dump it back down. From the looks of it, she’s searching for the right outfit for the wedding and I’ve been complimented more than once for my fashion sense. It was one of the things Ciara loved about me.
“I don’t.”
“You’ve always wanted all the attention, Tee.”
She folds the dress with extra energy, her nostrils flaring slightly. “Now you’re confusing me with Ciara.”
“No one can confuse you with Ciara, Tee.”
She gasps softly drawing my gaze back to her face. I don’t mean it the way she thinks. Ciara is blonde and she is brunette. Ciara is slender in a super-model kinda way and she – used to be skinny – but now she is slender in a hot-as-fuck, I’m-made-to-make-you-want-to-come-all-over-my-face kinda way. No one could confuse that sensuous body with Ciara’s.
But the look on her face says she thinks otherwise. “How dare you, Ryan.”
“I don’t m—”
“I’m sorry I can’t compare to your girlfriend any more than the moon can compare to the fucking sun but you should’ve known that when you showed up on my doorstep.”
“You’ve got some real inferiority complex going bad for you, Tee.”
She points at the door. “And you’ve gotta get out, Ryan.”
I walk to her in two quick strides and grab her elbow so that she is flushed against me. I look down at her, hard. “You want the attention, Tee,” my voice has gone hard too, “you’ve always wanted it. I’m here to give it to you.”
“Ryan,” she whispers, her voice is soft, all traces of anger vanished.
I gaze at her pink face and almost immediately feel her perked up nipples against my chest through my shirt. Suddenly my voice isn’t the only thing that is getting hard.
I step back from her, and she looks away from me. “We both want things. I want to get back at Ciara and you want the attention. We can give each other those things.”
She shakes her head but before she can say anything I continue speaking.
“All those years of being in the shadows. All those years of being the second best. All those years of being invisible, Tee, I’m offering you a chance, not only to share the spotlight, but to take it and to be the spotlight. To be the center of attraction. To get back at Ciara. And what better way of doing that than with someone she used to love? At her own wedding?”
“Where she is supposed to be the spotlight,” she nods slowly.
Seeing an opening, I press on. “She has been the spotlight your whole life, Tee, you can convince yourself otherwise but I know you want a slice of it. Just one week. Then you can go back into your hiding hole. This might turn out to be a great thing for you. Think of what it’ll do for your studio?”
She gapes at me. Of course she doesn’t know I know of her business activities. Last year, she started a photography line which according to sources hasn’t been going… well.
She walks away from me back to the bed, hugging herself slightly. “I don’t know, Ryan.”
“You only have to say yes.”
She looks up at me, her expression vulnerable. “If only it’s as easy as you say.”
“It could be.”
“Ryan—”
“Think about it Tee.”
She looks up at me. “Just one week?”
“One week. Just one week, Tee. And I’ll let you go. I promise.”
She sighs and sits on the bed. “Oh the drama,” her lips quirk a little as she warms to the idea, “she’ll be so fucking mad. Mom too,” she chuckles a little, “oh Ryan, you’ve always been nothing but trouble.”
She smiles as she says the words, then she stands and extends a hand. “Fine, Ryan Shelby. I’ll be your fake girlfriend for one week. For both our benefits.”
I take her soft palm in mine and shake firmly. “Mutual benefits.”
She smiles at me and I hold her gaze because mine is threatening to drop down to her nipples again. I let go of her hand. “I’ll pick you up two days from now. I hope you don’t change your mind before then.”
