"You're thrity minutes late,"Was the scalding statement that greeted once my school-exhausted body strolled inside the classroom for my after school detention.
"My apologies,"I gave her my best fake regal head bow , my voice intoned with heavy sarcasm and indifference.
"I might decide to keep you here till seven p.m,"Her arms crossed over her chest as she regarded me with displeasure. Seeing her winter skied eyes morph into the darkest of the darkest shades of blue , a glaring evidence of her unspoken wrath , I knew I'd gotten under her skin, just as I had prophesized.
"If it makes you happy, I will stay until eight or even eleven p.m , I mean, it's not like I have anything better to do at home anyway," A satisfied sigh pushed past my lips once I saw Amanda clench her fists into tight balls.Her anger was my reward.
A bulging vein cut through her forehead, depicting the volatile anger bubbling under her skin my bothersome personality wrecking havoc inside her inner peace. I tried not to push her buttons any further than that as I briefly located a seat where I'd cozy myself up until detention was over.
My tired eyes swept across the quietened room, the emptied seats gazing back at subdued expression waiting for me to engage my butt with one of them.The atmosphere was coated with an unwelcomed absurdity , this room that usually bustled with a beehive of activity reduced to walls of complete stillness.
I believe the term that would perfectly suffice the ambience would be kenospia.A foreign word I learned while thumbing through Charli's poetry journal .That was prior to my execution of drawing an inappripriate diagram inside one of her pages that nuzzled between her poorly decorated, tattered covers.
My eyes immediately fell in love with a seat on the very back corner of the classroom,overlooking the blazing orange horizon through the window , a place that promised comfort and tranquility. My feet complied as they carried me over to the seat. However my journey towards said seat was cut abruptly once Amanda called me back.
"Have this,"What lied inside her hand's grasp was a chisel, its stinless silvery surface glimmering under the fiery sunset that sneaked past the unshielded classroom windows.
"And what is that for, exactly?"I gave a short derisive laugh, eyebrows raised quizzically.
"You are going to scrape gum under each one of these desks as punishment," A sadistic crawled on to her glistening lips.
I tried to confine my mocking laughter inside my voice box to no avail, it just spilled out like vomit. I hoped she was joking. What the hell kind of punishment was that"I mean, who scrapes gum under desks as punishment? That was certainly unheard of and I should know this since I'm a regular customer when it comes to after school detentions. I honestly thought she ask me to sit in a corner , with my arms crossed and 'think about what I've done' or that sorta thing that grown ups usually regard as suitabel punishment for adolescent kids. But scraping gums?That caught me unawares.
"When you're done laughing pick up the chisel and get down to business," She commanded amidst my recovery from the prolonged laughter.My sides were starting to ache from its aftermath. "The back seats are notoriously invaded with gum and some other sticky substance that would best be described as mucus."
I gagged.
"Are you seriously punishing me by asking me to scrape gum and...mucus?" Another gag triggered by my vagus nerve cells squeezed past my throat.
" Do you have a problem with that?"Plopping her butt at the edge of her teacher's desk, Amanda watched as I squirmed at her supposed punishment. It was as though she'd formed a bow against me and I was the target of her arrow.
"You can't be serious , Amanda!"I rationalized but my lamentations fell on deaf eyes.
"Maybe that'll teach you not to hit on me in front of my class ,"She gave a grim response."And for the last time, It's Mrs.Dawson."
"Oh really?'There was a hint of amusement dancing inside my voice. "You never seem to mind it when I address you as Amanda whenever I visit your house."
"That's because we're not on school grounds," She spke with conviction."PLus my son is usually around and believe it or not but I somewhat consider you as my son too. "
An amused smirked crawled its way on my lips like a malicious serpent against a crooked tree branch. "So you do prefer me calling you by your first name in the comfort of your home, yes?"
Narrowing her eyes into a sliver, Amanda shifted her weight against the desk she was currently seated on, crossing her legs elegantly as she regarded me with her judicial stare.
"I don't prefer much when it comes to your degenrate ass but for my son, I am willing to put on a good face for his sake ," Her response, though sounding harsh and hurtful, I still cherished it. "And if I may, do you call your mother by her first name?"
