As I lead him back indoors, I see that Rex and Tony have found themselves, a couple of dance partners of their own. So, we dance to a group of fast songs, samba, mambo, tango, stopping briefly after each one, to catch our breath, before carrying on.
The man can still dance, and it seems he has endless supplies of energy. However, he still has a job to keep up and I’m loving every second. Then, the DJ throws on a slow song and it's a welcome relief, until I realise, I am going to be in his arms for an entire song. At least with the previous dances, there were times where he was not so close, allowing me a chance to calm my racing pulse.
This time it's going to be full on contact, for at least three minutes, and I'm secretly ecstatic. When I look in his eyes, I see he is uncertain, almost fearful and it surprises me. I let him choose, I will be gutted if he pulls out, but I won't push him. Then I see the moment he decides what to do, and my heart soars as he extends his hand to me.
As I take it, I step into his arms, and I have never felt more at home. With my left hand in his right, I place my right hand on his left shoulder, as his left hand, wraps around my waist drawing me against him. My heart skips a beat as I lay my head on his chest, over his heart, and we start to sway to the song.
The longer we are holding each other, the more comfortable I feel him become and I find myself, listening to his heartbeat and not the music. It's so erratic at first but gradually becomes smoother, in time with the tempo of the music and I begin to wonder if he is having the same reactions as I am, to being so close to each other.
The song ends, and I feel he is reluctant release me, so I step back slightly to look at him and give him a smile. Before I have a chance to say something, a voice comes over the loudspeaker, and we turn to see April standing on stage.
“Good evening everyone, thank you all for coming. You all look amazing tonight. As it is almost midnight, it is time to announce, that when the clock strikes twelve, we will all be removing our masks to reveal who we are.”
She smiles to the crowd, but I feel a cold chill run up my neck at the thought. I can't believe what I just heard, taking our masks off? Is she serious? I can't take mine off because I hadn't planned for this.
I see the concern in his eyes when he looks at me, he sees how nervous I am. He has always believed that I have never been afraid of anything, for as long as he has known me, and the thought of disappointing him, worries me more than I would like.
“Are you okay?”
He asks me, I look at him and give him a slightly unsure smile.
“Um no, not really, the invite didn't say anything about a midnight reveal so I'm a little….
A little what? Terrified? Surprised? Pissed off? Oh yeah definitely that last one, how dare she do this.
That's what takes over, my anger and I see his surprise when he notices the change in me. Before he can stop me, I’m walking toward April and I know, I'm about to make a scene, but I'm past caring now. As I reach her, I see the shock register in her eyes as she turns to face me.
“What the hell are you playing at April?!”
I'm almost yelling but still trying to reign in my temper.
“I don't know what you are talking about.”
She says, attempting to dismiss me.
“Oh no you don't, you self-absorbed cow! You are doing this on purpose, you hate not being in the spotlight. So, you are trying to make everyone feel self-conscious to make yourself feel better.”
I'm in her face but I don't care, we are being stared at, and I really don't care. She tries to cover her shock with a look of indignation, but I see through her, I always did.
“You are way out of line Lilli, and I think the true reason you are upset, is because you aren't beautiful under that mask, and you don't want Drake to see just how ugly you are.”
Wow she just called me ugly, and vain, I'm stunned.
“Sounds to me like you are looking in a mirror April.”
I turn away, to find Drake staring at us, an odd look in his eyes.
It's a mixture of awe and deep rage, and I suddenly feel very sorry for April, but I must diffuse this bomb fast. I walk over to him and place my palm on his cheek just below his mask. I apply soft but firm pressure to make him look at me.
“Drake forget what she said, I'm going to. Just leave it alone, okay.”
He looks at me a moment and the fire in his eyes slowly dissipates. Then I feel him lean into my touch, and I know I have calmed him.
Phew, that could have been bad.
“Okay Lilli, as long as you are okay, but she is still wrong about you.”
“And you know it, that's all that matters.”
I respond, then sigh after taking a deep breath.
“Unfortunately, I do have to leave, so I'm going to go now, and I guess I will see you soon.”
I see it immediately; he is gutted that I'm leaving but I must go.
“At least let me walk you to the door?”
I look into his eyes and I can't deny him; his lost puppy look gets me every time.
“Okay then, I have to call my uncle to pick me up anyway.”
I am rewarded with his huge smile and he takes my arm to lead me to the entrance. We pass Rex and Tony who are quite distracted by the women they are with, Drake tells them I'm leaving, and we say goodnight.
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She texted me! Wait, how does she have my number? I forgot to give it to her
Ever reliable, Claude gets me to Embers at exactly 1pm. It took everything I had, to convince him, that coming out to meet Drake for lunch was nothing to be concerned about.
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Lance. “Ouch! Will you be careful?! That Hurts!” The doctor is working on removing the arrow from my arm, but he is being especially rough about it. “Hold still, please your highness. It is embedded quite deeply into your muscle. If you wish to retain the full use of your arm, I suggest you stop complaining and sit still.” “Argh!” He pulls on it again, the pain is excruciating, this is the sec
“Very well. Drake I formally accept your request to marry my daughter and once Lilliana resumes her duties you will accompany her to enable you to learn how you can best support her. Rex and Tony are to become your personal security detail and I hope that this will prove to be a much more harmonious arrangement.”I cannot help but laugh at the last part and from his smile I can see my father sees the funny side too.“Thank you, father. I promise to make you proud.”“I know you will Lilliana, that is all I wanted to discuss with you all for now, you may do whatever you wish from here until things are settled once more.”At my father’s dismissal we leave the parlour and Tony hands Jacob back to me. I decide to go to my room, so I lead Drake and the others upstairs. Upon entering my room, I can tell immediately that it’s been kept clean and just as I left it, which is both a relief and a little sad, knowing that they believed me dead. “Here, I will take the little lad to our room and we
“Not to worry, it will take time, but he will become comfortable with us.”“Drake, would you like to meet him properly?”
I'm frozen in shock after my father finishes speaking, it's all I can do to hold tightly to Drake's hand, whilst holding a sleeping Jacob in my arms. Can this all truly be real? Or am
To have her in my arms again is amazing, I feel whole again, it's simply incredible. I never want to let her go; never again do I want to be separated from her. I feel her begin to shake a little and I realise that she is finally allowing herself to relax, I press my face into the crook of her neck, inhaling her scent. She smells different, like pine and fresh spring water.
After the deep cold and darkness that took over my body when I was shot the first thing, I feel is warmth. It's a strange warmth not, like a blanket or a warm bath but, drier more intense.
I throw myself off the cliff as I hear Rex and Tony yelling at me, terror in their voices. I am falling but I feel no fear of losing my life, instead I feel a change sweeping my body, everything feels stretched, but it’s as though a hidden piece of my soul has been unlocked.
I wake to a black wet nose in my face and hideous dog breath, that almost makes me pass out.“Ugh oh wow, Fang blagh go away I can't breathe.”
“I did do my job you’re the one who pointed a gun at us and killed her.”“How dare you?! That is slander and I will not stand for it!”