SARIAN.”
“Which looks good on me, the blue or pink one?” Silver asked as she stood before the mirror and giggled. “ I want to make as much money as possible tonight.”
“Pink is better,” I said as I did a little touch-up and glanced at the mirror, my strapless bra was perfect and showing just enough cleavage.
I was a stripper and it was the only way I could get enough money to pay my drunken father's debts including what he had stolen from a mysterious man, the mounting bills and taking care of my little sister.
The room was crowded with so many girls and I had heard that one of us might go home with a customer tonight.
I sighed and we stepped out just in time with the music.
I was in a hurry to leave but I had to dance to get just enough money. The club smelt of cigarette smoke, sex and desires.
I strut across the stage with my heels clicking against the sticky floor, every movement deliberate and in time with the rhythm, I know too well, that my face is partially covered with a small mask with beautiful lacework.
But, I was aiming to capture his eyes tonight, not those of the crowd. The man who had been watching me dance for the past three days. He was different from the rest of the crowd and he was wearing a small black mask similar to mine.
I felt his eyes on me even before I saw him as I gripped the pole and began to follow the rhythm of the music.
I looked up for him as I twisted and pushed my hips out, and when I saw him where was he was seated in the booth in the back corner, his fingers gripping a glass of Martini
Even at this distance, his presence commanded attention.
He was so handsome even though I couldn't see his entire face but those lips, those lips could kiss a woman out of her senses. Just staring at him, his eyes and his lips already made me wet.
I had to look away, he was making me lose focus but I wanted to dance for him, to make his eyes leave their marks on my body
My mind flickers to Silver words
The calm ones are the sexiest and richest.
Well, I now regret the choice of being a stripper as I saw this man with this kind of power that made everyone around him bow their heads. But it's just for the money, right?
For many years, I was aware that my dad had a troubled past but until now I had no idea how far he had gone. Working in a place like this should have been a warning to me.
However, the bills continue to pile up and the only thing that gives me life these days is the lights in this club. The heat in my chest grows as his unwavering gaze continues. His lips form a half-smile but it wisn'tfriendly, it's dangerous
I wasn't sure if I wanted him to see it but he noticed something in me. Pretending my knees are trembling, I complete my set.
The men threw dollar bills at me and one smacked my ass as some of them cheered.
But they all seemed far away, the only sound I could hear was my own heart thumping. I picked up my robe and headed backstage.
As I walked past the bouncer at the back door who nodded but he didn't treat me like any other dancer. I had just enough money to pay a quarter of my father's debts and get us some groceries for the next two weeks.
I quickly pushed the money into my purse and then I felt something, I wasn't alone.
“Sarian.”
The mention of my name made me shiver.
I slowly turned around and saw the man in the booth in the corner staring at me and I broke out in cold sweat.
How did he know my name? Did one of the girls tell him? My stomach dropped as I took in his huge frame and his eyes that locked on my mind, reading me, enjoying the way I was scared out of my wit just staring at him, I wanted to ask him why he had followed me but I couldn't.
As if he already knew more about me than I needed to know.
My voice betrayed my attempt to sound casual as I asked.
“Did you enjoy the show?”
His lips twitched but not in a smile.
“You dance so well, “ he said, his eyes settling on my breasts and I felt so uncomfortable.
The air between us gets thicker and his eyes get darker.
“You should say thank you when someone compliments you.” He teased me and I said nothing.
“ I'm here to ask you some questions about your father.”
The blood on my face starts to run out.
My father? I hadn't seen him for a week but I heard nothing from him.
“ Sarian, your father owes me something…valuable.” He said as he slowly pulled off the mask. “And I'm here to get it.”
I swallowed the lump in my throat nearly too large to swallow. The man before me had beautiful eyes and not about the eyes, he looked every inch of a mafia.
I quickly looked away and prayed that someone would come in and see us.
He took a step toward me, filling the little gap between us.
“ I gave your father a very valuable item and now is the time for him to return it. The issue is that I haven't been able to track him down. You are the only one who might know where he was going, Bonita.”
I froze as a knot tightened in my stomach.
I've heard whispers and rumors about the mafia but I never imagined that I would be a target and now I was caught up in my father's lies.
“I—I don't know where he is,” I said, my voice shaking. “
He tilted his head and smiled but the smile was chilling.
“Such a good daughter.” He laughed. “Papa said you shouldn't say anything. I don't want you to get into your father's foolishness.”
