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Chapter 18

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Ember's POV.

My breath hitched as Alpha Rowan's grip tightened around my neck, pressing me harder against the cold stone wall of his room.

I could barely move, my back screaming in pain as I tried to squirm free from his iron hold. I could feel my body trembling, not just from the fear of him but from the suffocating effect of my worsening allergy.

The peaches. I should never have eaten them, but I didn’t want to provoke anyone, especially not in front of him.

Now, it was making everything worse. My chest felt tight, my throat itched, and my vision blurred, yet none of it could compare to the agony in my heart.

I didn’t want this. Not any of it.

Tears welled up in my eyes, but I forced them down. I couldn’t show weakness in front of him. Not in front of Rowan.

“I’ll always love you, Rowan…” I whispered silently to myself, the words trapped inside, unable to escape my lips. The truth was choking me more than his hands ever could. “…And that’s why I left… to save you from dying.” My tho
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