Cold hearted, or not, Alrich stays with me for hours. By the time I wake up, it's getting dark out. When I open my eyes, I'm met with his soft gaze. He's moved us to sit beside a boulder and wrapped his jacket around me.
Hey, there, lovely." He whispers.
"Hey." I answer back, slowly sitting up.
"How long have we been here?"
"I don't know. Does it matter?" He answers softly
I look away. "Yes, I need to get back to my family."
He shrugs. "I think that you needed rest more, dear." Suddenly his face shifts and he smirks. "You snore."
My face feels as if it’s set on fire. My eyes widen. "I do not!"
He chuckles. "Oh, but you do!" He smiles widely at me. "It's cute, though. Tiny little noises." He laughs, full blown laughs, seeing my blush rise on my cheeks.
Mortified, I stand up quickly. "I really need to go." I glance around and notice that there is only one horse there. "Where's my mare?"
His face immediately becomes serious, as we remember the reason that we are out here. He stands up and grabs a hold of my hands.
"I sent her to your home. Your sister-in-law rode her back."
"Oh."
I guess he hears the disappointment as he frowns. "I didn't think that you would mind riding with me." He says, sounding a bit disappointed himself.
I glance at him, and blush. "Why would you want to ride with me? I'm a nobody." I ask genuinely confused.
He wraps me up in a soft hug."I like you. Can’t you tell?" I look at him questioningly. He laughs, shaking his head in bewilderment, causing my face to heat up more. "Do you think that I spend an entire night at a ball with someone that I don't like?" He teases.
"Maybe. You could have been using me to get out of your obligations." I answer him honestly.
His boisterous laugh causes me to smile, shyly. "Obligations!" He bends over attempting to stop his laughter. "I'm not Christopher. I don't have obligations."
The reminder of Chris causes my heart to crash. My breathing stops, and I can feel the tears forming. I attempt to give him a smile that probably looks more like a grimace. His face falls for a second before he regains his composure.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to stop that beautiful smile." He wraps me up in another hug. It feels warm and safe. "The prince is a fool." His light chuckle reverberates through my chest. "I guess that's why he needed to go off and learn how to be a King."
I know that he's trying to help but that only makes me hurt more. I know that it's time to move on but it's hard. I don't know why I can't get him out of my heart and mind. I grasp ahold of Alric into a tighter hug, taking a deep breath, and take control of my emotions.
"Thank you, Sir Alrich."
He shakes his head. "No, don't call me sir. Just call me Alrich."
I nod. "Alright, Alrich."
He smiles and grabs my hand. "Come. Let's take you home. You're right. Your mom is probably worried."
I nod my head just as a cold shiver wracks my body. I glance at the sky. Something doesn't feel right. I feel darkness coming. Something darker than the night sky.
Alrich looks back, notices my gaze, and follows it. I don't see anything there so I grab a hold of his elbow. He nods and we walk to his horse.
“So, little lady, want me to help you get on?”
I snort. “Does it look like I need help?”
He chuckles. “Of course, not. I’m just trying to be a gentleman.”
“Right.” I stop abruptly, and face him. “Alrich.” I say, softly. I’m nervous about how he’s going to react to what I have to say.
“Rae?” He smiles, encouraging me.
“I think that you might like me, as you say.” I tilt my head down. “However, I’m not ready for anything more than friends.”
He smiles and nods. “I understand.” He grabs a hold of my hand. “Friends?” He asks with a raised brow.
I smile back. “Friends.” I agree.
I climb onto his beautiful horse and chuckle at the expression on his face. He shakes his head and climbs up behind me. “Hang on tight. We’re going to fly.”
And fly we do. His horse moves gracefully and expertly, all the way back to my house. It allows me to keep my mind off what I am about to walk into to.
Mama rushes out of the house when she sees me arrive. She wraps me up in a hug, nearly toppling me over. “Oh, my baby! I was so worried about you!”
I burst into tears. “I’m so sorry, Mama. I passed out when Alrich told me the news about Daddy.” I apologize.
She stiffens, very subtly. Looking behind me, she straightens up. “Sir, thank you so much for taking care of my baby.”
“It’s no problem, Ma’am.” He glances at me. “She looked like she needed rest, so I waited until she woke up.” He looks back at Mama “What else are friends for?” He asks with a wink.
I blush when Mama looks at me with a questioning look, and I shrug. “We’re friends, I guess.” I give her a small smile and Alrich laughs loudly.
