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Author: Princessella
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He grabbed the cup from the coffee table and threw it against the wall. The plastic broke because it hit the concrete wall, breaking into pieces, but it wasn’t enough. It didn’t calm the concentration of his outrage. His chest hurled as he stood there, gazing at the mess he had made, feeling feeble. “Goddamn it!” Haven hollered, the sound filling the empty house. His voice bounced off the walls, resounding back at him. His hands shook with the concentration of his feeling, and for a minute, he didn’t know what to do with himself. He collapsed back onto the couch, burying his face in his hands. The outrage, the disloyalty, it was eating him alive, tearing him apart from the inside. He tried to make sense of it, tried to see how everything had gone so wrong.

“Was there something I missed? Was I the problem?” He replayed their last year together over and over in his mind, searching for signs, for anything that might have told him this was coming. But all he saw was the life they had bui
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