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Fear

Author: Shasha Ayomide
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Rowan’s POV

I leaned against the car, hands tucked in the pocket, staring at the butler who gave his report, and I was about to respond to him when all of a sudden, my heart turned cold in my chest as soon as I caught sight of a movement in the corner.

The butler’s words faded in the background while I fixed my eyes on the woman who descended the low steps, swinging her purse in her hands. Seraphina.

The more my gaze lingered on her face, the more my heart pounded hard against my chest. She was stunning.

The way her ponytail bounced lightly. She was effortlessly grateful.

At that moment, my mind drifted back to everything that Mason had put her through, and most importantly, he had broken the promise that he made to me.

Something that I will never forgive him for.

Before I left New York City, I made him make a promise to me since he was getting married to Seraphina—A promise that he would never hurt her or even make her cry—but that bastard broke that promise!

For every tear, pain
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