He smiles at my mom. “As of today, we are friends.” He turns to me and looks at me apologetically. I must get back to my own step mom. Plus, the King has called for a meeting in the morning to discuss what was witnessed.”
I shiver and glance back out at the sky. “What if they’re out there right now?” I whisper. I’ve been having this feeling of being watched since we left. “I feel like there’s danger out here.”
Alrich and Mama both look out into the night. “Rae.” He whispers. “Go back inside. Lock your doors. Everything will be okay. We’ll figure this out.” I shudder.
I’m not so sure that I believe him. “Rae.” He says, sternly. “The King has all kinds of allies. There are things that you don’t know about in this world. Trust me. Go inside. It will be okay.” I hesitate.
He looks me in the eyes. “I’m serious. Just trust me. We will figure this out. In the meantime, friend, go back inside with your mom. I’ll see you at the funerals.”
He kisses my forehead before he turns around, and climbs his horse, which is named Tor. Mama and I head in. As soon as the door shuts, she pulls me into her arms and cries. I hold her, too shocked for words. It isn’t long before my own sobs wrack my body.
We clutch each other until my brother comes out of his room to join us. We all stand in the middle of the living room crying until we can no longer stand. When there are no more tears to spend, we go our separate ways to our rooms. Twenty minutes later, I feel my mom crawl into bed with me. I slowly turn to face her.
“I can’t sleep in there. I smell him everywhere.” I see her try to control her tears.
I reach out and pull her in my embrace. “It’s okay, Mama. I understand.”
“Thank you, baby,” she says. She kisses my forehead, as she lays down, and I hold her until she cries herself to sleep.
Exhaustion takes me, and before I know it, I’m running. I don’t know what has me scared. Something is chasing me, but I can’t see it. I look behind me. I can’t see anything. I just know it’s there.
My heart rate spikes. I turn around and run faster. I jump over fallen logs and crash through branches that are hanging too low. However, no matter how fast I run, it feels like it’s right on my trail. I screech when it feels like something tries to grab my hand and I run faster. I can barely breathe. That touch ignites the adrenaline in my body. I attempt to shift my direction in hopes that I can throw them off. It doesn’t work. I can still feel them on my heels.
The hairs on the back of my neck start to stand as something cold grabs my arm. I scream. Then I feel myself fall out of my bed. Panting, I look up and see the shocked expression on Mama’s face. I look around, trying to control my breathing. It was just a nightmare, but it felt so real!!
I’m covered in sweat. I can feel my hair drenched in it. I look up at Mama’s surprised face, eyes wide. I’m having difficulty breathing. It still feels as if someone or something is in my room with us. I look around, glancing at the shadow.“Rae?” I hear Mama ask, softly.I look around me again. Taking a deep breath, I look at Mama again. “Just a bad dream, Mama.”“Do you want to talk about it?” She asks, leaning over the bed.“I don’t know.” I whisper, still trying to control my breathing.“Come here, baby. Let me hold you. You’re white as a ghost.” She pleads.I look up at her again and start crying. It wasn’t real. I’m here with Mama. I carefully pick myself up and crawl back into the bed.“I don’t know if I’ll be able to sleep after that. It felt so real, Mama.” I say, unable to hold my tears.Mama gathers me into her arms and starts humming. It’s a tune that she has hummed to me every time that I have been sick. I relax in her embrace as she starts to gently run her hands through
Several hours after I had my meltdown, Toby and I finally have the horse willing to let someone ride him. He’s a beautiful one with a shiny mane. I’m sure that the duke will be proud to own this one. It’s time to take him for a ride. I feel hands grab and lift me up as I put my feet in the stirrup. I assume it’s Toby, and turn to thank him, but freeze when I notice that it’s Alrich instead. I blush as I notice how tenderly he is holding me.“What are you doing here?” I ask.“I came to check on you. How are you?” He says, giving me a charming smile.I glance over at Toby, who’s jaw is locked. “I’m fine.” I answer.For some reason, seeing Toby upset makes me feel guilty. But, Alrich is my friend. I turn my attention back towards him.Alrich nods towards Tor. “Mind if I ride with you?” He asks.“Oh, sure.” I say, excitedly.I remember how swift, and smooth, Tor felt when I rode on him. It would be great to see him.“Actually, I think that she should be getting home.” Toby cuts in.My he
