"I'd love to." I hid my nervousness behind my sweet smile.
He smiled back and grabbed my hand as he intertwined it with his. My lips parted with the electricity he brought to my nerves."I hope you don't mind." He was looking at our hands."Why would I?" Thank God I didn't stutter. I was fucking nervous and uncomfortable, at the same time I was liking his filthy, playful, straightforward act.We walked toward his cabin with our hands intertwined. I couldn't help but hide my smile. Clayton never held my hand in public, well we didn't care about each other so yep, no reasons to.When we arrived at his Cabin, I sat on the sofa and looked around the marble walls. His cabin was pretty big; he must be a VIP."I didn't give you the permission to sit on my sofa." He frowned.My brows crossed in confusion. "Excuse me? You invited---""But I'm giving you the permission to lay on my bed." His voice sounded alluring.I gulped. He was giving tension to my organs. I glanced at his queen-sized bed with white sheets."Don't worry, I don't bite." He smirked."You look like someone who bites though.""I can if you like it wild and dirty."I looked away. His stares were seriously breathtaking, even his smile. I massaged my leg. His cabin was cold but I could feel the warmth of my body punching me out of nervousness. I licked my lower lip."Wrong move, lady." He was staring at me intently.My brows crossed. I didn't even move."What did I do?""You lick your lower lip. Is it dry? I could lick it for you."I looked away. I couldn't stand the way he was looking at me as if he was gonna eat me alive. His stares were intense like a fierce model on a magazine."I take silence as a yes. Is that a yes?""Yes. I mean... No... no I mean... you can lick it but only after dinner." I swallowed even if I couldn't feel any wetness on my lips. "Dessert, remember?" I massaged my leg.He smirked and didn't bother to talk for a minute. He just stared at me. I looked at the wall, trying to pull myself together. A man never caught my breath away. Who was he to do that?"You look uncomfortable. Does my presence bother you that much?" He broke the silence."You don't bother me." I raised my chin, acting confident.He leaned toward me, my body hair froze as his face went closer to mine. I fought back his stares, pretending that I wasn't affected by his dark tantalising eyes. His eyes looked down at my lips; I gulped."Snow..." I could almost eat his breath; I could feel it from my nose down to my lips."Yes..." I managed to speak with my trembling legs."You'll be mine this evening. No one owns you but me and only me. I will bring you to heaven with your secret fantasies. How do you like that?"I slightly moved my face away but he just leaned more. My eyes wanted to drop together with my lips."I like actions more than words." I hid my nervousness using my fake confidence.He smirked before standing up properly. I finally released the breath I was holding when he was too near."My actions are more irresistible than my words so..." He shrugged."Hmm..." I lost words! "Can I go to the bathroom?""With me?""No."He laughed. "Sure, lady. This way." His hand gestures the way to his bathroom.I stood and quickly walked toward there. I bumped my back at the door when I closed the restroom. I took a deep breath and released all the burning sensation that touched my body. I held my chest as my heart was beating like a horse fighting to win.That man, he was unreal. I never met a guy like him; a hot, alluring man with humour and a little bit of gentleness. It was like he was the epitome of perfection.Somehow I felt like I was gonna regret that I accepted his offer for dinner. Thinking that our conversation wasn't gonna last long and it will soon end, it was... I didn't know, kinda disappointing. Like, he was the type of guy that I wanted to get to know deeply but I couldn't because here, I was a different person, I couldn't share with him who I was for real. That would be so fuck up.I pulled myself together before going out to the restroom. My sight went straight at him, capturing my heart with his black button-down polo. His firm chest almost drool me as the first three buttons of his top were open. She got good taste, I could say that."You like the view?" He smirked before combing his messy hair with his fingers."I like it better when you're topless." I shrugged, pretending I wasn't tense at all."Chill lady." He laughed. "Dinner first before dessert, remember?""I know. Let's go have dinner then." I walked outside his cabin with my eyes connected to him as I passed by him.I was about to step outside the door when he grabbed my hand, intertwining it with his. "You should wait for my hand, Snow. My dates always hold my hand when walking."I didn't matter a word as my throat felt dry again. I just walk with