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CHAPTER 15-BEAUTIFUL MEMORIES TURNED TO DEVASTATION
MALIYAH POV
Ate Maze birthday was a success. Hindi man buo ang kasiyahan sa puso ko. But I will survive. Hinatid kami ni Terrence at nag pasalamat ako sa kanya. Ngumiti lang ito sa akin.
“Iho maraming salamat” it was my Papa, he was appreciative with Terrence.
Pumasok na kami sa bahay, ngunit ang sumalubong sa amin si Mama, may hawak na gin at umiiyak. Mahigpit ang hawak ni Merleah sa akin, agad itong natakot kay Mama. Binulungan ko siya agad na umakyat sa taas, tumango naman ito, mabilis ang bawat pag hakbang niya paakyat.
“Ma? Bakit po kayo uminom?Makakasama po sa inyo yan Ma”
I was agitated, I am scared maybe she will lay her hand on me again. Tama nga ang madalas sabihin ng mga matatanda, that every happiness accompanied with sadness.
“Umalis ka sa harapan ko Maliyah kong hindi baka matamaan ka sa akin” nilukob ang buong sistema ko ng takot sa banta ni Mama, I know she will do it lalo pa lasing na ito.
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MALIYAH POV Nasa labas kami ng waiting area ng operating room kung saan dinala si Ate Maze. Hindi pa namin alam ang dahilan kung bakit siya naaksidente o kong ano ang nangyari. Takot ang lumukob sa aking buong pagkatao. Takot para sa kalagayan ni Ate, takot para kay Tonton, takot na baka may mangyaring masama kay Ate Maze. Huwag naman po Diyos ko.Ilang oras na kaming nag hihintay pero hindi parin lumalabas ang Doctor. Nang tingnan ko ang relo ko, mag alas onse na ng gabi, nakatulog na si Merleah sa hita ni Papa ang ulo niya, siguro hindi na niya napigilan ang antok at pagod.Sumandal ako sa sandigan ng upuan at ng lingunin ko si Papa , kasandal din ito at pikit ang mga mata niya. Alam kong malaking halaga ang kailangan namin para sa operasyon ni ate, hindi pa kasama ang bayad sa doctor, at ang mga gamot. Yun pa ang isang inaalala ko ang babayarin dito sa ospital. Saang kamay nng Diyos namin yun kukunin. Makalipas ang ha
EXQUISITE DESIRE CHAPTER 17- BIG DAY
MALIYAH POVThe moment I found out that Clint had left, it was like my heart shattered into pieces. I know sacrificing my own happiness for my family and ambition is painful, but I never thought this was killing me inside gradually. I am living in the flesh, but I was dead inside. This cycle has been going on for as long as I can remember. I can’t recall when I was actually happy. Genuine happiness.Today I was supposed to be happy. Because today is my graduation day, I offer this award to my parents. They’re the reason why I was striving so hard to get it. I don’t blame anyone. It had a good and bad outcome. Good because I made my parents proud of my achievement. I don’t know if I really did because my Mama became worse day by day.I let go of the man I adore a lot, just to have this, but my Mama didn't even bother to say something like “ oh buti naman nag tapos ka, or, buti nga may pakinabang naman yang pagkakuba ko sa pagtatrabah
EXQUISITE DESIRE CHAPTER 18-REVELATION OF THE TRUTH
MALIYAH POVPagkatapos ng graduation ko the following week nag start na akong mag trabaho, as admin assistant. I only work for four hours, then they let me review for five to six hours a day. Sa loob ng isang linggong pamamahinga ko sa bahay, inasikaso ang therapy ni Ate Maze, magaling na siya pero I just want to make sure lahat ay nakaayos. Sa susunod na pasukan mag enroll na ito.May Mama, became an alcoholic. Laging wala ito sa bahay pag dating, lasing at nagwawala. Balak din ni Ate na buksan ang pwesto ni Mama sa palengke, ilang linggo na itong sarado. Balak nitong dalhin si Tonton doon at doon nalang alagaan. Since walang pasok si Merleah, kasama ito sa ate.Si Papa, doon na rin tumitigil sa bukid. Uuwi lang ito sa bahay tuwing maisipan nito.Nalulungkot ako sa mga nangyari sa aming pamilya, alam kong darating ang araw ay maayos ko rin ito. My first week job was challenging from working and reviewing. Wala naman ako masyadong ginagawa kundi admin
EXQUISITE DESIRE CHAPTER 19- OUT OF THE BLUE RENDENVOUZ
MALIYAH POVToday is the last day of the board exam. I want to rest my body and mind from the stress, pressure, and exhaustion of my work, review, and exams.After the exam, Terry and Alexander will go to my exam center and will go back to Cavite together. Miss na miss ko na ang dalawang iyong halos tatlong buwan din kaming puro telepono lang nag kikita via video call, at text sa aming group chat sa messenger. Ang nakatutuwa, kapag hindi ako nag rereply alam na nila na wala ako load dahil nag titipid ako. Alam kong nauunawaan nila ang sitwasiyon ko.Naghihintay ako sa isang bench sa gilid ng aming exam center, may bubong yun kaya hindi masyadong, mainit, ngunit maalinsangan ang panahon. Dinig ko ang mga ingay ng sasakyan sa daan. Nag text narin ako kina Terry at Alexander na tapos na ako sa exam, balak nilang magliwaliw muna kami sa mall bago tuluyan umuwi. Nag babalak din silang dalawa , mag outing kami, after almost three months na hindi
