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Chapter 21

"Regret is insight that comes a moment too late."

— Unknown

My biggest regret was never returning to finish school.

After all the drama of the first few years, I’d been too frightened to bring it up with the minister,and he’d never suggested it either.

And with each passing year, I felt less and less inclined. The thought of peering with people growing progressively younger than me had no appeal whatsoever.

Generally, I had grown accustomed to my life. It wasn’t the best, but I had become comfortable with it. I wasn’t losing out on anything.

Or so I thought.

It was Christmas of 2003, the year I turned 23. As was our habit, I accompanied the minister for a high society wedding in france.

The son of Dr. Steven, the owner of the only hospital in Boston, was marrying a girl from another esteemed medical family in the UK.

It had been just like any other high society political wedding, but the moment I clapped eyes on the b
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