"Do you have your uniforms packed?" Cindy asked Elizabeth for the seventh time.
"Yes, mom, they're in my suitcase."
"And do you have enough snacks for the ride?"
"Yes, mom," Elizabeth replied in exasperation.
"What about money, do you have cash and your debit card? I transferred money into your account for food and incidentals this semester. You'll let me know if you need more?" Worry creased Cindy's eyes as she searched her daughter's face.
"Yes, mom, it will be fine," Elizabeth spoke in disinterested monotones. Ever since she found out she had to go to The Academy she had been detached, not interested in anything having to do with her mom and dad. They were public enemy number one. The duo had condemned her to a life at The Academy, a boarding school where she would finish her final two years of high school. She would graduate then she could finally join public life, away from werewolves, away from the pack, away from anything magical. The countdown was on.
Elizabeth was born to two werewolves, but she couldn't transform, and she didn't actually have a wolf. She was an abnormality, as they would say. Two months ago, she received a letter welcoming her to The Academy and her life had been nothing but anxiety, disbelief, and denial since then. Today she was leaving her home, the house she grew up in, and entering the world of werewolves and magical creatures. She wouldn't take her place, as they said because she wasn't a magical creature. She didn't understand why they wanted her and she resented being forced to join a school she couldn't relate to while leaving everything she knew behind, her friends, her school, her family.
Carl loaded Elizabeth's bags in the back of the car while Elizabeth sat brooding in the back seat. She couldn't be bothered to look up and acknowledge the situation. She pulled a novel out of her bag and settled in with resigned desperation, her body on the edge of panic as she watched from her peripheral as her mom opened the car door and sat in the front seat. Her dad opened the driver's door and slid behind the wheel, turning in his seat to assess his daughter.
"Ellie," her mom started.
"No, mom," Ellie interrupted her.
"Please, Ellie," her dad tried again.
"I don't want to talk about it again," Ellie said in defeat, tears dripping down her chin. "I don't want to get on the bus with red, puffy eyes. I don't want to think about what I'm leaving. I don't want to go and you don't want to listen!" Her voice rose as she shouted out her desperation.
"I wish I could make it better, Ellie," her mom softly said, resting her hand on Ellie's knee, giving her a squeeze of comfort.
"Let me stay," Ellie pleaded softly, her nose still nestled in her book, not looking at her parents for fear the eye contact would break her resolve to not cry anymore.
"You know we can't do that," Carl said, in resignation.
"Then let's just go," Ellie said, her anger breaking through as she turned away from them and pretended to read.
Carl and Cindy looked at each other. Carl set his hand on Cindy's leg and gave it a squeeze as Cindy wiped tears from her eyes. Carl started the car and backed out of their driveway, it was an hour's drive to the bus station that would take Ellie to the school shuttle. It was time to begin their journey.
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The bus stop was busy, the parking lot was filled with short-term and long-term commuters. Several buses lined the far left lot in rows, numbers printed boldly on the front guiding passengers to the correct bus. Electronic signs sat above the rows of buses like stop lights, indicating when each bus was scheduled to leave and the destination. Two buses left the lot and the signs above the parking space went red showing a CLOSED sign. Three buses were left, one sat in the far left row, separated from the other two by a dozen lanes. It was the end of the day, and no other buses were scheduled to leave after the three sitting in the lot.
Ellie glanced at the bus, panic filling her face. She desperately looked around the lot, trying to find a friendly face and failing.
"Please don't make me go, mom? Please?" She tried one last attempt. Her mom looked at her with sad, resigned eyes.
"I'll call you every night. We can talk every day, I promise. You won't be completely alone." Cindy reached in her purse and pulled out a brand new phone. "We got this for you yesterday. The school doesn't usually let you have them on campus, but they made an exception for students this year, given the changes to enrollment." Cindy offered her daughter the phone and a bag of accessories. Ellie took the phone and nodded briefly. She steeled herself against the tears threatening to come forward and opened the door. Pulling her backpack onto her shoulder, she went to the trunk of the vehicle where her dad was pulling out her luggage. She grabbed the largest suitcase and wheeled it toward the bus. Her mom grabbed the second suitcase and her dad pulled the duffel bag out of the car and followed behind.
