ANYA'S POV
I listen quietly, trying to understand what had woken me up. I had been deep in the throes of a nightmare when suddenly a loud sound effectively woke me up from sleep.I get down from my bed and move quietly towards the door, placing my ear gently on the door, only proceeding when I hear nothing.I pull open the door and take the back stairs leading to the lounge area. When I get there, the sight in front of me has me clutching my mouth in fear.My father was lying on his face, very much dead, with a bullet hole in his head. The dark, thick blood spreading around him was like a memorabilia to his fate.I notice other things about his body. He was missing some fingers, and his knees seemed to be bent at an odd angle.Tears roll down my eyes at the sight. I wasn't crying for my father. No, he didn't deserve that. I was crying for the freedom that I could taste on my lips and feel with the tips of my fingers.Who killed him, though? Was it the masked man?I take a look at the men dressed in black and black, I count six of them plus the one who seems to be the boss. He wasn't dressed too different from them, but I subconsciously knew he was their khozyain from his posture and the regal energy emanating from him.I spend some time crouched there, trying to determine if I was in danger or not. When it looked like they were about to leave and had no idea of my existence, I turn on my heel with the intentions of returning of bed.I make a miscalculation and step on a floorboard, which was almost completely pulled from its frame, and it makes a loud noise, which exposes my presence.I hold my breath and turn back around, praying to God that no one heard the noise.Their boss turns around slowly until his eyes are locked on mine.The enthralling vibrant blue of his irises has me so enraptured that I can barely move an inch from there. The static electricity in the air could be felt miles away.“YA dumal, ty skazal, chto on vydal svoyu doch'.” I thought you said he gave away his daughter. The man growls at the person beside him.I gasp when I take a good look at the man and the Eagle tattoo peeking out the top of his shirt.This tattoo was the mark of the bratva. The bratva was in my house. Under my roof. And they had killed my father. I had seen their faces.It was an unspoken rule to never leave witnesses, which means I'm in as much danger as my father had been.I spin on my heels and take off the flight of stairs, cursing under my breath when I hear heavy footfalls behind me. They were giving chase, and they were getting closer by the minute.I dash into my room and open the closet door, my eyes looking for the little opening in the wood which served as a hiding spot for me numerous times in the past. It turns out that when you live with a drunk deadbeat father, to survive you had to be very good at hiding.I fix my last finger in the hole and I push the wood aside, stepping inside the small space, and covering the wood back, successfully shielding myself from prying eyes and dangerous men.I try to regulate my breathing in order not to give away my hiding spot.My heartbeat increases as heavy footsteps sound just inside my room. I hold my breathe, waiting for the footsteps to go away but rather than move, the person remains standing.Just when I'm about to sigh in relief, the closet door is harshly pulled open and the wooden slab protecting me is torn open.For a moment I'm speechless and I can't move.The dark haired man reaches inside and drags me out behind him.I thrash wildly, scratching him on any exposed skin but still not doing enough damage. “Leave me the fuck alone!” I scream at him.“Cut it out, bitch!” The man says backhanding me across the face.Bright hot pain explodes on my right cheek and I find I can barely blink right due to tge shock.Anger like I've never known before courses through my body. Anger at being manhandled. Anger at being hit. Anger at the possibility of suffering a much worse fate death.I lift my leg up and with all my strength, I bring it down on his own leg and then elbow him on the abdomen, although I think I hurt myself more with that move.The man shows no evidence of being hurt other than a mere rumbling groan which goes through me like an earthquake.Frustration increases my movements and when I finally break free from him, I knee him so hard in the shaft he screams a curse. “Take that, mother fucker.” I say spitting on him.I watch him crumble to the floor in pain. I smile above him, wondering if I should do more harm, but my plans are however soiled when he speaks on a walkie-talkie attached to his black leather jacket. I take that as my indication to leave immediately.I grab my phone and my purse before high tailing it out of my room.“Fuck!” I curse when I try to take the main stairs, but see some men waiting for me down there.I snap my fingers together when I remember a special entrance and exit located in my father's room. It opens to what is supposed to be the stables just behind the house.I start running towards my father's room, turning the last hallway that will get me there, only to be stopped by a hand which grabs me by the waist and throws me against the wall.My eyes go black for a minute from pain. I feel myself being moved but I can't do anything to stop it. Whoever lifted me, places me on his shoulder and I bounce up and down as we go down the stairs.My subconscious is telling me to fight harder and to do something about this situation but I can't even find the strength to move an arm talk more of fighting this obviously huge person off.I finally regain my bearings a few minutes or hours later, I can't quite tell.