I pretended to think about it, head tilted up , eyes morphing into a false thoughful gaze , stroking my thumb against my chin before,"Yeah, I do call her by her first name.It is her name anyway."
Amanda studied me with deep scrutiny, narrowing her eyes as my words sunk deep into her cosciousness.
"Well I'm glad I'm not your mother because I would've whooped your ass if you ever addressed me by my first name,"
That resurrected a bout of laughter from me.What's so disrespectful about calling parents by their first names. I used to think my mom's name was Mom and my dad's name was Dad. The day I learned that my parents have actual first names as opposed to their usual titles of Mom and Dad , I was mind blown, like some sort of nuclear explosion went off inside the sutures of my skull. It was like most vital information a kid learns .Suddenly mom's name is Jenniffer and Dad's name is Steven.
And Zac's mom is Amanda.The preternaturally beautiful Amanda.
"Violence is never the answer,Amanda,"I winked at her.That only seemed to irritate her further.Isn't that what Gandhi said?"
"I'm surprised you enough know who Gandhi is because if you asked me your mental capacity is similar to that of a gold fish," She sneered.
"I don't think your son will appreciate your snarky comments about his best friend,Amanda, "Dropping my bag on the ground , I made my way to the back of the room, sleeves rolled to my elbows before dropping down to my knees in readiness for scraping whatever abomination that resided underneath these extremely neglected desks.
The sight was indeed gruesome, I wish for a mop bucket so that I could empty the contents that were inside my stomach. I couldn't tell which was gum and which was mucus. The first three desks was like a horrible detours through the pits of hell but after holding in my puke , I started to become acquianted with the new task at hand. Amanda sat behind her desk, ocassionally peeking behind the thick book she was reading to confirm if I was slacking or if I was comforming with her cruel punishment and would then dive right back into reading that book of hers.
Multivariable Calculus With Applications.The title of the book read.What was it with smart girls and excessively reading?
I got up from kneeling, my joints complaining with an audible crack which succeeded in snatching Amanda's attention back to me.
"Are you okay 'cause you sound like a poorly oiled machine?"
"Haha, very Funny, Amanda," I put extra emphasis on her name which seemed to piss her off as her jaw ticked at this.
With a clear plastic bag filled with all different sizes and colors of gums, I set it down on the desk I had just finished scraping before plopping down to the seat next to it , an exhausted sigh pushing past my slightly parted lips.
"What do you think you are doing?" Pushing back her seat, it screeching in protest against the linoleum floors, Amanda approached me with an air of command around her aura.The kind of aura military officers embrace when recruiting new army members.
Pretty soon she's standing one feet away from me, her murderous glare making my heart pump intensely against my chest. It was a bit of a turn on for me. Her anger made me feel things I couldn't explain. Indescribable things. I mean , words couldn't describe how sexy she looked when angry, especially when that anger was directed towards me. I just loved it whenever she scolds me , or bossed me around, or punished me.
"You have about nine more desks to scrape ,"She mentioned the obvious but my body seemed to protest with every aching muscle and joint in my body. , a sore back and my knees were begging to be soaked in a warm soothing sitz bath as a tonic to relieve me of the agonizing pain.
"I'm just taking a little break, my back is killing me,"I whined, stretching the aforementioned back, grimacing at the tight knot formed around my spine from the bending.
"Oh is it now?"She smirked, amused at my pained state, arms crossed over full bosom. " Well you should've thought of that before hitting on me during my class.
"I didn't think they'd be consequences,"I breathed out , frustrated." Come on, it was a joke and promise to behave next time."
She considered, her eyes scrutinizing me.
"I don't believe you,"
"Oh come on,Amanda!"
"How many times do I have to warn you about calling me by my first name?Would it kill you to show me a bit of respect?"
"It would,"
"I am increasing your punishment,"
"What?" I exclaimed, jerking from my seat so quick it toppled down behind me with a loud crash."That's right," She looked elated as though my pain ang agony brought her some special kind of joy. "After you're done with scraping the gums under the desks , I want you to wash my car."
"That doesn't seem very fair,"I argued back.
"I don't seem like much fun, now do I?"
