I walked inside my bedroom with slow and painful steps. Feeling restlessness and anxiety, I took out a small piece of jewelry, our wedding ring. I wasn't allowed to put it on in front of him. Because this ring was identical to the original he bought for Evelyn.
My chest felt tightened with each second passing by. I couldn't imagine what he was doing. Did he hug her? Kiss her? Tell her that he missed her? It was normal since he had been waiting for her. However... Why does it hurt so much? In certain ways, I was the one to blame that I broke the third rule by falling in love with him. The most important rule of the contract... Never fall in love with each other. But why is Evelyn back? Why now? That question lingered. Evelyn was supposed to be married to a Beta in another Pack. From Butler and others I learnt that she was the one who suddenly broke up with Alessandro and decided to marry someone else with no explanation. Since he didn't get closure, he thought his fated mate might appear and she would force him to accept her. So, to secure the position of his wife for Evelyn, he needed someone who could be the perfect placeholder. Three years ago, we met in the café and he witnessed the loan shark harassing me. That was when he gave me the most tempting offer. Be his replacement wife and act like his first love and he would pay the money. Honestly it was the best offer at that time. A place to rest my back, three meals without worrying about wasting money on food and no constant fear of being sold to another pack as a human slave by those terrifying people , felt like a heaven compared to acting like a different woman. At first I thought it didn't feel bad. Dying my hair to Ginger red, putting colorful lenses and forgetting the hobbies that I couldn't enjoy previously wasn't a big deal. But the more time passed, the better I got to know about Alessandro, I started feeling suffocating. Each night whenever he was with me, he would call me Evelyn. It felt like I was selling my body to the Man I gradually started falling for. But I can't blame him for this, can I? Everything that happened to me was thanks to the contract. We had a very clear contract. So, I couldn't blame him. He didn't lie, he didn't give me hope. He was clear about what he wanted from me from the beginning. But it was me who started daydreaming of him. A wishful thinking knowing that he was never mine from the beginning. " Ms Scarlet!" Butler's voice rang behind the door. I hurriedly hid the wedding ring and fixed my clothes. Wiping the tears, I took a deep breath and walked to the door. " Yes?" I opened the door. But Butler's nervous expression hinted that something was off. " What happened?" " Well, Master said, Ms Evelyn will stay tonight. He wants you to move to the penthouse! He doesn't want your present in this house for a while!" I was beyond shocked. My body moved on its own backwards. He wanted me to be gone at this hour? My chest felt shrieking with pain and agony. He didn't even reconsider the situation. Didn't even think about whether it was okay to ask me to leave at the hour. Well, I didn't expect much but at least as his wife for three years, he could have at least... At least told me to stay tonight and leave tomorrow morning. But how could I demand that privilege? Not to mention that, the most important clause of the contract was... The wedding will be invalid within three weeks when Evelyn returns. So I should have grasped the situation immediately. " I see. Can I still use the car?" I asked, heading towards the closet. I took a deep breath avoiding my pain. It shouldn't be hard, right? " Miss. If you leave... How can we contact the healer who has been helping Master with his insomnia? Also he has been liking the food you have prepared. Not to mention his Wolf becomes weak without your food!" Carl asked with hesitation. Maybe wondering whether it was okay to demand such a thing when I was forced to leave at this hour.. I smiled bitterly. Although I was a human, my relatives were experts in foods and medicines. They were well known as headers and chefs. So, apparently to survive, my kind relatives taught me lots of things from time to time. When I learned that Alessandro was unable to fall asleep and he barely ate anything after Evelyn left, I couldn't help but cook something for him in secret. Alessandro hated everything that didn't reflect Evelyn's personality, including cooking and painting. So, I took those tasks as my secret mission — Out of gratitude and love. About the medicine, I lied to everyone. I didn't need someone to make some potions for his insomnia. Some herbs that were available in the garden was enough to prepare the tea for him. " Don't worry. I will prepare the meals and medicines and send them here. Also, I think you should find a good healer and chef. My time is limited now!" The last sentence left a bitter taste in my mouth. In the last three years, it has been my house. I knew that one day I would have to leave. But this was surprisingly painful. " Hope he will finally be happy!" I chuckled bitterly, feeling my throat burning with