Kits POVLeaving the bar was probably an overreaction on his part but Pha an Beam warned him about Ming's past. Apart from the woman he was with, what hurt the most was how much he cared and as if his pain was not enough his mom sent him a message saying Park wanted to speak to him. To apologize.Whipping out bowels and ingredients, cracking then whisking. Frustrated, hurt and tired. The doorbell brought him out of his stress control tactic. Pha and Beam know not to bother him when he receives a call from his mother, he told them not to bother him. looking trough the peep hole she saw Ming staring directly at him and he groan of his hopelessness. The kitchen was a mess, he was a mess, his whole life was proving to be a mess and now this guy want to be apart of this...mess, for lack of a better word. Resigned, he opened the door and took a step back allowing him to enter."Mmn. Its smells good.""Yeah it just muffins. Cupcakes and cookies."His mind went back to working on his problem
Kit POVHe expected Ming to be disgusted by him but he did not expect him to pull him into his arm. He brushed the short tresses of his hair lulling him to sleep. That story was meant to kinda push him away or see if he would stay, he said nothing maybe there was not real reason to stay.***Kit woke up still comfortable still in Ming's arms. He did not dare more in fact his breathing style told him Ming is awake. Damnit. Damnit. Damnit. Panic over rid his peace sleep. Trying to get up as quiet and slowly as possible. Ming pulled him down and his eyes stared intently on him."Morning.""Sorry about last night, you can leave now. I'm fine."He did not try to move from his embrace, keeping his eyes averted. It was easier this way, to not watch him walk out of his life. "Kit you are mine. You awoken my need to protect, provide and care for you. I don't know how nor do I care about the explanation. I only want you, you don't have to be strong any more. From this day till the end you wil
Forth's POVTalking to his best friend Laem about a new project they were delegated, the last thing he expected from the day was the fist that swung at him. Fuck. Pha? The hell. Facing the fuming Pha the last thing he expected the man to was hand him Beams phone. Confused.When he turned to leave his shock eased and he stopped Pha. His instincts told him something was wrong with Beam, despite the man punching him the most important thing was making sure his Beam is alright before contemplating his revenge. "What the hell was that for and what is this?""I told you I would beat you up if you mess with Beam. Oh and the phone keep it, he doesn't see the use keeping your memory around."What the fuck was this guy talking about and his confusion resonated with him because he continued. "Dude he saw the pictures trending of you and some misfit. You screwed up man and Beam is not one to easily forgive in this situation his not one to see the reason to forgive you.""Forgive me for what? An
Kit POV"What gift should we get your bother.""Don't worry you don't have to get him any-""We can just show up empty handed, my mother just wants to see the reason I refuse to let her guilt me into seeing one of her friend's daughters.""I'm not the reason right?""Do you want to be the reason?"".... Let get them this blender, it has to be on their registry. Right?""Whatever makes you happy."Driving to his family house was supposed to take less than six hours, but due to his indecisiveness they were late and decided to get a room for the night. .Surprised Ming did not get impatient and change is mind from meeting his family, if he did it would have really made him sad. He hated to admit that the hot tanned man grew on him. He eased his nightmares, allowed him to organize his larger apartment and he treated him really well. His phone rang and he stared up at Ming, it was Forth. "Is Beam alright? We can come back if something happened. Forth. Speak.""You not giving him a chanc
Kit POVDamn Wayo and his inability to keep a secret. Although if they did know why were they so calm? Especially Forth. Everyone else here might be blind or ignoring the dancing sparks but he noticed the flickering ticks of fire when they began last year.Last year Beam started acting weird. There were days he followed him keeping people away from approaching him. Other days he got jealous when people spoke to him so to make things easy for everyone involved he decided to be Choi. Never giving Beam a chance to ruin or break their friendship and for a three months it worked. They went clubbing near the campus, Forth their one year senior joined and Kit saw an alarming message.Tonight is the night I confessSeeing that message, Kit had to stop beating around the bush but Shu their classmate appeared and kissed him. Procrastinating he went along with the kiss after seeing Beam and left the party with her, of cause they split after she saw some better looking guy. From that day onwards
Ming's POV Three years later "Nah Wayo your obsession is driving me insane." "Thank you for coming to Moon University with me. I know you were accepted in other schools, thank you for being a good friend Ming." "Yeah, yeah. I walk on water. Now hurry up we in different orientation halls." Laughing the two spoke about nothing and everything before they had to split up. Ming was of cause confident in the looks department and easy going nature that when he was nominated to be the Moon of the 2016 Engineering faculty along with Air he laughed as everyone cheered. "Ming. Ming can we get you something to drink or eat?" The ladies flocked him and the guys envied his charm and charisma. With any break or free time he was granted he opt to spend it with his best friend, Wayo. So escaping the attention he was getting, he made his way to the science faculty blindly texting Wayo to meet him at the cafeteria. That dear preferred being outside liking in his crush since high school Phanab Ko
