CHAPTER THREE
Ridley sat in my house a little too comfortable, as though he belonged which was crazy because for the period I had known him, he avoided his brother’s house like the plague but this was the second time her was here in only a week since the last time. I watched him silently as I stood by the archway that led to the kitchen. He was seated by the dining table with his leg crossed over the other and a glass of water in hand. It was terrible and mannerless of me to mention but he looked stunning, all those magazines and articles had failed to capture his true essence.
“I admire a good stare but you’ve been staring for far too long, should I be convinced that you want me and not my brother?” His cocky voice brought me back to reality and I was reminded of the stupid narcissist he was.
“And lead me towards more heartbreak? I’ll pass.” I answered before walking to the table and taking out a seat that was opposite him. “Why are you here?” I asked.
He smiled his usual playful smile and put the glass down. “I hate being here, don’t get it twisted. I was just worried about you.” He replied with a small shrug and I gave him the most ‘I’m not convinced’ look I could muster.
“You? Worried about me?” I asked with humour lacing my tone. “Please stop playing Ridley,”
He leaned back in his seat, “I saw you bawling, not once but twice. Of course, I’d be worried, I’m not a jerk Janelle.” He responded seeming more serious than a few seconds before.
I looked directly into his eyes to pick up on any playfulness and lies. For the first time since I had met him, Ridley looked genuine. The red flags were going up in my head. One brother was already the cause of all my trouble, the brother that had been an angel and now the one that had the reputation of a devil was pretending to worry for me. Every part of me told me that it was a stupid ploy and that I should kick him out of my house.
“Ridley, whatever you’re playing at, stop right now and leave my house.”
He straightened his body after my words and shook his head. “Jane, you’re trying to act tough right now but you and I know that your world is falling apart- heck the entire world knows that.” My hands clenched at my sides and I wanted nothing more than to punch him.
“Rid—”
“Relax sweet Jane. I am only stating facts and you know it. My brother isn’t coming back to you, and shit will only get worse the more time goes by. Soon, Dorothy will be the one calling this her house and you’ll have nowhere to go. You’re lucky I’m even willing to show you some form of sympathy.”
I chuckled bitterly, unable to believe he said all of that to my face. “Sympathy? I don’t need your sympathy, Ridley.”
Ridley laughed and stood up from his seat. “Let’s get it straight, I only need you as a stepping stone to get to my brother. I’m laying it down for you and I will let you think about my words as well as the downfall awaiting you.” He said and removed a card from his wallet. “I know that you do not have my number.” He added and left the card on the table before walking out of the house.
I sat in silence and heard the loud roar of his sportscar leave. I looked at the card across from me and stood up, I shook my head and ascended the stairs and went to my room. The last person I could involve myself with was Ridley, another Stetson. He obviously only wanted to get to his brother, steal his position and prove that he was better. Ridley had not even said what he needed of me, for all I knew he could require me to do something criminally incriminating. The public already favoured Ashton over him, including the board of directors because Ridley had an air of being carefree around him.
Despite everything that was happening in my life, I could not bring myself to sink to any of the Stetson brothers’ level or worse be in between whatever absurdity was going on between them. I fell back on the bed and the worst thoughts circled my mind.
I could not ignore Ridley’s words, if Ashton decided to fully get rid of me, I would have nothing. I would lose my job, love and home, the bit of it that was left. I had nowhere to go, no family and friends, I had always been alone and had accepted that it was my fate but then Ashton made me want more and he gave me more only to take it all away. I could end up on the streets if he had it his way, and sometimes the thought that I was only still hanging around the Stetsons was so that I would have some form of stability in my life.
Different scenarios of how sour my life could downplay from now on continued to formulate in my head and tears formed at the corners of my eyes. The future scared me, and only a few months before it had seemed as bright as ever, and now it was bleak and foggy. The silent sounds of my sobs lulled me to sleep, but even in my slumber, my nightmares found me.
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I looked up from my workload when my secretary, Lisa knocked and entered my office. “I have the reports for the past 3 weeks ma’am.” She said as she placed 3 huge files on my table and I nodded. “Will that be all ma’am?” She asked and I shook my head.