He said as his fingers traced a line on my cheeks and I shivered. “But tell him Don Julio was here
SARIAN For a moment my heart thuds against my ribs as I stood motionless. I was crushed by the weight of his words even though he had walked away like he never was there. Tell him that Don Julio was here.The words kept making my heart beat and I started sweating profusely.Don Julio Rossini, The Jaguar like he was called. My father had stolen from him and now I was in trouble and in danger.My chest tightened making it impossible for me to breathe and I felt tears rolling down my eyes.He had been the one watching me. For how long? Did he know where Father was? I must leave this place now.With my head spinning, I turned and went for the back door. For months I have been employed at this club, always keeping my head down and avoiding trouble. And now that man—the mafia boss—just drew me into his world and now I wasn't sure if I might live to the next day. I got home after a thirty-minute ride. I heard footsteps behind me as my hand was on the door handle. I froze and turned sl
SARIAN I should have known this, when I felt uneasy I should have known that this would happen but I trust easily.As soon as Marc moved aside and took his blood money, I realized that I was fucked. Not in the way I would have liked either.“Marc?’ I asked disbelief laced my voice as my eyes widened in surprise.He shrugged and pocketed the large envelope.“Business, Sarian. It's just business.” He said casually like we were talking about when we were little. “ Do take care.”And then he was gone. I felt like passing out. This was supposed to be the hotel where I and Marie would stay before we had to leave for the train station but something was off when we walked in and the receptionist looked grumpy. This wasn't a hotel, Marc had given me up to the enemy. Don Julio Rossini and I were alone when the heavy doors slammed behind Marc and I wanted to run after him and demand some explanation. The betrayal was hot and sharp and I wondered if Marie was safe too.I stared at Don Julio, th
DON JULIO My head was pounding as I tried to push the thought out of my mind.I sighed and tried to think of something else but her face kept popping into my memory no matter how hard I tried to push it out of my mind.The whiskey in my glass swirled in the amber light as I sat in my dark office. I took a slow sip of the ice which clinked softly but it didn't stop the thoughts from gnawing at my brain. Sarian. That girl.I tried to stop thinking about her but it was impossible. I sent my men to take her away because she reminded me of her, not because she had fought so hard when they did or because she had quickly agreed to my terms.Sophia. My chest ached dullly at the name alone. I lost her when I was just thirteen years old. She was my world even though she wasn't my biological sister. She was the only person who had created warmth in the shadowy areas of my life. I felt human because of her, the only person I could go to when my father thrashed me and yelled at me because I
SARIANThat man had touched me in ways no one had and the annoying thing was that my body had responded to him. I still felt wet down there and stupidly arched for his touch and just when I was hoping he had claimed my lips in a hot, ferocious kiss or pressed himself against me, he had turned to the door and called out.“Take her away.”Wickedness, just plain rude and wicked, leaving me wet and needy. I stumbled forward as the door slammed behind me. As my eyes darted around the darkened room I breathed in short terrified gasps. Then I caught sight of her. Marie!!I didn't know what to feel, fear, confusion, relief. My eyes moved to where Marie sat, shivering from the cold and wincing from the pain the tight ropes had on her arms and feet. Her eyes were big and red from crying and she was equally surprised to see me.“Sarian.” She muttered and sniffed and tried to get to her feet but the guard gave her a dirty look.But she gasped softly as soon as she saw me and I noticed a flicker
SARIAN Marie's body felt so tiny in my arms. Cold. Lifeless. “No, no, no Marie—” My voice broke, filed with agony. I shook her vigorously, my hands shaking hoping she would wake up. But her lifeless eyes gazed only at the night sky. Still. Pale.I clutched her closer, my chest heaving and tears clouding my vision. I wanted her to wake up and tell me it was all a dream, that I was home, preparing for the dance at the club tonight but nothing. I hardly noticed the sound of approaching footsteps, because my heart was beating so loudly. A man in a mask moved forward brandishing his weapon. I looked up slowly and my eyes widened with fear and confusion.My chest swelled. That was it. I was also going to die. I didn't recoil, didn't move, I just prepared myself for death. Life with no one to call family was useless.He raised his gun and I prayed silently that death comes quickly and painless and that was when I heard it.Through the air came a single shot. The man in the mask twisted an
Pain. Hot, white pain, flashed through my whole body and took position on my head.That was what I felt as soon as I woke up. The sharp pulsing pain in my skull was like someone hitting it with a hammer and couldn't just stop.I tried to sit up but my whole body felt so heavy and pain protested through me. My eyes were heavy too and my vision was still blurry. The smell of cigarette smoke drifted into my nose.Something which I hated and it made my stomach turn and made the pain increase.I opened my eyes slowly, and calmly, hoping that the pain would go away. My eyes flashed through the room, the walls made of dark wood. Furniture that screamed expensively. Dim golden lights. And—What on earth was I doing here? Where was I?My head began to pound more intensely as I sat up too quickly, my eyes now wide open.This wasn't the woods. No.Due to Matteo's iron grip on my wrists, it hurt so much now. Then everything came rushing back like a dam bursting. Marie. The shot. The blood. Don
