Please don't kill me🙈…Ava's past will be revealed in the next chapter. Bye,🥰
Nine years ago, My phone pings with a new notification, waking me up from yet another restless sleep. For some reason, I haven’t been able to sleep well for the past two years. Part of me thinks it’s because of Rowan. That my heart and head aren’t at peace because he isn’t near me anymore. My rest
“She said that she wasn’t ready. That she wants to focus on school first. Why didn’t she want to marry me? Doesn’t she love me?” He asks, his voice full of hurt and pain. I didn’t know what to say. Part of me was glad she turned him down, while the other hurt on his behalf because I could see that
I look at him and push away my pain. He looked like he needed someone, so I walk to him and place my hand on his shoulder. Trying to give him comfort. Instead, he reacts violently. He pushes me so forcefully that I fall. “Don’t fucking touch you, bitch!” he roars, anger and bitterness radiating of
Two months later. I stare at the pregnancy test in fear. Watching as slowly the line doubles indicating I was in deed pregnant. Wanting it to be wrong, I take another but it shows the same thing. I was pregnant with Rowan’s baby. Life these past few months have been hell. I became the pariah not
There wasn’t any other way out except through the window. Taking a chair, I hit the glass and break it. I push the planks that had been used to bar it until they give way. I push my suitcase through the window and it falls over. Like I said, I was in the furthest room of the house, so the commotion
Present day. “So you see, they have a reason to hate me…I ruined their love” I mutter as tears fill my eyes. It’s always painful for me to go down memory lane. I was naïve and foolish. Thinking that I could make him love me after I literally ruined his life. Nine years later and I’m still paying t
The warm light on my face wakes me up. At first, I’m confused as to how I ended up in my room, but then the heavy hand around my waist brings back memories of what happened. I start to internally panic so much that I’m afraid I’ll wake Ethan up. I didn’t want him up now. Not when I was having a ner
I just didn’t understand. Why now? What did they wish to gain from it? “Your forgiveness?” the same voice whispers. Forgiveness. Such a simple word, yet so complicated. How can I give them that when they didn’t give it to me? How can I forgive them when they broke me? How am I supposed to let it