A middle-aged woman with black and gray peppered hair cut neatly against her chin was speaking to students lined up outside of the bus. Ellie got in the back of the line and looked down. She didn't want to make eye contact or draw attention to herself. She inched forward as students ahead of her checked in and received directions. At last, it was her turn to check-in.
"Name?" the lady asked kindly.
"Elizabeth Carter."
The lady's eyebrows rose slightly as she looked at Ellie briefly then glanced down at her clipboard, checking a box next to Elizabeth's name.
"Welcome, Elizabeth. You'll need to put your luggage in the pile around the other side of the bus, make sure your name is listed on each piece. You may keep one small bag or backpack with you inside the bus for the ride to campus. The ride is 4 hours, there will be one-stop halfway along our journey where you'll be able to take a 5-minute bathroom and snack break."
"Thank you," Ellie's soft voice floated gently through the air, her trepidation apparent to the lady in front of her.
The lady reached out a hand to Elizabeth's arm and gave her a gentle squeeze. "I'm Madame Richert, I'll be here if you need anything on the trip and while you're at school." She gave Ellie a gentle smile.
Ellie nodded gently, steeling her eyes against the emotions that threatened to pour over as she made her way around the side of the bus to drop off her luggage. She double-checked that everything was labeled and piled her bags next to the already waiting luggage sitting by the bus waiting to be loaded in the luggage rack under the seats. She turned around, looked her parents in the eyes, and let her anger show through.
"Bye." Her curt response made Cindy's face crumble.
"Ellie, I'm so sorry," her mom rambled, pulling her in for a hug. Ellie stood stiffly while her mom gave her a giant bear hug, throwing all of her emotion in the gesture. "I'll text you on the road and I'll give you a call tonight."
Ellie barely nodded, pulling away. Her dad gave her a similar hug, Ellie standing stoicly.
"We love you, Els, we'll see you for fall break," her dad said gruffly as he stepped back from his daughter and put his arm around his wife's shoulders.
Ellie nodded again, then turned abruptly and walked up the bus steps, away from the only friendly faces she had seen all day.
"Did they kill your cat or something?" an accusing voice asked as Ellie walked up the bus stairs.
"Shut it, Mark," a soft voice said.
Ellie looked at the face that had asked her the question and lowered her brows in confusion. A brown-haired boy with olive skin sneered at her. Next to him, a dark-haired boy sat, green eyes averted, not meeting her gaze. Embarrassment filled Ellie's face at the unwanted attention. She'd rather crawl into a hole and live a life of solitude than have to answer his question.
"Those are her parents, dumbass," Sarah said. Sarah looked at her with contempt. Jane sat next to Sarah, a matching glare on her face. Sarah's blond hair glistened in the sun, wide curls falling down to her chest, her blue eyes shooting darts at Ellie. Jane sat next to Sarah, her black hair falling in a sleek curtain to her mid-back, equally as stunning as Sarah.
Jane interjected, "She's the one that doesn't have a wolf your mom was talking about, Mark. Her parents are probably so disappointed in her that they shipped her off to the first school that would take her."
Sarah sneered and added, "Are you sure you're on the right bus, Ellie? This is a bus for The Academy." Sarah spoke that last sentence slowly, enunciating each syllable, talking as if Ellie couldn't understand the words coming out of her mouth. Heat rushed through Ellie's cheeks, embarrassment flooding her body. Her stomach lurched in pain at the sensation as Ellie felt like she was going to be sick. Green eyes glanced up at her, compassion reaching out to soothe her embarrassment.
"Leave her alone," the soft voice interjected. Sarah, Jane, and Mark looked at the dark-haired boy but kept quiet. Ellie barely kept her composure as she looked away from the four.
