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Angelo is stubborn. I know this because; it's in his nature to be inflexible and set in his ways . It's been two weeks since we came back from hospital with Ava. She is eating properly now and she's smiling more. Angelo didn't answer my question. He has struggled for the longest of times to say; sorry to himself. He believes that he has to be strong all the time ,but for the first time this week I heard him cry and when I ask him what's wrong at breakfast this morning, he said nothing. Even when the twins asked him what was wrong he said sweet nothing .
When we came back with Ava from the hospital, he decided to come back to the Luca estate with me and instead of sleeping in the same bed as me, he went to the guestroom. Besides feeling a bit rejected and ignored by Angelo because ; he wouldn't join us for breakfast , lunch or dinner. He was working from my study; even though the communications department was un
AngeloThe past two weeks have been hard on me; not only emotionally but business wise too. The explosion caused more harm than good. It earned Mia a one way ticket to a mental institution and a long lecture . I was afraid to tell Cleo that I can't forgive myself because my mother was behind what had happened. She has influence and the kind of influence she has over people is really potent . If Cleo knew she would be asking a lot of questions I don't have the answers to... I hate keeping stuff from her. I came back to the Luca estate with her so that I could be close to her and Ava and keep an eye on them . Financially Massa was stable but the communications department brought in a lot of money. Cleo knew how things worked and keeping her in the dark wasn't something I wanted to get used to. I couldn't take it. So when I got up this morning at nine ;I called my dad to tell him what had been going on and how much it was hurting me to treat my
CleoYesterday I went to church to celebrate Daniela's Mass . Ava was well behaved and she was actually a bit tired because of the trip she was asleep for most of the service. I thought I had put my scarf and Ava's unicorn toy in the baby bag and I didn't .I couldn't find it this morning and it was Sunday. I woke up at nine in the morning which meant that I would be late for mass, and Father John had invited me for lunch last night after mass because I told him I was tired from the road trip and Ava too started getting restless. Lunch was at twelve and my own body was fighting me on top of misplacing stuff that had sentimental value to me .I got up during the night feeling dizzy. I hadn't eaten so I went downstairs after checking up on Ava to go make myself a cheese sandwich. I only decided to switch my phone on at three in the morning, and I didn't expect the drama that ensued after I switche
AngeloI looked at Cleo and she gently took Ava it of my arms and I followed her upstairs. She had the twins rooms done and Ava's room was gorgeous it was pink with shades of blue . It had butterflies and clouds including unicorns. I needed to talk to her and I understood why she was feeling insecure. I've given her more than enough reason over the past couple of weeks and I haven't been behaving like a husband should.As soon as Cleo put Ava down she headed to the kitchen and poured herself a cup of coffee. She knew she wasn't supposed to be drinking it but she was . She looked a bit pale and although she tried to hide it I knew she was not well . I sat across her on the kitchen island and she looked me mad as hell. I got up without saying a word walked over and took her cup . I chucked the coffee out and put the cup in the dishwasher." What did you do that for?"" You're
Chapter 48CleoOn Sunday afternoon after talking and finding conflict resolution with Angelo I found out that his own mother had cut him off completely for actually being with me . Claudio had sent me a text with a link and a DNA test leaked to the press showing that Luigi was actually Angelo's brother and that she wasn't his real mother . Claudio in actual fact was his uncle . Angelo like Daniel and Luigi was a Luca. He had a twin brother which was mind blowing. Claudio still loved him as a son, but the one thing his ex wife held over his head was out for the world to see. After I had payed for for lunch Angelo was still in denial . When we all had lunch with our baby girl he was fully present . I knew he had missed Ava and he was missing the twins even more. We both woke up early to talk to the twins who were very excited talk to us . After talking to them Angelo decided to go make breakfast while I got Ava cleaned up and ready for the day.
