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Chapter: 19

Author: Butterflydiva23
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Butterfly POV:

Since the rape my life had change, I became silent, when I’m at school I never wanted to take part in any activities. I even alienated myself from my friends, staying to myself all the time. When I get home, I go straight to my room, avoiding Barry. I lock my doors, and barricade it with my dresser, then I close the curtains, sitting on my bed I’m thinking how I lock myself up from the outside world.

With these four walls I created my world, a world that was full of fear. In my world Barry is a monster who had no heart, that only brings pain and misery. For a few weeks I was doing good keeping the monster away from me until one afternoon I came out of my room to head to the bathroom. Then suddenly out of nowhere the monster strike grabbing me from behind.

This time he took me into my mother room, again I try to fight him off of me, I fail miserably. He got what he wanted and let me go, after that I felt numb that the pain that I once no longer exist. The wors
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