Lauresse
He was grinning and facing Ashton. "I am inspecting if truly she is pure," he reasoned.
"You have no right to do that. What would Alexandro do to you if I told him?" Ashton monotone, staring at him, warning.
I noticed the sudden whiteness of her face, and he laughed fakely. "You can't be funny. Take her out." He orders his two men.
If Ashton just let the man do what he did, maybe—I can't imagine that. I am disgusted now, and I can feel what he did. I wanted to run away, jump into the river and clean myself. Remove this hand imprinted on my body. I could feel his hands as if they stayed there on my body. I bit my lower lip. The pressure hurt, tasting the iron blood in my buds.
I'd rather die.
The two men still holding me in both arms, we walked to the end of the hallway. The man Hernan went with Ashton to the adjacent cell with the two men outside the cell, and I heard the girl cry, begging, which pained me.
If only I could do something, the same thing would happen to him as he did to me. Twelve years old, very young enough to taste the cruelty of this world.
Nails digging hard in my palm. Little by little, I see the light coming from the door, not the light coming from the bulb but from the sun that I thought I would never see again, and I sense its warmth.
I noticed the trees surrounding the two-story building, inhaling the fresh air as if I had never breathed in my whole life, and I saw two white vans.
We stopped at a van with five women inside. They were blindfolded, hands and feet tied in a rope. They were shivering and sobbing.
I felt the man wrapping a black cloth around my head, depriving me of my sight, and tied my hand at the back.
"Sit," he said, pushing me inside, so I fell down on the seat. He tied my hand while I was lying with my front. His rough hand caressed my legs while he bound my ankle with the rope.
"If you are not that pricey. Right now, I had f*ck you," he said in a lustful tone, and his hand moved to my thigh.
"Stop, please," I begged. Not there. I'd rather die than anyone touches me. I tried not to cry. Tears are running down my face.
I was shaking, and my hardened heart was acting limitless. Not again. Not again that someone touches me. My mind screamed, my body stiffened, and my breathing stopped.
I felt his hand stop.
"If Alexandro doesn't own you, you are screaming now in pleasure while moaning with my name."
In your dream! I stopped myself from saying it. If I do, he might end up fucking me. I'm trembling as though it's already negative 0 degrees. He pulled me to stand up and carried me. My ass felt the softness of the seat before he let me go. The smell of tobacco was on him, and I inhaled freely when he left.
I don't think I was with anyone in front of the Van. The other girls seem to be behind me. I couldn't see anything, and I got even more nervous.
Where will they take us? If only there was a chance to escape. But nothing. I have no plan, and they would shoot me if I dared. I bit my lower lip and winced from biting the wound in it. But having one painful death is enough than being exploited for money.
Not! I'd rather die.
"Where are they taking us?" the raspy voice of the woman at my back asked. Taking me away from my deep thoughts.
No one answers. Who knows? Only one thing will happen to us, to be sold as a prostitute. My fists tightened in my hands. That idea struck a chord in me.
What will I do? My stomach quivers, and my breathing fast. The chill ran through me.
"No one knows. Sell our organ?" answered the woman with a sweet voice.
"I don't want!" one of the girls cried. "I want home. I miss my mom and dad. I don't want to die."
And suddenly, the interior of the car resounded with their cries. In the distance, I heard the woman's roar to let him go crying and begging.
My head moved in the direction of the sound coming to our Van. But suddenly, a gun was heard a minute later in the distance. The girls stopped crying, and it was replaced by fear and questions.
"What is that? Did they kill someone?"
"Are we next?"
"Oh, God, please!"
"Mama… Papa..."
My world felt like spinning, and I was deafened by the noise. I want to yell at them to stop. Silent is what I desire. Silent to think correctly and to have comfort.
"Take that lady," ordered the man at the door.
"Are they going to kill us?" one of the girls asked in a shaky voice.
And the response was laughter coming from another man.
"You are not going to die, ladies. You are going to give pleasure," answered the man with amusement in his tone.
I gasped as he grabbed my arm and pulled me out. Someone helped me stand and took the rope to my feet. My heart was beating fast, and I felt nothing but the heat of fear in my muscles.
"W-where are y-you taking my me?"
But there was no answer to the one holding me. Did the stout old man take me out of the Van? Is he planning a devious act on me? Remembering its disgusting hand trembles my whole being.
Not again.
Oh, please, not again!
The corners of my eyes warmed, and bitten my lips not to sob. Some steps I thought would never end. The man stopped, so I halted.
"Here," the man uttered and released his hand from my arm.
I felt the surroundings, the birds' sounds, and the leaves rustling distant from me.
A warm hand touches my arm, and I inhale the woody citrus of a male perfume. The fear for myself deepened. Is it the stout old man?
He pulled me gently, and I heard the car door open. I swallowed so nervously.
Even if I want to fight, I can't. It can't guarantee that I can escape from his hands, or I might get hurt. In the end, he would and still will get what he wants.
Tears flowed, and I was trying not to fall. I climbed into the car, groping around until I could sit down.