him until we stopped in front of a golf cart.I glanced at him. "This is yours?""I think so."My mouth formed an 'o'. He must be a very big-time member here."Hop in, Snow." He turned around to hop on the side of the steering wheel.He glanced at me and smile before driving towards the nearest restaurant. He held my hand until we got inside; the ambience sent relaxation to me. The smell was sending a vibe of Italian food. I looked at our hands intertwined together then I looked at the waiter he was talking to. We looked like we were in a relationship. I looked better with him than with Clay.He pulled a chair for me. I smiled before sitting then he sat right beside me. A waiter caters for us and lists our orders. I looked around after the waiter disappeared. I massaged my leg under the table as my body was shivering for unknown reasons. I felt warm inside me like I was in a relaxing jacuzzi."You're nervous. Calm down." Ezra laughed.I glared at her. "What made you think that?""You look tense." His eyes were digging mine until he glanced at my lips; he smiled playfully."Do I?" I tried to be sarcastic."You do. It turns me on."Stones struck my throat. He caught me off guard again. I grabbed the glass of water and sipped."Fucking gorgeous. I can't wait for the dessert." He chuckled with his amused face.I puffed a breath after drinking. I caught his eyes staring at me intently as if he had never seen a woman like me. I failed to mutter a word as my heart was pumping louder, I couldn't think right."How often do you take dessert with a woman?""Not often." His eyes stared deeper and I was trying to manage it. It was like there was electricity connecting our eyes."I doubt that. You seem so expert when you picked me up awhile ago.""Did I pick you up?" He put his elbow on the table as his palm touched his defined jaw. His silver Rolex looked good on him."Didn't you?" I frowned."No. I didn't. I asked you for a date.""This is dating?" I gulped.He shrugged."So you date different women every day?""No. Just you.""Are you trying to impress me?" My lips parted as my brows crossed."No. I'm trying to be honest. Don't you want an honest man?""This is a date?" I was still confused. I just wanted to flirt, not date. I couldn't date. I wasn't allowed to, but I couldn't even resist him. He was freaking irresistible."Let's just call it a dinner, if you're more comfortable at it." He was still smirking, looking amused at my reaction."A date, it is." I nodded. I pinched my leg for what I said. My head was spinning and I didn't want to decline him.He smiled wider. "So do you feel me?""What?" My mind was still confused."I can't wait for the dessert, can you?""I'm looking forward." I gulped. My decision was final. Nothing could stop me now. At least once, I wanted to choose my happiness over others. Besides, who knows what Clayton was doing. He must be doing worst than me."Let's start then, shall we?"My brows crossed, but the food wasn't served yet. I flinched when his warm hand touched my leg. Electricity travelled through my body as it shivered the whole me."Ezra, what are you doing?" I whispered while my body was so stiff. I couldn't even look at him properly. His big hand felt good on my skin."Chill, no one would see us."Our table was at the most corner and the table cloth was long enough to reach the floor so our legs were safely covered. No one could see us, that's for sure."Ezra!" My body was tingling as he slid his hand up and down my skin like he was attracting the hell out of me. My legs wanted to curl up with the warm sensation he was giving me."You said you can't wait." He was looking at me like he was ready to eat me. His deep stares were stealing my breath. "We can do it here and no one would care.""But we're still having dinn--""It can wait." He cut me off as he glides his hand to my leg, almost reaching my panty. "I can't; you also can't."I puffed a deep breath when his fingers touched the tip of my panty. I bit my lower lip, stopping myself to moan from the sensation he was giving me.He was about to insert his finger inside my panty when I held her hand."Dessert, remember..." It was almost a breath when he still moved his finger."You can't wait, remember?" He gently removed my hand from his before he continued massaging my legs. My face heated as I sighed deeply. I bit my lower lip and awkwardly smiled when some of the people looked at me. Was my breath that loud to notice?"I'm willing to wait..." I flinched with the tingling sensation his touch was sending to my body. "Ezra..." I looked straight into her eyes but I couldn't even say the word 'stop'. His pleasure was damn hard to resist.He rubbed his finger through my panty; my clitoris could feel the warmth of his hand underneath.I could feel my panty being wet. I wanted to look up and