Chapter ThreeTiaraDid I just agree to date Ryan Shelby?Well not practically date him, ‘fake’ date him, like Ryan Reynolds and Sandra Bullock in The Proposal. How crazy can this be?How crazy can I get?Giving up on the dress hunt, I fold my dresses back into the closet and sprawl on my bed, replaying the last one hour in my head. One hour, that’s all it took for my whole world to turn upside down.Or is it downside up?To be painfully honest, my life is nowhere going where I planned. Not like I planned much. But ever since I started my own studio with Melody, it’s not been as full blown as expected.You’ll think the daughter of Grace Lemptons would encounter more success in New York.My mother grew up in a small hometown in England like a normal child, but from the time she moved to New York, she has always been the center of things, getting more and more famous the more she grew. It has always been her thing, her charisma, another thing Ciara inherited from her and I didn’t. Marry
RyanThe drive to the airport is a silent one.Tiara is unbelievably quiet, staring out the window of the passenger seat as the city of New York whips by, with her hair slightly billowing around her. She turns to my direction once and goes back to staring.“Music?” I ask her after twenty minutes of silence.She blinks, focusing on me as if surprised I’m in the car. “Music.Yeah.”“What do you like?”She gives me a rueful smile and shrugs lightly, using her index fingers to shift the hair from her face. “Same old.”Eyes on the road, I reach out to the infotainment system with my right hand and scroll through a list of songs settling on Alina Baraz’s ‘Electric’.She sends me a grin and I return it. “You still listen to this?”“Not everyone changes, Ryan.”I give her a shrug. “You did.”She bites her lips softly and automatically my gaze is drawn to its lusciousness, my mind replaying the way it felt, plump and willing under mine a few minutes ago.Color creeps up to her cheeks and she dr
TiaraOkay maybe I overreacted a little.Or more than a little.I probably shouldn’t have fired at him like that. Especially since I had no right to. But he had called our kiss ‘nothing’. A kiss that had me reeling from it for over hours. It had not been nothing. At least not for me.I wanted to explain after, maybe even to apologize. I wanted to tell him I didn’t mean to get all riled up and maybe even blame it all on the stress of the trip. But he spent a whole lotta time in the shower, and by the time he came out I was fast asleep.Throughout the entire journey during the flight and the ride to Ocean City, he remained eerily silent. The only times I heard his voice were when he had to take phone calls, otherwise, he was quiet.As we drive, to shift my attention away from his quiet brooding and the imposing presence he cuts behind the wheel I focus on the view of Ocean City landscape, unfolding outside. The city is beautiful, I see why Ciara chose to have her wedding in Maryland. As
Tiara“What on earth are you thinking?” Melody attepmtps to infuse her tone with criticism but she is betrayed by the unmistakable undertone of excitement that bobbles in her voice.“It’s totally nothing, Mel.”“Nothing?” she is slightly taller than me so I have to walk faster to keep up with her steps as we stride down the hallway to the Grand Ballroom, where all the guests are meeting. “You dating Ryan is not nothing. Gurl, he was your sister’s boyfriend.”“'Was’ being the operative word here.”“So what? He dumps her ass and all of a sudden he’s into you?”“Mel, they broke up two years ago, and is it so hard to believe that Ryan can actually want to be with me?” Even I don’t believe it as the words comes out of my mouth.She shrugs her toned shoulders. “Actually nah, I mean you cute and all but babes, this is Ryan. Ryan Shelby. And you don’t want to play with fire. You don’t want to mess with Ciara now do you?”Technically, that’s the whole plan.“We’re just y’know taking things slo
RyanThe suite is empty when I wake up. Quiet, with the distinct scent of roses that is undoubtedly Tiara. Grabbing the wedding itinerary, I go through the list of events. There is a scheduled breakfast martinee that supposedly begun an hour ago, all guests are instructed to come to the oceanfront lawn for brunch. Technically, I’m not a guest but well…I stride back to my room.Yesterday had been great.The look on Ciara’s face when she confronted me. The shock that had everybody frozen. The dinner that didn’t hold.Ciara had stomped away right after the ‘stunt’ we pulled and the dinner had been called off.It couldn’t have gotten any better. The crowd was entranced by us, the perfect scandal. Even I was entranced. Tiara looked good in the light. Why she hadn’t noticed it is still a wonder to me. Not everybody belonged in the shadows and most certainly not someone that looked the way Tiara did in that green dress.It had been a great night. At least right up to the moment when we came
TiaraYou know what’s better than sailing into the sunset?Sailing into the sunset with your best friends.Rich as my family may be, I’ve never been on a yacht cruise. Never had to experience the thrill of sailing across crystal-clear waters, feeling the warm rays of sunset on my skin and the ocean breeze in my hair. Never had to inhale the salty air and feel the ripples in my skin.Just as the ride starts, I stand on the middle deck, looking over the turquoise water, letting it calm my nerves.What a great time to be alive.The yacht is breathtakingly stunning, with a sleek white hull, expansive windows, and three majestic decks.Suddenly I feel a presence behind me, and I whip around to see Ciara there, staring at me, with a smug look in her eyes. I haven’t seen her all day and I wondered if it had anything to do with the scene we pulled yesterday.“What are you doing?” I ask her.She saunters to stand beside me on the deck. “Considering pushing you over that railing,” she says quie
