167 Two Worlds

(Winona)

We check into the best hotel in the city.

I don’t belong here wasting money while others are suffering. I don’t deserve it.

Jayden is busy at the front desk, handling the details, but my mind is back at that house. The contrast between this opulence and the place I grew up in is too much. How do I reconcile these two worlds?

How do I accept that I’m living in one and ignoring the other?

When Jayden comes back with the electronic room key, I can’t help but voice what’s on my mind. “This place is over the top, Jayden. We don’t need all this. It’s… unnecessary.”

He looks at me, his expression softening. “You’ve been triggered. We’ll stick a pin in this for now and talk about it in therapy.”

Is he being understanding or patronizing?

We take the elevator up to our suite in silence, the plush carpet underfoot almost mocking the rough, cold floors of my past.

When we step into the room, it’s as luxurious as expected—huge windows with a view of the city. A bed that looks like it cou