sadness. " I am happy for him. She finally returned!" Carl said nothing. He kept helping me around. When I first came here. The other servants looked down on me. Because I was a human, they kept assuming that I was a prostitute and I was here for money. Although It was true that I was here for money, it stung when they labelled me as a prostitute. But Carl was there, like a father figure, defending me and warning everyone that he would send them to the royal guard for insulting the members of the Alpha family and questioning their Master's decisions. I was grateful... I will always be.While butler was helping me to gather my things, I put off the eye lens. My natural eyes that I had been hiding since I was a kid finally got exposed in front of the butler. A soft gasped echoed in the room. I turned towards Butler's direction when Butler approached me a bit closely. " Miss. Are those your real eyes?" He sounded like he saw something unimaginable. His mouth was opened with mixed emotions. My face turned pale. Usually I didn't let anyone see my eyes. They're the rarest. Usually Blue, Golden and Brown eyes are common here. Alessandro's eye color was magical. When his color changed like the season. His eyes stayed brownish golden when he was calm. But when he got excited or angry, his eyes turned Golden like a Burning flame. " Oh! Yeah. Are they weird? Sorry. I got it from my mother. A drop of blue in the center of silver eyes. I don't like them actually!" I chuckled while checking my eyes. Those eyes that made my life hell. I put the dark brown lenses on my
I was too shocked to utter a word when Evelyn came towards me and her eyes scanned me as if she was trying to check some products in the mall. Before I could react, her hand reached my neck, removing the strand of hair from my shoulder. " Oh!" She gasped as if she saw something horrifying. Did she notice the hickeys? No. I had already covered them with concealer. " Alessandro!" She turned to Alessandro who had that grim expression. " Luna Simmons said you have been married for three years and still didn't mark your wife? You know this is torture for a wolf. You should mark her!" Her tone was fluffy, adorable but her eyes on me. Maybe I was jealous or her or I didn't like her. But her gaze on me looked like she was looking down on me and happy to see me unmarked. My eyes widened when she rubbed my neck with a smirk on her face and said, " You should mark her, Alessandro. Such a beautiful wife you found in my place!" She was saying one thing but her smile was carrying anot
" Master will find out that you have been cooking for him. What are you going to do?" The Chef, A decent Wolf, Carol asked before passing me the cheese and onion. Since I had been hiding the fact that I cooked his meals, he might recognize. But who cared? I did no longer had to act like her anyway. I smiled, shaking my head as I felt something inside my stomach. I couldn't stand the smell for some reason. " I will cook something that is from the northern fortress. They use more spice than the other regions!" I explained while placing the mozzarella aside. The moment I cracked an egg open, the distinct scent stirred my stomach and my hand immediately reached my mouth. "Ms Scarlet! Are you alright?" She asked, patting my back. " What's wrong?" " I am fine! It's just... I hate the scent of Greasy food!" I tried to laugh but Carol's words caught me off guard. " Miss. Please pardon me if I cross my line. But I have been noticing your diet and your body reaction. Are you by cha
"Make some mango sorbet for her!" Alessandro's voice kept ringing in my head since I started cooking for Evelyn. Even Carl was shocked when Evelyn kept rejecting all the food I cooked for her and kept whining to Alessandro.The entire kitchen counter was filled with unfinished dishes that she didn't even touch once. However, to make her happy, Alessandro kept pestering me to cook for them.The more I stayed near the kitchen, cooking food, the worse my nausea turned.After preparing the sorbet, I walked into the dining room once again. My ankles were hurting after wearing high heels. My time to act like Evelyn had finished, but I forgot to take them off, out of habit."Here is the sorbet!" I placed the bowl on the table, watching Alessandro's warm expression that was only for his first love.It felt like a cliché movie, watching another person's life. However, it was a bit heartbreaking that he would rather wait for her than move on."Finally!" She looked at me, her smirk deepening. "O
My chest tightened, tears fighting to escape. Alessandro's demeanor had changed, turning more ruthless by the second. Evelyn's words had pushed him to the brink. She was clearly flaunting about her mate, clearly unbothered by her actions five years ago. Alessandro got no one but me to vent his frustration. He hadn't been joking when he said he would drag me out if I was pregnant. The coldness in his eyes, the mercilessness in his voice—none of it had been a lie.Slowly, I shut the door behind me and grabbed the pregnancy kit from the counter. My fingers trembled as I stared at it, my mind spiraling with every possibility. If I was pregnant, he would force me to get an abortion. If I wasn't... I would be safe. But deep down, I knew that either way, I was already broken. A part of me desperately wished I was pregnant. A child of my own blood and flesh could be the reason to keep going in this lonely world.But reality was cruel. I decided to check anyway, to find out the truth I was
