"I FUCKED UP... I MESSED UP. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I DID"Then I went straight to my room after sending that text. I didn't even take off her clothes.. I just laid in bed with them and touched my lips.. then I couldn't help but replay the kiss in my head. How amazing and soft her lips felt on mine. How I didn't want it to stop. I didn't know how I felt now because at that moment I knew I didn't want it to stop. It took me to a place I never thought existed. But now, now I was back to my senses and thinking not only about me but also about everyone involved. Paris.. Nash.. God Nash. How were things going to be between Tee and I? I mean we didn't talk all the way till she dropped me off and I told her to drive safe. She zoned out the entire drive. She was probably thinking the same, probably wondering about my sister since they were in a relationship. I was also worried about Nash. I loved him and this was just confusing. Luna finally arrived after what felt like a year of waiting and s
The following day started off well with me waking up cuddled up with my best friend. I looked at my phone and my heart sank when I didn't see any text or a missed call from Tee. I was praying she'd at least text when she got home, but that obviously didn't happen. It kinda freaked me out coz it didn't look good. I debated whether or not to actually call her and ask her but fear of her rejecting my call kinda stopped me.I sighed and went to the bathroom to take a bath. I had school to look forward to and I was tired as fuck. The talk with Luna had us sleeping after midnight, that's after she sucked everything that happened yesterday out of me...including every word uttered by Tee's mom to me. I know, my best friend is a noisy bitch.. but I love her and would not trade her for anything.After my quick shower I went to put on my jeans and a golf t-shirt. I honestly didn't care how I looked right now. I just wanted to be in and out of school. And I needed to paint this week. I haven't
On Friday things started okay. I bathed and went to make breakfast so I can head over to the studio. I pushed myself yesterday and convinced me that I had to actually paint something. No matter what it is, as long as it's something. The front door opened and I sighed, "Freya I alw...." I stopped mid sentence when I realized it wasn't my roommate but my sister. "Paris.. what are you doing here?" "You're avoiding me and my calls." I shrugged and took a bite on the bread I was holding, "okay..?""Mimi we gotta fix things..." My body froze at her calling me that. Only Tawny and my late father use that name.. and sometimes Luna. Paris hated it because it probably remind her of our parents. "Fix with what? How much do you have to throw at me this time? I could use with some cash..." She looked at me for a while without saying anything. For a second I swear she was going to take out her phone and transfer me money. But she cleared her throat and asked, "do you umh.. need money? How mu
TAWNYIn the afternoon I got back to my place tired from training. I went straight up stairs thinking I needed a shower and my bed. I quickly went to shower first....My week truly got very busy and I appreciated that because I think I'd have went insane had I had nothing to do. Since I came back from my mom I've just been caught up with meetings and training and visiting the stores to see how everything was. That allowed me to stay busy and not think about a lot of things. Lately I've been ignoring people, literally everyone because my feelings and thoughts were all over the place I felt like I couldn't get ahold of myself. I got out of the shower and applied lotion on my body and suddenly the smell of my lotion reminded me of someone. How she used to say she smells like me all the time after bathing and using my staff. I found myself smiling involuntarily. How she always sniffs around my neck whenever I give her a hug. That became a habit and I kinda missed it..but I couldn't..
Thursday came within a blink of an eye and I went to train as usual. Paris texted me saying she was having a hard time with what was happening between her and her sister. I told her not to give up but to just give her time. Amora has always been alone and now that Paris realized it, she was hurting. She needed time to forgive and get back to being her old self. Later on after training I was tired as fuck like always and drove inside my yard. I furrowed my brows when I saw my lights on. Did I leave them on in the morning? I mean I wouldn't put it past me to have because I seriously was thinking about a lot of shit in my head.I opened my garage and drove in. I went straight to the kitchen door and unlocked it. Then I heard the TV..Fuck! Olivia not tonight.I walked in regardless and came in view with her drinking my beer, eating my food and laughing at something on tv again... I threw my sports bag on the couch and she turned to me giving me a look I couldn't read. She got up and put
I sat down and the waitress came again and took our drink orders.. I ordered for Paris too. "So... how have we been..?" Nash asked again and I was about to talk when another set of heels walked in. Those were strong and I definitely knew who they belonged to. Paris didn't even wait for me to get up and pull her chair out. She quickly pulled my face and placed a wet kiss on my face then looked at me, "sorry I'm late.."Then she turned to Nash and Mimi and so did I. Goodness the look I saw on Mimi was different from the one she walked in with. She looked so uneasy. "Hey guys.. so great you could make it.." Paris said looking at her sister and the young girl sighed and mumbled, "didn't have a choice.." "Thank you Paris.. means a lot that you invited us here.." Nash said totally oblivious to what her girlfriend hammered. I had no idea what to think of that or her sudden change of behavior. Does this mean she didn't want to be here? "So.. how have you guys been and what were you doing
AMORASince I "loosened up" at dinner like Tawny asked me to, everything was okay between the four of us.We kept talking and I actually noticed that Paris took notice and interest in everything that Nash said. Things between Tawny and I weren't as rosey, but we managed to hold a conversation without eye-fucking each other or eye-killing each other.So time went on and Nash was drinking a bit. I cleared my throat, "I think we should leave... Nash is getting wasted..." He shook his head and smiled, "even though I'm still having fun, the queen has spoken.. and I know never to argue with her, so guys.. I'll get us uber..""What?" Tawny cut in, "Don't.. I'll drop you guys off.. Let's just go. The car is big enough for all of us.." My sister got up, "you heard her.. Let's head out.." I noticed that they were all heading for the door and no one paid, I furrowed my brows, "wait.. we didn't pay.."Tawny laughed and walked next to me since my sister was busy with Nash, "um.. actually Paris
So my best friend left. The following day I was laying in bed looking at Tawny's contact details on my phone. I missed her, so much but I couldn't bring myself to texting or calling. She was quiet too. I was startled by a knock at the door. I groaned going to it and Nash didn't look happy when I opened. "Are you avoiding me?" I yawned, "what? No... why?" "Because you don't answer my calls or texts.." "Babe I was sleeping.." "Really Amora? Or you're just avoiding telling me about the rent crisis you have..?"My heart sank, I'm going to kill Frey for not keeping her mouth shut. I didn't want my boyfriend worrying about my rent, he had a lot of shit to worry about and my rent was not it.. "I'm going to kill Freya..." I said suddenly feeling wide awake. "It's no..." he sighed switching off the tv that Freya left on, "You're not killing anyone okay, is it bad?" I shrugged and didn't say anything. He turned to me, "babe move in with me..." I furrowed my brows at him as if he was