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292 My Struggle

Author: Anney GW
last update Last Updated: 2024-09-26 13:42:17

(Cass)

I’m lying in this hospital bed, staring at the ceiling, trying to get my shit together. My body’s still trembling from the aftereffects of the drugs they pumped into me.

Meth. Of all the fucking things they could’ve used.

I’ve been through withdrawal before, but this feels different. Darker. Like it’s gripping onto me harder than anything ever has. I know what that means. I know meth is one of the most addictive things out there.

The worst part? I can feel it calling to me, already scratching at the back of my mind. It terrifies me.

The doctors say I’m doing well. Physically, I’m recovering faster than they expected, but mentally? That’s another story. I’ve always had demons. Always fought through the shit life’s thrown at me.

But this? I don’t know how to handle it.

“Cass?” A soft knock on the door snaps me out of my thoughts. Winona steps in, looking as put together as ever, but I can see the exhaustion in her eyes. She’s been through a lot too. Probably more than me.

“Hey,
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