moan but I was suppressing it. I looked around. I couldn't bear other people to see me moaning."My name on your voice is turning me on, say it again."I bit my lower lip. I couldn't mutter any word. I knew once I tried, it would just sound like a moan.I almost lost my breath when he successfully insert his finger under my panty. I gripped my hand on the side of my chair when his long, warm finger massaged my wetness. I tried to keep my legs close so he couldn't play with my womanhood at a restaurant but he still managed to insert his finger inside me. I almost moan, my lower lip could bleed from how hard I was biting it.I could feel my cheeks heating as if I was about to explode out of embarrassment. I was soaking wet down there and he could feel it. He was playing with it and he was enjoying it. His eyes were stilled on mine while he was smiling with amusement."E-Ezra... don't--""--stop?" He cut me off with a playful smirk.I squeezed my eyes close. Why was he so tempting? I couldn't resist!I was out of breath but I kept on exhaling. His middle finger continued to explore my womanhood, playing with the folds along my clit.My lips formed an 'o'. I took a deep breath but I lost it when he covered my mouth with his soft, warm lips. I didn't have the chance to move away as his kiss was hard and rough; my tongue welcomed his. I was breathing heavily while his kiss was moving deeper and harder.He pulled away from the kiss but his nose was still touching mine while his magnetic eyes were melting my defences."You're the sweetest dessert I've ever tasted and we're not even done yet." He smirked."Let's go." He pulled me from my chair after I finished drinking my wine."Where are we going?"He didn't utter a word. I just stared at our hands intertwined while he was pulling me somewhere. Our whole dinner felt awkward for me. I could feel my chest pumping loud while eating. I was even uncomfortable with my underwear, soaking wet.My brows crossed when he walked me to the restroom. He pushed me into a cubicle and immediately closed the door."Ezra, what---""We're done with the dinner; it's dessert time." His breath travelled on my ear as he slid his finger inside my panty. I arched my head a little from the electricity he brought."Here? Are you serio--""Yes, I am." He moved my body to turn back on him as he lift the skirt of my dress, revealing my panty, he slid his finger again on my wet womanhood."Aah..." I could hold my moan anymore. He was playing with my clit, rubbing my folds. My cells shivered one ev
"Where are you, Snow? Seriously." Clayton asked on the phone. I rolled my eyes as I walked outside Ezra's cabin. It was my second day on the island and another day of getting to know Ezra. Two days with him felt so good except Clayton kept on calling me. "I told you, I'm with Quinn," I was trying to lower my voice despite the annoyance I was feeling with my husband. Since yesterday, I was ignoring his calls but it seems like he'd never stop bothering me. He really was good at ruining my life. "Where? Exactly?" I squeezed my eyes closed as I massaged my forehead. I looked back at Ezra's cabin, being cautious about him not seeing me talking with someone on the phone. Luckily, it was early morning and we slept late yesterday so he could be sleeping deeply. "It's girls' hang out. Why do you have to know?" "Because I'm your husband!" I gripped harder on the phone while it was on the side of my ear. I took a deep breath. I was supposed to forget everything here but Clayton coul
I was stunned, staring into his eyes. He could kill for me? Boyfriend? Where did he get that idea? His body built looks like someone who could torture anyone but I doubt he'd do that for a woman. My heart was drumming loudly. I was anxious he could feel it. Our chest was touching each other while our arms were still wrapped around each other's bodyI blinked a couple of times when he laughed so hard. "Chill! I was just joking." I punched his chest. He grabbed my fist as he pulled me closer to him, hugging me tighter. "Asshole," I whispered sarcastically. "Do I look like someone who kills?" I stared on his sandbar eyes. It was hella captivating. He was like a predator that could easily catch his prey. "Might be." I shrugged. "Serial killers are charismatic." "I'm charismatic, huh." He smirked as he wiped his thumb on my lips. I gulped, my throat felt dry. "As if it's your first time getting that word." "It's the first time I heard it from you. It sounded a lot better from