Ellie pushed through the aisle silently and made her way toward the back of the bus. She wanted nothing to do with the sneering boy, Sarah, or Jane. She desperately wanted to get away from the piercing green eyes, filled with compassion. If she saw much more of them, she would burst into tears and run screaming away from the nightmare she found herself in. She pushed past several more rows, most of the students not daring to make eye contact with her. It was just as well, Ellie was about five seconds away from making a fool of herself. Her eyes burned with the effort of keeping her tears at bay.
When she had reached the very last row of the bus, she slid into the empty seat next to the window, putting her bag on the seat by the aisle, sending a very clear message that she did not want company. The bus continued to fill with students and only a few seats remained unfilled as the driver called out a five-minute warning.
Madame Richert walked up the steps of the bus, sat in the front row behind the driver, and called out attention. "Last call, we will be leaving in 2 minutes!" She sat down behind the bus driver as the doors closed behind her.
Ellie pulled out the phone her mom had given her in the car before they had left and turned it on. She scrolled through the apps, noticing a notification indicating she had 3 new text messages. She ignored the notifications and opened the audiobook application. Her finger scrolled through the books loaded on the phone and the books she could d******d. She pulled out the headphones that came with the phone, plugged them in, and scrolled through the preloaded classics on the app. Tears came to her eyes as she saw Pride and Prejudice. She hit play, settled her head against the glass window, closed her eyes, and listen to the soothing tones start the famous classic:
'It is a truth universally acknowledged, that a single man in possession of a good fortune, must be in want of a wife...'
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The bus made a sudden break and student screams rent through the air as Ellie jerked awake. Her body was thrust forward, slamming the seat in front of her as the brakes on the bus screeched, stopping the vehicle much too soon. She looked out the window, the road was surrounded by forest on both sides, trees so dense she couldn't see more than three feet deep. The bus had fully stopped and Madame Richert called out to the students to make sure everyone was ok.
Students murmured through the aisles, confused by the sudden stop. Ellie heard some students sitting in front of her ask what had caused the brake.
"I saw a pack of wolves run through the forest, they must have run in front of the bus," a girl with curly red hair said to her seatmate, another girl with bushy brown hair.
"Is everyone ok?" she walked up the aisle, assessing each row of students. "We are 10 minutes from our break, you'll have 15 minutes to get snacks, go to the restroom and then reload the bus."
"Are you ok," she softly asked Ellie as she made her way to the back of the bus.
Ellie nodded, unable to make eye contact.
"We'll be stopping in a few minutes, it will be good for you to get up and get a snack. We still have 2 hours left." Mme Richert noted softly, brushing Ellie's shoulder with her arm before walking back up the aisle to the front of the bus.
A few minutes later, after the bus had pulled back onto the road following the abrupt stop, the bus finally pulled into a small stop. Several buildings sat together, a small village. A sign above one building said General Store while a second building had a sign indicating it was a gas station. The bus pulled up to the gas station, ready to refuel for the final leg of the journey.
As soon as the bus stopped, students piled out of the cramped quarters. Ellie joined the queue, hoping for a quick snack and bathroom break. Ellie walked to the gas station restroom, then to the General Store for a quick snack, grabbing chips, a soda, and some candy bars to last through the rest of the drive. As she exited the General Store she heard a commotion in front of the building next door. Madame Richert stood in front of a pack of wolves conversing with a large man wearing nothing but sweatpants. She was talking fast and it appeared the man was in charge of the wolves behind them as they all kept looking at the woods behind them as the two spoke. Ellie couldn't hear what was being said, though the serious faces made her wish she could hear something. She cursed her luck at not having the keen wolf hearing for the first time in her life.
"There's a pack of wolves threatening the town, they've been following us since we left." Elizabeth swung her head around to see who dared to be friendly to her. She looked into piercing green eyes.
"I'm Jake," the boy said.
"Ellie," Elizabeth responded.
"I know, we all know actually. You're the biggest news to happen to The Academy this century."
"Why?" Ellie asked.
"There's never been a student without a wolf until you."
Ellie looked at Jake in confusion, "Why did they change the rules now?"
"No one knows, it's why you've caused a stir. There are others being invited to The Academy this year too, other magical students without wolves, but it started with you. You've been on the roster for 7 years."