Mauve Scarlet, The wind brushed past my face, as my ginger red hair danced over my shoulders. Nibbling the pencil, I watched the black swan, swimming in the lake all alone. The small waves around it made me smile despite the turmoil in my mind. The swan was alone but at least it was free. It didn't need to give away its identity and freedom in exchange for money. Painting and sketching is my hobby. But after the marriage to Alessandro, my dream has turned into a wishful dream for a long time. "Mistress! Master has returned. He is wishing your presence in his study!" Grace, the head maid calmly notified, keeping a certain distance from me. Her eyes flickered to the sketch before lowering her gaze with a swift, rehearsed move. She tucked her hair behind her ear as the wind blew past her strongly. "Thank you for informing me!" I politely nodded and started gathering my stuff. "Let me do it!" Grace grabbed everything and gave an awkward smile, "It will be best if Master does
After another torturous moment of pleasure and pain, Alessandro got up and walked towards the bathroom. I remained in the bed, trying to forget the pain or rather I should say that I was trying to avoid the pain in my body, while reaching out to the nightstand. "Tomorrow is our three year anniversary!" I said calmly, holding the invitation card from his family. Despite being in pain, I needed to do what I was supposed to do. Obeying his orders and acting like his wife when I was nothing but a placeholder in his eyes were my job. Slowly I got up. The first thing I did was to put some concealer on my neck and collarbone. Although I wasn't marked, I couldn't show people those hickeys. Alessandro hated it. "So what? Are you trying to get some sort of special attention from me?" He asked in disdain. "I dare not!" I muttered, lowering my gaze, "Your parents sent a formal invitation card to join them in a lavish party. Cruise Party precisely! They're expecting both of us to atte
My chest tightened, tears fighting to escape. Alessandro's demeanor had changed, turning more ruthless by the second. Evelyn's words had pushed him to the brink. She was clearly flaunting about her mate, clearly unbothered by her actions five years ago. Alessandro got no one but me to vent his frustration. He hadn't been joking when he said he would drag me out if I was pregnant. The coldness in his eyes, the mercilessness in his voice—none of it had been a lie.Slowly, I shut the door behind me and grabbed the pregnancy kit from the counter. My fingers trembled as I stared at it, my mind spiraling with every possibility. If I was pregnant, he would force me to get an abortion. If I wasn't... I would be safe. But deep down, I knew that either way, I was already broken. A part of me desperately wished I was pregnant. A child of my own blood and flesh could be the reason to keep going in this lonely world.But reality was cruel. I decided to check anyway, to find out the truth I was
"Make some mango sorbet for her!" Alessandro's voice kept ringing in my head since I started cooking for Evelyn. Even Carl was shocked when Evelyn kept rejecting all the food I cooked for her and kept whining to Alessandro.The entire kitchen counter was filled with unfinished dishes that she didn't even touch once. However, to make her happy, Alessandro kept pestering me to cook for them.The more I stayed near the kitchen, cooking food, the worse my nausea turned.After preparing the sorbet, I walked into the dining room once again. My ankles were hurting after wearing high heels. My time to act like Evelyn had finished, but I forgot to take them off, out of habit."Here is the sorbet!" I placed the bowl on the table, watching Alessandro's warm expression that was only for his first love.It felt like a cliché movie, watching another person's life. However, it was a bit heartbreaking that he would rather wait for her than move on."Finally!" She looked at me, her smirk deepening. "O
" Master will find out that you have been cooking for him. What are you going to do?" The Chef, A decent Wolf, Carol asked before passing me the cheese and onion. Since I had been hiding the fact that I cooked his meals, he might recognize. But who cared? I did no longer had to act like her anyway. I smiled, shaking my head as I felt something inside my stomach. I couldn't stand the smell for some reason. " I will cook something that is from the northern fortress. They use more spice than the other regions!" I explained while placing the mozzarella aside. The moment I cracked an egg open, the distinct scent stirred my stomach and my hand immediately reached my mouth. "Ms Scarlet! Are you alright?" She asked, patting my back. " What's wrong?" " I am fine! It's just... I hate the scent of Greasy food!" I tried to laugh but Carol's words caught me off guard. " Miss. Please pardon me if I cross my line. But I have been noticing your diet and your body reaction. Are you by cha