“That’s all. Thank you, Lisa.” I dismissed her and she walked out of the room. I sighed heavily when I looked at the files once more. I had missed a week of work and it was costly because the workload that accumulated came to bite me back.
I massaged the sides of my tempos and grabbed the files. Even the stability of the work I had gotten through serious and visible favouritism from Ashton was at risk. He appointed me as a revenue manager for one of the Stetson hotel branches in the city a few months after our engagement and back then only a few people had batted an eyelash because according to public opinion, “he was being sweet”. As I thought of it in the present, I should not have been so reluctant to let him turn my world around and solely depend on him.
Now every part of my life revolved around him and I could not bring myself to pull away from him without suffering from the hardest blow I will ever have to experience. My mind kept on going back to Ridley and what he had said, he had only said the truth but to accept whatever he wanted to offer would probably cause my downfall too if he ended up unsuccessful with his plans. I wish I had a second opinion on this.
I opened one of the files Lisa brought and was about to try and forget my worries by drowning in my workload when I got a call from my secretary. “Mrs Stetson wishes to see you,” She said immediately after I put the company phone to my ear.
“Okay,” I responded even though every part of me was dreading an interaction with another member of Ashton’s family.
Maria Stetson waltzed into my office only a minute later with the same air of arrogance she carried around with her nose up in the air. She was the typical horrible mother-in-law and every time she spoke, I wondered how a living human being with a brain could think in her lines. Her black bob fell to her shoulders in perfect harmony, well straightened and shiny and the designer clothes she adorned from head to toe made her look every bit of the trophy wife she was.
“How many times have I told you to get rid of the insolent girl in front of your office?” She did not even bother with a greeting and took a seat. “Why would she disrespect me, this is my family’s establishment?”
I had to repress the urge to roll my eyes. Even after Ashton had told his mother about our relationship it had taken a while for her to stop looking at me condescendingly, not that she stopped, it was only less. To her, I did not deserve her precious son, the only one who could inherit the Stetson business.
“Will you not offer me a beverage, Jane?”
I smiled at her. “My secretary is already on that,” I responded and on cue, Lisa walked in with water, coffee and juice on a tray and placed it in front of Maria and swiftly left. “May I know why you are here?” I asked. The mere presence of her and the smell of her expensive perfume was suffocating.
She took a sip from the cup of coffee and made a displeased look. “I’ve seen that Ashton has moved on to the next toy, a better one at that.” I poked the inside of my cheek with my tongue in irritation. “But no worries, I know that you are scared about how that affects you. I’m sure you can leave with a few scraps if my son decides to fully desert you.”
She took another sip, and then another of the coffee which completely cancelled out the face of displeasure she had made in the beginning. “After all my son did not want to sign a prenup. I’ll let you walk away with something since you’re a struggling woman. You can’t even keep your husband.” She shook her head.
I could not believe she was the one telling me this when her husband had cheated on her numerous times, I mean even when she was pregnant, he had cheated with another woman and ended up with a bastard son. She was only a trophy wife, the woman that Emmett Stetson kept by his side only for public appearances and to keep face.
“I will have a word with Ashton, maybe I’ll let him let you take a car if I’m generous.” She continued. “This marriage was doomed from the get-go and I had told you but you claimed your love was strong. Tsk. I know my son better than anyone and a lowly girl like you could never keep him in place.”
“Mrs Stetson.” I cut her off before she could say more. “You have to keep in mind that this is still my office and you can’t say as you please especially throwing insults at me and my subordinates.”
She stared at me with disbelief, the same face she always gave when I called her out on her behaviour. The last time she had given me that look was last Christmas at the Stetson mansion over dinner when I told her that she could not treat the house helps like slaves.
“You’re still insolent even when you are at your lowest,”
“Correction Maria, I am not at my lowest and if you think whatever Ashton is doing has me fazed then you’re wrong. Ashton was a liar and a cheat before me and he won’t stop being that for Dorothy as well.” I looked straight into her brown eyes. “Even if our marriage has been short-lived it has been happier than yours has been in the last 20 years, you have no reason to call me a terrible wife.”
