(Karis's pov) After laying in bed, I could not bring myself to sleep. There were so many things on my mind. I was thinking about Bertha and how she had been this past year. I had cut contact with everyone and even refused to ask Skyler how they were doing. I just wanted to focus on myself and Valeria. Nights like this I really could not help but wonder how Xander was doing. If he finally had the dream family he wanted with Emma, but I doubt they were married. There was no way Xander De Marco had gotten married after his first wife 'death', and it hadn't made headlines. The clock was ticking slowly as the night grew longer, it was always hard to sleep. I groaned and got on my feet to make my way to my dressing drawer. I searched inside for a pill bottle. After making sure it was the right bottle, I opened the container and then popped two pills into my mouth. There was a bottle of room-temperature water I always kept there. My insomnia was getting worse with
(Xander's pov) They say time is a measure of the passage of events, and a lot of events happened over the course of 4 years. I had successfully brought the De Marco family to the Pinnacle. I was great at my job and had a lot of accomplishments over the years but something was missing. I walked towards the tombstones that were next to each and my heart squeezed seeing the names etched on it. They were two girls who meant so much to me but were taken away by the cold hand of death. Looking at the tombstone bearing the name Alessia De Marco and the next one by its side, Karis De Marco Nee Reynolds. Despite how much time had passed, the feeling of guilt I felt never left me. They both died because of me. I was always the one who ruined whatever I valued dearly. "It's been four years already, Karis, and I wonder if you have forgiven me yet, but I guess you can never forgive a scum bag like me," I said bitterly. There was no way she could forgive me. Instead of
(Xander's pov) The cold autumn breeze carrying the lavender scent left me puzzled. I didn't know if I would consider it to be a sign or not. It must be my brain playing games with me that's the only possible reason. She could never forgive me the same way I would never think of redemption. Our fate was unfortunate. A single event changed the course of our lives. Maybe she was right, we were never meant to be together. I always declared how I was ready to defy whatever fate had installed, but death was something I never imagined. I reached out for the hankie in my pocket and wiped off the dirt on my hands before putting on my gloves. The graveyard was quiet and private, located in the depths of the woods on the De Marco property. The walk back to the mansion was quiet with the only thing in my ears were my thoughts. Glancing around the trees, a faint distant memory resurfaced in my mind of the night I chased her through here. Those were good memories I
(Karis's pov) Talk about your old demons hunting you; plans to spend the day with Valeria were cancelled immediately after I discovered that Sky Link lost a major deal to Van Diaz. It was meant to be a big partnership. I had been working tooth and tooth for, and then Xander suddenly showed up one day and snatched it from my hands. It was not like he knew that I was the CEO of Sky Link, but it still felt like he was targeting me. Sky Link started as a jewellery brand, but due to my ambitions, I had been able to expand to different sectors by buying off several companies, and now it was big and, at least, strong enough to compete with Van Diaz. Unfortunately, Van Diaz was an old name that Xander was using to his advantage. He can smile now while he can, but soon, the smile on his face will disappear once I have Van Diaz under my feet, but that will come later. For now, I have to focus on the lunch appointment I would be having with the company that left us fo
(Karis's POV) It felt like my world froze, and everything became bright immediately after I saw a single word, ' positive' on the pregnancy test results with tears welling up in my eyes. "This is not a dream." My voice broke as I spoke. "Congrats, ma'am, you are three weeks pregnant." The doctor congratulated me. I was unable to hold it anymore and immediately burst into tears. They were tears of joy; after five long years of being called barren, I was finally able to conceive. I was so excited by the news my ears turned deaf to anything other thing the doctor said. I just waited for him to dismiss me before rushing out of the hospital. Suddenly everything thing seemed brighter. I was so happy that my emotions were all over the place, laughing and crying at the same time. On my way home, I kept thinking about how to share the good news with my husband, with multiple ideas popping up in my head. Tomorrow is Xander birthday, so I decided to get an early birthday present for him a
(Karis's pov) My head was spinning and it took a while for me to realize what was happening. A second ago, I was in the middle of the road about to be crushed by a car, and the next second, I appeared in the dressing room on my wedding day. I would have thought it was a dream or a joke but I could feel Bertha hold on my wrist. Was I being reborn to have a second chance in life? I stopped moving as I came to the realization. Bertha turned back at me, surprised why I stopped; her eyes went wide, stunned because my eyes were blurry with unshed tears. I felt like crying, remembering everything that happened in my past, which might repeat itself in the future. "Karis, Are you crying? Please don't cry today should be your happiest. I can't believe you are finally married to Xander, your long-time crush." Bertha said in a calm voice caressing my hand. "I can't help it." I sniffed, hugging Bertha; it had been ages since I saw her because Bertha died in the past. She wa