AngeloI have a twin brother... I seriously have a twin brother and its Luigi. We both look like our grandfather. Since I didn't know how my mother looked ; Claudio came over to the house and showed me. I can't be angry at him. He raised me when Romano was going through a lot . I am still wrapping my head around the fact that I have two brothers. I still own Massa and my uncle gave it to me because he didn't want me to be stuck with fighting for a piece of the Luca pie. I am thankful for that . More than that I am thankful that I now know the truth and I don't have to struggle with my identity.Cleo has been supportive for the past couple of days. I moved my life away from the city to a house in the middle of the forest. I can work from home and run things from anywhere. Cleo too has been working from home and our office was in the study . It was big enough for the both of us and Ava like Pia has me wrapped around her finger. I c
CleoSong : Marren Morris : BonesI had really eventful weekend and this week was nothing short of eventful. On the coldest week of the year , and by that I mean on a week when we a cold front blow in with rain, wind , and its fair share of thunder storms. Angelo had done something totally unexpected. I don't know how he kept it under wraps for so long... either that or he has some serious organizational skills . On Tuesday afternoon Claudio came over to visit and he had been staying over in the guest cottage , coming in to take care of Ava and spend some time with her too when I was busy with work . I had asked him if he wanted to stay in the house he just said he liked the lake house cottage. He too has been helping Angelo out with regards to rebuilding Massa. Ava loves him. She is always on her best behavior around him and they seem to always have conversations they both understand. The good news was that; the twins were also
AngeloBeing Married to Cleo without anyone knowing except those who matter, was okay . Having everyone I love and close friends and family knowing that Cleo and I were official was a blessing.She was beautiful in her ivory White winter wedding dress. It was the coldest weekend of the year but she still looked stunning . I love Cleo with her natural hair ... I prefer her with natural hair. She can pull off any look . Last night she told me that she has to go get my gift from the jewelers. I have a thing for watches and she had ordered a limited edition watch for me as a present. I woke up early ; and by that I mean I got up at eleven in the morning. The kids were out and about with Daniel on the property they were out for the day. I can't believe I didn't pay attention when I came this side . I only loved my uncle's cabin ... Cleo had a sanctuary built .After my morning shot of espresso
CleoMy legs feel like lead and my body feels like it has been through the ringer. I'm alive ... I am alive and I am thankful. I opened my eyes and I was in a blue room that had plants in them. There were big leafy green plants and I could hear the sound of the ocean . I took another deep breath and looked around again. Hannah the lady who was helping me before all hell broke loose at the jewelers . She was looking at me calmly and smiling. Which was creepy at first until I smiled back and she spoke;" Cleo? ""Hannah ?"She took our her phone to text someone and put it back in her black cotton pants. She was wearing a white t- shirt with an L on the side of the long sleeve . She seemed happy to see me awake.She handed me a bottle of water with a straw. After I downed the whole bottle I spoke again;" Where am I ."" At a resort .
AngeloThe most dangerous attacks are the ones you never see coming, and the ones never expected . They are brutal; unfair, selfish , and heart shattering depending on the nature of the attack. Sometimes they cause unnecessary hurt and at times any attack can leave a trail of destruction .My day started off wonderfully. I woke up next to Cleo ; and left to go meet my brother at Carlo's restaurant . It's always been a safe space to just be yourself and let go with the guys . Carl has always been a great cook and he had closed the restaurant for lunch . After lunch Luigi and I had decided to go to Massa to go sort out some paperwork. Blake had booked us a table at the new cafeteria for
Chapter 60CleoThere comes a point in life when everything just clicks and makes sense.Life has a way of reaching and optimal level ; no matter how many obstacles, challenges, uphill battles you have to fight , mistakes made , lessons learned , pages turned ,and new chapters began. There is always a chance to start again, unlearn what has been programmed and download new coding . An analogy could be a heart rate monitor when they are trying to resuscitate you or when your are are in between life, purgatory, death, or rebirth. If there is a flat line you know very well that you are not living. Life has always been a balancing act .In order to balance work and home life I schedule my messages , and if there is a conversation to be had that I can have with voice notes I do that in order to get more time with the kid's . I had been working from home the past couple of weeks and Angelo had be
AngeloI know how to keep serious stuff from my family. More than that I know how to use without anyone noticing or so I thought. On the Thursday before the dinner party I decided to get high and my drug of choice was my first drug . I needed something to get the edge off with everything that was happening and it wasn't after until Carl found me passed out on the floor with a bleeding nose. I needed to stay awake and I was operating on reserves. The moment I held Cleo close to me was the moment I stopped using.Cleo has always been sharp and she asked me last night if I was doing okay and I lied to her . This morning while I was knocked out cold thanks to her; she found the tunnel underneath the house where I kept my stash. I had instructed Nicolai to move everything to the club where I wouldn't be able to access it . When I was woken up by a crying Ava I called Nicolai to find out if he did what I asked him to do and if
