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Angelo
Numb ... numb is all I feel right now because; no matter how many times I try to protect the ones I love something sinister happens to them . It was supposed to be the happiest day, for both the twins and my wife to be... Basically for the whole family because it was the kid's birthday. Instead I am dealing with our cleaning team ; the blue brigade ,red brigade and a family that is shook.
There was a shooting at my father's Villa . Nicolai and Daniel got caught in the crossfire, both were seriously injured and they were air lifted to hospital . We couldn't find the twins Ava and my father . After Nicolai called, Cleo came with me to the Villa for safety because I didn't want to let her out of my sight. She was with me when we were bri
CleoIt's been a taugh couple of weeks, both emotionally and physically. On the bright side I got to spend some much needed time with the Twins ; Ava and Blue alone under heavy security presence , even Ellie had to get cleared before she could come and visit me. I see why Daniel loves her and why he's having a difficult time coming clean with his true feelings ... and deep down he knows that he would be fighting a losing battle because, Max and Ellie are bound together by something strong. Even though he is denying his true feelings he will just have to accept that Ellie and Max belong together.Dan and Nocolai had both recoverd from their injuries and Daniel was back to his old self . He was hanging out with Blue today ,while I had to go for a dress fitting with Ellie. I was going to fit on a dress alright , but it wasn't my wedding dress ... I was the maid of honor for Ellie' s wedding. I knew that my family was s
AngeloIf there is something I've learned about Cleo is that; when she threatens something, she has already thought it through... for the fact that she said what she said when I was about to punch Marc , and when she threatened to call off everything unless I gave her space . I cannot lose her or our babies. Its already taken so much patience on my part not to let her go. She's worth every fight. Including the one with my mother. Who has been surprisingly quiet.I had informed the driver of the Jeep to drive us to the Massa estate which was thirty minutes away from the Luca estate .I was giving Cleo the silent treatment, and I had so much to say to her... I just hope I didn't hurt her in anyway when I threw her in the car . She was looking outside the window with her legs crossed looking away from me, with her chin on her palm, breathing steadily , lost in thought.The car
CleoWaking up wrapped up in skin with the person you love is the best feeling ever after yesterday I think I like sleeping with Angelo more than I'd like to admit. Its more than just physical which is why I think my relationship with him has lasted this long.On Saturday Daniel drove the kids back to The Massa estate and for the first time in a while the twins stuck to their sleeping schedule and Ava wasn't as restless as she was when we were at the Luca estate. To come think of it she was much more at ease this side . My natural body alarm too was working well; it was five in the morning and it wasn't just any Sunday it was mother's day.I was wide awake on Angelo' s chest and I could hear the sound of his steady ,and strong heartbeat . Our legs were intertwined and both his hands were on my bare
AngeloI love Cleo and she knows it. I know deep down that she loved me and that our love isn't defined by whether or not we are married. Mother's day breakfast didn't go as planned but I am still thankful to have my family home under one roof .Before we went to bed Cleo encouraged me to call my mother and wish her happy mother's day. When I called her she told me ; thank you .She even wished me happy birthday for tomorrow and told me to tell Cleo ;thank you and that she is sorry for all the pain she has caused. I told her that our twins were on edge to the point where they are both afraid when either of either of us leaving even if it's across the hall .It takes longer to get either of them to sleep and when they finally sleep they wake up panicked .I had decided to take the week off for my birthday and given the eventful day we had with regards to the twins and Ava when I finally got C
CleoThe last thing I wanted when I started talking to Blue this morning was; to get into a fight with him especially on his birthday. I know he was feeling all sorts of doubtful about me not wanting to marry him . I decided to give the kids his last name ,and not use my surname , but he still doubts that I will eventually want to have his last name. After our argument I was so mad at him that I just walked out on him. I just didn't like how stuck in his ways he was. He still thought that I was making excuses.As soon as I entered the main bedroom something felt off and by that it felt like I wasn't alone. I was headed to the closet to go get shoes because my feet were starting to feel cold. When I was walking toward the closet Nicolai pushed me so hard that my body made contact with the&nb