(Karis's pov) My heart skipped a beat, feeling Xander's hands around my waist in a protective way. Even the way his voice sounded in my ears made me shiver. I was stunned that Xander stepped in between me and Skyler because he had never done something like this in our past life. He was never protective of me, and I knew secretly it was because he resented me because of our arranged marriage. Xander was forced to marry me because of a promise his mother made to my dead mother. It was funny to realize I came between him and his true love Emma. ' What was he trying to do here? ' After all, he should not give a fuck about me or who I speak to. He should run ahead to his crying lover and not me. If this was the former me, butterflies would have been in my stomach, yearning for the touch of the man I loved and chased for years, but his touch didn't feel the same anymore. "What if I can't do that Mr De Marco? You have a beautiful wife here, and it is tempting and hard to
(Xander's POV) Karis was left speechless, her mouth parted and closed as if searching for the words to reply to me. I could not point my fingers at exactly what it was, but after when she stormed out of the hall because of Emma's provocation, it seemed like she was a different person. Her eyes, which were always filled with admiration, were dull. I was still finding it hard to believe she had run away from me. What the hell was going through her mind? She used to be a naive open book I could easily read, but now I had no idea what she was thinking. The lady underneath me was different from the little girl I grew up with, who kept pestering me everywhere. The shock in her eyes disappeared and was replaced with a mischievous look. "Who said I belong to you, Xander?" She snickered at me. I didn't like the tone in which she spoke, how dare she suddenly behave like she didn't love me after we were married due to her obsession. "Repeat what you just said Karis and I
(Karis's pov) Talk about your old demons hunting you; plans to spend the day with Valeria were cancelled immediately after I discovered that Sky Link lost a major deal to Van Diaz. It was meant to be a big partnership. I had been working tooth and tooth for, and then Xander suddenly showed up one day and snatched it from my hands. It was not like he knew that I was the CEO of Sky Link, but it still felt like he was targeting me. Sky Link started as a jewellery brand, but due to my ambitions, I had been able to expand to different sectors by buying off several companies, and now it was big and, at least, strong enough to compete with Van Diaz. Unfortunately, Van Diaz was an old name that Xander was using to his advantage. He can smile now while he can, but soon, the smile on his face will disappear once I have Van Diaz under my feet, but that will come later. For now, I have to focus on the lunch appointment I would be having with the company that left us fo
(Xander's pov) The cold autumn breeze carrying the lavender scent left me puzzled. I didn't know if I would consider it to be a sign or not. It must be my brain playing games with me that's the only possible reason. She could never forgive me the same way I would never think of redemption. Our fate was unfortunate. A single event changed the course of our lives. Maybe she was right, we were never meant to be together. I always declared how I was ready to defy whatever fate had installed, but death was something I never imagined. I reached out for the hankie in my pocket and wiped off the dirt on my hands before putting on my gloves. The graveyard was quiet and private, located in the depths of the woods on the De Marco property. The walk back to the mansion was quiet with the only thing in my ears were my thoughts. Glancing around the trees, a faint distant memory resurfaced in my mind of the night I chased her through here. Those were good memories I
(Xander's pov) They say time is a measure of the passage of events, and a lot of events happened over the course of 4 years. I had successfully brought the De Marco family to the Pinnacle. I was great at my job and had a lot of accomplishments over the years but something was missing. I walked towards the tombstones that were next to each and my heart squeezed seeing the names etched on it. They were two girls who meant so much to me but were taken away by the cold hand of death. Looking at the tombstone bearing the name Alessia De Marco and the next one by its side, Karis De Marco Nee Reynolds. Despite how much time had passed, the feeling of guilt I felt never left me. They both died because of me. I was always the one who ruined whatever I valued dearly. "It's been four years already, Karis, and I wonder if you have forgiven me yet, but I guess you can never forgive a scum bag like me," I said bitterly. There was no way she could forgive me. Instead of
