For two beautiful days I don't see Daniel. He and Lucinda went back to their offices to continue investigating the perpetrators, so it's pretty easy to not see him and avoid him when he comes home for dinner or sleep. Being in my clan teaching Felix all about me is something I didn't think would bring me this much happiness, but it does. I love how he only seems to fall more in love with me the more he learns about me and makes me think that we can actually have a future together, even though my whole family ignores him. And even though Clara's idea seemed stupid and boring just because it came from her mouth, I'm actually excited to go to the river like old times. Laurie is thrilled as I fill all his skin with sunscreen and runs out to his cousins as soon as I'm done. "God, that kid moves faster and faster every day," Felix mentions with a surprised laugh as he puts our stuff in a large bag, "When will he start to turn to wolf?" "That depends on the person. When his mind h
Olivia has undoubtedly grown these past few years. She’s no longer the scrawny girl with long limbs that she was when I met her. Her body is fuller now, more feminine and softer. Her hips wider and her breasts are bigger. I don't understand how I will manage to survive today. I want nothing more than to lick her all over, like I have before. I crave her. "God, I need a drink. Where's the booze?" She asks as she reaches us, dropping the backpacks she was carrying on the floor. She walks past me like I don't exist, straight to Carolina to hug her tightly, "Happy birthday, sis. I love you." "Love you too, baby sis," Carolina kisses her cheek before releasing her and when I tear my eyes away from them, I can feel the jealous vibes Clara is venting. "Hey, she loves you too," I whisper in her ear and Clara rolls her eyes before pulling away from me to punch me in the arm, "Ouch. I'm just trying to comfort you." "I don't need comforting, Alpha, leave me alone." She compla
{ Olivia } Julian looks extremely different from how I remember him. He used to be skinny and around my heigh, with a baby face and long blond hair. He's a year younger than me, so I left town before he presented and before his last growth spurt, apparently. "Goddamn, you're so strong!" I laugh when he easily picks me up and he laughs too, showing me his perfect white teeth, "So, you're an alpha, huh?” "Yep," he replies proudly and looks like he wants to say something else, but his gaze darts behind me for a second. His eyes stop sparkling with excitement and he releases the grip he had on my waist, putting me back down on the ground. When I turn around, I realize it's because Daniel is still standing right where he was, glaring at my friend like he’s a terrorist, "Hi, Mr. Griffin. I'm Julian, I went to school with Olivia." "And what are you doing here?" he demands, no kindness on his voice at all. Julian turns to my sister and her friend, who were secre
{ Daniel } Olivia and that little fücker Julian talk for what seems like hours and hours. What could they possibly be talking about? My patience gets close to breaking when Olivia reaches up to put her hands on Julian's shoulders and starts asking him for something. Almost begging. What could she be asking him that she can't ask me? I fücking hate this. Thankfully that whole thing is over quickly and Olivia goes back to her own seat on the ground, but then they start chatting and laughing, which still pisses me off. Olivia and I used to be like that, before and after the whole omega thing. We used to talk all day, every day and laugh about everything. I can’t believe there was a time we were that close and now is just… "Stop looking over there," Harry whispers in my ear, making me jump with fright. "Fück off," I tell him quietly and return my attention to my plate of food, forcing myself not to look up at the river or focus my
My heat lasts about two or three days and these last few years it has not been very powerful because I have been taking inhibitors so I can function as a normal human. The problem with inhibitors is that they speed up my next heat, so I can never really escape this torment, I just put it off a little at a time. It's like my body wants another pregnancy every time, thanks to Daniel. My body knows it has a bond with an alpha and is waiting to be pleased and bred. My stüpid body doesn't know that my alpha is too busy pleasing another omega's heat. Ew, I don't want to think about that ever again. What a horror and what a fücking nightmare. I have Felix this time, sure, but I'm not going to lie to myself, I know Felix won't be able to please me. It's simply impossible. I won't be satisfied until I feel a knot in me and he doesn't have what I need. I wish I had never met Daniel, I really do. With all my heart I wish I had never run into him. Thanks to the months
➿ still four years ago ➿. I'm so confused by the appearance of my wolf and her sudden strong emotion, that I miss the moment when Daniel lunges at Mason to grab him by the shirt and starts screaming something directly on his face, but Harry immediately steps between them to try and calm them down. Fück, I think Daniel manhandled me so fast and my head got so dizzy, that the rest of my body started to feel sick too. I suddenly feel like throwing up and I can't even pay attention to what's going on around me. I just know that Daniel is screaming because he's protecting me from Mason and that makes my wolf happy. Daniel is screaming, Harry is trying to get him away from Mason, and all the while my body is going through something so weird I don't know how to describe it. It’s like a rush, a hot rush that’s making me dizzy. When I manage to calm my head and make it stop spinning, I notice that the three alphas are silent now and when I turn to look at them, I see that all their a
Oh, my god. Oh, my god. I run through the trees as I try to clear my head and come back to reality, but much faster than I thought, Daniel catches up to me and traps me against his body, then pins me against a thick tree and flips me over so we're facing each other. His eyes are dilated and I know this isn't exactly Daniel in front of me. "Gotcha, Omega," he says close to my face in that deep voice that seconds ago was only in my memories. I want to push him away and yell at him, but I can't because my stomach clenches with longing and desire, "Were you trying to seduce me?" "No, Alpha, I was just remembering," I reply, trying to push his chest just. I need him to give me some space so I can think clearly, but Daniel's body is stiff and unmovable, "I'm sorry, I wasn't doing it on purpose." "You don't need to seduce me, I'm yours. Just tell me what you need and I'll give it to you. Whatever you want," he promises being absolutely honest, and my heart aches for h
Olivia goes off to Julian's side while I have to wait for my nephews to be ready before I head off with three kids to the nearest ice cream shop. Laurie is calm by nature, but that totally changes when he’s in the presence of his cousins so the whole way back to town they are making a mess in my truck and ignoring me when I scold them or ask them to put their seat belts on. This parenting thing is new and I'm not very good at it yet, which is why I let them play around the moving vehicle unbuckled and why I buy them the biggest ice cream possible even though it's probably not the best idea to give them this much sugar at this hour. But it’s all worth it when Laurie looks at me with big, happy eyes and thanks me for his ice cream. "I'd still like a little brother one day," he murmurs suddenly, making me stop with my ice cream on its way to my mouth, "Maybe on my birthday?" Oh, my god. Such a pain. "Laurie, I don't think it's possible," I reply in a low voice,