"How do you know that?"
"My dad is in charge of student enrollment."
"Is that why they resent me?"
"Basically, yes."
Ellie looked around and saw Sarah, Jane, and Mark standing outside the gas station. Sarah was whispering furiously with Jane as they both glared in her direction.
"I just want to go home," she whispered sadly, sure no one could hear her.
"The Academy is your home now," Jake replied with finality.
Elizabeth looked at Jake in surprise, then remembered she was among wolves and they could hear basically everything.
"For two more years," Ellie replied, not willing to give in just yet.
Jake looked at her curiously. "Don't you know how The Academy works?"
Ellie shook her head, "My mom said I had to finish my high school years there. I'm planning to go to university far away from here."
Jake looked at her with compassion, "The Academy is for high school and college. Next year you take an assessment exam to determine what career path you will pursue, then you continue in that course of study at The Academy."
"I can't go to university somewhere else?"
"No, the Council doesn't approve appeals for external universities."
"The Council?" Ellie asked in despair.
"The governing body. They are in charge of the laws and regulations for wolves. Do you know much about the wolf population at all?" Jake asked in disbelief.
Ellie shook her head. "I don't have a wolf, why would I?"
"Don't your parents though?"
"Yes, but they never talked about it once they realized I wasn't going to be part of that life."
Jake nodded his head. "Let's go back, the bus is about to leave. Don't worry about Mark, he'll leave you alone now."
Ellie nodded slightly, "Thanks."
She took a few steps in silence then turned to face Jake, "why are you helping me?"
"Don't you remember?"
"Remember what?"
Jake looked curiously at Ellie, trying to figure out what was going on in her head. He shook his head in dismissal, "Nothing." He continued toward the bus, climbing the stairs, leaving Ellie to stare after him in surprise.
Ellie climbed back on the bus, avoiding Jake's gaze and finding her seat in the last row. She pulled out her chips, opened the bag, and put her headphones back in. Her mood hadn't improved much so she found a new classic audiobook. Ah, yes, there it was, Dickens always had a dreary narrative to fit her mood, a perfect fit following her upsetting realization that she would quite literally never escape the world of wolves. She turned the book on and stared out the window:
'It was the best of times, it was the worst of times, it was the age of wisdom, it was the age of foolishness...'
The school appeared like a beacon in the dusky sky. The trees lining the road melted away as manicured lawn appeared to the left of the road. The bus turned onto the entrance road, winding up toward the bright lights shining through the night sky. Dusk had fallen over the school, the sun already set behind the horizon and weary students were unloading from the buses already parked in front of the great stone entrance. Madame Richert stood at the front of their bus, clapping her hands to draw attention from the students in her care. "We have arrived. You will all proceed into the entranceway where you will find professors ready to direct you to the banquet hall. We will be eating dinner and then you will find your house assignments. Your luggage will be taken to your rooms directly for you. If you have any questions, you will be finding your head of house shortly and they will be able to help you navigate your first year at The Academy." She walked down the aisl
Ellie felt a pounding in her head. She tried to open her eyes, but she couldn't quite manage to see more than a sliver of light. Realizing defeat for the moment she instead focused on the words around her, trying to figure out where she was and who was whispering conspiratorially by her bed. "Do you think she can hear us?" a voice whispered. "She hit her head really hard when she fell. Her head just crashed against the wood floor, I thought for sure she was dead. I don't think I've screamed that loud in years." "We all heard," a second voice said sarcastically. "You could tone down the dramatics a touch when there's an emergency." There was a light 'oomf'as Ellie heard a punch. "Shut up, jerk face," the first voice said. "The fuck? Ouch, your fist has bite," the second voice said in surprise. "What do you think happened?" the first voice whispered again. "We were just talking and all of the sudden, she just blacked out. Poof. Do