That's when reality sunk deep inside the contours of my brain. She was trying to get me to hate her or so I thought. Nothing she does will make me hate her. Nothing at all.If she wants me to scrub the dirt from every nook and cranny of her twilight fog Subaru Crosstek , I shall happily oblige.
Her wish is my command.
"I get it Amanda," I shot her a knowing look, "You're being tough on me because I am your favorite student, isn't it?The same way a coach is usually hard on the best player of the team."
"Is that what you're thinking?"She couldn't hide her perturned expression that crossed her face that boasted with eternal youth and beauty."Yes," I nodded."I suppose I am your favorite student .I mean how can explain why you decided to punish only me even though there's tens of students who break rules on a regular basis."
"I'm sorry-"
"Shh..."Without rational thinking, I found my spindly index finger pressing against those plump lips to shush her which earned me raised eyebrows from her , more confused about the peculiarity of this action. I could feel the stickiness of the lipgloss she'd applied, its delicate texture gliding through my calloused finger in a rather enticing manner. I prophesized the scent and taste of strawberry that would cling on to said finger before I could get the courage to wash it off."Urgh!'The way she ripped my hand away from her lip made me yelp in surprise at th harsh yanking. "What the fuck do you think you're doing?"
"We were bonding!"I joked lightly even though she wasn't in a laughy mood."You know what, just go home," That took me by surprise, blinking in confusion.
"And what about the rest of the desks?"
"Just go before I lose my temper!"Her thunderous voice brought the cowardice side of me as I flicnhed ,stumbling back a few steps, creating a huge distance between us.Amanda was mad at me for going to far.I don't know why but it brought me some kind of thrill and excitement in me as the conflicting feelings collided inside my head.
"Sure thing,"Nonetheless, I decided to give her some space for this tension between us to simmer down. Her anger towards me to dissipate so that I can disturb her again tomorrow.And the day after tomorrow and so on and so forth.
Retiring back to her desk, Amanda immediately buried her nose back into the pages of that thick book. My body refused to move as I gazed at her.
Damn, there's something alluring about bespectacled women that keeps me panting. There's beauty behind that particular imperfection, poor eyesight to be more specific. Big dorky black framed, thick lensed glasses...
I wish all girl had bad eyesight so that they can all be bespectacled.I know it sounds selfish but come on, Aren't all bespectacled women attractive?Smart, aloof, quiet, independent, authoratative-
"Didn't I just tell you to leave my presence?"I snapped back from my miserable thought provoking reverie, trying to collect mt scattered disoriented mind. Without giving it a second thought, I reached for my worn out bag, threwing it over my shoulder before scampering away in hopes that Amanda didn't catch a glimpse of my tented crotch.
"Is this underwear clean?'My older sister, Roxie, bent down o pick up a stray Calvin Klein underwear that sat atop of my desk next to my bottle of lotion before lifting it to her nose for a sniff. "EW!" A horrified shriek escaped her voice box , tossing the piece of garment as far from her as possible, watching as it landed on my bed frame and proceeded to vigorously wipe her hand with the wet wipes that she tore open from my desk. My shoulders shuddering violently with each breathless giggle that arose from my reaction , my stomach muscles contracting painfully at my uncontrollable laugh. "You're disgusting!""I'm a boy," I defended in between laughs, reaching over for said underwear and bringing it up to my nose for a smell inspection. The unmistakable whiff of ball sweat made my eyes watery. Still, I negotiated on the possibility of me wearing them tomorrow before washing them. "They're still wearable," I shrugged, scrunching the dirty underwear before skillfully tossing it
A heated argument tore between last night's dinner meal and thi morning's 'scrumptuous' pancake from inside my stomach as it mourned loudly, both meals fighting for their place in there yet failing. I was certain that I'd be visiting the nurse's office today , maybe then I'd get a pass from attending Mr.Latowskie's biology lecture on Genetics. "I'm very disappointed in you after receiving that phonecall from Amanda yesterday concerning your behavior , Young man," I had momentarily forgotten the supposed 'talk' I was having with my dad as he so generously drove me to school.I had heard that very same talk with him on countless issues he had with me because of our disagreeing opinions. We never saw eye to eye on anything .It was our dynamic. His thoughts differred from mine and that always seeemed to bring us in a disagreeable mood. This morning, he lectured me on how I was to treat Amanda ,how I should behave around her, and all those words uttered by him were drowned out the wind th