AngeloYou know when you've found the one and when you have found forever in someone . My birthday started off hectic and by that I mean Cleo and I were having problems. I have her thinking I don't love her and I really love her and our family . I knew about the surprise party she had organised because Carl reports to me .His birthday is a couple of days after mine and with all the trouble Bella went through to make sure everything was in order and everyone who was coming confirmed. She's the only person who gets me and gets my kind of crazy. I was looking at Cleo who was looking at me with unshed tears . She wanted to cry . I was only kidding with her but given what had happened I could tell she was serious." Angelo I asked you a question. I expect an answer ,so that I know where we stand with each other. ""I'm looking at her and I'm not trading what we have for anything. My m
CleoRosa is sneaky. She had spies everywhere and she still does. Duncan is alive and that in itself is triggering my anxiety. The only guy I trust security Intel wise is fighting for his life because he took a bullet for me ; Angelo is still keeping stuff away from me and that in turn resulted in me getting hurt. My flank was sore and it's because one of the guys tried to snatch Pio and I fought back .The self defense classes I was taking came in handy and the impact class too I just didn't anticipate the guy who attacked us had a weapon by the time we managed to get us out of the mess we were in I had driven as fast as I could to Carl's restaurant, and told Daniel to get the kids to the safe house . As long as Rosa doesn't approve of my relationship with her son I don't think the drama will be over as long as I'm with Angelo and Iove him . When my eyes flew wide open and adjusted to my surroundings; I was in the main bedroom
AngloI don't like change and I don't like it when things change. This has been the longest three days ever . On Wednesday morning I woke up to an empty bed ; no sign of Cleo , just the memory of transpired on Tuesday evening before she left the next morning. The sheets smelled of her and since it was winter the fragrance of J'adore hung in the room . That included the scent of her shower gel. I am already in trouble with missing her when she is around , now that she is not around, and I'm not waking up to her raidiant smile and adorable laugh I'm having a difficult time .I had taken the whole week off and I thought it was going to be an epic week with the family, but now I'm back to square one. It feels like the time the twins were born and Cleo had made sure I couldn't see her... That was better because I could send her a text and she'd respond . I have nothing to a
AngeloThe most dangerous attacks are the ones you never see coming, and the ones never expected . They are brutal; unfair, selfish , and heart shattering depending on the nature of the attack. Sometimes they cause unnecessary hurt and at times any attack can leave a trail of destruction .My day started off wonderfully. I woke up next to Cleo ; and left to go meet my brother at Carlo's restaurant . It's always been a safe space to just be yourself and let go with the guys . Carl has always been a great cook and he had closed the restaurant for lunch . After lunch Luigi and I had decided to go to Massa to go sort out some paperwork. Blake had booked us a table at the new cafeteria for
Chapter 60CleoThere comes a point in life when everything just clicks and makes sense.Life has a way of reaching and optimal level ; no matter how many obstacles, challenges, uphill battles you have to fight , mistakes made , lessons learned , pages turned ,and new chapters began. There is always a chance to start again, unlearn what has been programmed and download new coding . An analogy could be a heart rate monitor when they are trying to resuscitate you or when your are are in between life, purgatory, death, or rebirth. If there is a flat line you know very well that you are not living. Life has always been a balancing act .In order to balance work and home life I schedule my messages , and if there is a conversation to be had that I can have with voice notes I do that in order to get more time with the kid's . I had been working from home the past couple of weeks and Angelo had be
AngeloI know how to keep serious stuff from my family. More than that I know how to use without anyone noticing or so I thought. On the Thursday before the dinner party I decided to get high and my drug of choice was my first drug . I needed something to get the edge off with everything that was happening and it wasn't after until Carl found me passed out on the floor with a bleeding nose. I needed to stay awake and I was operating on reserves. The moment I held Cleo close to me was the moment I stopped using.Cleo has always been sharp and she asked me last night if I was doing okay and I lied to her . This morning while I was knocked out cold thanks to her; she found the tunnel underneath the house where I kept my stash. I had instructed Nicolai to move everything to the club where I wouldn't be able to access it . When I was woken up by a crying Ava I called Nicolai to find out if he did what I asked him to do and if