The next day, Ezra invited me for another ride, so we roamed around the island, admiring every beauty of it. After the long ride, I asked him to just drop me down at the hotel. He tried to insist but I resisted. I kinda need space away from him. I was continuously sleeping with him for three days already. I need to gather my thoughts alone. I couldn't think properly when I was with him. It was like, I was losing my mind. He parked the motor right outside the hotel. I handed him the helmet."So... Dinner later?" he asked.My lips froze like I didn't know what to say."Ez! My man!" A man stood in front of us. My eyes met his grayish eyes. He looks familiar, I probably saw him in the bar the last time I went here. His abs caught my attention since his buttondown polo was unbuttoned."Reid! What's up!" Ezra then glared at me; he leaned so his lips could reach my ears as he whispered, "Stop staring at his abs. I'm not jealous but... whatever.""I'm Reid, by the way." The guy In front
"Where are we going now?" I asked while he was driving his motorcycle with me on his back. We just finished eating lunch. "Don't you like surprises?" He drove much faster than before so my grip on his waist tightened. I gulped his manly scent was attracting the hell out of me. The strong wind touching my face felt relaxing."Spoil me." I rolled my eyes. "I can spoil you in other ways except this." He chuckled."Why do I feel like you're kidnapping me?" I joked."It's not kidnapping when you allow yourself to come with me, but maybe I'd kidnap you in the future. Thanks for the idea."I pinched his waist. He was such a jerk but I was loving it. His humour made me laugh and smile all the time. He drove slower when we reached the trail of a very rocky road. I hold onto his hard, firm chest when he put more force on the speed as the road was uphill. I felt like I was gonna fall at any time. We should have used the golf cart instead. Motorcycles were scary!"Are we going to a forest? Oh
"See? It's fun to try new things." He laughed while he was wearing his pants.I locked my bra before wearing my dress. We just had sex in a cliff and I still couldn't sink it in on my mind. I never imagined that it could be possible for me to try sex on a rocky road uphill. "Let me help you." He went on my back to zip my dress. My body shivered when his hand glided on my back as he closed the zipper.I felt like I was ice, freezing in hell. I just stood there while he sat back near the tip of the cliff and looked at the view of the sea. I swallowed so deeply before I sat beside him."You didn't like it?" he asked as our eyes met."I like it, Ez." But there was something inside me that was pushing me to stop flirting with him. The more I get to know him, the more it feels dangerous."You seem odd." His brows crossed.I stared at his shimmering eyes. The loud wind was playing with his hair but he still looks amazing. I couldn't handle thinking that I might hurt him with my messy life,
"W-what?" My heart thudded continuously like I was having a heart attack. I couldn't think right. My brain felt beating also. "Fuck, Snow! You're cheating on me?!" "I'm not!" I was out of breath as I shouted. My eyes burned on fire as I felt some of the waters forming on the side. "Then go home!" "I'm having a vacation with Quinn! What part of that is hard to understand, Clayton? I never interfere on your vacations. I never even bother you though I know you're sleeping with another woman!" My voice cracked as my chest crumpled. We never really talked about his affairs. I didn't care much as I don't have feelings for him. My pride is shattered into pieces but other than that, I don't fucking care. Fuck whoever woman she wants, just don't bother me if I chose to have fun. "So you really are cheating on me?" "No!" My tears fell. I wiped my cheeks aggressively as I bit my lower lip so he wouldn't hear the cracks and sobs in my voice. "Then why are you bringing my affairs into our c
I looked at her with my brows crossed. She raised both of her hands like surrendering. "I mean, I'm asking what to say if that would be his response?" "Just say yes. Just tell him I'm good and I'm not doing anything wrong." I puffed a breath. "I'm tired of him acting like he really cares about me. He never cares. He only thinks about his reputation, pride, and ego; that asshole." I rolled my eyes before putting red lipstick on my mouth for the final touch. "Red huh." Quinn walked and stood beside me, she looked at my reflection in the mirror. "Going wild today?" "We're just gonna eat." "Eat what?" She smirked. "Food." I gasped before standing and getting my purse. I put some of my essentials there. "Snow, I don't want to interfere with your life but I want you to be careful, okay?" We stared at each other as my chest pumped in confusion about my being careful. I slightly smiled before nodding even if I wasn't sure anymore. "You look absolutely stunning," Ezra welcomed me with