Jake woke early, his mind quickly going over the events of the last 24 hours. He never thought he would see her again, but as soon as she stepped foot on the bus yesterday, he knew. He knew exactly who she was, but she didn't remember him. She had no recollection of saving his life all those years ago. But he did. He remembered the color of her hair. He remembered her smell. He remembered her eyes, the piercing stare she gave him and her determined strength as she pulled him away from danger. But when she got on the bus, she didn't even glance his way. She barely acknowledged him until he went up to her at the stop. She didn't seem to feel the same pull that he did. Something was off, and he intended to find out what it was. Until then, he had to tread carefully. One wrong word and he was convinced she would run away from him faster than a cheetah on the hunt. He hadn't met anyone as skittish as she was. Jake got ready and went to Firash's door, pounding on the
Wednesday would mark the start of actual classes. Ellie lay in bed the night before, too nervous to sleep. She alternated between deep depression and mild hysterics. The depression was due to the realization she was still at The Academy and it didn't look like she was going to escape anytime soon. Once that realization settled in her mind, the mild hysterics started. She pondered the fact she would be spending the next several years at The Academy and she was sure she was going to make a fool of herself or fail miserably because she wasn't really a magical creature. It had been two full days since she had arrived at The Academy already and her parents hadn't shown up to take her home. She had been holding onto a distance hope that this was all going to turn into one big mistake, her parents would realize she wasn't really supposed to be here and they would show up and whisk her away in a flurry of hugs and apologies and copious amounts of chocolate. In fact, other than reass
"Hello, Elizabeth, it seems you've had quite the evening." Madame Richert smiled at Ellie, looping her arm around Ellie's shoulders and walking with her back toward the school. She was calm, with no panic or excitement marring her face. The tan wolf took off running back into the woods, presumably to help the other wolf now that Ellie was safe in the arms of the professor. "I'm so sorry, Madame Richert, I didn't mean to take off. I just, it's just that," Ellie stumbled over her words as tears finally coursed down her cheeks. "I just, I couldn't breathe. I couldn't breathe and I needed to get out. I needed out." She sobbed as Madame Richert pulled Ellie into her arms, holding her close. "I know. It's alright. You're safe now." Madame Richert said soothingly as she rubbed Ellie's back, encompassing the young girl's small body with her arms. "You're alright, you're safe. We found you." After a few minutes, Ellie calmed down and was overcome with embarrassment.
The week had gone by slowly and steadily for Ellie. After her run-in with a scary werewolf in the forest, she was relieved to find the rest of the week was mundane in comparison. Jake had avoided being alone with her Wednesday and Thursday, despite the fact they had several classes together. When she realized he hadn't told any of their friends about the chase in the woods, she breathed in relief, she wasn't sure when she would be ready for the fuss Sam was sure to throw over her adventure, but it wasn't today. When Friday afternoon finally came, she sighed in relief, glad that her classes were done for the week. She was looking forward to going to town with Sam and Meredith, looking through shops and trying out the Italian restaurant they'd been raving about all week long. Ellie was coming to realize that while she missed her friends at home, and she was desperate to return the first chance she got, her friends at the academy were pretty likable too. She had a lot in common
Ellie had never had pasta quite as tender and delicious as Fiorelli's. If she ate here every day, she was sure she would never have another worry in the world, except maybe how she would afford all of the new clothes she would need as her waist expanded. The food tasted like the embodiment of comfort and home, it was a warm hug in her stomach. She watched as Sam finished the last of her risotto and sighed in happiness. "I'm going to get fat," Sam said to the table. "From one meal?" Ellie asked. "No, but I'm going to eat here every day. Probably for the next month or two. I have dreams of this sauce," Sam said as she scraped her fork along the bottom of the plate, licking it clean. Firash closely watched her mouth; his eyes were trailing the path Sam's tongue took across her lips. His face was a mask of something close to desire before he shook his head and looked away. "You can not possibly be serious about eating here every day, it wo