TiaraThe card pings against the card lock of our suite and I all but scramble in.I can feel his gaze pinned to my back with an unnerving intensity as I walk through the sitting area to my designated room, but I don’t turn around not trusting myself to be logical. I don’t know I can hold on to my control if I see that look in his eyes again.“Goodnight, Tee,” I hear his voice behind me and I nod, flushing a bright red as my hand rests on the doorknob.“Goodnight.”Inside, I let out a pent up breath I didn’t know I’ve been holding since we left the yacht. It was crazy reacting to him like that, but what was even crazier was knowing that if he had wanted to take me right then and there, if he had wanted to fuck me senseless on that yacht, I would’ve given in without so much as a shred of resistance.Taken off my clothes, I make a beeline for the bathroom, standing in the hot shower, playing back everything from tonight in my head. What was that about?It’s like whenever he is close to
TiaraMy body screams in protest as he backs away and I want nothing more than to pull him back to me.“We shouldn’t be doing this,” he growls, pinning me under his gaze.Nodding, I pull my hair away from my face. The knot I tied earlier loosened up while we kissed so I tie it back on top of my head.“You’re right,” I agree in a whisper, “this is absolutely wrong.”“It’s crazy.”“It’s erroneous. You should leave.”“I should leave,” he agrees, “It’s only for the best.”None of us move an inch.I cross my legs, in an attempt to stifle my stimulation. His hands clenches and I know he is making an effort at gaining control.“Everything can go wrong,” he explains.“Uh-huh.”“We’ve got to keep our head in the game.”“The game is all that matters.”A second passes, then two.Shaking his head, he mutters, “I am officially a jerk,” then his hand shoots to slide around my waist, pulling my body to his in one quick motion that has my head reeling. I don’t have time to recover before his mouth ta
TiaraBeing Ciara for twenty minutes straight is exhausting.I’ve never blackmailed someone before. Never, in my twenty-three years of living. But I guess it’s true what they say – you make one lie then you’ve got to make a thousand more to keep it standing. Well, in my case – one single act of blackmail to keep it standing.I think back on our conversation as I amble out of the building and the shock on her face replays in my mind’s eye like a snapshot. The shock that rapidly morphed into a flicker of fear, then a flash of anger and finally a desperate look of plea, that lasted a second before igniting back to anger and I know I should gloat over the fact that for the first time in our lives, I’m able to get to my sister and not the other way round.Instead I feel guilty, culpable, like I did something wrong. Something I shouldn’t have. It’s not fair having your deepest secret thrown at you like that.But then again, she did do worse to me in less graceful methods.As much as I hated
Ryan“What’s the other reason?”“What?” I’m a murmuring sleepy mess beside her.“The day you came to my apartment, in New York,” she whispers back, “you said you had two reasons. Getting back at Ciara was only one of them. What's the other one?”“Uh-huh,” We were in my room and as much as I love having her naked form beside me, I prefer when that naked form is not up by two am buzzing with questions.“Come on,” she whispers, her back pressed to my chest, her butt pressed to my dick. “What’s the other reason?”“I’ll tell you,” I pull the covers to her shoulders and kiss her neck softly, “if you let me sleep.”She squirms in protest. “Just tell me already,” her voice sounds very childlike at this moment, it’s hilarious.“Okay,” I mutter, seeing a loophole, “I’ll tell you. Right after you tell me how you ended up making out with Jackson.”She stiffens. “We didn’t make out.”“Mm-Hmm.”“You’re right, it is pretty late, and I’m going to sleep now.”My laugh is a row rumble on her neck as I
TiaraMy sneakers create thumping sounds on the hardwood floor of the hallway as I make my way to Melody’s room. The hotel rooms are situated in a different building from the suites and since most single guests booked rooms, I keep on running into different cousins and relatives that I have to stop and engage in small unnecessary chit-chats with.I just finished chatting with Aunt May, when I feel a shove to my right that projects my whole body to the left, slamming me through an open doorway into a tiny broom closet.Panicked, I whirl around, a scream on my tongue as Ryan closes the door shut behind him, trapping us both inside the broom closet.“Jesus Christ, Ryan!”He looks down at me hard and pins my shoulder to the wall, “Are you blowing me off?”“What are you doing, there are people outside who might hear us?” I whisper, vaguely aware that there are thousands of relatives out there that don’t have to strain to hear us in passing.He gives me a devil-may-care shrug. “I was worrie
