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Chapter 35

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Clarriese Zyah's POV

I don't have the strength to bring myself up from the ground. I was just there, crying hard, having a hard time breathing. Every time I cry, I have difficulty breathing. I have been like this since I was a child. This is the reason why I am always in a happy mood wherever I am. But now? How could I do that? I am shattered into pieces. I couldn't stop my sobs. 

I tightened my grip at the edge of my dress. "Zy, calm down. Zy, you need to," I reminded myself. But myself was being stubborn. It didn't listen to my thoughts rather I found myself crying harder.

I heard Mara's voice from a distance, calling my name. I couldn't bring myself to respond as I couldn't control myself from crying.

"Miss Zyah? Is that you?"

She comes closer and bends down her knees, joining me on the ground. "Oh my, Miss Zyah? Why did you become like this? What happened to you? You are ruining y

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