Ellie raced back to campus, she thought how ironic it was that she had spent the last 16 years avoiding any physical exertion that caused her to break a sweat but since coming to The Academy, twice in one week she found herself sprinting as if her life depended on it. The last time she had been sprinting, her life had depended on it. This time she was sprinting as if Jake's life depended on it, which it did. A glimpse of the building flashed in her mind as she tried to work out where the shooter was going to be and when it would happen. The last time she had seen a vision, she had apparently saved a mall of wolves from a bombing but she didn't remember any of it. She didn't know if the vision seven years ago had happened right before the event or if it happened a few times leading up to it. Was the shooter going to try to kill Jake tonight? Right now? Did she have time to save him? Had it already happened? Ellie looked behind her and noticed with relief that Sam and Meredith
As soon as Halloween was over, it felt like life was on fast-forward. The days flew by and suddenly it was two days until Ellie and Jake's shared birthday. The campus had turned to fall, decorations and trees alike reflecting the orange and red hues typical of this time of year."We're going out for dinner tomorrow night," Amanda said, nudging Ellie with her arm as they headed in toward class. "I don't know," Ellie said, shaking her head as she gestured toward four books in her hand. "I need to get these read by the end of the weekend.""It's your birthday, Els, you can take a break for dinner with your best friend," Amanda teased.Ellie looked at Amanda with surprise then scrunched up her face in confusion and looked up at the sky, silently counting."Tomorrow is the 12th," Amanda replied with a snort. "Your birthday.""Shoot, I forgot it was tomorrow," Ellie said with a small laugh. "Dinner sounds good."Amanda laughed as they sat in their seats, waiting for the lecture to begin."
Ellie paced in her room, Amanda was sitting on the couch watching as she walked back and forth. "Maybe we should figure out how to-" Amanda's voice was cut off by a knock on the door as Sam and Meredith swung the door open and walked in without preamble. Hannah came behind, walking slower, her face pensive as she pondered some private conundrum. Ellie could guess that her mind was preoccupied with her mate. "It's time to get dressed!" Sam said with her normal exuberance. "We are going to have the best time tonight! I can't wait to see you in your dress, you will seriously make the BEST demon." "Because that's what I want to be doing right now," Ellie muttered. Sam was still talking and didn't hear her mumbling as Ellie walked to her window, looking at the destruction in the courtyard beyond. Remnants of buildings were piled to the side of the walkways and Ellie's heart clenched at the memory of the students that had died in the blast. There had been a few in her class, the student
Ellie could feel herself clam up, her nerve flying right out the window in retreat of the icy green stares that pierced her resolve. There were six emerald-green eyes staring her down. One set was icy, one was angry, and one was almost disappointed, a sadness seeping in. "Els," Jake started, shaking his head as he paused. He looked disappointed and Ellie knew she was the cause. She was surprised to realize that she cared how he felt about her actions, but she supposed that happened when you grew closer to a mate. You suddenly want to please them. That was a weird feeling. She shook her head at her wayward thoughts, realizing she had been caught visiting a prisoner that she wasn't supposed to see. It was just Stefano, though. He was innocent. This was her Stefano. Her friend, not some dangerous criminal. "He didn't do it," she started, her voice soft and shaky. The glare of Eloise was enough to send her stomach into twists of nerves. She was certain she was going to be sick if she ha
Ellie's head was spinning. She was concentrating hard and it was giving her a headache. Determined to keep the brick wall sturdy in her mind, keeping her thoughts private, for once, she crept down the dark corridor of the teacher's hall and glanced to her left, searching for a staircase leading downstairs. She was on the ground floor, looking for something that would point her in the right direction of the basement. Dungeons are always in the basement, she thought wryly as she tried to determine which way to go to find Stefano. She crept forward slowly, trying to keep her step light, knowing the hall was filled with werewolves with super-hearing and super-senses. She didn't live under the illusion she would make it all the way down to the dungeons and back without getting caught but she was hopeful she would be able to sneak in and see Stefano before the werewolves clued into her presence. So far, the werewolves on campus had been doing a pretty good job trying to keep her away from