"Four years." Ried sat beside me on the stool at the counter area of his bar. "You still think about her?"I raised my shot glass in front of his face before taking the shot. I ordered a bottle of Tequila to the bartender."Who's her?" I asked before taking another shot.Ried laughed. "Still bitter huh.""What are you talking about, dude?" I shook my head before taking another shot.Drinking alcohol in Ried's bar have been my hobby since then. I would often get drunk, just so I would feel numb."You still thinking about her?"I gripped on the shot glass. "No, I don't. I'm busy with my life so why would I ever think about her? No fucking way."Ried laughed again. "You're fooling yourself.""Fuck off!" I shook my head as I took another shot. My throat was already immune to tequila that I don't need any lemon or whatever bullshit chaser people normally used."Goodluck with your life, dude! I hope you find the right woman for you." Ried tapped my shoulder."Fuck off!" He chuckled teasin
Ezra's POVI kept on glancing at Snow while driving towards the address she set up on my waze. I couldn't stop adoring her. Part of me was also nervous today as he plans to talk to her parents. I wanted to be by her side for that moment, I tried persuading her again to let me come and talk to her parents but she resisted and I respect her choices so I had no choice but to let her do the talking alone with her parents.That nervousness inside me would often fade away cause everytime our eyes would meet, she would smile, melting my defenses.We arrived in the destination just as planned. I looked at her parents' mansion outside. I shrugged and felt the heavy feeling in my chest again."Are you sure about this?" I asked while she was removing his seatbelt. "You sure you'll handle this alone? I can come with you---""Ezra, my love." She massaged my jaw. "I'll talk to them first, okay? I don't wanna shock them. I'll prepare them first before bringing another man inside their house."I gas
"Finally, Snow. I'm glad; I'm so happy I can finally own you, for real," Ezra said while looking up at the stars. We were sitting beside each other on the sand. It was in the middle of the night when we decided to walk on the seashore. We got tired so we sat and admired the moon with its stars. "I can't wait to marry you." He wrapped his arm around my shoulders. "I can't wait to see you in a white long gown and kiss you as my bride." I smiled as I rested my head on his shoulder. "I can't wait to but..." I gasped. "I still need to face some stuff before anything else." "What is it?" "My parents, Ezra. I need to inform them about what happened and I'm afraid they'll get really mad at me for what I've done." "What have you done? You just save yourself from the life you never dreamt of." I puffed a breath, releasing some stones on my chest. "Yes b, ut they will never understand that." "Then let's make them understand. I'm gonna help you convince-" "No, Ez." I bit my lower lip. "L
"Wow!" My eyes glittered while looking at the wonderful view of the blue sea as we reached the cliff where we used to hang out, one year ago. It amazed me more because of the table resting on the cliff with so many foods on top of it. "Who arranged this?" I asked while looking at the set-up. "It doesn't matter, my lady. Just sit and relax; enjoy our date." He pulled a chair for me. I smiled before sitting. He sat parallel to mine. I looked around; a date on a cliff with a beautiful view of the sea and white sand plus the fresh air ravishing our skin. I felt like I was sitting on a cloud nine. "Do you like it?" I met his eyes. "I love it, Ez. Oh God, thank you!" "I love to make you smile so... my pleasure." He shrugged before putting food on my plate. I watched him do that and all I could feel was my heart beating in so much gratitude. It felt so amazing, watching the man I adore take care of me. "Snow..." He called me while we were already eating. I finished chewing before
My lips parted but he quickly sealed it with an oft, warm kiss. He gently bit my lower lip making me moan a little as I tiptoed to even deepen our passionate lips together. He carefully pushed me until my back felt the cold tiles then his kisses went down to my jaw, to my neck, down to my chest. I looked up, when he suck my shoulder, leaving a tattoo of love embroidered on my skin. I gripped his hair when he started eating my womanhood as he kneeled. I looked up with my lips parted and squeezed my eyes close in the enthusiasm and pleasure I was feeling on his warm tongue and soft lips. I bit my lower lip suppressing a loud moan as his quirky tongue felt so good that I could feel my femininity soaking in wetness. "Ah! Hmm... Ezra! Oh!" I gripped his hair tighter as he continued thrusting his tongue faster inside me. "Oh fuck! Oh! Uhm! Ah!" My body curled as the lightning of pleasure travelled through my nerves. My knees trembled, feeling my orgasm was about to arrive. "Oh! Ah! Shit!