I was too shocked to utter a word when Evelyn came towards me and her eyes scanned me as if she was trying to check some products in the mall. Before I could react, her hand reached my neck, removing the strand of hair from my shoulder. " Oh!" She gasped as if she saw something horrifying. Did she notice the hickeys? No. I had already covered them with concealer. " Alessandro!" She turned to Alessandro who had that grim expression. " Luna Simmons said you have been married for three years and still didn't mark your wife? You know this is torture for a wolf. You should mark her!" Her tone was fluffy, adorable but her eyes on me. Maybe I was jealous or her or I didn't like her. But her gaze on me looked like she was looking down on me and happy to see me unmarked. My eyes widened when she rubbed my neck with a smirk on her face and said, " You should mark her, Alessandro. Such a beautiful wife you found in my place!" She was saying one thing but her smile was carrying anot
While butler was helping me to gather my things, I put off the eye lens. My natural eyes that I had been hiding since I was a kid finally got exposed in front of the butler. A soft gasped echoed in the room. I turned towards Butler's direction when Butler approached me a bit closely. " Miss. Are those your real eyes?" He sounded like he saw something unimaginable. His mouth was opened with mixed emotions. My face turned pale. Usually I didn't let anyone see my eyes. They're the rarest. Usually Blue, Golden and Brown eyes are common here. Alessandro's eye color was magical. When his color changed like the season. His eyes stayed brownish golden when he was calm. But when he got excited or angry, his eyes turned Golden like a Burning flame. " Oh! Yeah. Are they weird? Sorry. I got it from my mother. A drop of blue in the center of silver eyes. I don't like them actually!" I chuckled while checking my eyes. Those eyes that made my life hell. I put the dark brown lenses on my
I walked inside my bedroom with slow and painful steps. Feeling restlessness and anxiety, I took out a small piece of jewelry, our wedding ring. I wasn't allowed to put it on in front of him. Because this ring was identical to the original he bought for Evelyn. My chest felt tightened with each second passing by. I couldn't imagine what he was doing. Did he hug her? Kiss her? Tell her that he missed her? It was normal since he had been waiting for her. However... Why does it hurt so much? In certain ways, I was the one to blame that I broke the third rule by falling in love with him. The most important rule of the contract... Never fall in love with each other. But why is Evelyn back? Why now? That question lingered. Evelyn was supposed to be married to a Beta in another Pack. From Butler and others I learnt that she was the one who suddenly broke up with Alessandro and decided to marry someone else with no explanation. Since he didn't get closure, he thought his fated
After another torturous moment of pleasure and pain, Alessandro got up and walked towards the bathroom. I remained in the bed, trying to forget the pain or rather I should say that I was trying to avoid the pain in my body, while reaching out to the nightstand. "Tomorrow is our three year anniversary!" I said calmly, holding the invitation card from his family. Despite being in pain, I needed to do what I was supposed to do. Obeying his orders and acting like his wife when I was nothing but a placeholder in his eyes were my job. Slowly I got up. The first thing I did was to put some concealer on my neck and collarbone. Although I wasn't marked, I couldn't show people those hickeys. Alessandro hated it. "So what? Are you trying to get some sort of special attention from me?" He asked in disdain. "I dare not!" I muttered, lowering my gaze, "Your parents sent a formal invitation card to join them in a lavish party. Cruise Party precisely! They're expecting both of us to atte
Mauve Scarlet, The wind brushed past my face, as my ginger red hair danced over my shoulders. Nibbling the pencil, I watched the black swan, swimming in the lake all alone. The small waves around it made me smile despite the turmoil in my mind. The swan was alone but at least it was free. It didn't need to give away its identity and freedom in exchange for money. Painting and sketching is my hobby. But after the marriage to Alessandro, my dream has turned into a wishful dream for a long time. "Mistress! Master has returned. He is wishing your presence in his study!" Grace, the head maid calmly notified, keeping a certain distance from me. Her eyes flickered to the sketch before lowering her gaze with a swift, rehearsed move. She tucked her hair behind her ear as the wind blew past her strongly. "Thank you for informing me!" I politely nodded and started gathering my stuff. "Let me do it!" Grace grabbed everything and gave an awkward smile, "It will be best if Master does