“vstat' , malen'kiy tsvetok.” Stand up, little flower. A soft but manly voice calls from above me.I look up and up and up again before I get to the face of the man who just spoke to me.I was by no means short at 5’8 but this man definitely had inches on me.I sit up and find myself surrounded by the men who had killed my father.“Where is my father's body?” I ask, when I notice that the spot he was lying on was cleaned spotless and his body missing. I must have been out of it for longer than I thought.The tall huge man curses under his breath, running his hands through his hair. “Yemu dadut posledneye uvazheniye , kotoroye on zasluzhivayet , ne bespokoytes' o nem.” He will be given the last respect he deserves, don't worry about him.I kneel upright, not liking the looming figures of the men above me.“What do we do with her?” One of the men asks with a scowl on his face.“YA govoryu , chto my ubivayem yeye , vy znayete , chto my ne ostavlyayem svideteley zhivymi.” I say we kill her, you know we leave no witnesses alive. Another man says with a shrug.I turn to the man who spoke and growl at him. “Yesli ty podoydesh' ko mne khotya by na dyuym, ya otrezhu tvoy chlen i zasunu yego tebe v zadnitsu.” If you come within an inch of me, I will cut off your dick and shove it up your ass.They all look at me with shocked expressions on their faces like they did not expect me to understand what they were saying, let alone speak their language.I grew up with a very traditional father so of course, learning the language, MY language, would be a priority.“I say we take her home and keep her for our pleasure.” The man I hit in the balls says, leering widely at me. His eyes held promise of retribution if he were ever to get his hands on me.“I could fuck that ass an tits for days without getting tired.” Another one says gripping his dick in a lewd display of manly foolishness.Another one grips my hair, causing me to groan in pain and almost smashes my face into his groin region. “This face was made to be fucked by me.”“ostanovit’!'' stop! The blue eyed monster says from where he was seated.They immediately back up, leaving me to fall back to floor. I almost sag with relief at his command. This man was my Knight in shining armour. He had saved me from the hands of these perverts.“Whatever sadistic intentions you might have, save them till we get back to the compound.” The blue eyed man says to them, shattering my heart even more.I remember my father once saying in his drunken stupor that not minding the fact that he was no longer in the bratva, we were still under their protection. I bet if I could get in contact Dimitri Gusef their current Pakhan, he would offer me the protection this dimwit's didn't know I deserve.“I want to speak with your Pakhan.” I say in a soft tone, not sure if my command will fall on deaf ears.“What did you say Malyshka?” The tall man finally speaks again.“Don't call me……” I breathe in deeply, trying to hold back my anger. “I said I want to speak with your Pakhan, Dimitri Gusef.” I say loudly this time, my tone infused with confidence I did not feel.The men look between themselves, confusion written all over their faces, and then as if under a spell, they all burst out laughing. Deep belly laughs that has one holding his stomach.“What is funny?!” I ask angrily.One of the men walks towards me and grips my hair tightly in his hands, lifting my face up to his, before bending until we are eye level. “tut zhe sidit Dmitriy Gusef, nash yedinstvennyy Pakhan.” Seated right there is Dimitri Gusef, our one and only Pakhan.That cannot be THE Dimitri Gusef. Dimitri Gusef just as the rumours said was rarely seen. Why would he be here, in my father's house?“Dostatochno! You will come with us quietly or get a bullet in your head like your father.” Dimitri interrupts my loud curses and wails. I look at him angrily but keep silent. I was strong-willed but not enough to die for it. “This isn't necessary, I won't fight you.” I say angrily to one of the men who cuffed my wrist and pulled me along with him. The man gave me a look that clearly said he knew better. I huff in annoyance as the man's stride becomes longer than mine. When I look at his face, I see him smirking. The fucker!. He was doing this on purpose!. “You can slow down. You don't have to prove to anyone how tough you are by belittling me.” I say angrily. The man clenches his jaw in silence but slows down a little. When we step outside my father's house, my legs involuntarily slow to a stop. The man understanding my need for my final goodbye, let's go of my hand and they all turn their backs on me. I turn towards my house, knowing deep in my bones that this was going to b
“Why should I have to pay for the sins of my father? I have suffered enough in his hands already.” I say in a voice thick with sorrow. “We all have, Malyshka. One way or the other. But that doesn't make you any less his child. As much as his wealth is yours, so are his sins.” Dimitri says in a voice tipped low with what I would have called pity under normal circumstances. “His wealth isn't mine. He made sure that in the event he died, all his money would either go to my husband or charity.” I say looking away while swiping the tears rolling down my eyes angrily. I don't know why I said that, the last thing I should be doing is fraternizing with the enemy. “I don't need your pity. If you indeed feel sorry for me, just let me go. Or is that too much to ask from your big ego?” I say taunting him, glaring at him from under my lashes. “I could let you go.” Dimitri says after some time, refusing to fall into my trap and take my bait. “But I won't, I have far better plans for you.” “W