I’m wearing a black, ankle length, dress with matching colored shoes. In a few moments, Alrich is going to pick me up to go to my our father’s funerals. He insisted on picking us up considering how spooked I was earlier today. Talon and Katy are going to ride on a couple of stallions.In all honesty, I’m not ready for what is about to happen. I don’t how I am going to say goodbye to Daddy. I was never as close to Mama as I was him. I continue to brush my hair in silence. Daddy brought me this brush from another kingdom. He and the King have been friends since childhood.He went to other Kingdom’s with the King sometimes. Daddy didn’t even have to do anything for the Kingdom. He just went, walked around, and shopped for Mama and me. The King just wanted him with him as friends.Speaking of the King, he’s going to be at the funerals but, Erin says, that he’s not doing too well. He’s weak and barely able to stand. She even said that he’s going to be rolled out to the platform.Apparently
My breath hitches when I make it to the top. Daddy lies there looking as if he is peacefully sleeping. His raven colored hair, much like my own, is styled just as he always wore it. You can see the bags under his eyes from his lack of sleep. If I didn’t know any better, I would think that it has all been a nightmare. It’s not, though, and my heart breaks.“Daddy.” I whisper. I know he can’t hear me here but maybe he can hear me where he is now. “I’m not ready for you to leave me.”I reach out to brush his hair from his face. “You promised me, Daddy. You promised that you would always be here for me.”I feel my knees buckle under the strain of standing on the last ladder. Tears are flowing now, unstop, and I clutch my chest. The second that I let go, I nearly fall back. I hear every one gasp but I don’t care. Instead of climbing down, I climb into the sticks with him.“Rae!” I hear Talon hiss. “Get down from there! That’s too far.”I ignore him. It may be wrong but I need to lay beside
My footsteps faltered. Who said that? I pull my hand out of Alrich’s and look around. I spin in a circle, hoping to find the source of the voice, even though common sense tells me that there is no one who said it. I look towards the trees, nothing. I look towards the pyres, nothing. I look at Alrich. Did he say it? No, the voice didn’t sound right.“Hey.” Alrich says, grabbing my hand. “Hey. What’s wrong? Are you okay?”I stare at him for a few more minutes. I contemplate on whether or not I should tell him. I opt on a small truth.“I thought I heard something. Did you?” I answer, honestly.He glances around before tilting his head. He closes his eyes to concentrate. “What did you think you heard?” He asks with his eyes still closed.“Someone talking to me.”He opens eyes wider. For a second I’m afraid that he is going to laugh at me.“Are you sure?” He asks instead.I take a breath. Do I confirm it? I look at him for a few seconds. I guess that I can trust him.“Yes, I’m sure.”He pu
To say the last few months were chaos is another statement. After my friend Toby told us about the unidentified dead girl, my brother forbid me from seeing Sir Alrich. I defended him of course. There was no way that it could have been Alrich.My birthday is coming soon. I’m turning 16 and I have yet to stop hurting over the fact that Chris had used me all those years that we were friends. I don’t know what Emma and Erin have planned for my birthday party though. They seem to promise that it will be a party of a lifetime. All memories of Chris at my previous parties are apparently going to be obliterated.“Earth to Rae!” I hear Alrich say.Yes, I won the argument against my brother. “Oh, sorry. What were you saying?”He chuckles. “I asked, where you wanted to ride? Where were you at?”I blush and look away. “Oh, I’m sorry. I was thinking about my birthday.”“Oh?” I glance at him and see he has a tiny frown on his face. “Am I invited?”Turning back towards him, I tilt my head while I lo
Toby’s POVRae starts to drop from her horse. I don’t know what comes over me but I feel fear for the second time today. I’m not sure what it is but something about Raleigh has my emotions all over the place and heightened.I jump off my mare, without a second thought to my own safety, and get to her just in time to stop her head from hitting the ground. Sir Alrich comes over and attempts to take her from my arms but I let out a vicious growl.His eyes widen but I don’t back down. I don’t want him anywhere around her. I don’t trust him. I lay her gently on the ground and walk over to her best friend, Emma. Emma and I have been hanging out for the last few months. We’re friends, even though she has a tiny crush on me.I know that she does but I’m just not interested in her, in that way. She’s nice enough. So, we were hanging out and riding when we heard Raleigh scream. Fear sparked adrenaline and I shot my mare forward as fast as I could.A sting of anger hit me when I saw that not onl
