Chapter 215CleoThe only way you can realize that something is wrong is to detach yourself from whatever is causing you any hurt or pain. I didn't realize what sort of relationship I was in until I removed myself or better yet my own husband decided that it was ok to get physical with me and then me and hospital which of course I didn't end up in hospital I ended up in some secluded place that my brother doesn't want to let me know where it is and he has denied my husband any access to me any way shape or form. He told me that I needed to recover and that what had happened was an accident that was preventable if my husband had self control.It didn't take me long to realize that I was in an unfamiliar place that I've been before, a place where I remember vividly my brother likes to hide out when he wants to get away from the world and not answer to anybody else and that includes his father who is manipulative in every single way. I was at the same beach house that Daniel had brought
Chapter 216 Angelo The different kinds of love and there are kinds of relationships there is the kind of love that makes you want to be able to person and in my own opinion that kind of love is the best kind of love because and inspires you to evolve and grow and thrive then there's different kinds of relationships but I want to believe that the relationship that I have with my significant other as a relationship that inspires me to grow and to love more deeper and thrive as a person rather than just the kind of love that just hold me back or hold me down to the point where I'm not even free to move to be frozen that I want to be. Cleo has always been by my side . Really I don't know how to handle what's been going on when I talked to my mother yesterday I told her that I wanted to fly down to Port Elizabeth and spend some time with her and the kids I can tell them that their mothers are more special assignment and she will be back with me as soon as you can but I can't lie to the
Chapter 217 Cleo There are days when I yearn for stability and I want a place that I can call home without being watched by someone or somebody keeping an eye on me it would really help me right now if I had a house of my own by the beach that is not owned by any of my husband's family members but owned by my husband only gonna get owned by me. I don't think that's going to happen anytime soon but this morning I thought that I was going to enjoy the wonderful view I had of the ocean and surprise surprise my brother woke me up before sunrise and told me we had to drive out he had a surprise for me . Daniel usually knows how to run things with regards to his lessons that he does online and the things he does for his father however in my case he just woke me up early ,he's a planner and when he doesn't tell me what he's planning I know for a fact that he must have been caught off-guard or something must have happened or someone was separated it was something that was happening and when
Chapter 218 Angelo I've always loved traveling and part of me always wanted to travel however I've been to all the places I've wanted to go to and being a homebody , I love creature comforts in places that I can call home , I guess that's why I've owned homes in the places that I visited and loved. I'll have I have come to the realization that home isn't a structure homosexually the people you love the person who has your back no matter what I didn't get what people mean when they say that when they look in someone's eyes they feel at home I guess about that feeling after I got married to Cleo . Truth be told it is not her but me who has trouble believing that I deserve to be loved unconditionally and be loved by someone my car she's not the one who's holding me back I'm the one who's holding myself back by not opening up to her for me and we've been married for a while now and it feels as if; I know I've always had a best friend but I didn't appreciate how well she was around. I
Chapter 219 Cleo Like my husband I have the past my past is my past doesn't define who I am now all the way it made me who I am it doesn't look like me I won't be doing most of the things that I do wasn't for the things that I have gone through and hell I won't have met Michelangelo and have kids with him if what happened to me to happen to me so basically everything happens for a reason and I know it sounds cliche but and some things are meant to be there meant to be but you always hear it from the ones who made it that they had to work hard for them to make it but my question is; how long does it take before you think that you rather fight and there's nothing left to fight for except for your peace of mind and your peace. Fabio is it good friend and he's very loyal to whoever he serves I never a fact that he's a double agent because you are in the same circles and at some point or another our paths have crossed it wasn't my bodyguard before so we are actually good friends but s
Chapter 220AngeloI strongly believe that my brother knew my wife before me and that they were and still are friends but they pretend not to be friends because they didn't want to give a lot to where they've been working for my mother all along but the reason my brother decided to move around was to get a taste of all three gangs and make a decision. All I knew was that he was the one who bailed me out of prison and everything you heard him talking about Cleo to one of the guards who remembered locking him up . I was in and out of it and I knew when I was locked up that I was drugged thank god we took the blood test when we took the blood test because I need to prove myself to my own wife I have done a lot to make her not trust me and I really need her trust back I didn't break it I just didn't follow through with the promise that I made to her about something that I did and what I did unforgivable I was angry and jealous for no reaso
Chapter 221 Cleo There are times when I like saying goodbye and there are times when I don't like saying goodbye. Saying goodbye to the kids is always a bittersweet moment because I'm letting them go to where I know that they are safe but I know that I'm not going to see them for at least a little while before I get to see them again. It is true what they say that the days are long but the years are few. You only have so much time with them before they are all grown up and grow wings of their own and you help them fly. When we come back home with broken wings you can help them fix their wings and have them fly again. Pio and Pia wanted to stay a little longer , they wanted to sleep over but I had to explain to them that they had to go back with their grandmother and I promised to talk to them tomorrow morning after saying good night to them . Ava was staying with me. She didn't want to let me go when I wanted to give her to her grandmother to give her a hug. Maria is heaven sent,
Chapter 222 Angelo I think I'm back to my normal self I'm in the me that likes to be in control and take over what needs to be taken over and do what needs to be done it's been a long couple of years and it's been a while since I can safely say that I'm becoming the person that I've always wanted to be but the only thing that's missing is one person they can make everything that I'm trying to do or with it and that's my wife. I knew that the kids were coming back home a bit later because they were spending time with my wife but I didn't know where they were. Like my mother and my brother , I too have eyes everywhere . I knew that getting to my father's because was going to be a mission but since my brother was there and my father mustn't there wasn't going to be a problem because the only person has a problem with me as my father and know that for a fact because he expected me to jump ship to him and stay there where he is with him but he wasn't giving me the platform I needed to b