Marcus looked at the building Ellie was pointing toward, his eyes widening a fraction as he glanced back at Ellie. "You stay here, understand me? Don't move. I need to go help," Marcus replied, distracted, his hand gripping Ellie's arm in a tight, death hold. Ellie nodded, her eyes wide with fright. She couldn't bear the thought that Jake had been in the building when the blast occurred. A building that was now a pile of rubble. If he had been inside, he was very likely dead. No one could survive that. She felt tears coursing down her cheeks as she watched Marcus run across the quad toward the stones, glancing back at her every few feet to make sure she was still alright where he had left her. She watched him go, her eyes not daring to look at the ground around the building. In her peripheral vision, she could see hands and feet and she couldn't bear to look where she might find a body. Those were her friends. She had very likely lost friends in the blast and until she knew which
It was 3:36 in the morning, Ellie had been out for three days. In a rush of breath, she sat up in bed, gasping in air as she woke suddenly from her deep sleep. If you could call it a deep sleep. Meeting the Fates wasn't exactly a restful experience. Her hair was wild, she had a very distinct and very pungent odor that made her nose cringe and she felt like she had been underwater for a very long time as she gasped for breath. The sound of her pulling air in and pushing it out with the force of someone that had just escaped death was enough to wake Jake from his sleep. He had stayed by her side for days. He refused to leave her. Even when he was supposed to go visit his mother, he canceled the trip to stay with Ellie. He may only have a few weeks left with her and he planned to stay as close to her as possible for however long he had. No one would take this time from him. "ELLIE!" Jake's voice rang through the infirmary. Between the sound of Jake's cry of surprise and Ellie's gasp
Ellie was out cold, there was no getting her back. She had been lost in the recesses of her mind, the darkness enveloping her in a calm, deep sleep. Jake watched her sleep, running his fingers gently over her face as she lay in a bed in the infirmary. His cousin Stacy walked toward him and laid a gentle hand on his shoulder. "She will wake up," Stacy whispered softly, trying to offer comfort where there was none. Ellie's face was serene and calm. She was at peace, wherever she was. Her mind was gone, lost in a sea of darkness that Jake couldn't access. Wherever she was, her thoughts were elusive, he couldn't hear them. "What will I do if I lose her again? Not just here, to this, but what happens if I can't get the contract void and I lose her forever?" Jake's voice broke. He didn't cry but he dropped his head in his hands in sorrow. He wanted to scream but he settled on a frustrated growl. Stacy squeezed his shoulder in understanding. "You won't," Stacy replied. Her confidence wa
Stefano stood to the side of the restaurant and watched with an amused expression as Amanda walked slowly toward the man sitting at the booth. Amanda moved as if in a trance, her feet involuntarily taking her closer to the man with the intense gaze. He was watching Amanda's every move, seemingly memorizing them. Ellie smirked and followed, looping her arm through Stefano's. "About time it's someone else," Ellie murmured under her breath at Stefano. He chuckled and pulled her arm, hurrying her along behind Amanda. The man sitting in the booth was staring at Amanda, watching her advance slowly. His eyes were hungry, bordering possessive. He had shaggy brown-blond hair and ice-blue eyes. His eyes were mesmerizing, even to Ellie and she shook her head in exasperation as she realized she was lusting after Amanda's mate's eyes. Because it was obvious that this was Amanda's mate. 'Seriously, Els. Lusting after another man's eyes?' Jake's voice sounded amused. 'If you could see them, you
Ellie knew something would happen to thwart them. It was her destiny to forever be left on the outskirts, forgotten and thrown aside by the Fates. She sat in her seat watching Jake with a pained expression as he spoke in low tones to Hannah, Firash and Mark. They were discussing Rand. Firash looked ready to turn around and find Rand so he could drag the man back to the Academy with them but Ellie knew he wouldn't come. Rand was long gone and he wouldn't reappear at his pack house until he was sure they had left. He wouldn't risk seeing Hannah again. She was his kryptonite. He may not know it, but it had happened to Ellie too. She thought she was safe from Jake. She had made the choice to stay away from him no matter what happened, no matter how many pretty words he spoke, and look at her now. She had lost that battle. "You're glad you lost that battle," Jake turned to speak softly to her. "How are you able to have a fully immersed conversation and still hear my thoughts and pro