DIMITRI'S POV: “What do you plan on doing with her?” Ivanov asks as I throw back the scotch, welcoming the harsh burning feeling in my throat. “What you've always wanted me to do, brat.” I respond while turning another finger of scotch into my empty glass from the tumbler. My brother immediately understanding what I mean, whistles under his breath. “Giana wouldn't like this.” He responds while chuckling low. I shrug my shoulders in a show of nonchalance. It wasn't just a show, I really didn't care what Giana thought. I know she deserves better than me, but alas, she is stuck with me for the rest of our miserable lives. “It's a good thing she wouldn't know about it.” I say in a calm voice. This wasn't me threatening him. There was no need for Giana to know about my plans. And he was going to see to it that none of my men would breathe a word about it. “Careful brother, you are beginning to sound soft.” Ivanov says in a teasing tone. “You and I both know that I could marry her
I needed water and I needed it fast. I eye the water in the far end of the room towards the door but I don't even try moving towards it. I tried before and I didn't even get five feet close to it. I swallow my saliva once more, trying to alleviate the patchy soreness in them but I have no such luck. ‘I bet Alina would have known what to do in this situation.’ I think sadly. She didn't deserve what happened to her, she deserved more than the ending she got, but doesn't everybody? I don't know the exact time he came back. I don't know how long I stay on that floor dying of dehydration, time was of little consequence as seconds blended into minutes, and minutes into hours. This time though, he comes in with a little bowl that one could mistake for a dog's food bowl. He stops in front of me with a menacing look on his face. When I try to shuffle away from him while whimpering in pain, he pulls me back roughly to him by the chain. “Not so confident now, are we?” Dimitri asks with a m
“Brat, Brat, Brat. How is family life treating you? It's been what? Two, three months since we last saw each other?” Igor says with a wide smile on his face as he steps closer to me. Ivanov gets up from his position on my couch and steps in between Igor and my desk. Igor raises his hands up in mock surrender as he takes a step back. Another person walks into my office the moment Igor whistles loudly. “What the hell is this?” I ask as I squeeze the life out of my pen. “Just some help, brother. Since you are having problems impregnating your wife, I was thinking of the perfect gift I could get for you, and of course, this brilliant idea came into my mind. An innocent little flower who will take your seed like a pro and give you heirs in no time. And what's more, she's not as rigid as your bitch of a wife.” Igor says, waving his hands around in demonstration. I look at the wolfing smile on Igor's face and the tentative one on the girl's face and I can't help but burst out laughing.
“The sooner you do as I say, the sooner you leave this room.” Dimitri says in a strong tone, his Adam's apple moving in tandem with his words. “And why would I trust you? What if you plan on leaving me here for the rest of my life?” I ask in an annoyed tone. “You don't have to trust me, malyshka, you just have to obey me.” Dimitri says, sitting on the stool he brought along with him. I flush a beetroot red when my stomach makes a growling sound betraying its emptiness. “I'm not hungry.” I say eyeing the bloodstains on his shirt. “I didn't ask if you were. Unfortunately for me and fortunately for you, I need you alive for the plans I have for you. I cannot have you die of starvation.” Dimitri says sighing like it's a truly disappointing situation. Yeah right. If anyone should be complaining, it should be me who has been left naked for I don't know how many days. Although, after Dimitri left me the last time, I noticed that the room became warmer, I guess he ordered his men to turn
“Thank you very much, I'm done.” I say to the man's turned back as I take out my hair from under the hood of the sweater he brought for me. “You can call me, Ivanov.” The man says, turning back to me. “I'm not sure your Pakhan would like that. Was he the one who told you to get them for me?” I ask drily as I look around the room and flex my wrists, more than happy to be free even if it's just for a few minutes. “No, he wasn't.” Ivanov says with an expression on his face similar to that of his brother, the Pakhan. I thought Dimitri sent his brother to get some clothes as a form of begging for my forgiveness for all he has done to me up to this point but yet again, I'm wrong. “Why are you helping me? What is your motive?” I ask with narrowed eyes after some minutes. “No motive, Malen'kiy tsvetok.” Little flower. Ivanov says in a soft tone while his eyes rove over my red-rimmed eyes and tear-streaked face. “There is always a motive. No man in your line of work will do something so