“Now, if you will so kindly as to do me the favour of leaving my office. You can make yourself comfortable anywhere else since it’s your “family’s business”. Thank you”
If she could spit venom, she probably would have spat on my face. She stood and huffed. “You’ll regret this, you ungrateful bastard.” She said before walking out.
I stared at the closed door after she left in disbelief. She had to either be very bored or too spiteful because why would she come from her home just to tell me what I already knew and throw insults to my face? My eyes went to my jacket on the coat hanger and I stood up from my seat. The last thing I wanted was to end up like Maria or even on the streets.
CHAPTER FOURI groaned as I parked my car in the underground parking lot of Stetson headquarters and stayed planted in my seat for another five minutes trying to talk myself out of the absurdity I was about to do. I scratched at my scalp and moaned in regret. This was not bound to be a good idea, it was a rushed decision and I kept telling myself to put my car in drive and leave but somehow I could not bring myself to do so.The image of Maria entering my office and trying to put up the front that she was better than me kept playing in my mind and ending up like her seemed like the path that was laid out for me if I did not act quickly. Perhaps not even a trophy wife, I would probably only end up as the bitter forgotten wife with the rate at which Ashton was making public appearances with Dorothy. That was a fate I did not want for myself, to end up worse than Maria.My hand went to open the car door but I shook my head when I thought of who I was going to see. Sure, Ridley had put fo
CHAPTER FIVE (2 and a half years ago)My hands moved animatedly as I clapped for yet another undeserving employee of the month for our department. Yet again, it was another female with a blessed bosom and a face that deserved to be on an advert for the hotel, not behind one of the managerial desks. The employee of the month, Margaret was a beautiful woman that was rumoured to be in a secret relationship with one of the directors. I was not one for workplace gossip as most of my colleagues shunned me anyway but it was pretty clear that Margaret was letting one of the higher-ups have their way with her.Margaret smiled brightly and tried to put up a fake front as the bouquet of flowers was being handed to her, but it was pretty clear that this was not a surprise to her. I was not self-righteous or entitled but I believed I deserved the title of ‘employee of the month’ more than her—perhaps even employee of the year. She did the least work in the department and spent most of the time in
CHAPTER SIX (TWO AND HALF YEARS AGO)Lou, my roommate sat in the seat that looked straight to the door of the apartment and cocked up an eyebrow just as I entered the apartment. I could feel and hear her judgement from the distance between us. She hummed while her eyes followed me throughout the apartment, tracing every movement of mine.“What is it?” I asked when I could not stand her stare anymore.“Another shiny and expensive car dropped you off today,” She acknowledged and I gave her an incredulous look.“So?”“It makes the neighbours and I wonder if you are a…how do I put this?” She leaned forward and looked into my eyes. “…a corporate whore.” She finished off.Over the few months I had lived with Lou, I had grown to accept that she had a frank and rude tongue, with no regard for what she said. The more her words rang in my head, the more offended I felt.“Excuse me?” I said calmly but maintained a vicious glare.She leaned back and raised her hands in the air. “No need to get ma
CHAPTER SEVENThe ice in my drink slowly melted, and my patience ran thin. My eyes darted towards the entrance of the café and I sighed. Ridley was messing with me and if I did not need him as much, I would have left when five minutes had passed our agreed meeting time. I looked down at my watch and groaned, more than twenty-five minutes…I had been waiting for more than twenty-five minutes. That was unacceptable, no matter how much I needed his help, I did not appreciate looking desperate or like a fool.One last gulp of my cool drink and I stood up, ready to leave. It was safe to say Ridley had either stood me up or forgotten that we were supposed to meet up. I could not believe he did this to me, it had taken all my courage and ego to get my phone and dial his number just to ask him to meet up.After paying my bill, I walked out of the café and went to my car in the parking lot and just as I was opening the door, I heard Ridley’s voice calling my name and I turned around.“Hello, de
CHAPTER EIGHT My head felt lighter than it had in months, and I had managed to get a full night's sleep as well. Every fibre of my being looked forward to this day. The day had finally arrived, our plan was being put into motion, and even though I dreaded the public's reaction the most, I had to admit that imagining the looks on the faces of people like Maria Stetson had me excuted; she did hate both Ridley and me. I wore one of my best pant suits, a teal blue one and paired it with black stillettoes. Leisurely, I ate the breakfast that Florence prepared and took the key for my car once I was done. I was walking out of the house when Ashton's black Mercedes came through the gat and stopped right in front of the house. I almost smiled to myself, clearly knowing why he was here so early in the morning but I put up an oblivious face and stood quietly, feigning surprise. Had he not called last night, I would have genuinely been surprised and happy to see his car pull up in our driveway