(Karis's pov) After laying in bed, I could not bring myself to sleep. There were so many things on my mind. I was thinking about Bertha and how she had been this past year. I had cut contact with everyone and even refused to ask Skyler how they were doing. I just wanted to focus on myself and Valeria. Nights like this I really could not help but wonder how Xander was doing. If he finally had the dream family he wanted with Emma, but I doubt they were married. There was no way Xander De Marco had gotten married after his first wife 'death', and it hadn't made headlines. The clock was ticking slowly as the night grew longer, it was always hard to sleep. I groaned and got on my feet to make my way to my dressing drawer. I searched inside for a pill bottle. After making sure it was the right bottle, I opened the container and then popped two pills into my mouth. There was a bottle of room-temperature water I always kept there. My insomnia was getting worse with
(Karis's pov) I stayed by Valeria's side until her breath was even and I was sure she was deep asleep. I still could not believe how fast she had grown just yesterday. I could remember how scared I was when she came into the world earlier than expected, and now she will be turning Five in a couple of months. Valeria was a perfect combination of me and Xander's features, she had my chestnut hair and his grey eyes. She was spontaneous and cheerful like me but secretly scheming like Xander. Despite the fact she reminded me of Xander and my past it didn't make me love her any less. She was my all, and I am ready to do whatever it takes to give her the future she deserves, my little angel. My lips placed a soft kiss on her forehead and I adjusted the bed covers to make sure she was properly covered. It was in the late autumn and winter might start any day from now. After making sure she was cozy enough, I walked to her room's window to shut it and cover the curtains bef
(Karis's pov) The car arrived at my comfortable home in one of the most secure environments in Paris. This was Skyler's place, but I saw no need to move out since Skyler was barely around. Valeria loved spending time with him whenever he was around. Immediately, the car packed; I pulled off my heels and ran inside; the well-being of my angel was the most important thing to me. Immediately I got inside the house, I was confused as to why it was so dark, but I didn't dwell much on it. I ran towards the stairs, but I was barely two steps up when the lights were switched on, and I heard a cheerful voice from behind me. "Surprise!!!!" It was a cute girl with chestnut hair and grey eyes running towards me. My brows furrowed as she ran into my arms. She was holding a bouquet. "I thought you said you had a tummy ache." I narrowed my eyes on Valeria. She was never the type to lie about her health. "It was a lie," she grinned at me; I wondered who was teaching my angel to
(Karis's pov) Bertha's speech made me emotional, I never expected she would dedicate such an award to me. The feeling of guilt started to trouble me because since the day of that plane crash three years ago, I had never made any contact with her, but she held me in her heart. The fashion icon award was for clothing item designers, which I was not in the category of. Although I had a clothing line, they were mainly designed by my employees. Once in a while, I designed a few dresses, but it was never my thing. My main category was the royal jeweller which was to be announced after the fashion icon award. Another important personality was called to the stage to announce the results.."the winner of the royal jeweller awards is...." The person drawled. "Even without opening this envelope, we know without a doubt the winner is Esmeralda from Sky Link." My industry name and the spotlight shown on me. A proud smile got on my smile and I graciously made my way to
(Karis's pov) Four years later I was surprised at how fast time had already passed by; I could remember my welding night like it was yesterday, but so much had changed since that day. I sat back in the back seat of the Royce Roy as it drove into the Louvre Museum, where today's event would be held. So much had happened during these past years that Karis Reynolds, who fled from her husband, was no longer the one the world knows today. "Ma'am we have arrived," the driver informed me. I subtly nodded then he drove in line to the beginning of the red carpet. The car doors opened and I emerged wearing an iconic green dress everyone knows as my signature attire. "Madam Esmeralda has arrived," one of the paparazzi screamed and so many cameras started to flash before me. My chestnut was styled and held up while I had a black shade on my face that I always wore to public events and my iconic red lipstick. That was how the world knew Madam Esmeralda, the owner of Sky
(Xander's pov) I heard the baby's cry from a distance. It had been a week since Emma gave birth, and after being slapped by reality so hard, there was no way of escaping. He was my son. 4 DNA tests and not even one came out negative. I begged secretly and wished for it so badly as a means of validation that I didn't cheat on Karis but 4 DNA tests can't be lying. Kyle even ran one, and I didn't want to believe it. The last time I was here was because of Karis. Now, I was family home to see her sister's son. ' Xander you are a scumbag.' I scoffed at myself. That day after Emma gave birth I didn't go to see her. She begged and cried over the phone and even went as far as going to the estate, but the gate was closed for her. My instructions were simple: I wouldn't see her until the baby's test results were out. The rain was pouring heavily, and I didn't bat an eye to see her and had to call Mum to drag her away. Everyone started calling me heartless, then after, which was funny