I felt sick to my stomach and Tawny was ignoring me. I tried calling and texting but she was too busy for me. I was losing my mind. It stupidly hurt and I was so confused. On Friday I got a text from her.. TEE: Hey, so you've been asking for us to meet. Come to my place today.. I'll be home during the day.That text felt so cold I shivered a bit..I fixed myself though and got ready to see her. I couldn't believe that she didn't tell me who she was. I felt like our friendship was not real a bit. She should have told me..I was ready to tell her how shitty this made me feel.. but mostly I was happy coz I'll be seeing her....After what felt like a forever walk from her gate to the house inside her yard, I finally came in view with her laying on the long beach benches right outside next to her pool. I walked closer and noticed the Corona extra beer in her hand.... when I came in view with her whole body, she had on black Jordan shorts, a gutter of Calvin Klein Cotton Stretch Trunk sh
Do you ever find yourself going to a place and when you get there you have finally forgotten why you went.. that feeling of knowing that you wanted to be there but you don't know what for.. So you are left feeling lost or like an idiot. I felt like that, but my situation was different. I felt all sorts of lost and empty but mostly confused and hurt. I've never valued someone the way I did Tee and for our first argument (if it was) to take such a turn and maybe threaten our friendship like this, it terrified me.. it terrified me because Tee meant a lot to me. While I was on my way home my mind and feelings were all over the place. I felt like yelling at someone. I failed to understand what it was that pushed her to this extent, to wanting time apart and space from me. I thought we were good friends.. I thought we were cool. I paid my R224, got off the car before rushing up to my dorm. I put my key in but it was blocked .. Freya was home. I pray she leaves me the fuck alone. I wasn't
Things changed from then and I was a little agitated by almost everything. Luna suggested a few guy celebrities and I said no to all of them.I pulled her over to a nearby table, the shitty heels were killing me. As soon as we set down I told her we needed to find this person and be over with this shit. I was tired and wanted to go home, so that I'll be away from Tee and I won't smell her. I turned to look over my shoulder the moment I heard people laugh and my eyes met up with Tee's. She was already looking at me. She turned to her friends and continued talking to them acting like I didn't just catch her looking at me. This then continued to happen for a while. Wherever my eyes were going they would land on hers and it annoyed me because she would refuse to hold contact. I wanted to say something. It hurt so fucken bad to be so close to her yet so far. She was my friend and I missed her. I felt jealous of people who were with her because I'd do anything to swap places with any of
I was woken up by small kisses on my shoulder and fingers creating tiny circles on my thigh. I slowly opened my eyes and saw his trousers on the floor. I smiled and moved a bit closer to him. "Morning you beautiful person..." he whispered in a hoarse voice making me bit my bottom lip, "Morning handsome fella..." "How's my baby...?" I yawned and placed my hand on his bare ass from behind me, "She's good... and how's mine...?" He kissed my shoulder again, "I'm good.. great actually..." "Does my baby want breakfast?"He moved his bare waist against me, "definitely.."I laughed knowing exactly what he meant and I was actually talking about real food. I pulled away, "no.. noo... we had too much sex last night leading to this morning.. no.." He tried to pull me back but I managed to slip away all naked. I took his shirt and put it on, "I'll go make us real breakfast.. please don't make the bed yet, I still need to snuggle with you for an hour or two." "I have an event at one baby, s
I started cleaning up my bedroom to keep my mind busy.. Then I went to clean up the kitchen too since I left it a mess with Nash. I come back to my bedroom and changed to my sweatpants and a hoodie. It was a Saturday and I was free.. I had no fucken idea what to do until Luna came in mind.. I texted her.ME: hey babe...what's your ass up to? I'm bored.. She immediately texted back. LUNA❤: definitely feel like I'm being used if I'll get a text when you're bored. What? Can't get ahold of your new bestie Tee and now I'm the last resort? I knew she was joking but seeing Tee's name flash on my screen pissed me off more. Worse from what this idiot said. So without thinking I typed. ME: fuck you Luna! Never mind, I'll stay bored alone.She called I ignored her. I knew I was being dramatic but sometimes she got under my nerves. I still love her, but she was right under my nerves. My phone buzzed and I opened the text. LUNA❤: aww babe did I bruise your tiny heart. I'm sorry. Come to mom
My Sunday was shitty as fuck. I felt like I was going to die.. I had hangover and a headache from hell. Luna didn't complain. She just nursed me. Gave me food and then something to drink and told me to sleep again..in between all that... I woke up on Monday.I went to school all fine on Monday feeling pretty good about myself.When I came back Luna told me to text Tee but I refused. I wanted to so bad, but another part of me was scared a bit. So I refused.Tuesday was school again and she did the same. Asked me to text Tawny and I was actually getting tired of this. "I think you really actually like her..which is why this is affecting you this much. Please talk to her.." She told me. I shook my head, "I don't actually 'like' her.. I have a boyfriend that I love.. and if she wanted to talk to me, she'd have texted.. why does it have to be me." "Cos I see how much it affects you.." she said seriously while sitting next to me.I rolled my eyes, "Luna. It doesn't affect me that much a
TAWNY"Wooow really? I looked at you and thought you're the first born.. I don't think being the second last born suits you well." I rolled my eyes at this girl, could she be more of an idiot than she already was? "Really? Well I have two older brothers, Logan and Mason, they are married and doing business with my dad.. my little sister, Darcy, who's about your age is in the corporate world doing her thing... and hey idiot, you can't just look at someone and assume they are first borns."She shook her head and then took a bite on her cheese griller burger sandwich, "look at how cute you are saying big brothers... like awww she is such a baby.." I poked her, "stop being an idiot please." "Ouch... hey I'm not a rugby player.. my body is weak, take it easy on me..." she said and I smiled a bit looking at her.It was a week later after we fixed things. She was in my house asking me questions because she 'wants to know me' like she puts it. I couldn't help but laugh but it was cute at
I apologized and let go of her. She answered her phone, "heeeeeey..." I shook my head and started picking up our glasses and the plates we were using. "Noo..I'm with Tee..yeah..." she said and I tried by all means to think about what almost happened had that phone kept quiet. This wasn't me. "I will..I promise.." she said and then she laughed, that beautiful laughter "are you sure.. whatever then it's your funeral." I shook my head and put the dishes in the washer. "Fuck no... okay fine.. I'll see you tomorrow... I love you too babe.. bye..." My heart at that moment... I don't know how I felt. I couldn't explain it but I suddenly wasn't feeling okay. "Hey... balls kicker.. is that how you found out that you wanted to be a rugby player? By kicking the poor guy's balls...." I laughed a bit, "oh really? Did you kick someone's camera to find out you wanted to be a photographer? Or did you kick someone's painting.." She laughed, genuinely laughed, "says the camera killer... noo