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Chapter 233: What Have I Done?

Author: Pandora Spocks
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Chapter 233: What Have I Done?

Jessi stared at herself in the bathroom mirror. She'd been trying to remove her makeup, but her hand wouldn't stop shaking.

What have I done?

Drawing in a ragged breath, she slid to the floor as her knees buckled, and she curled on her side, legs hugged tightly to her chest. A keening cry escaped her lips as she dissolved into sobs.

Who did I think I was? How did I lose track of my life like I did? Surfing. Seriously? Showing up half-naked at a BDSM club? I'm forty-fucking-six years old. Acting like I was a twenty-year-old… Like I was some kind of cheap character in a trashy novel.

But she had loved him. Judd. And Graham. Both of them. It was too confusing. The idea of selling her home made her feel queasy. How could he demand that she do it?

He didn't demand, the voice of reason whispered in her mind.

Jessi howled angrily. But he made it clear that was what he wanted me to do.

She remained on the bathroom floor, crying until her hea
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