I now know what it means to slowly die inside. I was suffering a slow painful death as I stood there. There was a scream building inside me that I fought to contain, because I knew that if given release, it may go on forever. My head was near to exploding. It felt like any second now my world was going to implode. I was holding onto my resolve by a thread. Fighting hard not to give up hope, but the only thing I could possibly take away from what he'd just done, is that it was really over between us.If that wasn't bad enough and hard enough to take, the stupid wanna be kids who attend this shitty school all seemed to be applauding his announcement and some were even congratulating her; right in front of me, even though she was long gone. How fucking humiliating.When I get rid of that bitch I'm going to make everyone, anyone who even talked to her, pay. Through my anger I held onto a little bit of hope. No matter how things may look now, there's still a chance. As long as I'm br
If she had an enemy like that in this town it would be good to know who that person is. Maybe they'll try again, or maybe we can pool our resources. Just goes to show, if whoever it is was willing to go to those lengths, then there's someone else who hates her almost as much as I do.None of that answered the question of what Jace was up to with that little speech he gave. For the first time in a long while I was unsure of something. And the one thing I wanted, no needed most, seemed to be slipping out of my grasp.Could it be that Jace was really done with me? That he wanted nothing more to do with me like he'd said? Have I been lying to myself all this time? Was it really over before we'd even really started?But he was supposed to be my ticket out. He was supposed to be the man I marry and live the life that was meant for me. I'm beautiful, smart and men bend over backwards to get me into their bed. So why is he so different?Why did he have to be the only one who seemed to
Don't tell me this fool's wife had found out about our little arrangement. That was so in the past I'd all but forgotten about it. I'm not too worried either way. We all know how that shit ends if that should be the case. I'm just the poor little girl who was taken advantage of by the mean old man in authority. I know that act well. I started to smile, feeling a little bit like myself after the morning I've had. Nothing gives me more of a buzz than bringing one of these uppity snobs to heel."As of today you're no longer welcomed on school property." I wasn't quite sure what he said at first, it sounded like...couldn't be. I almost snickered but something about the way he refused to look at me, and the constipated look on his face told me that I'd heard right.He finally looked up and saw the look of stupefaction on my face. "I'm sorry this was not my call, my hands are tied. Believe me I did all I could to avoid this happening..." He was doing his best to cover his ass.I thi
Round one goes to me! I walked away from the window feeling a little appeased but nowhere near satisfied. This was just the beginning. Her hell has yet to start.I now know for a fact that Stanley was the one who blew up her room, but I still don't know how he and Mandy are connected, or even if they are. All I have is a hunch and I never ignore those.I have my men looking for him all the same and have revamped her team again. She'd had such a fit last time knowing they were there I'd made it so they stayed out of sight. But now I'm rethinking that decision as well.It's because of her spoilt ass that I can't take care of her properly, the way I want to. Well now she's just gonna have to deal with me because I'm not giving into her any more on this shit.I have no doubt that the viper who just left here will strike again, but next time I'm gonna make sure she has no one to strike at but me. And then, once I've rubbed everything that is Sian in her face, I'm going to destroy he
The bond we share is too real and means too much to just throw it away like that. I have the money and the resources to make this happen, so I'm gonna do all I can to make sure that things turn out right for all of us. I don't like the alternative.I can't see it. Can't see each of us going our separate ways in a year or two, growing apart. Becoming adults that have no idea what's going on in each other's lives. I won't let that happen.Even before I'd met Sian and started seeing shit partially through her eyes, I'd had this idea. But seeing her and how happy she is with her crew, watching the way she protects Cassie who needs it most had solidified things for me. I don't want her to lose any of them. Don't what the people she loves to disappear from her life. So I'm going to keep us all together as long as I can. I'll kick the first one's ass that tries giving me shit. I'll bet my family's fortune that one's gonna be Sian. She loves giving me shit. I'm sure half the time s
Hah, he has no idea. I have more ways than one of bringing her down without getting my hands dirty. Now I know him and I are going to be in a standoff. He's gonna try to protect me and I'm definitely going to protect him.His spoilt hardheaded ass always thinks he has to protect everyone, but when it comes time for him to be protected he doesn't follow the rules. Too bad we're so alike. Neither one of us is going to back down. I just have to make sure my game is tighter than his. The little device I keep in my pocket vibrated and I took it out to have a look. Shit!"Jace, why are you calling Valerie?" He didn't even take the phone from his ear, which meant he knew that I knew. "How do you know I'm calling Valerie?" Now he turned and looked at me with a knowing look on his face."Because I have a trace on her phone." Asshole just smirked at me. "You knew.""I have one on Sian's so I took a guess." He hung up after leaving some cryptic ass message on her phone."What d
I guess it's because I'd never been around Track that much that I missed it. But now with him here, it's like the others had fallen into some well-learned routine.Except for my brother. At least he looked a little more confused than the others, though not as much as me. It's like they all knew something. But what?It's only been a few hours since that whole thing this morning, but when I look at them now, I don't see the same guys from a few days ago. Or even yesterday. What could've happened in that short window of time to make them change like this?They were starting to make me nervous. Like something big was going to happen any minute now. They seem so serious, almost unapproachable. And not only me, but everyone else seems to have noticed. It was obvious in the wide berth the rest of the student body was making around them. Like they expected them to snap, or it was more like some weird form of respect. Though I always got the feeling that Jace was very well respected
He'd stopped eating and turned to look at me. The others were busy having their own conversations and the rest of the room was as noisy as to be expected. But this was not the place or time for this conversation.I didn't know that I was crying until his fingers wiped the tears away. "No, it's nothing." I grabbed his arm when he started to get up from his chair, keeping him in place. Who knows what craziness he was about to do."Then why the fuck are you crying?" At least he'd leaned in so no one else could hear. I looked at him and felt my heart squeeze. How can I tell him that he was breaking my heart? That seeing this change in him was like watching something die?I knew that the boy I met was gone. Not that I loved him any less, no. My pain was for the fact that the happy go lucky goof was no more. That the boy with the infectious grin had vanished right before my eyes.Even with his sometimes overbearing, over protective manner, he was still a teenager. This was no teen si