"I don't want you to be worried about anything okay." She nodded her head but I knew she didn't understand shit. How could she? I'm about to become someone else in her eyes.Once I was sure all the kids were inside I took her hand in mine and headed for the auditorium. The teachers were trying to calm the kids down as we walked in.I headed for the podium with her hand held firmly in mine. "QUIET!" The noise level died down at my shouted order and all eyes turned my way."I'm going to make this short, pay close attention. I want you all to take a look at the man in the portrait on the wall."I waited until everyone had turned their attention to the portrait before looking back at me. I could feel Sian's hand tremble in mine and squeezed it gently to calm her."Some of you may not be aware of this, but this school belongs to the Sanders Group. My grandfather, the man in the portrait, built it for the children of the Hollywood set years ago.""It's funded, owned, and ran by t
To be expelled would carry a stigma that will follow them for the rest of their lives. It was only the first shot I planned to take at her."If the cops can't tie her to the attack or the explosion, I'll find a way to, because I know it was her doing." "As to Stanley, I already have people looking for him. He's nowhere to be found which means he might've left the city already. If I put the squeeze on his dad he'd have no choice but to come out of hiding though.""What do you mean put the squeeze on him? What are you going to do?""Shut him down." I walked away without giving them anymore.They're my friends but they don't carry the same burdens as I. I stayed up most of the night thinking about what I should do and this was the only thing that made sense.It's because of my lax behavior that things had gone this far, that people like Mandy and Stanley thought they could fuck with my girl and get away with it.It's because I'd made myself just one of the crowd that people
I just know that one-day we were fine and the next, it was as if I'd never existed for him. Seriously, that's how he did it. He didn't even have the decency to tell me we were over.I saw him one night for dinner, and the next day when I ran into him, running to his side all smiles and genuinely excited to see him, he'd looked right through me. I've never been treated so coldly in my life by anyone, not even when I was nothing more than the daughter of a prostitute. His behavior had cut deep. It's a wound that still has yet to heal.As hard as I wracked my brain then and now, I still can't figure it out. It wasn't possible that he could've found out about my little side action. That had nothing to do with us, those men that I was using had been in the picture long before he and I became a thing.They were just the backup I needed just in case. There's nothing wrong with that is there? After all, I'd suffered enough loss and disappointment in life to know you always need to hav
I'll never forgive her for this, for doing this to him. I'm not sure at this point what I'm more pissed about. What she said to my wife, or what she just did to my friend. It doesn't matter that I'd tried to warn him. That shit was moot.It mattered that she'd fucked with him ever since, like he didn't have the right to move the fuck on. I never asked what made him come to his senses, but I've had the whole night to think after getting back to my girl.As usual her old man was out of town and I stayed the night at her place. Soon I'll be able to take her home with me. It won't be long now before everyone notices the ring on her finger anyway. My only problem is having to leave her again once I got her settled.After I'd left Jace the night before I headed right to her place. There are times when I miss her so bad I can feel that shit in my gut. Last night was one of those times. Not only because of her little run-in with that snipe, but because of what I'd seen in my friend's eye
I hurried to class feeling happier than I had in a long time while walking these halls. For the past year or so life has been hell. Having to come here each day and see her, knowing what she'd done, and so much more. It was getting harder and harder to face coming here.I don't know what I would've done had Sian and her family not moved here. Or had she and Jace not become a couple. It was only my association with them that had saved me, and my sanity I'm sure.Now Jace had put the ultimate smack down on that horrible monster and I couldn't be happier. The only thing that would've been better is if she'd died...better not go there. It's been a while since I let myself remember that night. And even longer since I stopped worrying endlessly.I wanted to run and skip like the kid I once was but didn't want to give too much away. I already suspect that Sian and Jace know something about Mandy and my dad, and I've been avoiding them somewhat so as not to have that conversation. If I s
I now know what it means to slowly die inside. I was suffering a slow painful death as I stood there. There was a scream building inside me that I fought to contain, because I knew that if given release, it may go on forever. My head was near to exploding. It felt like any second now my world was going to implode. I was holding onto my resolve by a thread. Fighting hard not to give up hope, but the only thing I could possibly take away from what he'd just done, is that it was really over between us.If that wasn't bad enough and hard enough to take, the stupid wanna be kids who attend this shitty school all seemed to be applauding his announcement and some were even congratulating her; right in front of me, even though she was long gone. How fucking humiliating.When I get rid of that bitch I'm going to make everyone, anyone who even talked to her, pay. Through my anger I held onto a little bit of hope. No matter how things may look now, there's still a chance. As long as I'm br
If she had an enemy like that in this town it would be good to know who that person is. Maybe they'll try again, or maybe we can pool our resources. Just goes to show, if whoever it is was willing to go to those lengths, then there's someone else who hates her almost as much as I do.None of that answered the question of what Jace was up to with that little speech he gave. For the first time in a long while I was unsure of something. And the one thing I wanted, no needed most, seemed to be slipping out of my grasp.Could it be that Jace was really done with me? That he wanted nothing more to do with me like he'd said? Have I been lying to myself all this time? Was it really over before we'd even really started?But he was supposed to be my ticket out. He was supposed to be the man I marry and live the life that was meant for me. I'm beautiful, smart and men bend over backwards to get me into their bed. So why is he so different?Why did he have to be the only one who seemed to
Don't tell me this fool's wife had found out about our little arrangement. That was so in the past I'd all but forgotten about it. I'm not too worried either way. We all know how that shit ends if that should be the case. I'm just the poor little girl who was taken advantage of by the mean old man in authority. I know that act well. I started to smile, feeling a little bit like myself after the morning I've had. Nothing gives me more of a buzz than bringing one of these uppity snobs to heel."As of today you're no longer welcomed on school property." I wasn't quite sure what he said at first, it sounded like...couldn't be. I almost snickered but something about the way he refused to look at me, and the constipated look on his face told me that I'd heard right.He finally looked up and saw the look of stupefaction on my face. "I'm sorry this was not my call, my hands are tied. Believe me I did all I could to avoid this happening..." He was doing his best to cover his ass.I thi