Was I expected to ignore whatever was happening in front of me, only across the room? The perfectly shaped champagne flute wine glass in my hand felt heavy, the sparkling liquid in it tempted me and before I could account for it, I had downed more than four rounds. I wished I could ignore what was happening and turn the other way, act oblivious but I could feel the pitiful gazes of everyone in the room. They knew just like I did, and they pitied me.I motioned for one of the waiters to refill my glass and continued to burn holes into my husband’s perfectly ironed suit. Only but a year and a half ago, I was the one that stood beside him with his arm around my waist with the attention of all in attendance on me. If I spent another second staring at my husband’s arm around another woman, the glass in my hand would have shattered. I took a deep breath, placed the glass on a tray carried by one of the workers and walked out of the huge hall.I walked down the hallway until I found an empty
CHAPTER TWO (2 and a half years before)I was beginning to think my life was terribly unfortunate, I was a double orphan and had no one to rely on. Even my job was only contractual and could end on any day, the only person in my life that I could consider a friend was my roommate and even she did not seem too keen on having me as a friend. My only interactions with my roommate were silent greetings and simple and short questions. As for my workmates, they avoided me and only called on me when there was something to be done.Perhaps my last foster parents had been right and I should not have pursued a career in hotel management, I only ended up on the second floor of a huge company with a small desk in the corner of the room and my seniors forcing me to do their workload, not that I could reject. I was just a mere and unimportant employee while the hotel management knew them.I stretched my legs as far as I could under my cramped desk with files under it. This day had gone on longer th
CHAPTER EIGHT My head felt lighter than it had in months, and I had managed to get a full night's sleep as well. Every fibre of my being looked forward to this day. The day had finally arrived, our plan was being put into motion, and even though I dreaded the public's reaction the most, I had to admit that imagining the looks on the faces of people like Maria Stetson had me excuted; she did hate both Ridley and me. I wore one of my best pant suits, a teal blue one and paired it with black stillettoes. Leisurely, I ate the breakfast that Florence prepared and took the key for my car once I was done. I was walking out of the house when Ashton's black Mercedes came through the gat and stopped right in front of the house. I almost smiled to myself, clearly knowing why he was here so early in the morning but I put up an oblivious face and stood quietly, feigning surprise. Had he not called last night, I would have genuinely been surprised and happy to see his car pull up in our driveway
CHAPTER SEVENThe ice in my drink slowly melted, and my patience ran thin. My eyes darted towards the entrance of the café and I sighed. Ridley was messing with me and if I did not need him as much, I would have left when five minutes had passed our agreed meeting time. I looked down at my watch and groaned, more than twenty-five minutes…I had been waiting for more than twenty-five minutes. That was unacceptable, no matter how much I needed his help, I did not appreciate looking desperate or like a fool.One last gulp of my cool drink and I stood up, ready to leave. It was safe to say Ridley had either stood me up or forgotten that we were supposed to meet up. I could not believe he did this to me, it had taken all my courage and ego to get my phone and dial his number just to ask him to meet up.After paying my bill, I walked out of the café and went to my car in the parking lot and just as I was opening the door, I heard Ridley’s voice calling my name and I turned around.“Hello, de
CHAPTER SIX (TWO AND HALF YEARS AGO)Lou, my roommate sat in the seat that looked straight to the door of the apartment and cocked up an eyebrow just as I entered the apartment. I could feel and hear her judgement from the distance between us. She hummed while her eyes followed me throughout the apartment, tracing every movement of mine.“What is it?” I asked when I could not stand her stare anymore.“Another shiny and expensive car dropped you off today,” She acknowledged and I gave her an incredulous look.“So?”“It makes the neighbours and I wonder if you are a…how do I put this?” She leaned forward and looked into my eyes. “…a corporate whore.” She finished off.Over the few months I had lived with Lou, I had grown to accept that she had a frank and rude tongue, with no regard for what she said. The more her words rang in my head, the more offended I felt.“Excuse me?” I said calmly but maintained a vicious glare.She leaned back and raised her hands in the air. “No need to get ma