CleoI don't like saying goodbye when I know I still have time to spend with family and friends, especially when I'm enjoying myself. On Saturday afternoon I had to say goodbye to Daniel ; Luigi , the fun loving and potty mouthed Salvatore , Mr Luca and my mother , and Hannah . When I reconnect with Blue and we talked over Breakfast , he wanted us to go home and that was his final decision. I knew whatever argument I would put up or point I'd try to make clear the result would be the same . He wanted time with me alone with the kid's without any interference from other people.By Saturday evening we had arrived back at the house at the Massa estate. I started missing the house by the forest and I wanted to go there instead of the Estate. Angelo had other plans. It wasn't as cold as the coast in Gauteng . Infact it was a bit warmer . I didn't think I'd miss the city as much as I did. The air was thick and the
AngeloI don't know how to manage my and and it's becoming apparent that I need help . Given what I had gone through and what was happening my anger was warranted. First my wife goes missing a day after our wedding , I track down the first person who I think I know is responsible, only to find out that she had planned to take my wife and kids away from me but she failed, resulting in me and my men going on a wild goose chase looking for my wife. My kids too were starting to miss her , to the point where I had to work from home . Only to find out that Cleo was safe and sound at the Luca beach resort and Daniel kept her away from me .I found out after dinner on Friday with the Kids and the family. The twins were calmer and my baby girl wasn't crying at a drop of a hat . Pio mentioned that her mother was around and Pia affirmed it and told me they made, get well soon cards and they went s
CleoI love the changing of seasons ; more than that I love the fact that it's September and it's almost spring. I mean almost because spring officially starts on the twenty second of September not the first . Angelo always argued with me and he was insistent on the fact that the first was Spring day. I really miss Angelo I really do . Apart from the fact that I can't contact him yet I have to play the waiting game.When Daniel asked me if I wanted a divorce . I said ; no. I fell in love with Angelo the very first time I saw him at the food market. I knew then that if our paths were to cross again , I would let nature take its course. Three years later and three beautiful kids later nature did what it was meant to do or should I say fate and
AngeloOn the day I was supposed to have a boys night out I had an uninvited guest who even pissed me off to the point where I almost drank . I used to be so trusting until what happened with Mia happened. She blames Rosa for what she did to Cleo and for causing the explosion. I have never seen her as my girlfriend ... I have only ever seen her as a sister and a dear friend. For her to do something so sinister ,and to the mother of my Children was just unforgivable .The weekend came and went with my state of melancholy and it got worse when I arrived at work. The communications department was still under reconstruction and I had instructed the builders to rebuild Cleo's office and to make it look different than it did before with all the safety features like; bullet proof glass , her own kitchen , bathroom and lunch room including an elevator that went straight to my office . As soon as I arrived ; there was a gentleman waitin
CleoThe past two weeks have been a blessing. After thinking that I had been abducted by Rosa, it turned out that my brother was behind the whole incident.Daniel has been unavailable and Salvatore has been keeping an eye on me . The beach house property was big enough and apart from the amazing ocean view I had from my room , my kids were with me but it came at a cost. I couldn't call Angelo to tell him anything and all I hoped was that he uses his brain and figures out that something just doesn't add up. Rosa was easy to track down; she always left bread crumbs . Her attack style has a trait... She wants to scare me to the point where I am afraid of being with my husband to point where I break up with him for the safety of my children. She even used Mia to make me doubt choosing Blue . She didn't know we were married until Angelo opened his big mouth and she amped up the threats . I am at peace for a change.
AngeloThe past couple of weeks have been hard on me and it's not because the weather has changed from cooler temperatures to warmer weather. It's the first week of spring but knowing Cleo like I do she'd say ; " Spring only starts on the twenty second of September ."Part of me always knew that she was correct because it was; wet cold , cloudy and grey on the first of September. The weather matched my mood and the way I was feeling. The twins and my baby girl are the only reason I get up in the morning. I had used all of the resources I had to track down Rosa and she said she wasn't responsible for Cleo being abducted. I have never lost my cool at an old person however; I had lost my cool at Rosa , breaking windows and furniture till she gave me an answer.Truth be told I was hurting and she didn't understand the extent of how hacked and broken I felt. Daniel was around and Luigi was stay