372 A Parental Shadow

(Jayden)

I sit alone on the back steps of the cottage, staring out at the garden Bobby worked so hard to restore. But it is so much more than this. Acres of woodlands and a play area being revealed that any kid would love to grow up in.

A place I would have loved to grow up in.

The place is beautiful, almost perfect, yet I feel heavy, tinged with a past I’m only now beginning to understand. As a father myself, my perspective of the past and how I feel about my parents has changed.

Not all for the better, but I do have a new understanding of how strong a love for a child is.

This so-called cottage. Perhaps by Gus’s standards it is. To anyone else it’s a mansion. Eight bedrooms, five bathrooms. And living areas that are certainly roomy but also have the feel of a home. A place designed for kids to run about and parents to be able to watch.

A place to be a haven, not just a building you live in.

Inside the living area is accented by a sprawling, handcrafted stone fireplace. Rooms connect