Rae’s POVI feel cold. Bone shaking, joint screaming, cold. I can feel my teeth chattering and I shiver. I’m afraid to open my eyes but I don’t know why.Did I leave a window open? Why am I so cold? I take a slow, deep breath not really knowing why I feel so terrified. I peel my eyes open slowly and see grass. Grass? Suddenly, everything rushes back to me and I jolt upright.I look around me and see the King and his men are here. My pulse quickens. No one has noticed me yet so I survey the area. Alrich is talking to the King, and one of his guards, while Toby and Emma are talking to two other knights.I see the blood everywhere. It’s littered all over the ground. My heart rate spikes as I notice the body again. Why is it still lying there? Why haven’t they moved it? How long have I been out?The sight of the bloody torso has me jumping up. I rush over to the nearest tree and start emptying out everything inside my stomach and then some. I am bending over dry heaving when I feel a soft
Rae’s POV I open my eyes to bright light. I look around and find myself in a field. Did I die? My heart breaks realizing that I am not going to see my husbands or my children. I slowly stand up and weave my hands through the grass. I glance around when I feel a presence around me. A man steps out of the shadows and my breath hitches. “Daddy?” I ask. “Hello, pumpkin.” He says. I run to him and jump into his arms. “Daddy, I’ve missed you.” “I have missed you too, pumpkin.” He whispers. “What are you doing here?” I ask. “I came to see you. I am supposed to walk you to the moon goddess.” “The moon goddess?” I ask. “Am I dead?” He smiles sadly. “Not yet, dear. There are some very determined people working on you. But, you are dying. Come.” He says, as he wraps his arms around my shoulders. I can’t help but cry. I am glad that I get to see him but I don’t want to leave everyone else behind. “I am proud of you, pumpkin.” He says. “I have been keeping an eye on you. You, and your m
Rae’s POV “Push, baby. You have this. One more time. You’ve got this.” Chris says. I feel like breaking off his fingers with this next push. Despite all of my yelling, and squishing his fingers, he has the brightest smile and radiates happiness. “Where is Toby?” I ask. “I want to wait for Toby.” I whine. “He’s almost here, baby. You know that he had to go to Ryan’s territory. This baby doesn’t want to wait. They are ready come out.” I blow out a breath. He doesn’t have to remind me. I can feel them pushing out. I groan. Toby had to leave to go help Ryan because a few of the hunters that escaped our raids have been causing issues. He’s been gone for a whole week. Now, he’s not here and the babies are coming without him. I want to cry. “You can do this, Rae. One more push and he’s out.” Linda says. I take a deep breath as Chris pushes me up. As I push as hard as possible, the door flies open and Toby rushes in. He rushes to stand on my other side. I am unable to say anything as I
Toby’s POV As Raleigh falls, I rush to catch her. My heart is pounding in my chest. I know that she hasn’t been feeling well lately but I haven’t wanted to bug her about it. ‘Chris, meet me at the pack doctor’s office.’ I holler through the link. ‘Already on my way.’ She groans in her sleep and I pick up speed. I should have seen this coming after everything that we have been doing over the last year. She must’ve exhausted herself out. ‘Cian, can you detect what’s wrong?’ I ask my wolf. ‘Serenity has been blocking us out for the last week or so. I’ve tried to ask if everything is okay but she just assures me that she’s tired.’ ‘Do you think that it has anything to do with what we just did?’ I ask, nervously. A huge wave of guilt hits me. Maybe I shouldn’t have pressed that. Now, that I think about it, she hasn’t been very active in the bedroom lately, either. Cian scoffs. ‘Of course not. It has to be something else.’ “Let me see her.” Chris snaps, pulling me out of my head with
Chris’s POV Exhaustion doesn’t even begin to cover how I am feeling right now. We have traveled three quarters of the globe and destroyed many hunters. I feel like I should have some guilt over this but I don’t. These are the scums of the earth. We ran into some hunter camps that had scientists working on humans. Labs were in more than half of the camps. Humans caged in cells smaller than a bathroom. Speaking of bathroom, they only had a pan to use as theirs. The smells that encompassed these labs were enough to make every one of us vomit. That was before we even saw the first cell. On top of the surface, they look like cabins. We would have not even noticed them if it wasn’t for Jessica. Toby’s top warrior. She smelled something. Of course, she found out that she was pregnant and that’s why she was able to smell it when the rest of us couldn’t. We destroyed the house before we found the secure wall. Magic was in play because once we found it, the house shifted on the outside to s