EXQUISITE DESIRE CHAPTER 20- UNEXPECTED FIRST KISS
MALIYAH POV As I looked at Alexander's eyes, I saw pity in them. I could hide my pain, but I was wrong. He hugged me. No words need to explain what happened. I don't know him the way I used to. I can't blame him, though. It was his right not to say anything after what I had done to him. It was my fault in the first place. Sino ako para masaktan at mag iinarte ngayon. Ngayon ko lang na-realized na may mga bagay na kailangan unawain. Na hindi lahat ng gusto ng puso mo makukuha mo. Hindi sa lahat ng oras sayo iikot ang mundo taong dating may gusto sayo. Darating ang panahon na, makakalimutan ka rin niya, at may ibang pupuno sa bagay na hindi mo kayang ibigay dati. At ito ang bunga ng mga naging pasya ko noon. Kailangan kong tanggapin yun. Hindi mapigilan ang luha sa mga mata ko. Kanina lang masaya ako. Ngayon, parang pinagsakluban na ako ng langit at lupa sa nakita ko. Pilitin ko man maging masaya ulit ka-plastikan naman yun. "Iinom nalang natin yan mamaya
EXQUISITE DESIRE CHAPTER 21- RANDOM PROPOSAL
MALIYAH POVI lost my first kiss on that day. After that, Clint is nowhere to be found. He never contacted me. Lalong gumulo ang mundo ko, hindi ko alam kong ano ang dapat kong maramdaman sa ginawa niya. For me that kiss was everything. Doon ko nasuri na malalim na ang nararamdaman ko para sa kanya. Iyon na ba yung ganti niya sa akin, dahil tinanggihan ko siya. He turned his back on me and never utter any words just to clarify what was that kiss for?Paulit ulit na nagre-replay sa utak ko ang ganitong eksena, pati sa panaginip ko. Minsan, bigla nalang akong natutula dahil nag piplay na naman sa utak ko ang gabing iyon. Gusto kong sabunutan ang sarili ko sa tuwing pumapasok ang tagpong iyon sa isip ko. Ngunit hindi ako pwedeng, magpadala sa kong anong nararamdaman ko na wala naman kasiguraduhan. He left just like that, just like what I did, but for me it was so painful. Masakit dahil gusto ng puso ko, kahit gusto kong sundin ang nararamdaman ko, hindi ko magawa dahil sa
EXQUISITE DESIRE CHAPTER 22- TWO ANGELS ENCOUNTER
MALIYAH POV It’s been two weeks since Doc Clyde visited me and offered me a job. I am still in denial, and I couldn’t believe it. A lot of things have been going on in the last few weeks. My Mama is slowly recovering from trauma and depression. But she still hates Ate Maze, trying to push her away. We visited her last weekend, and there was hate in her eyes. But no words came from her mouth. She was looking at her with pain and resentment. I pity Ate Maze because the way our Mama treated her. I wish nothing but our family to be happy, full of love and respect. Hanggang kelan ko kaya mararanasan ang ganitong problema sa aking pamilya. Hindi ako pwedeng sumuko, sa akin sila kumukuha ng lakas, at pag-asa. I know Ate Maze was unhappy, no matter how hard she try to please our Mama, but no avail. Madalas tinatanong ko ang sarili ko, bakit kailangan maranasan ni Mama ito? Bakit kailangan tratuhin niya na malaking kamalian si Ate. I know how traumatized what ha
EXQUISITE DESIRE CHAPTER 23- AWAKEN
MALIYAH POV As I wonder what happened a while ago, I'm alone now in my room. Still, I couldn't process everything after discovering that Clint's children were cutie little angels. How? Is he married? Confusion consumed me. Did he play with my feelings way back then? We met for almost one year based on the kid's age, one year and six months. Means that he knew he was already a father? Am I calculating the timeline and months correctly? Sumakit bigla ang ulo kakaisip sa mga nalaman ko. Maraming mga katanungan ang gumugulo sa isip ko, na hindi ko naman mabigyan ng sagot. Inikot ko ang mga mata ko sa kwarto na pinagamit ni Yaya Mameng sa akin. Hindi ko agad napansin kong gaano ka, kaganda, at kalapad ang kwartong tutuluyan ko mas malaki pa ata ito sa buong bahay namin. The wallpaper was light brown, fully carpeted with brown fur texture. There is a large sunset painting on the wall where the headboard was. The birds flying through it made it a perfect sunset. The
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