"Jordan, say something, please,"Liam pleaded, Jordan just stood there staring at him without saying a word, Liam had waited for him outside, he realized just how much he couldn't stay away from Jordan, after he got home the night before, he had not been able to fall asleep, his head was filled with thoughts of Jordan and everything that he was and meant to home Liam couldn't stay away so he had made up his mind to come to see Jordan and talked to him when he had gotten to his apartment, he hadn't met Jordan at home and had waited outside for him, hoping that he would return and thankfully he did."Liam, I am going to say this and I am going to say it loud and clear, I don't want to have anything to do with you, I don't know why you think it is right to do this but it is not, just fucking get off my face while I am still talking nicely,"Jordan said in a harsh tone."Jordan, listen to me will you?"Liam said in a pleading voice."I am not going to listen to you Liam, I have nothing to
"Mom, you already backed out before I got even to ask you to talk to him for me, you are so bad,"He complained."Liam, you are an advocate of doing things yourself, it shouldn't change now so man up and go get what you want,"His mom advised."Mom, it is easier said than done, and there is no maning up here, it would make things worst,""Then you don't get what I mean, what I meant was that you shouldn't give up, even if he tells you to stay away, so long as he doesn't get a refraining order against you, just don't give up on him, and don't forget to keep telling him his much you love and care about him,"His mom advised. If only she knew that he had done that and Jordan had not even reacted."Mom, I did that but he didn't even care,""You don't expect him to, he is not a fool, so you should keep telling him until he decides to forgive you,""I hate this,"He lamented."You caused it,""I know,""Go fix it then, don't give up, I know he loves you so much he won't take long to let go
Jordan sat at the park looking at children playing around with their parents, he smiled when he saw a gay couple with their children too, but then the smile faded to be replaced with a frown when he thought of the kids he wanted to have with Liam that didn't happen, well technically, if he allows it, it might still happen but the thing is he didn't want to, Liam can't just break up with him, cut him off, claiming he was with someone else when Jordan tried to make things work with them and turn around to come and tell him that he wants them to be together again, nothing works that way and Jordan wasn't about to allow it,Liam suddenly wanting them to be back together had to be the biggest plot twist ever and it was just too sudden like the shift happened and he didn't even know what caused it, like why didn't he suddenly change his mind when he was finally accepting that he couldn't be with him anymore? When he was finally starting to heal, now he was back begging, why do they always d
That was the only explanation as to why he would leave and then come back here to wait for him just so he could disturb him."Say something,"The idiot urged."Liam, what are you doing here again? I told you not to show up in my face again, I don't like seeing you,"Jordan complained. he shouldn't be here trying to ruin his plans, he already made his resolve, he shouldn't be here trying to change it, he want going to let him, never."I can't stay away from you Jordan, I just can't do that, I tried it and it didn't work,""Oh but you can, if I get a refraining order against you, then you will have no choice but to stay the fuck away from me,"Jordan responded glaring at him."Please don't do that, I really want to get back with you, just tell me anything you want, whatever you want so long as we get back to his we used to be before please,"Liam pleaded."Liam, I don't know what kind of games you are playing at but don't do it with me, I am not emotionally fit for whatever you think yo
Liam wanted Jordan to say another word but he was quiet."Leave this minute Liam,"Jordan said. That's not what Liam had expected him to say, far from it, he didn't expect a positive reaction but telling him to leave wasn't what he expected either."I said that I will get the surgery, I will do it, I just want to have you back Jordan, I miss you so much, I miss us so much, I want us back together,"Liam said pleading intensely, the thought just crawled into his head and he had said it out loud, now that he said it, it didn't sound like such a bad idea, after all, it wasn't as dreadful ad he had thought, it was just like any thing else."Wow, Is that so? Is that what you have decided to do? Pull the surgery card? Well guess what Liam, I don't fucking care, I don't care if you get surgery or die, just don't involve me get the fuck out of my life for good,"Jordan responded. Each word he said placed a hole in Liam's heart that he could feel his heart bleed, still he couldn't blame Jordan
He knew Jordan wouldn't stay mad at him forever, he just had to be alive to make sure Jordan forgives him and loves him again. That was his new life goal, which sounded childish but it was what he wanted.When Liam got to the hospital, he had to wait his turn because he hadn't booked an appointment with the doctor, he waited for over two hours, while waiting, he saw couples with their kids, couples that were expecting, and he wanted that too, if he hadn't been stupid, he and Jordan would have already started their surrogacy journey, he just had to be a fool, worst decision he has ever made and if and back to hurt him and bring him pain."Doc, I am going to get the surgery, I have thought about it again and I am going to get it,"Liam announced, he could see the shock in the doctor's eyes."Wow, are you for real? I never thought I would hear you say those words, what happened? What changed your mind after years of saying no?"The doctor asked. There was only one reason he wanted to get
Jordan couldn't believe his eyes when he saw Liam standing in the rain, what the fuck was wrong with him and what did he hope to achieve being in the rain at this time? He would only get sick and he was already sick, how could he not think of his health."Why the fuck are you here again and why are you in the rain Liam? Can't you take a hint? Can't you? It is fucking late and it is raining, you shouldn't be outside,"Jordan shouted at him above the heavy downpour, what the fuck did he think he would achieve being under the rain? He wants to get himself even sicker or what?"I was waiting for you to get back, I didn't want to leave without seeing you,"He said smiling, the idiot was freaking smiling, Jordan didn't see one single thing to smile about but Liam had the audacity to smile while he was wet from the heavy downpour."I don't know why you think it is okay for you to be smiling, you are acting so weird, are you sure your brain is not hurting?"He asked as he walked towards his a
Jordan looked up from where he sat and saw Liam come in, his hair was wet, which wasn't okay because that would still make him catch a cold but what did he care, he is an adult he should know better than to leave his hair wet from the shower."Seat and eat, it would help warm up your system, you can use the room for the night, this is where my goodness end, please make sure to leave once the rain stops,"Jordan said, got up and made to leave but Liam held him, he struggled to get his hands off the man but his grip was strong."Liam, let me go,"He said still struggling to get his hand off, instead of Liam to let go, he held him stronger and hugged him from behind."What the fuck Liam, leave me alone, what's wrong with you?"He yelled."I love you Jordan, I am in love with you, I love you so much please don't push me away anymore,"He said and Jordan stopped struggling, how was he supposed to when he was saying all that right next to his ears? Just how."I don't love you anymore Liam,