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Author: Princessella
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“But I feel like I fizzled. I couldn’t keep her.” Vanessa’s look mellowed, and she pressed his hand tenderly. “That’s not on you. If she was seeking out something else, she ought to have been genuine with you a long time back, before things got this far.”

Haven gestured, in spite of the fact that the words didn’t settle. They twirled, bending and turning in his mind like a hurricane of question and self-blame. Might he truly clear himself of the weight of his fizzled marriage?

There had been moments, so numerous of them, when he could have tried harder, when he could have paid more consideration to her needs. But he had been so centred on giving, on building their life, that he had missed the signs. He had let her slip away right beneath his nose. He inclined back, resting his head against the back of the chair.

“I don’t know, Vanessa. I keep going over everything in my head, and I can’t stop thinking about the choices I made, the ones I didn’t make. What if I did something differen
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