CHAPTER FIVE (2 and a half years ago)My hands moved animatedly as I clapped for yet another undeserving employee of the month for our department. Yet again, it was another female with a blessed bosom and a face that deserved to be on an advert for the hotel, not behind one of the managerial desks. The employee of the month, Margaret was a beautiful woman that was rumoured to be in a secret relationship with one of the directors. I was not one for workplace gossip as most of my colleagues shunned me anyway but it was pretty clear that Margaret was letting one of the higher-ups have their way with her.Margaret smiled brightly and tried to put up a fake front as the bouquet of flowers was being handed to her, but it was pretty clear that this was not a surprise to her. I was not self-righteous or entitled but I believed I deserved the title of ‘employee of the month’ more than her—perhaps even employee of the year. She did the least work in the department and spent most of the time in
CHAPTER FOURI groaned as I parked my car in the underground parking lot of Stetson headquarters and stayed planted in my seat for another five minutes trying to talk myself out of the absurdity I was about to do. I scratched at my scalp and moaned in regret. This was not bound to be a good idea, it was a rushed decision and I kept telling myself to put my car in drive and leave but somehow I could not bring myself to do so.The image of Maria entering my office and trying to put up the front that she was better than me kept playing in my mind and ending up like her seemed like the path that was laid out for me if I did not act quickly. Perhaps not even a trophy wife, I would probably only end up as the bitter forgotten wife with the rate at which Ashton was making public appearances with Dorothy. That was a fate I did not want for myself, to end up worse than Maria.My hand went to open the car door but I shook my head when I thought of who I was going to see. Sure, Ridley had put fo
CHAPTER THREE Ridley sat in my house a little too comfortable, as though he belonged which was crazy because for the period I had known him, he avoided his brother’s house like the plague but this was the second time her was here in only a week since the last time. I watched him silently as I stood by the archway that led to the kitchen. He was seated by the dining table with his leg crossed over the other and a glass of water in hand. It was terrible and mannerless of me to mention but he looked stunning, all those magazines and articles had failed to capture his true essence.“I admire a good stare but you’ve been staring for far too long, should I be convinced that you want me and not my brother?” His cocky voice brought me back to reality and I was reminded of the stupid narcissist he was.“And lead me towards more heartbreak? I’ll pass.” I answered before walking to the table and taking out a seat that was opposite him. “Why are you here?” I asked.He smiled his usual playful sm
CHAPTER TWO (2 and a half years before)I was beginning to think my life was terribly unfortunate, I was a double orphan and had no one to rely on. Even my job was only contractual and could end on any day, the only person in my life that I could consider a friend was my roommate and even she did not seem too keen on having me as a friend. My only interactions with my roommate were silent greetings and simple and short questions. As for my workmates, they avoided me and only called on me when there was something to be done.Perhaps my last foster parents had been right and I should not have pursued a career in hotel management, I only ended up on the second floor of a huge company with a small desk in the corner of the room and my seniors forcing me to do their workload, not that I could reject. I was just a mere and unimportant employee while the hotel management knew them.I stretched my legs as far as I could under my cramped desk with files under it. This day had gone on longer th
Was I expected to ignore whatever was happening in front of me, only across the room? The perfectly shaped champagne flute wine glass in my hand felt heavy, the sparkling liquid in it tempted me and before I could account for it, I had downed more than four rounds. I wished I could ignore what was happening and turn the other way, act oblivious but I could feel the pitiful gazes of everyone in the room. They knew just like I did, and they pitied me.I motioned for one of the waiters to refill my glass and continued to burn holes into my husband’s perfectly ironed suit. Only but a year and a half ago, I was the one that stood beside him with his arm around my waist with the attention of all in attendance on me. If I spent another second staring at my husband’s arm around another woman, the glass in my hand would have shattered. I took a deep breath, placed the glass on a tray carried by one of the workers and walked out of the huge hall.I walked down the hallway until I found an empty