Toby’s POV Watching Rae and Chris work their magic is incredible. We have arrived at yet another base of Hunters. This one wasn’t as kind as the last five that we arrived at. Most of those five surrendered and agreed to a peace treaty. This one, however, every one was tainted with hatred. A hatred for something that they didn’t understand. The way these hunters live is similar to how our packs live. They are familiar based. I would feel bad for some of these humans but, they are so full of hatred, they can’t be saved. My warriors and I have taken all of the small children, handing them off to the humans. They will figure out who to give them too. There are some hunters that lost their children due to the severity of the battles they waged. All of them were lead to believe that all supernaturals were a danger to them. When Rae stood up in front of them, and offered peace, only a few challenged her. Mostly the oldest ones were filled with hatred. Rae gave them plenty of chances. She
Rae’s POV 2 weeks later I’m dressed up and ready to go. We’re headed to a small town full of hunters. We have sent out squads of warriors from the castle out on the hunt. One set came up with a small town that was full of them. It’s in another part of the world. Sadly, this makes me think of Emma. I feel the tears slipping down my face. Chris walks up behind me and wraps me up in my arms. Yes, I said Chris. In the last two weeks, he has explained things to me. While I am still mad at him, I decided to give him another chance. “It will be okay, Raleigh.” He says. I shake my head. I killed my best friend. “Rae, it was you or her.” Toby said, coming into the room. “I understand that.” I whisper. “It’s just that I feel like it’s sort of my fault. Of course, she is sort of right. She isn’t the only one to feel that way.” Chris stiffens. Toby comes to stand in front. The heat and sparks coming from both of my mates, sends comfort through me. I held onto Toby while I leaned against
Rae’s POV 2 months later Laughter escapes my mouth as I run around the island. Toby is trying to spread icing on my face. Of course, it’s payback because I did it first. We were invited to a birthday party of one of the pups. Their mother asked me to cut the cake and I couldn’t resist. The kids are laughing at mine and Toby’s antics. He feints to the right. Too bad that I noticed he looked to my right first. See, he has a tell tale sign because he is worried that I am going to hurt myself. So, he just looks in that area first. I’m not even sure that he notices it. “You can’t escape me forever, Rae, darling.” He taunts. “Oh yeah?” I taunt back. “Yeah. It’s only fair you know. Don’t you kids agree?” He asks the kids. “The boys agree while the girls say a resounding ‘no’.” We both laugh. I squeal as he makes a move that I didn’t see. I jump across the island and stop in my tracks, my breath freezing in my chest. How did I not hear anyone come up from behind me? The lady standing
Rae’s POVThe warmth of two bodies surround me as consciousness pulls at me again. I remember their names, Toby and Chris. I feel so comfortable that I don’t even want to open my eyes. I just want to go back to sleep. I don’t even know how I got into this position.The bed does not even feel like the same bed that I had been in last night. It’s softer, bigger, and allows the two of them in it. I am squished between these two men. Something nags at me, telling me that I know these two men and that they are an important part of my life.Why can’t I remember them? ‘You will.’ Something in my head says. I’m not bothered by this voice as I know that she is somehow a part of me. ‘Go back to sleep, Rae. When you wake, your memory will return.’ I remember the last time she said that I was blocking myself. ‘You’re opening it up subconsciously. Though, I am sure that it has to do with these cute men beside us. They are your mates, afterall.’Hmm. Okay, maybe I should just get some sleep then. T
Rae’s POVDarkness surrounds me. I can’t seem to understand what is going on in my mind. I feel intense pain and I can hear some voices. I feel as if I should recognize them but I can’t seem to concentrate enough to hear them plainly. Two male voices are very distinct. They seem to be talking to a meek lady.Suddenly, I feel someone pick me up. I feel the pain but I am unable to make a sound or move. I feel a feather like electricity shoot through my temple as someone leaves a kiss. Who is this? There is something in my mind that tells me that I know.A cold rush hits my body as I am taken outside. At least I assume it is outside.“Hold on, little Luna.” I hear, sounding far away.“Please, my Love.” The second voice says.“This way. Hurry, before he gets back.” The meek voice says.I feel a shift in direction. Why can’t I open my eyes? Why do I feel so weak?“Hurry up!” She says again. “I don’t know how long he’ll be kept out of this plane. He’s arguing with his brother right now.”Wh