My test was slapped on top of my desk, revealing an F etched at the upper right corner of the rectangular, blindinglly white paper ,encircled with a red pen and spiced up with a frowny face.My eyes dart upwards to meet with Amanda's scrupulous stare , a hint of disappointment dancing inside her electrifying midwinter eyes . But this wasn't unconvectional of me to fail her tests. In fact , I was certain that she almost always prophesized a below average grade when marking my test papers so much so that I'd become a chronic failure in her eyes. Still, she couldn't mask away the disappointment whilst handing me my paper. "I see you have a very unbreakable bond with 'F' in this class,"She spoke sarcastically with a hint of discontentment."Actually I graduated from an E to an F ," I informed, a smirked stretched across my face. "Right,"Scoffed Amanda , registering an air of indifference around me."So you broke up with 'E' and moved on to 'F'. That seems like a healthy relationship, doe
"I'm sorry , Amanda, but I never pay attention to anything you teach in this class,"I crassly put in watching as the rest of the class jeer bemusedly at my audacity." My apologies for being too blunt in my confession.""Well, Maxwell-""It's Max , Your Highness. Not Maxwell," I cut in , letting her mouth hang mid sentence.That brought a devious smirk on her plump lips ,eyebrows twitching in amusement. "No, I prefer Maxwell. Besides, that is your name , isn't it?"This was her vengeance towards me for calling her by her first name.Given the history of my disdain to the utterance of my full first name , I opted the shortened version of it. Max as opposed to Maxwell. Everyone who's ever rubbed shoulders with me or elbows or whatever knows how much I fumed at the mere mention of my full name. She was one of the few individuals who was informed on my strong dislike on the mention of my full name yet here she was violating that boundary. The callously crooked smirk that had been dancing
Whoever placed a dead bird inside my locker was declaring war with the wrong person. The lifeless carcass plopping down next to my feet as soon as I yanked the metal door open brought a terrified from Emerald who by then was standing next to me the whole time. A raven ,its jet black feathers shining like a wet obsidian rock , a putrid smell stabbing my sinuses in an unwelcomed assault . The stench of death.A yellow note had been tied on its dry scaly feet.Cautiouly bending down, I plucked the note from its lifeless leg, supressing a gag as I brought the note to my eyes , meeting with the world's most ugliest handwriting decorated on it. Enjoy the present :PIt read and my lips creased in a smirk. I knew the owner of that atrocious handwriting anywhere. So she's still mad at me, isn't she? Although, I hate to admit , her handwriting wasn't all that bad and it pains me to admit that. Zac shows up to my locker just in time to see me and Emerald staring at the morbid creature ,its to
"Are you sure you want to shove a dead rat inside Charli's locker? I mean, you know how extreme she can get, what if she decides to shove a live snake in your backpack? "In a panicked expression, voice laced with jittery concern , Nico kept asking , a cute Stuart little like mouse cradled inside his cupped hands ,tiny squeaks escaping its tiny mouse mouth. The once flooded hallways had been emptied, an eerie atmosphere settling around us as our footsteps bounced against the metal rowed walls in a frightful echo. Missing seventh period to execute my petty and juvenile revenge on that goth freak seemed far more reasonable and significant than squeezing my butt on a wooden chair, listening to Ms.Beedy explaining William Snorespear's boring sonnets. Something about the seventeen hundreds' literature just doesn't seat right with me. Saying Doth instead of do and mine eyes instead of my eyes just seemed ridiculous to me. Like why try to act like you're better than us? Just 'cause I opt
"Can we help you?" I turned on my fake polite and innocent smile, hands clasped ahead of me whereas Nico fought the urge to pee his pants in fear as he trembled like a chameleon on a frail twig."Shouldn't you two be in class?" She asked, voice heavy with authority."Should we?I can't remember. I have a lousy short term memory,"I replied, still maintaining the innocent facade. Amanda didn't appreciate that.Peering behind the victimizzed locker of my unfortunate revenge prank , Amanda shifted death glares between Nico and I. "What were you doing in that locker?It's not even yours ,isn't it?""Oh, you mean this locker?" I faced the obvious locker and back to her. "Just cleaning it out a bit,as a token of our appreciation to the owner of the locker.""Isn't that Charlotte's locker?"She asked, eyebrow raised."You must be really smart. You probably graduated from Harvard ,yes?"My face lit up in an impressed smirk even though I knew that she was sorta familiar with her own daughter's lock