Then the door shut. My fate seals now. And I heard my heart completely break along with my hope.
LauresseI tried to get out of the old man's hands, the stout man's hand gripping my neck as his hand caressed me everywhere he liked. Tears stream in my eyes as I gasp with air and scream for help, but no voice comes out of my mouth. I was in the old cell that they locked me in. I don't know why I went back there. I could see the broad grin on his face like a demon, and I could feel his hand going up between my thighs."No!" I shouted as I opened my eyes. My breath was ragged, as if I was drowning, and cold sweat hit my forehead and neck.I was stunned for a few minutes, staring at the white ceiling, and I touched my cheek. The hot liquid coming from my eyes not ceasing. And caught the scent of lavender fragrance around me. And the air condition was at a suitable temperature, not too frigid.The same nightmare coming in my dreams that even though a month has passed, it seems like it was just yesterday. My body shivers from the disgust of those memories.My mouth was dry, and still, m
LauresseTita turned her gaze to me. "Isn't it Ijha? To which I just nodded. Work should not be prioritized over food," Tita reasoned."Where's Ashton?" I inquired."That boy is also one. I said to wait until you come to eat but went to his phone." Aunt Cathlyn sighed in frustration. She doesn't want to have her husband and son doing something when it's eating time. She would say that only the food time they gather together and anyone should not do other things take priority over family dinner."Maybe it is an important call, wife," Uncle Henry defended as Auntie Cathlyn glared at him. "Tell your son about it. It's like you are going to choke me in death."Aunt Cathlyn sighed, and she smiled, trying not to feel annoyed. She folded her hands on the table. Her eyes focused on the delicious breakfast she had cooked.A bowl of fried rice in one bowl. Omelet sprinkled with lots of onion leaves, savory eggs, and sausages."Oh!" she gasped, "I forgot to bring the coffee I made! When you're g
AshtonRotating the phone in my hand, my gaze shifted to the door in front of me. The sky above was overcast and looked like it would bring strong winds and heavy downpours. I should have brought an umbrella, and it seems Gunther was right about the weather today.Just looked at my phone before boarding the plane three hours ago. It says Moscow will be sunny. But my expectations changed upon getting out of the private plane. Hearing the sound of the vehicles passing behind my back and the constant chatting of people walking on the sidewalk, which the road was between the apartment building, some establishments, and stores.I also did not expect to meet him in front of the barbershop. The location was pointing in here. Am I going in or not? At the same time, the glass door opened, and a man came out with his thick beard trimmed. He was wearing a black bonnet on his head, three inches shorter than my height. He was wearing a thick leather jacket, and his black eyes looked at me for a mo
Ashton Those fearful looks in her eyes and a plea when I first saw her in a bad situation after four years.‘Your mother is here at home...’“And?” I frowned upon hearing this. Why is mom at home? She didn’t even let me know she was coming.‘And she said we were leaving. It’s about a wedding. We will be meeting with the wedding planner. Out of town, Ashton,’ she whispered, and I heard mom’s voice asking if she was done getting dressed.I woke up in my senses. Why didn’t my mother tell me about this? Having this plan during the day, I am away from the Philippines.“Can you give the phone to Mama?”And I heard her say, okay.‘Hey, dear son,’ Mama’s cheery voice on the line.“Mom, can you postpone that for now? I am not there,” I said without hesitation.‘Son, we don’t need you here for this. It is our time to have bonding with your soon wife.’I grunted. I can’t really force my mother in her tone of voice to have made up her mind. What if something terrible happens to both of them? Eve
LauresseI don't know when he will come home again, after we had arranged everything about our wedding, he left without saying anything.And here I am again, left at home. In the eyes of people who know him, the reason the wedding was rushed was because I was pregnant.I looked at my stomach. It's not bloated, and I do yoga every day to slim my figure. But I can't help eating, especially when I can't do anything. This house was so boring and lonely that the only thing saving me from silent madness was the book.I took chips from the bowl while my eyes moved along the lines of the book. He said Savi will come today to send me books again along with the other things I asked him to buy.But I've been wondering that why he took so long and has not yet arrived. Why is that? I put down what I was reading, and looked out the window at the front of the house. I stared at the vantage point for a few seconds before I decided to stand up and felt something strange around me. It doesn't make me f
LauresseI am lying on the cold floor, staring at the ceiling; only I can see darkness. No light. Just darkness. And the surrounding was like the cool freezer seeping through my skin deep to my bones. Even my breath was frigid.Where am I? A choking sound came to my mouth, along with my fresh tears. Death. The only word I am going of my life. I should not leave my hometown and be independent. Perhaps...maybe... indeed...I am not in this situation.Is it my karma? I don't know, and I'm not that kind of person. I don't step on other people or destroy anyone. But why did I end up here?Even if I wanted to stand up, I had no strength left. I haven't eaten for two days, and the stinky algae smell of the jail room sickens me. I'd rather die than those people who used my body. I'd instead end my life here. I will hit my head against a hard wall over and over until I know I am dying. The white fabric of the oversized shirt was the only thing that covered my knee-length nudity. I remember how