DON JULIO I had been a mafia lord for a very long time. I had met so many women but they weren't my priority.Nah.But this one. I was supposed to be feared, people cowering at my shadows but not this daughter of Federico. The word fear doesn't exist to her. I guess her father didn't tell her about The Silent Reapers It had never occurred to me that a woman could be more stubborn than me. There she was though. Staring at me, defying me. Sarian had her arms around her knees as she sat in the corner of the enormous bed. I had sent her a tray of food hours ago but she hasn't touched it. On the nightstand an unopened plate of steak and roasted potatoes stood as a silent protest. She was wasting food. I was in my ‘niceness era’ today, maybe I should resist the urge of slapping fear and common sense back into her head.Sighing, I rolled my neck. She was going to cause trouble. This one .I watched her while leaning against the doorway. She was consciously ignoring me staring out the w
DON JULIO It was very late at night when I heard screaming and loud thuds coming from the room below.I smoked hard on my pipe as I flipped through a picture album. Photos of Federico's body photographed by the police and sent to me by my trusted police officer who was an ally— Diego Castro He was just a young police officer who had traded his loyalty to the government for little bucks.The Blood Vultures had done to Federico what no man can do, his body was twisted and I pitied the old fool.“Who is the crazy one making those loud noises?”“The girl we brought.” Matteo said. “She's fighting with the maid.”I shut the album.“Get me a whip.”He threw the whip at me and I caught it in mid air , rolling my sleeves up and as soon as I got to the room, I pushed the door open forcefully.“Go back to your quarters.” I instructed the maid who had ketch up on her face.Sarian saw the whip and swallowed but she tried to hid it.“What the hell—” I was unable to stop Sarian before her fist st
SARIAN Matteo pulled me through the chilly night air with an almost painful grip on my arm. I winced abd tried to yank my hand free from his grasp but it was futile. His urgency-filled accent caused his breath to come out in short gasps. I knew that something was terribly off but what ?Both men. I had seen the look of hatred in theur eyes and I even made out a glint of fear in Matteo's eyes too but he had looked composed and brave.“ You don't speak to anyone you don't know or haven't seen before, you don't go out alone.” He said in half English, half Italian.Almost unable to keep up with his pace, I mumbled as I tried to catch my breath.“Okay.”As the club's noise grew farther behind us, we hurried past neon lights that flickered like broken stars. Despite my hair being pulled by the wind I chose not to fix it. I was already scared and wanted to be safe under Don Julio's wings.The pounding in my heart was too loud that o could almost hear it.Even more terrifying than Matteo's w
SARIAN It hurt so much more than anything and no matter how hard I tried to push her words out of my mind, it still stayed like it didn't want to go away.She was right.I was in a cage Even after she left and the wind howling announcing the beginning of rainfall later that night,I could still hear Allegra's laughing. Her tone was cruel, piercing and slicing through every tender spot in me like shards of glass. No doubt, her words had make me hate my life again. I kept my eyes forward as I walked without a sense of direction. I wanted to go faraway.I passed through the long corridor led past shadows and the music that continued to sound from the clubs interior. I saw some of the dancers, their gazes were still on me. Joking. Making judgments. As if I were Maybe Allegra's minions were there too. Without giving it a second thought, I ran.The cold air outside encircled me like a punishment. It was really quiet outside at night. Yet. It seemed as though everyone had forgotten this
SARIAN I stood there for a while but then, my legs felt like jelly, my heart had been broken into pieces and there was a deep wound that I knew would keep bleeding forever, one that would take forever to heal. Father and Marie were dead and I was left in this cruel world with no other person but Don Julio.I wondered what they might have done to him.Chased around like a mouse, beaten? Tortured? Shot to death?And I had the evidence in my shaking hands—grainy black-and-white pictures that had a dried blood and old smoke odor. Images that documented his last moments. His last anguish. I hated them. I hated the fact that I examined every one of them, that seeing them was something I couldn't erase from my memory and that they were etched there forever.I was having trouble breathing. I had trouble thinking. He was gone. My sister was too. I kept thinking if my life could have turned out differently if I was born to someone else, if father had become the artist he said he wanted to be