Kit's P.O.V"Are you sure you fine?""Yeah. It doesn't hurt that bad anymore. Sorry for- you know.""I love you."..."Ah, Ming my son. Xing! Ming is at the door. This must be your guest?""Kit."" You mean you are KitKat? Our son's date."She stared at the duo dumbly. He wondered what Ming told his mother about them and the wait as she processed everything. What eased the anxiety was the hand that held his and the face she pulled that was kinda comical. "Son. It's been an minute. This house has been boring without you. Oh. Who is this young gentlemen?" Before the two could answer Ming's mom found her words and she interject. Seeing Kit flinch before she gave him a hug did not go unnoticed and he mentally kicked himself."This is our son's boyfriend Kit. Kit this is my not so funny husband Xing and I'm Prem but you can call me ma.""Sons what?"He whispered but his wife completely ignored welcoming them in. They so friendly, naturally their company made you feel at ease and he real
Ming's POV He knew Kit was nervous in fact he pray to all the surrounding God listening his family not screw this relationship up. The level grounds their relationship stood was mind braving, nothing could fuck it up.His dad knew there was no changing his mind. So he targeted Kit with a sob story, that had piece and bits of accuracy attached to a lie. He was going to be the future owner of the Daichapanya industries. In fact his ideas involve distributing their services beyond China. Kit doesn't have to be involved because he second guess his relationship between his parents. Assuring him to follow his dad without dwelling deep in thought contemplating he got up and when they turned the corner his dad broke the silence. "Do you know how impossible it is to convince you to do something?" Hoping his mom does not mention the fact she left her job to be closer to dad. Shit, Kit stole his heart but his was protected uncertain about them. Although the night before was magical, he was st
A FEW HOURS LATER "Aww... I am honoured that you care about me but go to your friends, I will be fine. Ming, I can do this on my own... Besides with you there I might choke..." "I can give you something to pre-choke on..." Ming gave him a suggestive wink and he does despise that fact he did consider the outrageous offer of a futile attempt to stay for the talk. (Knock. Knock). Thankfully the knocks on the door distracts them both from enjoying each other's body once more and he focused of the two figures outside. (Knock. Knock). "I hope you are fully dressed before opening the dammed door. (Knock. Knock)." Kit ducked his head suddenly shy, whoever said that absolutely destroyed what was left of their hot moment. Kit opened the door for his best friends to enter while also kicking out, Ming who was reluctant to leave. "Go. Get out of here Ming. Besides you cannot stay because Forth called, you have to do Moon stuff... Go perform your duties and responsibilities as a human leader t
BEAM'S P. O. V This man's personality was perfect... he is quirky yet so lovable, oh shit. Was he that unhappy with Forth? Wait, why didn't he feel like his doing something wrong? Why did all this feel like taking care of Kel should be something so natural, normal, and fantastic? "So you found your mate and I assumed Fort is short for. Forth?" His incredibly intelligent and fast to catch on, Beam is still undetermined if that is a good thing. Kel sat comfortably on his car his curiosity keeping his attention evenly distributed. He focused on the on the road. Hating the fact he did not tell Kel and leaving him to figure it all out on his own which took a shorter amount of time than him explaining would have. "What made you catch on?" "Haha. The way brother Wayo stared at you… He is the one that is most protective of me and I guess he disapproves seeing you helping me out. Thanks by the way, I am not really the best when it comes to situations that require me to inconvenience someon
BEAM'S P.O.VEverything was going well until it did not and it did not the day Forth bit him. They are still very much interested in each other, in all aspects of the word but they grow distant as if something crucial is missing.Beam feels wrong being with his mate and there are times when he has this terrible thought that tells him this emptiness is not worth it. That he must master up all his strength and run far, very far away that this feelings evaporate. He knows that logic is nonsensical, they are fated mates now and they took a literal term to 'to death do them part'. That his decision to commit means there's no escape from all these feelings and that knowledge is enough to make him want to cry. There are days he wanted to leave his dammed beloved. Oh, goddess forgiveness but it is nothing bad he just contemplated it. Okay, it does not help him if he keep contemplating his decisions. It does not help that he keeps overthinking his situation more than once. And that any time he