CleoI don't like saying goodbye when I know I still have time to spend with family and friends, especially when I'm enjoying myself. On Saturday afternoon I had to say goodbye to Daniel ; Luigi , the fun loving and potty mouthed Salvatore , Mr Luca and my mother , and Hannah . When I reconnect with Blue and we talked over Breakfast , he wanted us to go home and that was his final decision. I knew whatever argument I would put up or point I'd try to make clear the result would be the same . He wanted time with me alone with the kid's without any interference from other people.By Saturday evening we had arrived back at the house at the Massa estate. I started missing the house by the forest and I wanted to go there instead of the Estate. Angelo had other plans. It wasn't as cold as the coast in Gauteng . Infact it was a bit warmer . I didn't think I'd miss the city as much as I did. The air was thick and the
AngeloI don't know how to manage my and and it's becoming apparent that I need help . Given what I had gone through and what was happening my anger was warranted. First my wife goes missing a day after our wedding , I track down the first person who I think I know is responsible, only to find out that she had planned to take my wife and kids away from me but she failed, resulting in me and my men going on a wild goose chase looking for my wife. My kids too were starting to miss her , to the point where I had to work from home . Only to find out that Cleo was safe and sound at the Luca beach resort and Daniel kept her away from me .I found out after dinner on Friday with the Kids and the family. The twins were calmer and my baby girl wasn't crying at a drop of a hat . Pio mentioned that her mother was around and Pia affirmed it and told me they made, get well soon cards and they went s
CleoI love the changing of seasons ; more than that I love the fact that it's September and it's almost spring. I mean almost because spring officially starts on the twenty second of September not the first . Angelo always argued with me and he was insistent on the fact that the first was Spring day. I really miss Angelo I really do . Apart from the fact that I can't contact him yet I have to play the waiting game.When Daniel asked me if I wanted a divorce . I said ; no. I fell in love with Angelo the very first time I saw him at the food market. I knew then that if our paths were to cross again , I would let nature take its course. Three years later and three beautiful kids later nature did what it was meant to do or should I say fate and
AngeloOn the day I was supposed to have a boys night out I had an uninvited guest who even pissed me off to the point where I almost drank . I used to be so trusting until what happened with Mia happened. She blames Rosa for what she did to Cleo and for causing the explosion. I have never seen her as my girlfriend ... I have only ever seen her as a sister and a dear friend. For her to do something so sinister ,and to the mother of my Children was just unforgivable .The weekend came and went with my state of melancholy and it got worse when I arrived at work. The communications department was still under reconstruction and I had instructed the builders to rebuild Cleo's office and to make it look different than it did before with all the safety features like; bullet proof glass , her own kitchen , bathroom and lunch room including an elevator that went straight to my office . As soon as I arrived ; there was a gentleman waitin
CleoThe past two weeks have been a blessing. After thinking that I had been abducted by Rosa, it turned out that my brother was behind the whole incident.Daniel has been unavailable and Salvatore has been keeping an eye on me . The beach house property was big enough and apart from the amazing ocean view I had from my room , my kids were with me but it came at a cost. I couldn't call Angelo to tell him anything and all I hoped was that he uses his brain and figures out that something just doesn't add up. Rosa was easy to track down; she always left bread crumbs . Her attack style has a trait... She wants to scare me to the point where I am afraid of being with my husband to point where I break up with him for the safety of my children. She even used Mia to make me doubt choosing Blue . She didn't know we were married until Angelo opened his big mouth and she amped up the threats . I am at peace for a change.
AngeloThe past couple of weeks have been hard on me and it's not because the weather has changed from cooler temperatures to warmer weather. It's the first week of spring but knowing Cleo like I do she'd say ; " Spring only starts on the twenty second of September ."Part of me always knew that she was correct because it was; wet cold , cloudy and grey on the first of September. The weather matched my mood and the way I was feeling. The twins and my baby girl are the only reason I get up in the morning. I had used all of the resources I had to track down Rosa and she said she wasn't responsible for Cleo being abducted. I have never lost my cool at an old person however; I had lost my cool at Rosa , breaking windows and furniture till she gave me an answer.Truth be told I was hurting and she didn't understand the extent of how hacked and broken I felt. Daniel was around and Luigi was stay