DON JULIO She moaned as if it were real. As if she thought I was impressed. Actually I wasn't. Not one bit.She moaned louder and teased her clit, her legs wrapped around me with practiced ease, the smell of her expensive perfume drifting into my nose and her body was soft. But she was not Sarian.And I didn't want her to be. I only wanted something to distract me and here it was and now I was no longer interested in having sex with her. And before it even got started , she ruined it. Her hands slid under my shirt in a desperate attempt to make contact but all I could think about was marble floors and blood. My club. And Sarian again.Damn it.She kissed my neck and I allowed her to, her fingers trailing down to my crotch. My fingers were slow and cruel as they teased her inner thigh. She gave a gasp. Then there was a whimper. I saw the change in her expression, the glimmer of seduction in her eyes. Not the right move I hovered over her, pushing her back against the pillows
DON JULIO I sighed as if the world was pressing down on my chest, I reclined in my leather chair and ran my hands through my hair.The amber liquid swirled in a slow circle as my fingers aimlessly traced the rim of my glass. Something deeper, something hidden was hiding beneath the layers of ice and indifference was weighing me down instead of the alcohol. Sarian. Her name rang in my head like a dagger, piercing the haze of my mind, her face, her eyes, even with the way she shook.Very similar to Sophia's. To get the memory to back off was impossible, I clenched my jaw but it did nothing to push the memories back.I hated it. The way she looked at me as if I was more than the monster I was, I hated and loved her stubbornness.I took a swing and massaged the back of my neck as the memories came flooding back.The same face Sarian had was exactly the same with Sophia.A doppelganger?My father never loved him, in fact I knew if he had found a genie, he would wish I was never born
SARIAN I became immobile, unable to talk. I couldn't even breath, this, all of it felt like a very bad dream I wanted to wake up from.My chest tightened making it impossible for me to breathe.There were far too many photos. An excessive amount of blood. The face I had grown to love was in too much pain. Father, lying limp in each picture. Beaten. In pieces.Lost. I gazed at them—the dried blood at his temple, the ropes gnawing at his wrists, the cracked floor underneath him. His eyes were open in one of the photographs. looking, begging, for a chance to live again.Who was he begging?Don Julio?With shaking hands, I reached for that picture and saw it—the moment that broke me to pieces. The picture wasn't taken today. Or yesterday. I stared more, my eyes moving.An inconspicuous timestamp in the corner. The date was a week ago.I dropped the picture immediately as if I had been stung .No. . No, its not real. He was alive so it can't be. He should have been still alive. “My fat
DON JULIO For someone trying to be brave, I couldn't handle her wild eyes. Sarian was sitting across from me, her hands folded tightly in her lap and her knees clenched. She had her fathers careless mouth and his stubbornness .I steadily lit a cigar while keeping my gaze fixed on her. I wanted a lot of things , a lot of information at my fingertips and she was going to give them to me.I gave the glass of vodka to Allegra who took a swing. She laughed when she saw the look on my face and then leaned in to kiss me as I handed the glass to be refilled.I saw the look of disgust abd something like anger… maybe jealous on Sarian’s eyes and almost laughed.Matteo was interrogating her and I was finding it interesting. I was sure she didn't know it was because of her that The Blood Vultures had attacked.Her fire appealed to me though. It brought back memories of my younger self before the blood and before the power. I looked at Allegra who was slowly grinding in my lap, her curves sh
SARIAN Pretending nothing was going on was what I wanted to do. But Allegra's hand still trailed itself into Don Julio's opened shirt, moving over his chest.I rolled my eyes.The scene playing out in front of me didn't matter and I wanted to act as though I wasn't sitting in the middle of a room full of mafia men.The room was so cold and the tension very heavy. In front of me was Matteo, one of Don Julio's men. Even though his face was cold,l there was something unnerving about the way he was staring at me with his dark eyes. His calm yet authoritative voice was asking me questions as he interrogated me like I had stolen his kidney.His behavior made me realize that I was only a pawn and had no say in what was going on. I felt the pressure of the moment as I took a deep breath. It was oppressively tense. Matteo leaned forward and spoke to me in a smooth voice.“Your father was a complicated man, Sarian. He was not only associated with the Blood Vultures as we know.”I stared at h
SARIAN I'd witnessed Don Julio's anger before. He demanded respect from everyone around him and I had witnessed the fire in his eyes when things didn't go his way. However this was different. For the first time I witnessed him genuinely losing control, whatever had happened tonight was something he didn't expect and thought that I was the cause.The only thing I could make out despite the rapid exchange of Italian were the words in English: “The Blood Vultures.”The club remained disorganized. None of the women who worked there dared to leave Don Julio's side despite their disorganized and unsure appearance. They looked like they might be swept by a tornado if they did.He had a captivating presence but today it was also frightening. Standing in front of Don Julio, the club's manager—a man who was always cool under pressure—explained the circumstances. He was the real manager and maybe the other was his assistant.Based on his facial expressions, it appeared that the Blood Vultures