You know how everyone, regardless of how ugly they are physically or personality wise, has that one person that is obsessed with them? That one individual that would walk on hot coal just to make you happy? That one individual that constantly slips love notes inside your locker when you're not looking because they think it's hella romantic despite the cringeness of it all?Ladies and gentlemen, meet Leslie Jenkins, my not so secret admirer. I hate a lot of things in my life but nothing comes close to my hatred towards Leslie Jenkins. She's a close call between paper cuts and elevator music . I can tolerate alot of pet peeves shoved my way but I won't hesitate to draw the line when it comes to that girl. Maybe she the reason why I stopped liking the idea of dating someone of my age group. Can you blame me though? The girl dips pieces of freid chicken inside her Coca cola drink and slurps it up! I mean, who does that?If I ever had to choose between Leslie Jenkins and Charlotte Dawson
The taste of her skin against my tongue was like ambrosia. The subtle taste of her apple shampoo gel and her sweat mingling against my taste buds causing me to salivate in a metaphorical sense as I held her tighter. Those forbidden kisses had slowly graduated into me dragging my sleek tongue across her neck skin, tasting her like ice cream on a sunny summer day. She reciprocated with a quiet, suppressed moan, melting under my embrace as my arms trembled with excitement and fear. Excitement, because I was kissing the love of my life. Fear, because I dreading the conversation that would happen once I pulled away from this. My breath fanning her skin before slowly shifting my mouth over to her ear, taking her lobe into my mouth, gently biting on to it. Amanda drew in a sharp breath, fighting the pleasure that was evidently riding inside her blood in ruthless waves. "Max....." She'd been calling my name, almost begging me to unhand her despite the fact that she liked what I was doing
This was rare. She was rare. Trapping her between my body and her desk didn't seem like a good idea... until it was. It wasn't my plan to trap her like this but it did seem to keep the tension thick and heavy, watching us share the limited air between our bodies, breathing in the sensuous aroma of her perfume, her aphrodisiac scent that made my head spin. "If you think caging me in like this is going to make me break any rules for you , Maxwell, then you're sadly mistaken," Her voice was soothingly calm and tranquil, her eyes slightly lingering on my lips before shifting those mid wintered sky blue eyes to behold my chocolate brown ones, not breaking eye contact despite the awkwardness of this situation. " I could bribe you instead," I teased with a low husky voice, leaning in to her personal space even more, resting both my hands on either side of her body, enough to really cage her in. To trap her against my body, an inappropriate move considering our glaring age difference,
Roxie's passing glances directed towards me during breakfast held some noticable suspicion with a slight dash of skepticism, following last night's late night conversation. I tried to avoid her burning looks, tried to shrug off her pestering presence as I politely ate my breakfast but still, I could feel her eyes burning holes in the side of my head. " I know you're lying to me," She informed, once breakfast was done and we were both clearing our dirty plates into the sink as mom tidied up the room. " I have no idea what you're talking about," I gave a nonchalant shrug, making my way back upstairs while the ever annoying Roxie trudged right after me. " So you expect me to believe that you've got the hots for mom's seamstress? She's not even your type," Roxie argued back, her footsteps sounding extra close to mine before grabbing my shoulder to swing me around causing me to face her. Looking down at her tiny frame, her height barely reaching mine as I towered over her like a
" Can I ask you something? And please, I want you to take me seriously because what I'm about to ask you is a deeply serious and detrimental question," Normally my conversations with Roxie never started this way . In fact, our conversations were laced with idiocy and typical sibling banter with the frequent use of heavy sarcasm thrown in here and there. But today, I decided to throw all that away as I sought for comfort and wisdom in her room. The look she awarded me the moment I asked her that question was the perfect tell tale sign that she wasn't expecting me to seek her for any sort of advice. Serious or not. " Are you...feeling alright?' Were the first words she managed to stutter once the shock had dissipated from her body. " Come on, Roxie, this is serious," I wasn't in the mood for her bantering, slomping down on her unmade bed . " Can't we have this conversation tomorrow morning? I mean, it's...." She reached over her night stand to grab her alarm clock as she read