“Who is she?” Giana asks finally, her anger matching mine.“Someone you would never be.” I say in a cold tone, not in the least bit concerned of aggravating her. Giana grips her knife tighter in her fists as though she is contemplating using it on me. I stare at her, daring her to try it. Whatever peace existed between the Petrovs and the Gusefs was already on thin ice, any insolent action from her would ruin all that her family had fought to protect, and she knew it perfectly well. “I don't care who you keep as a side piece, Dimitri, as long as you fulfil your responsibility to me as my husband.” Giana says in a cold tone, finally getting a rein on her anger. “But you see Giana, I have no responsibility to you.” I say in a calm tone as I sit down on the chair beside hers.I stay quiet for some minutes, allowing my last statement to sink in. I watch the wheels turn in her head, probably wondering where I'm heading with this conversation. “That's bullsh—” Giana starts to say but I
WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS EXPLICITLY DESCRIBED SEXUAL ACTIVITIES. PLEASE, DO NOT PROCEED IF YOU ARE TRIGGERED BY SUCH. “Kneel.” Dimitri says in a cold tone as he shifts away from me, giving me the space to obey his orders. I grit my teeth and avert my eyes away from his, turning away from him and folding myself into a fetal position as my own form of defiance. All is quiet for a minute until I feel the cold hard unforgiving edge of the knife in his hand pressed deliberately against my lower back. I stiffen against my wishes, scared that any minute from now, the sharp edge of the blade will pierce through smooth skin, settling deeply in my lower back. “The human skin is extremely fragile, easy to cut through. The blood beneath the skin much more enthralling than any other liquid.” Dimitri says in a cold tone that has me shivering. “You can just go ahead and stab me, 'cause I will never obey you.” I say in a shaky tone through gritted teeth as he presses the blade a little har
“Put away the knife, Malyshka.” Dimitri says in a cold hard tone bereft of any form of emotion. “No. I told you it’s my turn now, let's play my own game. Wanna know what it's called?” I ask with a sly smile, “Set me free or I kill you.” I respond to my question without giving him a chance to speak. “Are you threatening me, Malyshka?” Dimitri asks with a wide smile on his face, “I must say, I like this wild side of you. My little kitten is finally showing her claws. I should start calling you My little kitten. Malen'kiy kotenok.” Dimitri says with a wide smile on his face responding to his own question just like I did earlier. “I'm serious, Dimitri, I will hurt you if you don't let me go!” I say to him as the knife begins to tremble in my own hands. Why wasn't he scared? Was he trying to make me go through with my threat? I'm not sure I have the stomach to hurt anyone, much less Dimitri, the leader of the Bratva and head of the Gusef family.“What exactly is your plan, Malen'kiy ko
Dimitri's POV “What are you doing here, Malyshka?” I ask in a soft tone I can barely recognise myself.Anya continues to stare blankly ahead of her, not responding to my question. She was dressed in a flimsy nightwear and some socks I had put on her, before I left her alone in the bedroom. I sigh heavily as I bend down and heft her into my arms. I take notice of the fact that she was very light in my arms. Easily half the weight I lift every day to stay fit. “I would kill your father again if I ever got the chance.” I say quietly to her. I wish I could apologise for what happened earlier, but I can't. It had to happen. I doubt she would have agreed to wear the collar otherwise. “Did he suffer?” She asks after some time, interrupting the tense silence as we make our back to her bedroom. “Yes, he did, Malyshka. That I can assure you of.” I respond, hesitant to give her any gory details that might further upset her. “I want details.” Anya says, shocking me immensely. I never would
“Boris Sidorov.” I say coldly as I step into my office. Ivanov gives me a confused look, probably wondering when I had become friends with a scoundrel of this nature. “Mr Gusef! Priyatno poznakomit'sya. YA znayu, naskol'ko ty deystvitel'no zanyat.” It's a pleasure meeting you. I know how busy you can truly be. Boris says with a nervous chuckle as he shifts from one foot to the other. I give him a sharp look, not welcoming him or inviting him to sit with me. I settle down on the double-piece couch the one closest to Ivanov. “Kakiye problemy u vas yest' ?” What problems do you have? I ask him, in an emotionless voice. Ivanov places his hands on Boris's shoulders and shakes his head slightly when Boris tries to sit on the chair opposite me. You do not sit in front of the Pakhan unless you are invited to. “Ummmm—— my wife is missing.” Boris says, his eyes flicking between the bulk that is Ivanov me. I knew Boris Sidorov very well, although unfortunately so. He was Maksim Fedorov's
Anya's POV I swat away the hand gripping my neck although carefully but still firmly, but the hand refuses to let go. My breathing becomes shorter and shorter until I'm gasping due to lack of air. What is going on? Who is choking the life out of me? “Calm down. Malyshka. You can breathe. You are okay.” Dimitri says calmly but steadily, slowly rousing me from my drug-induced sleep. “What— is go—oing on? I can't breathe.” I barely manage to say in between gasps. “You can breathe, Malyshka. The collar is not tight.” Dimitri says, trying to pull me out of my mind. My hand flies to the intricate design of the collar wrapped snugly against my throat, and I try pulling it off me but it doesn't budge. “It won't open, Malyshka. It's biometrically operated.” Dimitri says in a quiet cold voice. I feel around the collar and my hand lands in what seems to be a little electronic lock, just under the base of my hair.“There's no need for the collar, Dimitri. I promise to do all that you say.”