KEL'S P. O. V"Here."He directed Wayo and his friend."This is Kit. Kit this is Kelly but everyone calls him Kel."He never wished to give Wayo a bad name ever, even amongst his friends. He politely smiled, shaking his hand. It was clear as day this omega is super high on suppressants. How do they stand the scent? Why is he taking large dosages of suppressants? Does he not have his alpha? There are cases he has witnessed where pimps would force their sex workers to drink the drug, to of course avoid pregnancies. He was not part of the crowed but his friend was. Eventually the scent blocker became something he avoided, that drug was a reminder of a life he was grateful he was saved from. He did not want to say anything or ask in case he does have a reason to hide his nature. Everyone has to have a reason to do anything, right."Beam will be here any... Beam over here."No shit. The dammed odds have to be impossible. Act normal, he is. Why did stupid his heart light up, at best the bet
KIT'S P.O.VSelf-pity, embarrassment and shame override his entire being. What the fuck is wrong with him, his nature? How the fuck did he not know? How the fuck did he not sense it? Why did his body betray him? He literally took suppressants not so long ago, why is this happening now to him? He prayed the Earth have pity on him and swallow him whole.It is his body, how could he not detect the changes. He has never willingly been intimate with someone before Ming. Perhaps that is why he naturally thought the increase in his sex drive was due to the raging endorphins spurring his hormones. Common he should have known better, he should have been able to treat every changes in his own body as they come. For goodness sake he is the damned doctor. How foolish he has been indulging his uncontrollable, irresponsible, drugged part of him. His been so foolish thinking his being safe, in reality he has been living as if there are no real consequences to his nature.Okay, breathe Kit. So what,
BEAM'S P. O. V"Happy anniversary!"A very confused Forth walked in, exchanged his shoes for indoor flats and stared dumbly at Beam. It was yet to ring a bell."It is our first fuckerversary. We were not together so for the years this date passed, I just let it slide but now look. Cake!"He said with a smile wide, his focus evenly distributed between the man before him and the sweetness of the cake he baked. It is not the best looking cake ever and probably tastes like diabetes more than anything and his not sure if homemade cake should give you heartburn. Forth wouldn't judge him harshly, yes he sucks at cooking but he really worked hard on making the white covered icing cake with a 'Happy Fuckerversary' elegantly written.This is a special moment to him that called for a major celebration in his life and of course it did not go without warning from his fathers. It is not like his going through this bonding blind his fathers lectured him in the difficulties of having a mate, as alway
Two days after the wedding...MING'S P. O. VThey were all packed up and ready to leave his family home and head back to human civilization. Kit looked up at the perfect view of the woods, pack schools, play grounds and the most beautiful sunset."I will miss seeing the sun set."For some explainable reason seeing his home in Kit's eyes brought a warm, sappy emotions. He kissed his fated mates cheek and for a few moments just took in the scenery, Kit's body balancing on his."Thank you for showing me your home. It is beautiful and peaceful here, I am surprised you left."He was elated to hear that because soon he wanted this to be their home too. He does not want Kit far away from him not even for a second, how would he survive days? Shit. Now he knows how his father felt when his mother worked in human territory as a therapist, he gets why he wanted her close to him. Would Kit find the separation as devastating as he would? He doesn't want Kit to sacrifice his career for him like his
KIT'S P.O.V Ming left. He is gone. Did he do something wrong? Why was he being emotional? They had unprotected sex once. Fuck. No. He cannot risk getting pregnant by having unprotected sex again. What if they do not work out? His gone. Maybe he will kick him out, worse break up with him. Wait, are they even dating? Yes. He is meeting his family, shit will he want to meet his? Dammit he left. He broke a promise. His gone. Shit he is still not back after his 'well thought' shower. Did he do something wrong? Is he being emotional? No. Stop overthinking Kit… There is one solution to this travesty that will save him face and allow Ming to return to the room without making anything awkward or make the other uneasy. Tonight perhaps he will just have to ask Perm for a different room, the condom thing is something he is defiantly not willing to compromise on. His request was not bazaar, right? Condoms. Whatever they are in terms of relations, they might as well be safe right? At this point he
Ming's POV He knew Kit was nervous in fact he pray to all the surrounding God listening his family not screw this relationship up. The level grounds their relationship stood was mind braving, nothing could fuck it up.His dad knew there was no changing his mind. So he targeted Kit with a sob story, that had piece and bits of accuracy attached to a lie. He was going to be the future owner of the Daichapanya industries. In fact his ideas involve distributing their services beyond China. Kit doesn't have to be involved because he second guess his relationship between his parents. Assuring him to follow his dad without dwelling deep in thought contemplating he got up and when they turned the corner his dad broke the silence. "Do you know how impossible it is to convince you to do something?" Hoping his mom does not mention the fact she left her job to be closer to dad. Shit, Kit stole his heart but his was protected uncertain about them. Although the night before was magical, he was st