"Hey, you okay?" Ezra asked while I was leaning on the railings of the yacht, watching the sea waves. It had been two days since Clayton set me free and Ezra and I were now on the way back to Ecstasy Land. I was supposed to be happy knowing that Clayton already let me go, but my conscience was hunting me for everything that he admitted. He hurt me; I hurt him. We were not good to each other and maybe that was a good enough reason to actually end our marriage. Though, we were not divorced yet. The divorce papers were still in process and I was actually nervous that he might cancel our agreement or something. My God, I was thinking about lots of things, feeling like my head was gonna explode sooner or later. "Snow, hey." I flinched when a hand tapped my shoulder. I looked at Ezra and smiled. "Sorry, what did you say?" I asked. He gasped. "What's wrong, my lady? Still worried Clayton is gonna cancel your divorce agreements?" I slightly nodded. I didn't tell Ezra the part where Clay
I quickly lay on the bed and covered my body with the comforter. I hugged myself tighter, preparing myself if ever Clayton would hurt me again. I didn't understand why he wanted me to stay for the last time this night. I just agreed because it was only my chance and I grabbed it. Maybe he'd hurt me, scream at me, or make me suffer. Do whatever he wants but I'm gonna get out of here by tomorrow. Clayton stood in front of the whole body mirror as he loosened his necktie. He threw it on the laundry basket before he removed his black polo. I looked away. His broad body intimidated me. I felt like he could break my body into pieces with his big hands and masculine body built. "Why is everyone in this house afraid of me?" He chuckled sarcastically before he wore a grey t-shirt and changed his pants into shorts. "Does my facial features intimidate you?" He said while looking at himself in the mirror. I gulped and hugged myself tighter. I still wasn't confident that he wasn't gonna hurt
I was roaming around the four corners of the room. My mind wouldn't stop overthinking things and imagining scenarios. Fuck! I stopped when the opened, revealing Clayton. My lips parted as I saw the burner phone in his hand. I walked toward him and slapped his chest so hard, continuously, but seems like I wasn't even hurting him. My hands were the ones that felt tired of punching and slapping his stoned chest. "What did you do o him?!" He clenched his jaw as he threw the phone on the floor and stepped on it repeatedly. "No! Fuck! No!" I kneeled, trying to save the phone but he didn't let go of t until it was totally broken. My tears started falling as I felt like my chest was being choked with pointed bones. I stood and faced him. He was looking bored. I never wanted him to see me crying but I just couldn't stop it. "Your lover didn't reach my expectation, to be honest," he said with a flat face. "What did you do to him?!" He shrugged. "I don't know. What do you think?" "What
I swallowed deeply as the silence almost killed me. Clayton didn't talk for a minute. It was as if we were both drowning in silence until he wrapped his arms around my waist and he rested his face on my shoulder. I froze with my lips parted. I couldn't move like I have been caged in an iceberg. "It hurts, Snow," he whispered. "Every minute of the day you never failed to make me feel how you just married for my money and four families. It's hurting me, Snow. Knowing that I'm nothing to you but just a piece of ba ank that your parents need to survive... Then you cheated on me... Do you know how painful it is to try and still be not enough?" I looked up, calming my burning eyes. "Clayton..." I held his arms, trying to loosen his hug but he just gripped his arms tighter on my body. I sighed. "Clayton, I'm sorry... I'm really sorry but you know in the first place that... that's the only real reason. I did make it clear to you yet you still forced me to tie not with you." "Because I hop