TiaraMy phone pings as Ryan’s message pops on my screen;“Call me. I get worried when you’re silent.”It is followed by a message from Melody;“Alone time with Ciara? What was that about? Text me or I’ll believe she dunked your head into the pool.”I ignore both of them and go back to the task at hand; watching the sunset.My father and I always performed this ritual of ‘capturing the sunset’ during the times he had me over and it has evolved into a therapeutic escape for me over the years, a chance to clear my thoughts and calm my nerves. It’s become an outlet for me.The sky is a breathtaking canvas of soft pinks, burnt oranges and gentle purples my gaze is fixed on its beauty as the suns descent paints a serene landscape. “Not long now,” My father’s voice cuts into my thoughts, I turn to see him give last-minute adaptations to his camera.Ciara knows. Somehow, Ciara knows about the secret I’ve been keeping for two years now and she is willing to use it and every other thing with
Tiara“It wasn’t even like that,” Ciara says in a fit of giggles, “he wanted a burrito, who would’ve thought it would be the beef in his diet?”Everyone erupts into a fit of laughter. We skipped the scheduled cultural tour around the resort and in its stead, opted for a louging in the pool, leaving the sightseeing to the older folks.It’s the old college gang back together and we’ve been caught up in a nostalgia-filled time warp reliving our crazy college memories for the past hour.Melody laughed again, her shoulders jerking. “Y’all know how much Tiara loved her bagels, well there was this one time,” I swat her arm, in an attempt to make her stop, but she ducks and continues anyway “we bought a bagel and some bird snatched it up,” she doubles over in laughter before she says the next words, “y’all should’ve seen her skinny ass chasing a bird all over the garden.”Everybody, - including Ciara - disintegrates into a series of laughter and I fake a glare at each of them. “In my defense
Tiara“Brighten up a little,” my mom commands, “there are cameras everywhere and you look like you’re about to have a constipation.”I plaster a thin smile. “This is about as good as it can get, mom,” I tell her, forking through my food at the informal dinner, not really eating anything.The restaurant is great, with a sleek upscale vibe and understated luxury and the food, looks – and smells – great. But all my appetites have disappeared inexplicably.“It’s got to do with the Shelby boy doesn’t it?” she queries, “he’s dreamy, Tiara, he’s rich, he is too good-looking for his own good, but those are not the kind of guys you go for. Now, he is trouble.”I stare at her dryly. “Uh-huh. Thanks for the relationship advice.”“It doesn’t have to be this way,” she pats her blond hair to keep it in place, smiling at the camera as a photographer passes in front of us. I’m scowling before I even register the camera so I’m positive I’ve destroyed her perfect picture. Good.Hoping to steer her atte
Ryan“… and I knew, man, something was off. I could smell it, literally. She had his junk liquid all over her, and she smelt like him. Hell, even when I kissed her she tasted like him.”I am stuck in a ‘bro’ conversation with a bunch of the groomsmen together with Jackson, listening to some guy that looks a lot like a frat guy relaiyng his breakup story to us. His last sentence has all of us staring at him wide-eyed.Tony is the one that speaks first. breaking the shocked silence. “Tasted like him?”“Yeah bro,” frat guy swings his beer, “it sucked. A lot. Never trust a woman.”“Dude, if you knew what he tasted like then don’t you think that maybe you were the problem in your relationship,” Jackson mocks.Frat guy shakes his head. “Nah bro. He was my bro, and she did him all over.”Tony snickers and taps his shoulder. “So what? You off women now?”“Yeah bro,” frat guy shrugs, “I’m never gonna see a girl and say – dang it she is hot!”Perplexed, I glance at him and see that he has total
TiaraI wake up with a goofy grin on my face.I don’t even realize it till I’m standing in the bathroom mirror, staring back at my smiley reflection. I mentally slap myself, wiping the grin off my face. It’s not like it’s the first time I’ve had sex.But to be fair, it is the first time I’m having that kind of sex.The kind that makes you want to combust into a thousand different particles of heat and never come back.Picking up my toothbrush, I look back to my reflection and –And my brows shoots up together in mild shock.My hand automatically flies to my neck, running my fingers across the red-almost-purple bite marks that are a sharp contrast to my pale skin.I gasp loudly. I have a hickey! Make that two hickeys. Oh wait… I turn my neck further… three hickeys!All those biting and sucking yesterday… I should’ve known that’ll leave a mark. I catch the grin spreading on my face in my reflection and I immediately wipe it off.I shouldn’t feel this good about this. But it’s hard not t
RyanHer hair is a soft tangle, splaying and fanning out wildly across the pillow. I watch as the first lights of dawn dances across her face, illuminating the gentle rise and fall of her chest with each peaceful breath.I’ve watched her sleep before, all those nights we spent as friends in her dorm room when she slept either with a pen in her hand or sprawled against a bunch of textbooks.But watching her now is different. Which is as well because we never had sex during those freshman year days. Watching her, it’s like I don’t want to stop, it’s like if I watch her long enough then I can delay the reality of what just happened from hitting me.I slept with Tiara. Despite every shred of common sense telling me to walk away, I couldn’t stop myself. It’ll be better for me if I had some kind of regret or guilt, at least that’ll make me feel less of a jerk. A sign that I’m not completely devoid of conscience – and that thought alone might just spare me from feeling like a total monster.