(Winona)I sit in the living room of my townhouse, my ankle bracelet itching against my skin. The quiet space echoes everything I do, adding to the horrible feeling of Abby not being here with me.But I’m home. That’s a start.Gordon Brown, my lawyer, sits across from me, a stack of papers in front of him. His legal team is scattered around the room, their faces serious and focused. My parole officer is also present. Sheila Hobbs.I feel scared just looking at her chunky build and she must be at least six foot tall. Short hair and an expressionless face.I glance at the clock, wondering how much longer this ordeal will last.Gordon clears his throat, drawing my attention back to him. “Winona, we need to go over the conditions of your house arrest. These are non-negotiable, and you must adhere to them strictly. Do you understand?”I nod, my stomach twisting with anxiety. “Yes, I understand.”He shuffles through the papers, pulling out a sheet, he hands it to Sheila.She reads it throug
(Winona)Gordon leans back in his chair. “I need private time with Winona to discuss the case.”“I have another appointment.” Sheila answers him with a nod. “There’s been private room set up in the office. Only you and I will have a fob to open this.” Sheila tells Gordon as she hands him an electronic fob. Sheila talks directly to me now. “I have keys to enter the property at any time should I feel it necessary, that includes the private office. But I will always attempt to make my presence known to you beforehand.”I nod. “Thank you. I’ll do everything I can to make this process easy for us both.”“There’s nothing easy about house arrest but I can assure you it’s one million times easier than jail.”I feel the color drain from my face remembering those other women in the jail.“I’ll be back tomorrow for our scheduled time. You can call me anytime.”Then she was gone.“Let’s go to the office.”Once we are settled in there, Gordon smiles. “That was brilliant.”“I hoped so. But can I t
(Winona)When I fling it open, there stands Anne, holding Abby’s hand. Lisa is right behind them. My breath catches in my throat as I take in the sight of my baby girl, looking even taller in the week I haven’t seen her.Her eyes are wide with a mixture of confusion and relief. But I feel her hesitancy in seeing me. What she witnessed at Palisades Park must have scared her so much.I kneel down and the tears are rolling down my face. “Hi Sweety. I’ve missed you. I’m sorry I scared you.”“Mommy!” Abby cries, breaking free from Anne’s grip and launching herself into my arms. I feel her tears against my cheek as her little arms grip me like there’s no tomorrow.I wrap her in the tightest hug I can manage without breaking her in half. My heart races as I hold her close, feeling her little heart beating against mine. “Oh, Abby, I’ve missed you so, so much,” I whisper, my voice choked with emotion.Abby clings to me, her small body trembling. “I missed you too, Mommy. Are you okay? Why can
(Jayden)“Daddy! I saw Mommy. I miss her.” Abby cries out when she comes in the door with Anne. My heart goes out to her, but I must maintain this façade.I scoop up Abby and hug her. “I’m glad you got to see Mommy.”Anne watches me closely. She’s vehemently loyal to Winona and Abby. So Winona is back in the townhouse. Good. I know she’s under house arrest until the case is over.There’s no chance of her doing anything to break those terms and I know she’s safe. No one can get to her there. It’s been difficult being back here with Ashlyn and I’m not leaving Abby alone with her. Anne sleeps in her room and goes everywhere with her.This confession thing better work because I don’t see how we can prove Winona innocent without it. Her father is a useless witness. He’ll easily be proven untrustworthy with his track record.“Mommy is sad.”“Abby, we can’t talk about Mommy right now, remember? Let’s go take a bath, have some supper and then I’ll read your favorite book,” Anne says gently.“
(Winona)Phillip stands at the secure office door, looking like a ghost of the man I once knew.His eyes are hollow, his frame gaunt, and he seems smaller in presence, as if the actions of his past mistakes have physically diminished him. I take a deep breath, steeling myself for what’s to come, and open the door wider to let him in.Then I carefully close it behind him.“Phillip, sit down,” Gordon instructs, gesturing to the chair opposite mine.Phillip steps inside the office, his movements tentative, and sits down heavily. I move to sit in the chair next to him, feeling the tension in the room thicken with every second.“Hi, Phillip,” I say, my voice barely above a whisper. The words feel weird coming out, like I’m talking to a stranger rather than the man I considered spending my life with.“Winona,” he replies, his voice cracking. “Thank you for… for letting me come back.” His eyes meet mine, and I can see the depth of his regret, the guilt weighing heavily on him.I nod, not tru
(Winona)We spend the next hour arranging his things and making the bedroom look like a shared space. It’s not monitored but that doesn’t mean authorities can’t come in and look.Tension is definitely there, but there’s also a sense of determination between us. We both know what’s at stake, and we’re willing to do whatever it takes. I’m actually glad I have Phillip back in my corner.When I look back, he was quite brave in going up against Judy with me before in my work office. She could have revealed him then and there. But she didn’t. She seemed happy to let us keep what we had going.I guess because I wasn’t trying to be with Jayden. That’s always been the thing with her, losing her son to me.As we finish, Phillip sits on the edge of the bed, looking worn out emotionally and physically. I wonder how long since he’s had a decent meal.“Winona, I never stopped loving you. Even when I was at my worst, you and Abby were always in my heart.”His words cut through me, and for a moment,
(Winona)The morning feels grim as I stand inside my townhouse entryway, my wrists and ankles shackled, waiting for my transportation to the Santa Monica courthouse.To be honest, I’m grateful to be going out despite the circumstances. A week of being confined and only talking either about weather and superficial stuff or things that affect me on a life-or-death level, has been exhausting.Then keeping up the pretense of Phillip and I. But we’ve done it and we are all going to hear what the judge has to say about where Abby is best to live for the time being. I’m more nervous about this than anything.The cold metal digs into my skin, and I feel it in my bones. Sheila Hobbs, my parole officer, stands nearby, her expression a mix of empathy and stern resolve.“We’ll get through this trip, Winona,” she says, her voice firm but kind. “Just follow my lead and stay calm.”I nod, trying to muster the strength to keep my emotions in check. “Thanks, Sheila. I’ll do my best.”As we make our wa
(Winona)When it’s Gordon’s turn, he stands confidently, presenting our case with precision.He begins, his voice clear and assertive. “Your Honor, the affidavits we’ve presented testify to Ashlyn’s past behavior raises serious concerns about Abby’s safety.”Gordon paces the floor, his footsteps echoing in the tense silence. He continues speaking, his tone unwavering. “Until Ashlyn’s accusations against my client are proven to be the truth, we cannot overlook the possibility that Ashlyn herself poses a significant risk to Abby Joseph.”Jayden’s lawyer jumps to his feet, his face flushed with indignation. “Objection, Your Honor! This is speculative and slanderous. There’s no concrete evidence to support these claims.”Gordon doesn’t back down, stepping closer to the bench. “Your Honor, if I may. Ashlyn’s character is as much in question as my client’s. We have reason to believe that she may have put her own unborn baby at risk on purpose.”He turns to Ashlyn and Jayden and stares at th