I wipe the fog covering the window and recoil in anger and shame when I get a good look at my reflection. I had dark circles around my eyes, and my cheeks looked sunken, not that they were ever puffy or filled. I run my fingers over my bare neck and imagine what it would look like with a chain around it. My breathing picks up and I claw at my neck as I imagine not being able to breathe from the tightness of the imaginary chain. I punch the glass, not even having the energy to wince in pain when the glass shards pierce into my knuckles. Uh oh. Dimitri was going to be so pissed. I doubt he wants me hurt. I feel the blood trickle down my palms and I watch in fascination. I pick up one of the broken shards that had fallen in the white spotless sink and I stare at it for a long moment. The blood drips from my hand and makes a magnificent hue on the spotless sink. I lift the shards to my left wrist, and the thought of cutting through the fragile nerve and skin has never been so appeali
“Who is she?” Giana asks finally, her anger matching mine.“Someone you would never be.” I say in a cold tone, not in the least bit concerned of aggravating her. Giana grips her knife tighter in her fists as though she is contemplating using it on me. I stare at her, daring her to try it. Whatever peace existed between the Petrovs and the Gusefs was already on thin ice, any insolent action from her would ruin all that her family had fought to protect, and she knew it perfectly well. “I don't care who you keep as a side piece, Dimitri, as long as you fulfil your responsibility to me as my husband.” Giana says in a cold tone, finally getting a rein on her anger. “But you see Giana, I have no responsibility to you.” I say in a calm tone as I sit down on the chair beside hers.I stay quiet for some minutes, allowing my last statement to sink in. I watch the wheels turn in her head, probably wondering where I'm heading with this conversation. “That's bullsh—” Giana starts to say but I
“Thank you very much, I'm done.” I say to the man's turned back as I take out my hair from under the hood of the sweater he brought for me. “You can call me, Ivanov.” The man says, turning back to me. “I'm not sure your Pakhan would like that. Was he the one who told you to get them for me?” I ask drily as I look around the room and flex my wrists, more than happy to be free even if it's just for a few minutes. “No, he wasn't.” Ivanov says with an expression on his face similar to that of his brother, the Pakhan. I thought Dimitri sent his brother to get some clothes as a form of begging for my forgiveness for all he has done to me up to this point but yet again, I'm wrong. “Why are you helping me? What is your motive?” I ask with narrowed eyes after some minutes. “No motive, Malen'kiy tsvetok.” Little flower. Ivanov says in a soft tone while his eyes rove over my red-rimmed eyes and tear-streaked face. “There is always a motive. No man in your line of work will do something so
“The sooner you do as I say, the sooner you leave this room.” Dimitri says in a strong tone, his Adam's apple moving in tandem with his words. “And why would I trust you? What if you plan on leaving me here for the rest of my life?” I ask in an annoyed tone. “You don't have to trust me, malyshka, you just have to obey me.” Dimitri says, sitting on the stool he brought along with him. I flush a beetroot red when my stomach makes a growling sound betraying its emptiness. “I'm not hungry.” I say eyeing the bloodstains on his shirt. “I didn't ask if you were. Unfortunately for me and fortunately for you, I need you alive for the plans I have for you. I cannot have you die of starvation.” Dimitri says sighing like it's a truly disappointing situation. Yeah right. If anyone should be complaining, it should be me who has been left naked for I don't know how many days. Although, after Dimitri left me the last time, I noticed that the room became warmer, I guess he ordered his men to turn