" I expect you not to stare into my bedroom window this evening, or ...you know, ever ," Slowly lifting her eyes to feed me her gaze, Amanda said , her fingers suspended atop her keyboard , briefly abandoning her typing task just so that she can address me about what had happened this morning. I arched an eyebrow at her words, grabbing the last of my textbooks before shoving them all into my backpack. The day was finally over and I just wanted to head home and sleep before dinner. Everything that had happened between us this morning was temporarily forgotten , at least I thought but her parading the subject once again was making it kinda hard not to forget.The memory, still fresh , almost as though it had just happened two seconds ago , danced inside my head , shifting from seeing her exposed cleavage to the slight flashing of her pussy. A cold , electrifying shiver shot down my spine as I tried not to undress her with my eyes. " But I like the view," I joked and she rolled her eyes
" Wow! You truly have no friends, do you?" I lightly joked once I reached the tiny shade where Charli was seating under, writing on her journal , a tiny tupperware container filled with apple wedges, neatly cut and arranged inside. That must've been what she settled on for lunch, as opposed to making an appearance in the cafeteria for some real food. But I had a feeling she purposefully avoided the cafeteria in the event she runs into one of her bullies. Better to stay safe than sorry. " If you came here to ruin my peace and tranquility I suggest you crawl back into the hole you came out of and leave me the fuck alone," She gave a curt response, glaring daggers into my head , clearly unamused by my presence."Is that any way to talk to your boyfriend?" I reprimanded in a fake stern voice. " You're not my boyfriend," She said in a quiet yet cold voice, flipping a page on her poetry journal. " But you did kiss me, remember?" I taunted her with that piece of information , knowing tha
She had refused to tell me about the robe, still unable to accept the possibility of me dating her daughter, calling it bluff before dismissing me to dispurse to the cafeteria for a break, openly craving some chocolate milk that I had been waiting for since the beginning of class. I knew she would be having a very deep and personal conversation with her daughter about our supposed dating life, maybe advise her against going after guys like me since she'd already informed me, indirectly, that she didn't see the value in me as a person. But what's funny is that she willingly lets me hang out with her son , so why is it such a big deal for me to hang out with her daughter? Is this one of those things called 'Double standards'? Or maybe she was okay with me corrupting her son rather than her daughter. Maybe she could handle having a delinquent son than a delinquent daughter. Maybe then she'd ship her son over to her ex husband and let him deal with it rather than bearing the cross of ha
I knew she'd ruin me for other girls . It was quite evident the moment I tried to date other girls but all felt too immature for me. I mean, I too can be much of a petulant infantile boy if I wanted to but something about my best friend's mother made me want to become a better man? Was this normal? And it's not just because I saw her in that robe. It's always been like that. Knowing I'd never fall any other women because she was still in my lufe but we're not together. She's divorced and I'm still in high school. The glaring age gap between our relationship , if it ever blossoms, would most definitely raise concerns . And I'd risk her getting labelled as a pedophile. I can't ruin her like that. Amanda had prescribed me with some assignments for the night, claiming she wanted to keep me busy to prevent any idleness on my part. Maybe she was scared that I'd be lurking at my bedroom windown hoping to see her in that robe again, or in something much more indecent than it. So the soluti
" I didn't see anything, I swear," Those were the words that sprung out of my vocal cords and into my mouth the moment my feet stepped inside the class . She was seating behind her desk as usual, her gaze pierced outside the window completely consumed by her thoughts before turning to face me, having interrupted her reverie. Her coat had been draped over the backrest of her seat , leaving her in just that nice professional pencil dress of hers, short sleeved so her bare arms were naked to my probing gaze. She immediately straightened her seating posture ,a hint of caution to her aura and for a moment , she looked ...scared to see me. Eyed me with suspicion , her bespectacled eyes sweeping through my tall frame before finally settling to stare at my face where our stares met. That toughened , Icy exterior of hers, seemed to melt slightly , her cheeks blossoming with a notable shade of scarlet, flushed with embarassment from this morning's predicament. But that look didn't last long